Fifth, the pain of lost love

The wedding banquet is over, the wedding is over, the guests say goodbye to each other, and they are busy with their lives.

Da Kui said to Jin Duo under the rainbow gate: "You go home and sleep, recuperate your spirits, and drink at night." Then he stepped on his broken bicycle and staggered to the unit.

Spring in the north came late, and May just began to show its appearance. Today is a good day, the sun is warm, the spring breeze is blowing, and the streets are full of people coming and going. Spring is the season of hope, and everyone's face is beaming.

The joy and hustle and bustle of the wedding are gradually drifting away behind the scenes, but the wine that has been drunk in the stomach is pouring straight to the head. Zhao Dakui was a little dizzy, his heart was a little blocked, the lively wedding, Dakui didn't have any joy, but he was depressed, and his mood was more gloomy and desolate than attending the funeral.

This is a belated wedding, a wedding of no choice.

At the wedding, the bride held Zhong Hua intimately, smiling reservedly, smiling happily, and smiling sweetly; However, Zhao Dakui found that Zhong Hua's movements were mechanical and passive, and he was reluctant to make it difficult, and he didn't smile.

Zhao Dakui felt sorry for Zhong Hua, he knew that Zhong Hua was married for the sake of marriage, or for the sake of his mother.

Zhao Dakui is a person from the past, knows what marriage is, and knows how miserable trivial days are; He is worried about Zhong Hua, the days will be long in the future, how can he live this life!

Zhao Dakui was wronged by Zhong Hua, this sister-in-law is compared with Yuzhu - alas! How to compare? Can't compare, can't compare, not on the same order of magnitude.

In the melody of "Wedding Sonata", the bride walked across the red carpet, and the classmates attending the wedding invariably looked at the bride and Yuzhu, with surprised expressions, all full of confusion and question marks on their faces.

The eye contact between each other was: What did Zhong Hua think? I don't want Yuzhu, but I married this woman. Didn't his head squeeze the door frame?

That autumn, without warning, Zhong Hua suddenly broke up with Yuzhu; Even if Da Kui drilled his head into ten big holes, he couldn't think of why?

In the last two years of college, Zhong Hua began to desperately pursue Yuzhu, and after four or five years of perseverance, he finally succeeded. has been in love for more than a year, and the two are in love; Met each other's parents.

Yuzhu was born in a scholarly family, her parents are teachers, and her father is the vice principal of the No. 2 Middle School; Zhong Hua's family is a small eunuch, and his father is the president of CCB. The two old people know each other and understand each other, so it can be said that they are a good match. There was no disagreement between the two old people on this family business, and they soon met their in-laws, set a wedding date, looked at the house, and chose furniture, everything was logical and natural.

When looking at the house and choosing furniture, Zhong Hua often pulls Zhao Dakui, and Yuzhu is also willing to participate in Dakui. Because Zhong Hua listened to Yuzhu for everything and had no different opinions, this made Yuzhu lose the sense of accomplishment of choosing and deciding, and the nature of women is to suffer from gains and losses in the event of trouble, hesitate, and pull Da Kui to discuss more.

Da Kui from time to time to show off the experience of the past: the chandelier in the living room does not need to be crystal, it looks good, and it will have to be cleaned frequently in the future, which is too troublesome, and if you accidentally break the small part, you will not be able to do it; The sofa does not need leather, the leather looks luxurious, one is not good, the other is naughty children, it is difficult to repair a little damage; The house must be transparent from north to south, and the wind blows in the summer when the wind blows.

Yuzhu said: "There is air conditioning, what else do you need to pass the hall." ”

Zhao Dakui was embarrassed, there was no air conditioning in his house, this was his experience.

Zhao Dakui's suggestion was just a suggestion, and Yuzhu sometimes nodded and said it made sense; Sometimes grinning, Zhong Hua immediately understood the meaning of Yuzhu, and immediately put forward different opinions, in most cases, it can be said that Yuzhu is in his heart, and Yuzhu smiled sweetly at Zhong Hua, which is a reward.

The sky is blue and the sun is bright, Zhong Hua and Yuzhu suddenly broke up.

Even if Zhao Dakui believes that the rooster lays eggs and the sow flies, he doesn't believe that this is true. Zhong Hua once chased so hard, so tired, so desperate, how could he be reluctant?

They all grew up together, and they are so familiar that they can't be more familiar, and they can be said to be able to guess how many donkey dung eggs they have with a pinch of their tails. Each other's temper, temperament, hobbies, and habits are all clear in their hearts, and they thought they were friends who could make friends, but now they don't seem to be true, it turns out that these are all illusions, and they are not so familiar with each other as they imagined, or rather, the familiar may be the face, and the heart and the heart are strange, the heart and the heart are distant, because they are strange, because they are far away, they don't recognize each other in a blink of an eye, and they are the same as passers-by.

Da Kui's head was full of "Why?" "- What did Yuzhu do wrong? What can't be forgiven? - Impossible! I haven't heard of it at all. Yuzhu is an excellent teacher in the school every year, and when people who are familiar with it mention it, no one says a "no".

Zhong Hua must be crazy, he took the wrong medicine, and Da Kui hated it in his heart.

Zhong Hua and Yuzhu broke up with Da Kui didn't know about it at first, until Yuzhu attempted suicide by taking medicine, and Da Kui didn't know about the uproar in Shun'an City.

Da Kui was stunned at that time, something must have happened, and he immediately rushed to Zhong Hua's unit.

In Zhong Hua's office, Da Kui was pacing back and forth on the ground with a grunt; Zhong Hua sat down in his chair dejectedly.

Da Kui: "You broke up with Yuzhu?" ”

Zhong Hua nodded.

Da Kui: "What's wrong?" …… Why? ”

Zhong Hua's head drooped to his belly, not squeaking.

