Jin Duo asked Jin Tienan to help identify the people in the "Tang Knife", Jin Tienan weighed the pros and cons, and persuaded Jin Duo to accept it when he saw it, don't fight with Tang Yingjie, Tang Yingjie's water is too deep and unfathomable.

Jin Duo asked, "How do you collect it?" ”

Jin Tienan said: "This can be studied and studied. ”

As soon as Jin Tienan's words fell, the sound of a car motor came from outside the window, and the three of them looked into the courtyard together.

Qiu Wenhai sent his aunt and uncle-in-law to the Chinese medicine hospital to see a doctor and came back.

Jin Duo, Jin Tienan and Qiu Wenming got up to welcome them to the courtyard, Qiu Wenming introduced Jin Tienan to his uncle, and asked his uncle-in-law to drink a few glasses on the table, and his uncle-in-law said: "You drink, Wenhai invited us to the restaurant at noon, now that I am full of wine and food, I have to go into the greenhouse to see." ”

Qiu Wenhai didn't enter the house, and said to Qiu Wenming: "Ma Tsai is staring too closely, I walked around the city for more than an hour before I threw off my tail, and I can't come over during this time." Let's go to the hospital and ask my uncle-in-law to take a taxi by himself. ”

Qiu Wenhai unloaded a few cardboard boxes and left.

The three of them returned to sit at the table, and Jin Tienan said, "Jin Duo, you haven't been at home all these years, I don't know the situation here, I'm for your good." ”

Jin Duo smiled and said, "I understand, you're worried about me. However, at this point, I'm afraid I can't collect it even if I want to. ”

Jin Tienan said: "There's nothing you can't collect, you were beaten, come back to fight a few times, hurt him more than a dozen horses, you are angry, and you have face, take it when you see it, go back to Shenzhen, don't make trouble anymore, if you continue to make trouble like this, the consequences will be unimaginable." You may also know that Director Gou of the Public Security Bureau is Tang Yingjie's dog, as long as Tang Yingjie says a word, the police will take action, you can hide from the police? Once it falls into the hands of the police, their whole tricks are too vicious, and when the time comes, what they say, you can't tell if you have a thousand mouths, and your life will be ruined, isn't it Lu Chenggang? His dad is still the director...... I'm really worried about you. ”

Jin Duo grinned and said, "I believe what you say, but I can say, once you leave, what will civilization do?" Can Tang Yingjie spare him? ”

The more Qiu Wenming listened, the more confused he became, and he looked at Jin Duo with round eyes, not sure what he meant. I was worried: "Jin Duo has to retreat?" …… Halfway? ”

Jin Tienan said: "You don't have to worry about civilization, I can go to Tang Yingjie and say yes, it's really not okay to lose some money, in the end, what he cares about is you, and fighting for jade beads with him is the bottom line that can't be touched." Civilization is not a big deal. ”

Jin Duo understood, Jin Tienan was afraid of Tang Yingjie's might, and he didn't want to get involved, so he didn't have to count on it. Then he grinned and said, "I can consider your suggestion, and finally meet each other, don't talk about it, come, drink, drink." ”

Qiu Wenming thought that he had a friendship with Jin Tienan, and it was okay to help with this little favor, but he didn't expect him to be so sophisticated, he was angry, his face was ugly, he opened his mouth, and wanted to say something, but the words came to his mouth and let a sip of wine block back.

Jin Tienan stood up, filled the cups for Jin Duo and Qiu Wenming, and said with a guilty face: "I know, I disappointed the two of you, I'm really sorry, I'm afraid that the leaves will fall off my head now, so I want to live without worry." ”

Jin Duo still smiled and said, "Understand, I can understand, it's okay, come, drink." ”

Qiu Wenming's face was gloomy and he was silent.

Jin Duo stood up, filled Jin Tienan and Qiu Wenming with wine, raised his glass and said: "The pot is big, the sun and the moon are long in the cup, how can I relieve my worries, only Du Kang, drink—I drink first as respect." ”

Putting down the wine glass, Jin Tienan observed Qiu Wenming's face, Qiu Wenming munched and didn't look at him. Jin Tienan knew that he was angry in his heart, and sighed and said: "Jin Duo, people don't have to live without experiencing something, when we go to school, we are all people with ideals, ambitions, and ambitions. Believe in justice, believe in fairness, believe in the law; Study hard, make progress every day, be honest, kind, and work hard; After a few years of grinding in society, I found that many things are not like that, this is a profit-driven society, capital is king, capital is a greedy beast, big and small, black and white are unimpeded; For the sake of profit, for oneself, man is the most murderous animal in the world. What I'm most afraid of now is people, I'm afraid of contact with people, people's hearts are unpredictable, hidden arrows are difficult to defend against, and I tear off a piece of meat with a bite. ”

Jin Duo said: "I understand, no wonder the nickname is "Fengyue Hermit", you want to be a contemporary hermit!" ┄┄ The big is hidden in the court, the middle is hidden in the city, the small is hidden in the wild, you are now in the hidden. ”

Jin Tienan nodded with a wry smile and said, "It's not that easy." People have to eat, wear, and use when they live, and children need money to spend every day, and they can't hide it. In fact, I had the opportunity to start again after I came out, I refused, I didn't dare to go to Vanity Fair again, I didn't have the courage, let alone the courage, to be a grassroots farmer, earn a little money by myself, and just be safe. ”

Jin Duo said: "I think you were bitten by a snake once, and you were afraid of the well rope for ten years. ”

Jin Tienan blushed and nodded.

