Twenty-one, confused love
The pickup truck drove out of Phoenix Villa and onto Phoenix Avenue, and Da Kui breathed a sigh of relief.
Da Kui knew that Tang Yingjie's show just now was a cat crying mouse - fake. But man is a strange animal, knowing that it is false and false, but his heart is very useful.
Da Kui wanted to tell Feng Zhi about this as soon as possible, so that Feng Zhi could pass it on to Yuzhu, and Da Kui wishfully thought that this news would make them feel happy, just like himself.
Good words are warm in three springs, and bad words are hurtful and cold.
Since ancient times, among the courtiers who shouted long live the emperor, there are many people who are planning to murder the emperor, 5,000 years of civilization history, hundreds of emperors, only a handful can live past the age of 50, let alone long live, but whoever shouts long live diligently, shouting loudly, who can get more favor, who can enjoy the high-ranking officials, the emperor is still like this, not to mention the Da Kui of ordinary people.
Desire for respect, thirst for praise, is the commonality of human beings, but also the weakness of human nature, throughout the long history of human beings, the great rape, the big deception, the big thief, all of them are the use of human weakness, enveloping, controlling, enslaving the same kind, turning the same kind into their own dog and horse tools.
Tang Yingjie knows this well, he has never wielded a gun or a stick, and has never violently used anyone, but he has relied on violence to establish a Weiye Group that calls for wind and rain.
Da Kui drove the car directly to the "Angel Beauty Salon" on South Erdao Street, which is Fengzhi's shop, and the first floor is the storefront, and there are secrets hidden in the depths of the store; On the second floor is Fengzhi's living room.
Da Kui pushed the door into the store, but Feng Zhi was not there. The two little apprentices with clear eyebrows are watching the drama on their mobile phones intently, with a focused look, if they were so focused on the entrance exam, they would not have ended up here as apprentices.
Da Kui handed the tea to the little apprentice and said, "Your master will come back and give it to her." ”
The little apprentices knew that Da Kui had an extraordinary relationship with his master, so they grinned and said, "Don't worry, Brother Zhao, it's okay." ”
Da Kui returned to the car and started the car, but lost his bearings. He was hesitating whether to go back to the unit or go to Zhong Hua's house, what happened to these two people. In the end, he sighed and decided to go back to the unit, and it was difficult for the Qing official to cut off family affairs.
Feng Zhi has been soaking in Yuzhu's house almost every day these days.
Yuzhu has been in a bad mood recently, Zhong Hua got married, and Jin Duo was beaten, and this double blow stimulated her fragile nerves heavily; She was depressed, had trouble sleeping, and secretly cried for no apparent reason. Yuzhu's mother was very worried, and begged Fengzhi to accompany Yuzhu more.
The fact that Jin Duo was beaten made Yuzhu deeply blame herself and even feel guilty. Because she wanted to know more about Shenzhen, she intended to get close to Jin Duo, so she had the opportunity to walk along the way, but it brought disaster to Jin Duo, and she was really sorry for Jin Duo. Therefore, the next day, he begged Feng Zhi to send a red envelope to Jin Duo, and by the way, he inquired about Jin Duo's injury.
Jin Duo does not accept red envelopes, and gives back a sentence: "If you want to develop in Shenzhen, I can protect you." ”
When she saw this sentence for the first time, Yuzhu almost cried, and this sentence was like a warm spring light illuminating her dark heart.
Over the years, what Yuzhu lacked most was a sense of security, and, as time went on, she became more and more insecure. Jin Duo's words deeply touched the softest place in Yuzhu's heart, and she secretly admired the intelligence and sensitivity of this "geek"; One sentence goes straight to the heart and sums everything up.
After the high school entrance examination, Yuzhu was admitted to the key class of No. 1 Middle School with her own results. Her beauty amazed the whole school and can be said to have caused a sensation. Wherever she appeared, hundreds, thousands of eyes were focused on her, which made her uncomfortable, sinking into a vortex of fear and helplessness.
Yuzhu knows that she is beautiful, and she has been praised by the people around her since she has a sense of self.
