Chapter 40: My World Can't Live Without You
The black qi was suspended in the air for a while, and Ling Huisi waved his hand vigorously to disperse it.
Ling Weisi looked at her silently, his eyes dark.
And the constant trembling of his hands revealed his emotions at this time.
"Ling Huisi."
As soon as the words fell, the air froze, and Ling Huisi suddenly felt that the air pressure was very low.
Shen Qiqi's tears and sweat were mixed with a large one to stay, she took a deep breath to stabilize her emotions, but her voice was still trembling.
Ling Weisi didn't dare to look at her at this time, and his eyes kept dodging.
"You're lying to me, you've been lying to me?" Shen Qiqi said this question in a declarative tone, as if he had already made a final decision.
"You listen to me, I didn't want this, I was just afraid that you would go with him, I thought that this would control him, you know, I'm not that kind of person."
"I want to have a fair fight with him, I want to. I just forgot about the mana I put down, I really forgot. ”
Ling Huisi's face actually had a hideous look.
"You said you believed me, and you believed me when you said."
"Trust you? What do you believe? As he spoke, Shen Qiqi gritted his teeth violently, and his face turned pale in an instant.
"Senior sister!" Ling Weisi exclaimed in surprise, wanting to interrupt her, afraid that what she said next would make him unacceptable.
"Believe you're not taking advantage of me? I believe you didn't use this method to kill Bian Lone? Or believe you didn't lie to me? ”
Ling Weisi's mind was buzzing, he only felt that the person in front of him at this moment was more ruthless and ruthless than the person who had knocked him out of the Yellow Spring three years ago.
He still has a hint of expectation, Shen Qiqi will say, believe him.
And Shen Qiqi only paused for a moment, and then shook his head, "Maybe I'm wrong, you've always been like that." ”
"You killed him with my hand. I can't forgive you, and I can't forgive myself. ”
"Before you asked me if I liked you a little bit, I answer you now, no."
Ling Huisi froze in place, and for a moment, he thought he was dead.
He tried to find a trace of comfort on Shen Qiqi's face, but he didn't.
He tried his best to stabilize his body, forced a steady smile with a bitter taste, and said, "You will stay with me, junior sister?" ”
Shen Qiqi's heart was as desolate as a desert, because her single-mindedness killed her best friend.
She rebelled against the system, rebelled against the rules, and what did she get?
Maybe the system is right, Ling Weisi has always been in control of the overall situation, no one can disobey him, and there is no good result in going against him.
If he continues to stay by his side, with his uncertain personality, how many more people will die.
Now that she herself has killed one of the Bians, she can't accept who is next, no matter who it is.
Shen Qiqi opened his eyes, "I won't." ”
Ling Weisi suddenly had a seizure and sneered: "Won't it? You say no? ”
He took a step and said a word, and his tone became fierce: "You give me hope, stretch out your hand and pull me out of the black abyss, and the next second you immediately kick me to the deepest depths." ”
"If you weren't destined to be with me from the beginning, then why should you be nice to me, why should you stand up for me, why should you block the sword for me, why should you say those unmeaning words to me!"
"I have been grabbing food in the alley with dogs since I was a child, boxing in the black market, finally entering the Qiankun Hall and being oppressed by everyone, getting up in the morning to pick up water and chop wood for cooking, and washing everyone's clothes at night, obviously I have worked very hard and is very humble, but I still can't tolerate me, I want to get ahead, squeeze out time to practice mental arts, swordsmanship, I thought I was so caught in hatred in this life, but I met you."
He seemed to remember something beautiful, and his tone became gentle: "You are the first person to be good to me, you give me medicine at night and bring me food." But I didn't expect that your kindness to me was all fake. ”
"I am full of affection, and I can't wait to dig out my heart to her person, deceive me, betray me, and beat me out of the Yellow Spring with my own hands."
"It turns out that the person who pushed me to hell once took me to heaven."
"Good and evil are not separated, you once told me that good and evil are not separated, as long as you want, I can give up my demon body now."
Shen Qiqi didn't look at him, his eyes kept looking out of the window, the sunlight outside was just right, sprinkled all over the earth, but the sunlight couldn't shine into the room.
I don't know if it's too windy, her eyes began to be blurred with tears, and her vision gradually blurred.
She heard a muffled grunt, and she looked back as if she sensed something.
Ling Huisi turned a dagger out of thin air with one hand and pressed it against his heart.
He didn't hesitate to stab down, just as he had three years ago.
Shen Qiqi took a deep breath, gritted his teeth and said, "Ling Weisi, are you threatening me?" Are you threatening me with your own life? ”
The person who threatened her in Shen Qiqi's mouth smiled and showed her white teeth, "It was the same three years ago, you disliked me as a demon, I said it, I can give up the demon body." ”
"Ling Weisi, where are you!"
Song Rufeng's voice came from outside.
The people of the demon clan came, and Shen Qiqi looked out the window.
She exhaled with difficulty, "Don't do this kind of thing to hurt yourself. Ling retreats, you will meet a better one. We, not suitable. ”
Shen Qiqi has already made a decision in her heart, she doesn't belong here, she has disrupted the original plot here, she should go back to her original place.