The words are not speculative, the wine is boring, and Jin Tienan wants to drive back after a hasty meal. Jin Duo and Qiu Wenming sent him out of the gate, and Jin Duo said, "You are suspected of drunk driving now, okay?" Sleep here and go back later, right? ”

Jin Tienan said nonchalantly: "It's okay, the traffic police almost all know me, give me face." ”

Jin Tienan's car drove away, Qiu Wenming snorted at a cloud of yellow dust, and said angrily: "Alas! I really can't imagine that if I say that I am a true friend, I will drop the chain at a critical time. ”

Jin Duo smiled and said, "Don't blame him, everyone has their own ambitions, and he has his difficulties." ”

Qiu Wenming asked: "Then, what's the matter?" ”

Jin Duo said: "The living can still suffocate urine, and then find a way." ”

As soon as Jin Tienan's car left Shuangquan Town, it rained, and the rain was like hemp, dripping, all over the mountains, and the distant mountains and trees became hazy and confused.

rejected Jin Duo and Qiu Wenming's request, Jin Tienan was very conflicted and depressed, and he was ashamed of rejecting Jin Duo for a while, and felt that it was wise to refuse, so he was wise to protect himself and stay away from right and wrong. Thinking of Qiu Wenming's gloomy face just now, he was obviously unhappy.

The car was speeding in the rain, Jin Tienan's heart went up and down, the more he thought about it, the more aggrieved he became, the alcohol stimulated the fragility of his heart, and two lines of tears flowed out of his eye sockets and into the corners of his mouth along the nasolabial folds, salty.

Back in the office of "Fengyue Building", Jin Tienan's alcohol surged, and he fell asleep on the sofa.

In the haze, somehow I stood on a high cliff, surrounded by fog, and the white expanse in front of my eyes, I couldn't distinguish between east and west, north and south; Under his feet is the abyss of Hesse Sen ┄┄ Jin Tie Nan stood on the top of the cliff in fear, stiff all over, not daring to move, as if he would fall down if he moved┄┄ He wondered in his heart, how did he get here? What is this place? Just as he was thinking about it, a low and fierce voice sounded in the air: "Say it or not?" ┄┄Do you say it? ”

Jin Tienan was like being struck by lightning, his legs were weak, his feet slipped, and his body fell crookedly into the abyss. He shouted loudly, but he couldn't shout, he closed his eyes tightly, opened his arms to make a flying gesture, he felt that he was falling lightly into the water, no pain, no sound, the turbid water immediately passed over his head, he couldn't breathe, his chest was stuffy, he paddled hard, his body was as heavy as a boulder, and he involuntarily fell down little by little......

The low and fierce voice came from the top of his head: "Say it or not? ┄┄Do you say it? ”

Jin Tienan gritted his teeth, and he couldn't say that he wanted to die. The heavy bag was taken by himself and put into the trunk, no one else saw it, even if he confessed, people could not admit it, and it was a vain move, but he harmed himself; On the contrary, as long as he bites the bullet and doesn't say anything, takes care of everything, and keeps his position, he will find a way to save himself, and protecting him is protecting himself, so he leaves himself a way back. It's just that if ┄┄ suffocates ┄┄ dies, you will die┄┄ you die, you can't say ┄┄.

In the haze, I saw many classmates flashing in front of him, but no one paid attention to him, he called their names loudly, and they seemed to be inaudible

Suddenly the bell rang for the end of class, Jin Tienan woke up from his dream, it was the landline phone on the desk that kept ringing, he was half awake and half asleep and had not completely gotten out of the frightened dream, he was sweating hot, his heart was beating wildly, he was too lazy to get up. When I took out my mobile phone to look, it was already past three o'clock in the afternoon.

As soon as the landline phone on the desk stopped, the phone rang. The caller ID is his wife, and his wife asks him if he will come home for dinner? He said to go home to eat, and his wife said that he would buy some food and come back, and buy whatever he wanted.

Putting down the phone, Jin Tienan recalled the dream just now, he often had similar dreams, often died and came back to life in the dream, and woke up with a heartbeat, that painful experience carved too deep a brand in his heart, unforgettable.

Jin Tienan was lazily lying on the sofa thinking about his thoughts, and the scenes on the wine table in the morning came to mind again - "There are pinhole cameras in each room in the backyard of Phoenix Villa, all ┄┄"

Jin Tienan was shocked, he often went to the backyard of Phoenix Villa to eat, drink and play, but he never prostituted, at that time he had just left school, and he had not become bad, and then he was in love, and he did not have the need and courage to prostitute himself. Suddenly, he remembered a person - Secretary General Wang, the noble man of his life, who can also be said to be a benefactor, he? ── Could it be? ┄┄。

Jin Tienan sat up suddenly, wiped the sweat from his forehead, picked up his mobile phone, and thought that he should make a phone call to remind Secretary General Wang that the backyard of Phoenix Villa was a trap.

Secretary-General Wang's tone was calm when he listened to the phone, just responded with huh, and at the end he asked him how he was doing, what he was busy with, and how he took care of himself.

Putting down the phone, Jin Tienan regretted it a little, Secretary General Wang was so calm that he didn't take it seriously at all. I wonder if I'm too sensitive? - Suspicious, nothing to do?

Jin Tienan got up and washed his face, and left the office with his bag, thinking, "Go home, what kind of food can you buy?" ”

The next day, Jin Tienan just walked into the office, full of silver hair, thin and wearing a pair of myopic glasses, Secretary General Wang walked into the "Fengyue Building" with a smile.