Most of the classmates in junior high school are elementary school classmates, who grew up together and are accustomed to her beauty, or aesthetic fatigue; Or the teenager is ignorant, innocent, and Yuzhu before junior high school was not bothered by his beauty.
Yuzhu's gloomy memory began when she entered the first middle school after the middle school entrance examination, and when school was over, there were often a few bad boys blocking the road in front of her, Yuzhu went to the left, and they also went to the left; The jade beads go to the right, and they also go to the right; Yuzhu slowed down, and they also slowed down, just deliberately blocking the front. Yuzhu was out of luck, and she was so anxious that she wanted to cry. She hoped that a teacher would come and solve the siege, and she even fantasized that there would be a strong brother who would take her to and from school, but she had nothing, only these bad boys squeezing their eyebrows and taunting her.
It was at this time that Fengzhi suddenly appeared. She scolded stinky and shameless in her mouth, didn't she bully people? actually ran straight into the bad boys, knocking one of them into a stagger, the bad boy didn't expect Feng Zhi to be so brave, and he raised his hand to fight, but it was actually a scare. Unexpectedly, Feng Zhi was not afraid, her long claws were a second faster than him, the bad boy sighed, covered his face and ran, Feng Zhi did not let go of it, the bad boy knew that he had met a tigress, and shouted: Good men don't fight with women! The head of the rat scurried.
In fact, it's not that boys can't beat Fengzhi, but that boys love to be reckless and pretend to be heroes, and there is a convention and customary rule, and boys are ridiculed for beating girls. The boy who beats him better than himself is the one who stands upright.
Feng Zhi naturally became the protector of Yuzhu, and since then she has been inseparable, walking together all the way to and from school. As for the suicide of the English teacher, Pei Xiaojun went crazy, and Lu Chenggang duel with Yu Chengchan, this was all their own passion, and it had nothing to do with Yuzhu, she ignored it and calmly sat in the classroom to review her homework.
After going to college, the quality of his classmates was relatively high, the school discipline was strict, and there was very little blatant harassment, but he often received love letters from unknown sources, and Yuzhu didn't read them, they were all torn apart, thrown into the toilet, and let them go away with the running water.
When she was in college, Yuzhu occasionally took the initiative to approach Zhong Hua, going back to the same place during the holidays and the beginning of school, and occasionally intentionally walked on the campus with Zhong Hua, giving her classmates a secret declaration and dispelling hopeless covetousness.
At first, Zhong Hua misunderstood Yuzhu's intentions, but when Zhong Hua approached further, Yuzhu deftly detached, and this kind of immediate relationship made Zhong Hua suffer a lot, which was a pain that drove people crazy, and made people doubt the despair of life. The last two years of Zhong Hua's university life were spent in such distress and despair.
A few years later, Zhong Hua and Yuzhu really fell in love, Zhong Hua talked about the distress during that time, Yuzhu smiled and said: "Use you to scare and scare the little ghost, it's serious." ”
Feng Zhi has been planning with Yuzhu for the past two days whether to go to Shenzhen, how to go to Shenzhen.
Yuzhu didn't quite believe in Jin Duo's promise of "I can protect you", and it turned out that Zhong Hua failed to protect her, Lu Chenggang failed to protect her, and the policeman with a gun failed to protect her, and she didn't trust anyone anymore. Yuzhu just wants to get rid of the current predicament and find a new living environment, in an unfamiliar environment, there is always a classmate who is better than nothing.
On the day she saw Jin Duo's gift, Yuzhu immediately decided to go to Shenzhen, she smiled, she couldn't leave immediately, she looked for a suitcase, packed her things, checked air tickets on her mobile phone, and searched for recruitment information in Shenzhen on the Internet.
However, it is not so easy to leave, the parents disagree, the father supports, the mother opposes, and Yuzhu has no idea.
Dad has a good reason to support him: someone from their school left his job last year and went to Shenzhen, and the feedback is very good, Shenzhen lacks teachers, and teachers in Northeast China have Mandarin standards, which are very popular in Shenzhen, and now there are several young people in their school who are eager to try. Also, Jin Duo and Yuzhu are classmates, and they know the roots, they have classmates to take care of, find a job, rent a house, our girl is an excellent teacher, and they can't be worse there. Dad was full of confidence.
