Chapter 12: The Misery of Memories Takes a Sharp Turn
I remember that when I came to this world silently, only the shallow weak cry echoed in my ears, was that my thirst for life? But I was so tired that I didn't want to fall into samsara again, and from the day I repented, I had no thirst, but ah, My only pain was established at the very beginning, the memory that flowed back and forth in front of me mercilessly, I could not ignore it, he was like a thorn in the flesh, although it could not inflict fatal damage on me, but it gave me the pain that I tolerate, which irritated my fragile and sensitive nerves all the time, and I had to face it, that bad and stupid day.
In the dark morning or afternoon, I made a decision that I still regret, and the feeling of depression caused by the dark sky made me remember that day vividly, but I really can't remember the purpose for which I made such a decision. I don't know if this decision was the trigger for my reincarnation, but since then, I have been changed.
Mournful Lou, that's the hero's cry, I! No one cares about the sorrow of a nobody. Disappearing into this world, appearing in that world, seems to make sense. Because that's my experience; the first time I came to this world, I was conquered by its charm, which reminded me of Mr. Lao She's "Prairie": "Only rendered in green, not outlined with a pen, so everywhere the green ** flowed, gently flowing into the clouds" Just as I lingered, the vibration between heaven and earth was like a rolling wheel, like a thunderbolt, making me feel like I was in the last days. I didn't expect to see the familiar figure of my childhood, looking up at the mountain-like figure with a wooden face, and it was difficult to suppress the excitement in my heart for a long time, "This is the world I want!" I could only sigh helplessly at my stupid thoughts at that time, because this is a worse world than before, whether I believe it or not, but in front of him I was powerless to refute it, despair came to me, what could I do? What did I do when I was ignorant and ignorant?
Self-righteous, short-sighted, mighty giant, that was one of my dreams, but it was still my wish at that time, and when it was devoured, I realized that it was not a dream??? This is the reality.
Instinct can end this crisis of consciousness and end eternal life, but creation makes people, there would not be the current me, but the current me seems to have already decided the past me, and no matter what, it can't change the current outcome.
"A bad dream!" At this time, more than a month had passed since the incident, and the personnel was silent again, and as he spoke, Al got up from the bed with difficulty, covering his forehead with a very bad expression. The man was never heard from again, and the progress of the strategy had reached the end of the stage, and at the same time, he had also found a way to know the magic side. Although the clearer is not Al's team, but it is from their class, and it is considered to be completed after taking a ride, and the final evaluation may not be very good, but it finally ends this chaotic and bad situation. Frye seems to have completely sunk and is not ready to go back, Al just smiled and didn't say anything again, about the other member of the team, Purple Pupil, it was unexpected, Al felt that she was the right person to make such a decision, but unexpectedly, she was very concerned about the life on the science side, and as a result, there would be such a big contrast in the ending, glory? Al didn't have the patience to play with these guys anymore, and his salary and all his input were turned into ripples in the lake by these guys, stirred up a few times, and returned to the same as before.
Al, who felt that there was no nostalgia, appeared now, in front of the tea restaurant opened by Qin Yu's father in the real world, only a broken wall and ruins, picking up a piece of debris, everything is a fragment, not complete, all places are like this, as if the end of the world, the randomly parked cars, girls' dolls, car keys, necklaces and jewelry have all become ownerless. Al's eyes were a little hollow, everything here was caused by him? I always felt that it was not very real, and suddenly another voice sounded, awakening Al's already stiff thinking, it was a very calm voice, it felt like a weathered old man, but he was wearing a heavy dress similar to a spacesuit, and he didn't look very serious: "Miss Qin Yu, you can't stay here for a long time, the danger of the night is unpredictable." Al threw away the stone in his hand and nodded, also wearing the same clothes as the man, Al looked at the sky and blocked the still dazzling sun in front of him with his hand and said, "The sun outside is like this? "It looks like it's designed to withstand the harsh environment outside.
Then, led by a middle-aged man, Al boarded a sci-fi-style hovering vehicle.
"What the hell is happening here, Uncle Qin?" Al looked out the window in a very calm tone, as if talking about a movie. The middle-aged man who was driving shrugged his shoulders and said with some regret: "It happened about ninety years ago, when your grandfather was still very young, as for what happened at that time, I don't know very well, but the result is still very clear, at least I have been in contact with that thing??????" Al didn't seem to care very much, his expression was very casual, and it was a rare opportunity to learn something he didn't know at the right time. Suddenly, Al noticed a small black dot that he was very concerned about, and from the outline it appeared to be a person, and he was still standing on top of a ruin without a hazmat suit. Al immediately shouted: "Uncle Qin, quickly call the image capturer, see what is there, it seems to be a person!" The middle-aged man immediately used the instrument in the car to call the viewfinder in the car to capture the image, and at first glance, it was really a person, not very old, but he couldn't see his face, a pair of compound pupils exuded an indifferent aura, and the smile on the corner of his mouth made people feel like they were being targeted by a poisonous snake, dangerous, he looked no more than fifteen years old at most!
"Oh! it's not human! Quick, Miss, I'm going to speed up!" After speaking, the middle-aged man instantly lifted the car to 300, and the whole car felt like it was about to fly. Unexpectedly, the strange humanoid creature didn't seem to be interested in Al and his party, so it didn't follow?, but suddenly the body shook, and with a bang, the car exploded instantly, and the storm that exploded instantly brought up huge stones and two figures on the body, blowing several meters into the air. A few seconds passed, and a figure could be faintly seen, the boy actually stood in the center of the explosion, and continued to smile, staring at Al, who had fallen and was wearing a protective suit unscathed. The explosion and burning continued, but fortunately, with that special protective suit, both of them were saved. "Hmph, hmph, damn it, if it weren't for the product of artificial magic, I would have seen God go earlier!What's the matter, what the hell is that guy, he actually moved about ten kilometers in such a short time! But there was no other movement, but moved backwards, and then took out a very well-made pistol from the cabinet of the protective suit, which was very strange, and that thing felt like a craft no matter how you looked at it, and not like a murder weapon, which made people wonder if his power was reliable. At that moment, the strange boy smiled, his left hand already dyed red, and he was holding a heart-shaped object slightly larger than his fist, which was still agitating there.
"How could you—how could you ??????" The middle-aged man's face was full of disbelief, and his hand stretched forward, trembling, and stretched out towards the young man's left hand, his eyes full of astonishment. Before he could seem to react, Al sat on the ground trembling and said in a tone of disbelief: "The heart and dirt are dug up??? It's out, how can it be ??????" Alton, who was already frightened, couldn't think of anything, and kept rubbing the ground and retreated, for fear that he would kill him carelessly, completely forgetting the speed he showed before!
"Don't come! Don't come here!" Al roared hoarsely, even kicking up a handful of dust, which was quite ridiculous.
However, the boy still smiled and did not speak, and his compound eyes flashed with even stronger mockery, like a cat catching a mouse.
“r?”
"Huh?"
The two seem to know each other?