Da Kui: "What's the matter, say! ”

Da Kui asked three times in a row, Zhong Hua drooped his head, but he didn't squeak.

Da Kui: "Are we brothers?" ”

Zhong Hua nodded.

Da Kui: "Brother, tell me, what's wrong?" ”

Zhong Hua bowed his head and was silent.

Da Kui: "How can I help?" ”

Zhong Hua shook his head.

Da Kui was angry, turned around to leave, walked to the door, turned his face and said, "Zhong Hua, we have been good for so many years, I thought I knew you, it seems that I was wrong." Zhong Hua, listen, you are crazy, you have taken the wrong medicine, if I ignore you again, I am your son, you white-eyed wolf. ”

Zhong Hua raised his head and said with bloodshot eyes, "I'm not a white-eyed wolf. ”

"Then you say, why did you break up with Yuzhu, she almost died, do you know?"

"Yes."

"What are you going to do?"

"Nothing."

"Why?"

"Not why."

"Why, what?"

"Nothing."

Da Kui rushed to his head, took a step forward, and reached out to slap Zhong Hua.

Zhong Hua saw the slap coming over, he didn't dodge or dodge, he raised his face to meet the slap, and looked like a dead pig was not afraid of boiling water.

Da Kui beat Zhong Hua, seeing his determination to treat death as home, Da Kui's heart softened, he ran out of line, and walked out in tears.

"It's such a mess on a good day, what's going on?" Da Kui looked down on Zhong Hua, this was a white-eyed wolf, maybe he would bite himself that day.

After more than a month, Da Kui ignored Zhong Hua, sent messages and did not reply, did not answer calls, came to the unit to look for it, and hid and disappeared.

It was a rainy autumn, and the sky seemed to be leaking. The streets and alleys were full of trenches and muddy. Green moss crawls all over the walls, kitchen knives rust, nasty toads, rats scurrying around.

That afternoon, when it rained, the water in front of the office building was in a pool, and the maintenance team could not carry out the construction in such weather, so the workers gathered in the conference room to smoke, play cards, and pull calves.

Da Kui looked at the rain outside the window in a daze, and saw Zhong Hua's car driving into the yard with the rain flowers on its head.

Da Kui's heart moved, and he hesitated to dodge. I tried to dodge, but my legs didn't move. Ignore it because I am angry, in fact, my heart hurts, and the friendship of more than ten years cannot be ended with a slap.

Zhong Hua walked into Da Kui's office drenched, and Da Kui also stood up, and the two looked at each other. Zhong Hua stood at the door, his cuffs dripping with rain, and the rain gathered on the ground.

Da Kui asked expressionlessly, "Something?" ”

Zhong Hua replied expressionlessly: "Something." ”

Da Kui: "What's the matter?" Say. ”

Zhong Hua: "Get in the car." ”

Zhong Hua drove, and the two braved the pouring rain to go to the Jingangshan Dog Meat Restaurant, which is the most authentic North Korean dog meat restaurant in the area, and the dog meat, dog meat soup and Korean kimchi are very popular. The decoration of Jingangshan Dog Meat Restaurant is a home style, with a square table and hot kang, sitting cross-legged.

Another special feature of this restaurant is that a bowl of millet porridge and a boiled egg are served before the wine and food are served, and it is said that there is a bowl of porridge and an egg at the bottom, so drinking alcohol does not hurt the stomach. This small gesture gives people a sense of homely warmth.

Zhong Hua and Da Kui drank millet porridge and ate boiled eggs according to the rules. The waiters, dressed in colorful national costumes, served the food and wine in turn.

Zhong Hua poured two glasses of wine, and didn't let Da Kui, he picked up a glass and drank it, Da Kui glanced at Zhong Hua's gloomy face, and thought, "I think what do you want, fight for wine?" I'm afraid of you. ”

Da Kui also drank the cup.

Zhong Hua poured it again, and drank it first, and Da Kui drank it afterwards.

Zhong Hua poured and drank. The two of them didn't eat a mouthful of food, and they burned three cups of small food.

Da Kui snatched Zhong Hua's wine glass and said, "What do you mean?" …… Don't just drink, there is something to say, there is a fart. ”

Zhong Hua's blood-red eyes were full of tears, and he sniffled and said, "You ignore me, do you know how uncomfortable I am?" ”

Da Kui looked at Zhong Hua's pitiful tearful face, his heart was sour, he put down the wine glass and said, "Alas! - I'm not feeling good either. ”

Zhong Hua poured another full of wine and said, "Come, brother, drink!" Raise both glasses together and drain them in one gulp.

Da Kui put down his wine glass and asked, "Do you have something to say?" ”

Zhong Hua said: "It's over. ”

Da Kui's eyes widened and asked, "What did you say?" ”

Zhong Hua said: "You ignore me, you know how uncomfortable I am." ”

Da Kui asked, "That's all?" ”

Zhong Hua lowered his head and said, "That's all." ”

Da Kui let out a long sigh, tears flowed down his eyes, he wiped a handful of tears and said, "Come, big brother, don't say anything, drink!" Our brothers must drink thoroughly today and rest as soon as they get drunk. ”

Zhong Hua also wiped a handful of tears and said, "Once drunk, you will rest." ”

Both of them drank thoroughly that day. Zhong Hua vomited a table, and Da Kui vomited half a kang. The two of them had tears on their faces, and they fell asleep in a daze on the corner of the kang.

Outside the window, the autumn rain was dripping, and they couldn't hear the autumn rain knocking on the window unhurriedly until dawn.

That meal reconciled Zhong Hua and Da Kui, and Da Kui realized Zhong Hua's pain, which was unspeakable between brothers, and it was unspeakable.

Da Kui no longer asks why, buddy friendship is more important than anything else.