She almost vomited, and sat on the edge of the bed with her body propped up, trying to control her head to think about some other things, otherwise she felt much more comfortable after Lu Ye and some memories entered her mind.

At this time, Huang Rui came in to get the notebook, and when she saw Nan Tao's pale face, she quickly asked her what was wrong and where she was uncomfortable.

Nan Tao shook her head and didn't say anything, but she felt strange in her heart.

"I'll go down and get some breath."

She always felt a strange feeling lingering in her heart, so she proposed to Huang Rui, who nodded and agreed, but told her to dress warmly and not go far.

The sun outside is okay, and everywhere is filled with the joyful atmosphere of the New Year, when Nan Tao was about to go down with a hat and a scarf, suddenly, a little nurse caught up and stopped her.

"Miss Nan, you haven't drunk today's milk yet."

The little nurse's name is Xiao Kui, she has a very cute baby face, and when she handed over the milk to Nan Tao, she didn't forget to secretly stuff a piece of cake for Nan Tao: "The head nurse made dessert tonight, I will secretly bring a piece to Miss Nan to taste first." ”

Nan Tao took the milk with a smile: "I'll drink it while walking." ”

"You must drink it, so that you can be strong." Xiao Aoi said and made a popeye pose, making Nan Tao who was entering the elevator laugh.

The elevator door closed, and when Aoi turned to leave, she took out a small notebook from her clothes and wrote the number 30 on it.

The elevator stopped on the tenth floor, and when the emergency cart crashed into the elevator, Nan Tao flashed with milk and didn't avoid it, and a glass of milk was spilled on the ground.

The nurse, the doctor, and the patient's family were very guilty, and Nan Tao looked at the patient in very poor condition on the cart, and waved his hand again and again to indicate that it was okay.

"Little girl, it's you!" The patient's family member, an old lady with gray hair, recognized Nan Tao when she saw her and shouted.

Nan Tao also recognized the old lady, she heard the story of the old lady when she first went downstairs, she accompanied her granddaughter with leukemia in the hospital, at this moment, the little girl who was splashing blood from her mouth and nose on the hospital bed was none other than her granddaughter.

"Grandma, are you alright?"

Looking at the old lady who couldn't stand on the side of the cart, Nan Tao hurriedly put down the milk and cake in her hand, and went up to help her, the old lady shook her head, her eyes were already teary, and a pair of wrinkled hands like dead branches rubbed the back of Nan Tao's hand: "She also ate a bowl of porridge today, and laughed with me, saying that she wanted to go home to watch the Spring Festival Gala, she still wanted to hold on for two more days, it was the new year, my poor Xiaoyan, my hard-working granddaughter......"

On the first floor, the doctors and nurses quickly pushed the little girl into the emergency room.

Nan Tao accompanied the old lady outside, and many patients who knew each other in this building came down to accompany her, some of them were doing chemotherapy, their hair was gone, some were still carrying oxygen cylinders, and they still had retention needles around their necks, and some had a stoma in their abdomen, and they could only live with nutrient solution all day long.

It's like a group of humans in the apocalypse guarding the last fire.

A heavy feeling of suffocation rose to her throat, and Nan Tao excused herself to flee from the crowd of silent prayers.

She was like a traitor among them, she was healthy, but she was dead all day long, and if the group knew about it, they would be ashamed of her.

Nan Tao ran a long way away.

I ran from the inpatient department to the front I don't know which building is in front of it, there is a plum blossom forest, white snow and red flowers, looking at the past from a distance, it looks like a red glow piled up on the white clouds, very beautiful.

Nan Tao found a bench to sit down, always felt that emotions and thoughts were the same as fragments, this feeling of extreme insecurity made her crazy, the feeling of anger made her clench her fists, but the next second she was deflated, I don't know why she clenched her fists and got angry.

It was as if she was floating up and down in the ocean, close to destruction.

"Little Peach?"

Just when Nan Tao was in a trance, a shout came from behind him.

She turned to look over and saw a figure coming out of the plum blossom forest.

It was Zhong Wen, who was in a wheelchair and was wrapped in a down jacket with only two eyes exposed.

Looking at Nan Tao and looking over, he quickly ripped off the scarf that covered half of his face.

He lost a lot of weight, and the cheekbones on both sides of his cheeks were prominent, but this did not affect his overall appearance, but gave him a bit of the feeling of a sick and weak son.

Seeing Zhong Wen, Nan Tao was overjoyed, but her body seemed to be so sluggish that she couldn't be mobilized by her already active thinking, she froze in the chair for a whole minute and didn't get up, or Zhong Wen rolled the wheelchair in front of her first.

"Little Peach."

"Zhong Wen." Nan Tao shouted the name, tears rolled out of her eyes, and she quickly got up and hugged him.

Through the loose down jacket, Nan Tao didn't feel how thin Zhong Wen was, hugging him at the moment, she really felt how much this man had lost weight, and she cried even more sadly: "Zhong Wen ......"

"Little Peach, it's okay, it's okay, it's all over, it's all over."

Zhong Wen gently patted Nan Tao's back and comforted her, his voice was also choked, "I'm fine now, don't be sad, crying too much is not good for your eyes." ”

Under Zhong Wen's comfort, Nan Tao endured it for a long time, and finally endured the tears, sat down on the bench, looked at the wheelchair under Zhong Wen, and the pain in his eyes floated again.

Zhong Wen also smiled helplessly: "The doctor has done his best, but it's okay, I'm already very good at controlling a wheelchair, if I can still perform a drift for you in the square." ”

Listening to his pretended relaxed words, Nan Tao's hand was trembling slightly, and she also saw the scars on his hands, with long sutures from his wrist to his elbow.

The wound was stitched up, but his hand seemed to twitch in a few minutes.

Such a hand is not stable at all, and Zhong Wen's academic career has been ruined.

"Zhong Wen, I'm sorry." Nan Tao woke up and tried to contact him, but she couldn't remember what Zhong Wen's phone number was, and she didn't know how he had recovered in the past few months, if he had gradually forgotten about himself, then her contact would be disturbed again.

"Peach, it's okay, I know." Zhong Wen's eyes were full of relief and understanding, when the young man who had suffered so much saw the news about Nan Tao, he was heartbroken, and he still chose to worry about her and care about her, and even, forgive her.

"It's not easy for you, are you feeling better now?"

Zhong Wen's tone had already indicated everything, he knew about her and Lu Ye.

Nan Tao was like a fish in her throat, and before she could speak, suddenly, a brisk shout came from the side.

"Zhong Wen, so you're here!" A lively and playful voice, very familiar.

Nan Tao looked over in shock, and saw Lu Zhizhi walking towards this side.