248: Hurt
The thirty portraits on the wall are painted with sound and color, and if it weren't for the people who have been around her for a long time, it would be difficult to grasp the different emotions on her face in each period.
How well these portraits are painted, Nan Tao herself feels immersed when she looks at it, and the whole person seems to have been brought back to that time.
The one when she was six years old, it was not long after Qin Yunyue left, Nan Dazhuang was angry with her and beat her so badly, she lay on the ground for a few days and couldn't move, and when she was hungry, she lay down in the sink on the side to drink water, this portrait is painted at that time, she was lying on the ground with her face sideways, her fingers were still holding what could be eaten in the dirt on the ground, and her little face was wet with tears, mud and snot were stained on it, dirty.
She stood in the hall and looked at the eyes in the portrait, as if she could hear Xiao Nantao's sobs and moans.
Sun Shenchuan stepped forward, "When the painter painted this picture, my heart was about to break. ”
"Little peach, I created it, if I could, I would like to suffer for you, every wound that the painter added to your body in the picture was cut on my body."
"Sun Shenchuan, shut up."
Nan Tao was red-eyed, grabbed the candlestick in his hand and knocked through the glass cover outside the portrait, and then used the candlestick to cut it and destroy it.
One sheet.
Two sheets.
…… The sound of crackling, shattering glass, and tearing paper resounded in the palatial hall for an instant.
Sun Shenchuan didn't stop her, let her get tired of knocking, her arms, palms, and feet were scratched by glass shards, and he approached, "Little peach, knock it, destroy it, you are by my side now, why do I want these dead things?" ”
"When you're tired of knocking, I'll take you to the second floor, where there are more gifts I have prepared for you."
Second floor.
Nan Tao couldn't help but look up, the four-story castle, each floor was brilliant, like a diamond cage specially made for canaries.
I can't tell if Xiao Nantao is imprisoned here, or Sun Shenchuan is imprisoned here.
In the end, Nan Tao still went up to the second floor with Sun Shenchuan.
There are seven rooms on the second floor, each room is full of things that Nan Tao once used, the clothes she wore were all tattered, Sun Shenchuan didn't know what means to use to repair them completely, but there were still traces on them, and they were also neatly arranged in glass frames.
Clothes, shoes, pants, even, underwear, underwear.
Nan Tao looked at the past, fear was about to overwhelm her, and she rushed out of the room in a panic to prevent herself from drowning in those turbulent memories.
Sun Shenchuan is still appreciating in the room, he appreciates his own memories, he can't accompany Nan Tao in those years, but he sketches in his mind what kind of life Nan Tao lived in those years, in his imagination, violence and abuse will be passed, and what pulls him to continue to imagine is the desire for Nan Tao, whether it is a little Nan Tao or a grown up Nan Tao.
As long as it's her, it fills him with imaginary desires.
"Doesn't Little Peach like these things?" After a while, Sun Shenchuan came out and asked, at this time Nan Tao was about to vomit out all the bitter gall.
"I don't like it, Sun Shenchuan, I don't like the things you have collected as a pervert, I'm going to burn them in one go."
"I said, now that you are by my side, these dead things are useless to me, you can do whatever you want."
Sun Shenchuan gently lifted the hair that was scattered on both sides of Nan Tao's shoulders, but Nan Tao resisted and avoided it, "Don't touch me, Sun Shenchuan, you call me disgusting." ”
"Little Peach, you still can't understand my love for you? I've done so many things for you, why is it disgusting, you come with me, you look at what I've done for you, you come ......"
Sun Shenchuan walked into a room with a painful face.
Nan Tao resisted going in, "I won't watch it, Sun Shenchuan, I won't watch it no matter what you do......"
She stepped back.
At the top of the stairs, there were two bodyguards blocking her retreat, "Miss Nan, grandpa is waiting." They approached step by step, forcing Nan Tao into the room.
A room filled with the smell of formalin and disinfectant water.
It was dark and dark, and the lights were not turned on, Sun Shenchuan was standing at the door, always with that calm smile on his face, "Little Peach, you are not well-behaved again, you are well-behaved, I can treat you better, you know?" ”
"Sun Shenchuan, what is in this room, what does it smell like?"
Nan Tao frowned.
In the next second, the lights in the room were bright, and Nan Tao was directly frightened by the scene in front of her and screamed, and retreated again and again.
And the door, duly in time, closed behind her.
"Little Peach, don't be afraid, these are dead people's things, come and see, they can't hurt you anymore, come and see."
Sun Shenchuan picked up a jar with great interest, and there was a label under the jar - "Liu Dajun's Hand", he held the jar and admired it, close to Nan Tao.
"Don't, get out of here, you don't bring these things close to me, I don't want to look, get out of the way!"
The shelves filled the room with those things, jar after jar, full, floating in the light of the formalin liquid.
Nan Tao didn't have anything left in her stomach, but she still vomited.
Sun Shenchuan sighed: "You don't have to look at the things of those people in Panshou Village, but little peach, these two, you have to watch." ”
"Come on."
As he spoke, Sun Shenchuan couldn't help but pull Nan Tao to a small shelf in the corner.
The shelf was made into a delicate birdcage, just like the most delicate cage Nan Tao could imagine, inlaid with diamonds and gemstones.
Sun Shenchuan picked up the jar in it.
Nan Tao closed her eyes and refused to look, "Sun Shenchuan, if you are perverted, you will be perverted, don't get involved with me, you do everything for your own selfish desires." ”
"Bai San's eyes." Sun Shenchuan said a word, and suddenly chuckled, "Little Peach, do you know who Bai San is?" Bai Min, your father. ”
"You've never seen him, have you? I also know that you have such regrets, so I kept these eyes for you, little peach, look, they are looking at you kindly. ”
"I don't want to watch it, Sun Shenchuan, I won't watch whatever you have here."
"What I have here, what I have here, it's too much." Sun Shenchuan put down this jar and picked up another one from other places," Zhang Chen's eyes. ”
"Zhang Chen, do you remember? That's the ......."
"What did you do to him?"
Nan Tao opened her eyes and saw the thing in Sun Shenchuan's hand, which was indeed written on the label, and the pair of yellow-brown eyes and pupils were ......
"Ahh Why, why are you doing it? Sun Shenchuan, you madman......"
"I'm not crazy, little peach, I created you, you have to listen to me obediently, those you love who love you won't be harmed, you know?"