There is no reason for my mother to object, she only said that it will not work now, and in a few years, she will retire and accompany Yuzhu together.
Yuzhu didn't know what to do, and the balance was balanced like this.
At this time, Fengzhi's opinion became an important weight to break the balance. Fengzhi resolutely supports Yuzhu to go to Shenzhen, even if it is a trip.
Yuzhu took the opportunity to make an unreasonable request and asked Feng Zhi to go with her. Feng Zhi smiled crookedly, laughed at himself and said, "You graduated from college, you have the qualifications of a teacher, and you went to find a job." What am I? I went to be an old mother, and no one wanted it. I can barely earn food in Shun'an with this little skill, and I will starve to death when I go out. Yuzhu also felt that her request was excessive, wasn't there no way.
Feng Zhi was telling the truth, and Yuzhu also knew that Feng Zhi did not make money from beauty salons, and there were hidden mysteries in her beauty salons. This is also forced by life, and Yuzhu does not underestimate her.
Feng Zhi's protection could not be counted on.
It is said that Yuzhu and Fengzhi are rivals in love. Feng Zhi has a crush on Lu Chenggang, and Lu Chenggang is obsessed with jade beads, but jade beads are not poisonous, and oil and salt do not enter.
Lu Chenggang didn't have Feng Zhi in his eyes, but Feng Zhi tried every means to appear in Lu Chenggang's sight, because she was always with Yuzhu.
Feng Zhi approached Yuzhu in the hope that he could also stand in the spotlight of Lu Chenggang, but Lu Chenggang always ignored her existence and only stared at Yuzhu, which made Feng Zhi both disappointed and unconvinced. Although Feng Zhi does not have outstanding appearance, she has a very devilish figure, she can dress up, dare to dress up, like an eye-catching big butterfly, flying around the campus.
There are also many boys chasing Fengzhi, but Fengzhi has a heart, does not squint, and only loves Lu Chenggang.
Feelings, no one can tell, 5,000 years of human civilization history, all stories, novels, dramas, movies are talking about feelings, but until now I can't say clearly, not only can't I say clearly, it's just more confused, it is estimated that if I talk about 5,000 years, I may not be able to say clearly. So, love is confused, unconscious, even impulsive, stupid.
Fengzhi wants to be strong, but he has a strong heart, and he doesn't have a strong life.
Feng Zhi married a handsome guy shortly after graduation. The realism of married life always thwarted her dreams; Her strength and ferocity caused the ending of the needle to Mai Mang, no one was convinced, and she divorced in two years.
Half a year later, there was a small boss in the timber business in the south who was crazy about chasing Fengzhi, and the southerners had a sweet mouth and a soft personality, which was exactly what Fengzhi's appetite was. The two lived together for a year, Feng Zhi found out that he had a wife and children in his hometown, and it turned out that he was holding his second wife, but he regarded it as a relationship. In a fit of rage, Feng Zhi grabbed the little boss with a full face, and the little boss disappeared automatically, and this relationship ended in vain. But the little boss is still affectionate and righteous, and left a commercial house to Fengzhi, which is the house where she now opens a store.
Repeated emotional setbacks, impetuousness and confusion of reality, make the beauty in memory extremely bright and clear. Feng Zhi no longer looks forward to sexual encounters, no longer fantasizes about the future, she is still in love with Lu Chenggang, the current Lu Chenggang is a prisoner with nothing, and she hopes to be his only one.
Every once in a while, Feng Zhi would go to the prison to see Lu Chenggang, deliver food, and recharge his UnionPay card. But Lu Chenggang's sentence is still more than ten years, and Feng Zhi doesn't know whether he should continue to stick to this distant relationship.
Fengzhi's boring life needs passion, and her empty soul needs to be filled solidly, therefore, in life, Da Kui has solved many practical difficulties for Fengzhi, close to the water, Fengzhi and Da Kui maintain an unclear relationship, but the depths of her soul are still waiting, waiting for Lu Chenggang's return, which is her only hope for the future.