180: It hurts

"Who is this?" Xue Yao noticed the strange look of Mu Yuyan's expression, and leaned over to take a closer look at the photo in her hand, but she pushed her away.

"Nothing." Mu Yuyan quickly rolled the photo into a trembling ball and stuffed it into her pocket, looking at the sea with burning eyes, and her eyes were dark.

I don't know how long it took, and I couldn't tell whether it came from a very dark sea or a very deep seabed, and there was an exclamation.

"Found it, found ......"

"But only one ...... was found"

Such shouts and noises gathered the crowd to the edge of the cliff again, and looking at the starlight lit up on the sea, Mu Yuyan kept retreating, and only unfolded the photo in his hand when he reached a corner where no one was around.

Looking at it with blazing eyes, the flame of hatred ignited in my heart again.

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Nan Tao seems to be alive.

Nan Tao felt like she was dead again.

She didn't know where she was, she had been beaten by the sea breeze in the few minutes since she fell off the cliff, and she only knew that when she slapped straight into the sea, the bones on her body must have broken a lot.

Because she hurts so much.

And she heard what the people who rescued her said, saying that it was a miracle that she survived, two-thirds of the bones in her body were broken, her ribs were poked into her lungs, her spine was broken, and the most optimistic thing was that she could be saved, maybe she would not be able to walk upright in her life after surviving.

She didn't want to live like this.

She wanted to grab the hands of the doctors and nurses and beg them not to save herself, to let her die, she didn't want to live like that.

In the first half of her life, her soul was imprisoned in sin, and she didn't want to be imprisoned even in the flesh for the second half of her life.

But where could she move, her arms were as soft as boiled noodles, covered in blood.

She wanted to scream, she wanted to cry out in pain, but she still felt pain with a breathing tube in her mouth, and stitches of anesthetic and tranquilizer pushed into the only piece of good meat on her neck.

Either she was in too much pain and every inch of her senses were sensitive, or maybe this near-death feeling magnified everything around her.

She wasn't supposed to hear what she wasn't supposed to see, and everything was obvious.

There was a rescue doctor discussing the wedding.

Because of her, the prosperous wedding became a bloody wedding.

"Eh, didn't you say that the groom jumped down with him? Why is there only one person delivered? ”

"Who knows, I didn't catch it."

"It's been so many hours, and I haven't caught it again, I'm afraid it's hopeless."

"Alas......"

What are they talking about?

Nan Momo's eyes rolled wildly under her closed eyelids, what were they talking about? Lu Ye jumped down with her?

Was it the big hand that was around her and constantly pulling her up from the bottom of the sea? He was in the sparkling waters, surrounded by blood.

Nan Tao thought that he was going to die, and when he saw the god of heaven or death, he didn't struggle at the bottom of the sea, so he pulled himself.

It was just a wave that came and separated him.

Nan Tao was floating in the icy water, and I vaguely heard someone shouting to herself, Tao Tao, Tao Tao, a sad sound.

It was Lu Ye's voice.

But Nan Tao only thought that he was shouting to himself on the cliff, listening to the tearing and breaking in his voice, Nan Tao only felt that he had not lived for others for the only time in his life.

did not live for Nan Dazhuang, and guarded the sinful cellar every day.

didn't live for his sins, uncovered the scabbed wounds over and over again, sewed them up with his own hands, and lowered his eyebrows and told others, it's okay, I'm not qualified to cry out for pain.

didn't live for Lu Ye, even though she really wanted to live for him, to be his canary, to live a lifetime in a cage studded with gems and diamonds.

They didn't even live for their children, they didn't have a mommy like themselves, and they would be much happier in this life.

She remembered what happened after she got into the car prepared by Xue Yao, Lu Zhi's car intercepted the car and controlled Xue Yao's people.

Then it was the prep operation, and she got into another car and swallowed mifepristone in the car.

When the car arrived at its destination, it was time for her to have a seizure, she was sent to the operating room to forcibly induce labor, and in the operating room through a curtain, Lu Zhi was already lying down.

The person who came to collect the child's umbilical cord blood was Gu Wuwen.

Nan Tao grabbed his hand with relish: "Save my child, please." ”

Gu Wuwen didn't promise her, but just said that Lu Zhi's needs at the meeting were the first.

Then, the child was taken away, such a small one, only the size of a palm.

Nan Tao struggled to pounce, she begged, scolded angrily, Lu Zhi clearly promised to save the child, she hissed exhausted.

In the end, it was Gu Wuwen who helped her up from the cold blood-covered floor, and he reminded her not to forget what her first goal was.

It's punishment.

Punish Xue Yao and punish Lu Ye.

So she went to the wedding scene.

She made a choice there, flew out like a bird, and she was finally free, only to be caught again.

The whole body is full of tubes, which is worse than death, and how can you talk about freedom.

She couldn't help but wonder, is this Lu Ye's revenge? Even if he is still in the icy sea, life and death are uncertain, is this his revenge?

Nan Tao felt sad.

Then I heard someone shouting: "The patient has ventricular fibrillation, defibrillator, hurry up and prepare." ”

In the next second, Nan Tao's soul was torn apart in an instant.

Another difficult reintegration.

It was a difficult and lengthy process, so long that she was transferred from the operating room to the ICU, to the general ward, and then to the day-to-day change of time on the electronic calendar at the bedside.

She didn't wake up, but she knew the outside world, and she knew that for two whole months, her hospital room was dead silent, and no one had come to see her.

She heard the doctors and nurses say that the best case scenario for her is to wake up and be paralyzed, and the worst case is to not wake up and be brain dead.

Brain death.

This reminded Nan Tao of Lu Nianan.

Is she also lying in bed like this, being able to perceive everything around her, and then listen to the doctor sentence herself to death in no uncertain terms?

Then she must have heard goodbye to her one by one, she was so lucky.

Nan Tao was lying on the hospital bed and thought, why don't you come one by one?

Why didn't Lu Ye take them one by one to see her?

Why didn't Lu Ye come either?

A thought came to her mind, and a trace of fear appeared in her heart.

How ridiculous, vegetative people can also feel afraid, she is afraid that Lu Ye is dead, and she is afraid that he will live and will no longer forgive herself.

She really wanted to get some news from the doctors and nurses, about Lu Ye, she wanted to know if Lu Ye survived in the end.

But they talked about everything, from the head of the family to the family, the only thing they didn't talk about was Lu Ye and Xue Yao.

Could it be that Lu Ye is really, dead?