Ling Huisi was bitter and aggrieved: "There is no better than you." ”
"Get the dagger away!" Shen Qiqi watched his movements and didn't stop, her lips had begun to white, and she couldn't help but yell.
Ling Huisi nodded obediently and covered the wound with his hand, but the wound was too deep, and the blood flowed down his fingers, dripping on the ground, like peach blossoms in spring.
Shen Qiqi tugged at the corners of his mouth, "Okay, that's it, I'm leaving, you're fine." ”
Her gaze moved away from Ling Huisi's body.
There was no more chill in Ling Huisi's eyes, only a deep sadness.
The eyes are burning, too dazzling. More dazzling than the sun outside.
Shen Qiqi turned around, and her heavy steps revealed her heart that was pretending to be calm at this time, but was actually chaotic.
Ling Huisi couldn't control the wound, the more blood flowed, his eyes began to be a little sluggish, and his voice was faint and said, "Senior sister." ”
Shen Qiqi's body trembled violently, and he felt a throbbing pain in his heart.
Ling Huisi's eyes were full of begging, as if he had fallen into the dust: "Don't go......"
Shen Qiqi couldn't describe her feelings at this time, she witnessed Bian Lian's death with her own eyes, she hadn't eased up, and she knew the truth of the matter.
The unspeakable depression and despair that came from her almost couldn't breathe, she didn't dare to look at Ling Weisi, or even listen to Ling Weisi.
The knife that Ling Weisi stabbed was not only on his heart, but also on hers. Bright red blood stained her already blurred vision.
When she knew that the people of the demon clan had arrived, she couldn't wait to turn around and leave this suffocating, painful place immediately. For a moment, she felt that she would be distressed and stopped.
She knew that she must be very cruel in Ling Huisi's eyes at this time, but there was no way, she couldn't face Ling Huisi, after Bian died of silence.
Every time she glanced at Ling Huisi, she would think of Bian Lone, and she would think of her sins and selfishness.
At the moment when she stumbled and ran out of the door, Ling Huisi didn't know if it was really because she had lost her strength due to excessive blood loss or because she was saddened by more than she died, and sat down on the ground.
The back of his head was pressed against the wall, and he didn't know that from that moment on, his always cold and ruthless face had left clear tear stains, and there were tears hanging on his smooth and well-defined chin.
He gasped hard, as if every breath had exhausted all his strength, like a final confession: "My world can't live without you, you are my world." ”
Shen Qiqi's heart was about to explode, and the temperature of his body was completely withdrawn in an instant.
Insult... Withdraw...... think
Senior Brother Ling, big brother, big guy, male protagonist.
She fell to her knees on the floor of the hallway.
The whole person couldn't move a bit.
As soon as Song Rufeng came over, he saw this scene.
He sighed and said, "Offended." ”
A hand blade slapped Shen Qiqi's neck and handed it to Mu Xi, who was following him closely. He looked like Shen Qiqi couldn't hold on, then Ling Weisi must be even more uncomfortable, as soon as he entered the door, he saw Ling Qisi's disillusioned appearance.
………
A day later, the Demon Venerable Dormitory.
"Shen Qiqi! Where is Shen Qiqi! Ling Huisi shouted with red eyes, his expression was in a trance, with madness.
It seems to persuade himself to say to himself: "She will understand me, right, she knows that I have a hard time, right, she will always be with me, she will, she will." ”
Ling Weisi gradually collapsed, grabbed Song Rufeng beside him, and asked: "You must know where she is, you say, tell me, I'll explain to her, she will believe me." ”
Song Rufeng looked at him silently, "You calm down, I heard Xiaoyu say that you didn't take medicine in the morning, and your wound is still oozing blood, it's too deep." I'm looking at you now, take the medicine and talk about it! ”
Ling Huisi waved his hand violently, smashing the things on the table along with the medicine bowl.
"Is it that as long as I am injured, she will come to see me, then I will not drink medicine, you say, when will she come?"
Song Rufeng looked at Ling Huisi in front of him, his nose couldn't help but sour, and he patted him on the shoulder comfortingly.
Ling retreated, no matter what the method, as long as it could attract Shen Qiqi's attention, he would do it.
He is not afraid that Shen Qiqi will scold him and beat him, even if he hates him. He was afraid that Shen Qiqi would ignore him and not have him in his eyes.
If this is the case, he will lose Shen Qiqi, again, again, forever.
[Do you know your mistake now, do you want to go your own way, no one in your eyes, and you are satisfied with the result? How does it feel to step on the blood of your best friend? 】
The mechanical and rigid voice entered Shen Qiqi's sleeping brain, and she was awakened by such vicious words.
She stiffened her neck and looked at the familiar room, where the Demon Realm was.
She moved her fingers and tried to get up, but she didn't have the strength.
It's been a day, and no one has shown up except for a maid delivering food.
No one bothered her for the next few days, as if it really gave her peace of mind to recuperate.
One day, she felt that her body was almost recovered, she heard movement outside the door, and after knocking twice, a person came in, it was Song Rufeng.