"Call, what do you call !!?"

Lu Ye reached out and grabbed Nan Tao's hand, and continued to yell like crazy, "Don't you want to hear it?" Do you think that if you don't listen, those things won't happen? You give birth to children, why do you give birth to children, do you want your children to be born from such a dirty place? Yes!! ”

"Don't say it, please don't say it."

Nan Tao was grabbed by Lu Ye's hands, the whole person was helpless like a chicken in the water, she burst into tears, but she couldn't beg Lu Ye to stop.

Over the years, what she thought he had forgotten, he remembered.

"Son, you had a child ten years ago, but, is that child mine?" Lu Ye stared at Nan Tao coldly, word by word, excavating the worst of human nature.

Nan Tao didn't expect that Lu Ye would say that, she was like being cut and roasted on the sea of swords, every inch of flesh and blood was blurred, and he refused to give up.

Nan Tao's legs were weak, and she knelt in front of Lu Ye, she begged him, kowtowed with a bang, and knocked out the blood, and she didn't know that it hurt: "Lu Ye, don't say it, I beg you not to say it." ”

"I don't blame you."

Lu Ye let go of her hand, sat down against the wall, and lit a cigarette, "I just think that my peach has grown up and knows how to trade with those beasts." Lu Ye knew that Nan Tao was begging someone to help them escape.

It's just that the guy played on them.

Later, Feifei died, Nan Tao became pregnant, and the man's daughter-in-law found her, kicked the child in her belly, and wanted to bury her alive.

Ironically, she is also the daughter-in-law that the family bought twenty years ago.

In order to survive, Lu Ye pulled Nan Tao, who was still bleeding, and escaped, and made the decision to find a cliff to die if he couldn't escape.

It's too hard to live.

When he was beaten half to death for the first time, Nan Tao gave him a sesame cake and told him to live, he listened to her words, and he has been alive for more than ten years, but at this moment, carrying Nan Tao, who was covered in blood and gradually cold, he realized that it was really too difficult to live.

Sometimes it's a relief to die.

"In order to make you feel better, I pretended that the psychotherapy worked, and pretended not to remember the things that would make me wake up and vomit nausea every night for the past ten years, Taotao, why didn't you just be obedient and take these medicines."

The two of them, Lu Ye hopes that at least one of them can live better.

These medicines are soothing, and the doctor he asked for them was specially prepared for those who remembered Nan Tao.

That's why he was so angry when he saw that Nan Tao hadn't taken a pill in the past six years.

Nan Tao's thoughts had long been broken when Lu Ye said that he hadn't forgotten everything in those fifteen years. She felt like she was in an ice cellar, cold, spreading from her spine to every inch of her body.

What else could she say? Nan Tao felt uncomfortable, she squatted on the ground with her hands on her knees, feeling like her body was crawling with ants, especially in the nails, how could those ants run into it, Nan Tao opened her mouth and bit off the nails of each finger, her sharp teeth gnawed into the nails, and the blood gushed out, and she couldn't dilute the itch that pierced the heart.

It was so uncomfortable, like those ants had hollowed out her bone marrow.

Lu Ye noticed Nan Tao's strange appearance, and finally couldn't bear it, snuffed out the cigarette in his hand, got up and hugged her very easily.

Nan Tao struggled, her bloody fingers on Lu Ye's chest, and blood marks crossed her face.

Those medicines are her last bit of dignity and persistence, she has nothing, her life began with sin, grew up in sin, and after escaping, the Lu family, people in society, everyone added sin to her crown.

She felt that she could handle it, that she had at least a body that she could completely control from physical to psychological, and that she was at least alive. And those medicines will kill the living her, and they will change her.

Nan Tao wanted to live, live with the original little Nan Tao, live to see her mother, and then smiled at her, saying that she listened to her words and lived out.

If the little Nan Tao is gone, where is the meaning of her life?

Nan Tao trembled, her mood gradually calmed down, Lu Ye held her in his arms, and from her line of sight, she could see the medicine bottles piled up on the side of the bed.

The heart seemed to be empty.

Once, Nan Tao put them neatly in the drawer, three layers full of them, every night at a glance, she felt that she was alive, she didn't take medicine, she survived with filthy, painful, strong little Nan Tao.

Lu Ye doesn't understand, Nan Tao doesn't expect him to understand.

It's just that this secret was revealed, and when Lu Ye talked about those things, the pain almost overwhelmed her, and she realized that she would never be able to live well with those memories.

Little Nan Tao, it's too dirty and painful, she has to die.

Maybe if she died, she really wouldn't be in such pain.

Thinking of those possibilities, Nan Tao laughed out loud while eating in Lu Ye's arms: "Lu Ye, you want to kill me, right?" "Kill the one in her memory, the perfect, pure, flawless, and pure Nan Tao is worthy of him.

Lu Ye frowned: "What are you talking about?" ”

Nan Tao pursed her lips, he didn't understand, she didn't understand anything.

"Take me to the shower." Nan Tao was also tired, and her hands climbed on Lu Ye's neck, no longer making a sound.

"Okay."

Lu Ye carried Nan Tao to the bathroom and put it on the sink, saw her bloody hands again, and frowned: "I'll go get the medicine box for you to bandage first." “

"Okay."

Nan Tao obediently agreed.

Every time they quarrel, it ends in a calm daily conversation between the two.

As Lu Ye said, the two of them are inseparable from each other, and even if they die, her name will be engraved on his epitaph.

When Lu Ye went to the living room to get the medicine box, he went downstairs and glanced at Yuan Yiyi, the little guy had already finished eating and was sensibly cleaning up the dining table.

After Lu Ye helped him get it done, he tuned the cartoon and asked him to watch it slowly, but when he turned to go upstairs, he was stopped.

"Uncle."

Yuan Yi leaned on the back of the sofa and looked at Lu Ye.

"Huh?"

"I like Aunt Nantao, let her be my aunt." That Aunt Xue, Yuan Yi didn't like it at all.

"Kids, don't worry so much."

Lu Ye stepped forward and rubbed Yuan Yiyi's hair, "Watch TV obediently." With that, he went upstairs.

When I went upstairs, I heard Yuan Yiyi sigh heavily: "Miss Aunt Nantao, uncle, you will definitely regret it." ”

He pursed his lips, the little guy was thinking a lot.

He took the medicine box in the upstairs living room and walked into the bathroom, and at a glance saw Nan Tao standing in a pool of blood in a panic, blood flowing down her white calves.

Nan Tao, who was scrambling to wipe the blood with toilet paper, saw Lu Ye, and her eyes shook and panicked.

"Lu Ye, I think I forgot to tell you that I'm pregnant."