094-095: The truth is
"But he won't admit it, I think, maybe there's a reason."
"When I saw his scar, I remembered exactly what happened the night my mom was leaving, and I finally remember it clearly."
Nan Tao finally remembered it clearly, the memory gradually became clear, but with the power to destroy everything, because she remembered one thing wrong when she was young.
Something that was enough to subvert all her perceptions and beliefs in life.
She misremembered.
The person who insisted on taking her away was a college student.
And the person who insisted that he would never be able to leave with her was her mother.
And that night she didn't pretend to be asleep, but was drugged by her mother, and the rural people used grass ash and some pig manure and some pesticides to prepare their own rat medicine, she struggled, drank some and vomited a lot, and was confused to hear her mother arguing with college students.
It was the college student who found out about her mother's drugging, and angrily accused her of how could she do this, and then what did her mother say?
At the Xue family's dinner table, Nan Tao didn't think about it, just remembering that her mother gave her medicine was enough to make her crazy, but at the moment of the car accident, when she was closest to death, she remembered.
Mom said that Nan Tao couldn't be let out, his father had abandoned them, how could she live with a child out?
Mom also said that leaving her here is also suffering, long pain is better than short pain, and medicine to death also saves her.
In fact, what her mother said was right, Nan Tao felt that if the college student didn't continue to give her the ashes and didn't let her spit out the medicine, she would definitely die, and if she died, it would be a hundred gone.
But she survived, and the college student poured water on her and made her vomit the medicine, and then he hugged her head, apologized to her, and told her that she must live.
How ironic, it turns out that Nan Tao engraved in his mind as a life creed of advice, and it is also said by college students.
He used his hand with a scar to stroke Nan Tao's cheek over and over again, and at that time, Nan Tao finally saw his hand clearly, the scar on his hand, three thin and two thick, thick and thin.
It is exactly the same as the scar on Xue Weixing's hand.
She felt that Xue Weixing also recognized her, although he covered it up very well, but he also recognized her.
At that moment, Nan Tao figured everything out.
Mom escaped, but she always wanted to get rid of her, so she never wanted to come to her, how could little Nan Tao keep such a painful memory alive, so she hypnotized herself, the one who wanted to give up her was a college student, and the one who made a vow to find her was Mom.
By the way, and that mole, how did my mother do it, she had pierced Nan Tao's ears with a needle many times, in order to destroy the red mole.
It's just that the piercing of the ears at the back has grown, and the red mole that has disappeared has grown again.
As for the red mole that her mother said was inherited from their family, she told the college student that she said it, and Nan Tao heard it.
Little Nan Tao's memory is so confused.
Her head was about to explode, everything seemed to be real, and everything seemed to be fake.
Nan Tao slowly finished finishing those confused memories.
She couldn't cry all night, she only felt that her eyes hurt so much, the corners of her eyes seemed to be cracked, and her pain returned.
It's a really uncomfortable thing.
Lu Ye listened in silence, felt the woman's trembling, and he braked sharply and parked the car on the side of the road.
then got out of the car, went around to Nan Tao's side, opened the car door, and hugged her horizontally.
Hugging to the back seat of the car, he put down the seat, and the two of them curled up and lay on the back seat.
Wrapped in a solid and strong body, the tremor of Nan Tao's body was slightly relieved, the familiar smell of Lu Ye's body came, Nan Tao's hand held his hand tightly, she was like a person who fell into a swamp and wanted to survive, Lu Ye was the only thing that could be grabbed by the roadside.
It's just that the chaotic memory made her even begin to doubt this: "Lu Ye, how many of my memories are true and how many are false." ”
"Taotao, people live in the world, sometimes it's true or fake, it's not the most important thing."
Lu Ye lightly touched her earlobe, "The important thing is that you are still alive, and I am still alive." ”
Alive.
Nan Tao's eyes dimmed for two seconds, and her dry lips moved slightly: "Lu Ye, do you want to live?" ”
"Yes."
The man's categorical answer made the corners of Nan Tao's eyes twitch.
"Only by living can we kill those who have hurt us one by one."
In the next second, the man's arm passed through Nan Tao's neck and hugged her tighter, "Taotao, believe me, that day won't be too long, Zhang family, I have already found traces." ”
Zhang family, Lu Ye has found a trace.
Nan Tao's body shook as if she had been stabbed.
"Is it still cold?" The man in the back only thought she was cold, and wrapped a blanket for her a little tighter.
Nan Tao stiffened, her head was buzzing, she was not cold, she was afraid.
Although her memory is confused, there are some things engraved into her bones, and she will never forget it, that is, the abuse of Lu Ye by the group of people in the Zhang family.
For a long time, the beasts had tormented the demons that had to rely on sleeping pills to get to sleep every night, and Lu Ye never stopped hunting them.
And she.
It seems that something very wrong and very wrong has been done.
Nan Tao's hand grabbed Lu Ye's wrist, and the man noticed her strangeness and asked in a low voice, "Taotao, what's wrong with you." ”
"Lu Ye."
Nan Tao's throat seemed to be choked with a piece of red-hot iron, and when she opened her mouth, it hurt to tear, "Zhang family...... makes you so miserable, why do you keep going to them......" Nan Tao thought that letting the Zhang family not appear in front of Lu Ye's eyes for the rest of his life was the protection of him.
When it came to the Zhang family, Lu Yeyin's eyes were full of ice and murderous aura.
The man who could hold Nan Tao just now to comfort and coax her was instantly wrapped in a cold aura.
"Of course, I will return to them what they did to me one by one."
"They've been on the run for so many years, they should have a lot of children and grandchildren, maybe the youngest child is the same age as me was twenty-five years ago."
Lu Ye hooked his lips bloodthirstily, and the seeds of revenge against the Zhang family took root in his heart from the first moment he escaped from that mountain.
Sensing a flash of fear on Nan Tao's face, Lu Ye quickly collected his anger and kissed her on the cheek: "Taotao, you never have to be afraid, I will never hurt you." ”
"Everything I do to you, in the name of love."
"One day, you'll understand."
Lu Ye whispered in Nan Tao's ear.
Nan Tao couldn't hear clearly, because her heart was afraid, and she knew where the Zhang family was.