289: I let go

I don't love you anymore, what do you have left.

Nan Tao's words were decisive and ruthless, Lu Ye's current state was too bad, and she couldn't pull him into danger no matter what.

So I could only push him away ruthlessly.

After speaking, Nan Tao opened the door of the ward and was about to leave, Lu Ye chased him out, stepping on the cold ground barefoot, and he led Nan Tao to stop him in the corridor outside the ward.

There were not many people outside the ward in the middle of the night, and the movement of the two alarmed the blonde nurse, who hurriedly wanted to get closer but was stopped by Lu Ye's vicious eyes.

"Lu Ye, you let go of me, is my words not clear enough? I don't want you anymore, I've been with you for more than 20 years, and I've had enough days of being hurt and threatened. Nan Tao shook Lu Ye's iron claw-like hand, to no avail, she slapped Lu Ye's face with her other hand.

There was a crisp snap, and Lu Ye's cheeks were red, but they were not as red as the color of the tails of his eyes.

"Since you want to make it clear, let's make it clearer, when did you know that Sun Shenchuan was the one who asked Nan Dazhuang to kidnap me?" Nan Tao listened to Lu Ye speak, and he could almost hear the sound of his back teeth crumbling.

"I've always known that."

Nan Tao confronted him, "He has been very good to me since he was a child, if it weren't for him, I wouldn't even be able to live to be five years old, do you think I would betray him because of you?" ”

"You won't betray him, why are you telling me this now?"

Lu Ye was enraged, raised his leg against Nan Tao's body that wanted to struggle, and the remaining hand pinched her neck, "Since you like him so much, why don't you hide this secret until death?" ”

"Because I'm going to marry him, I want to cut you off. Lu Ye, are you so spineless? Are you still pestering me after all this? ”

Nan Tao felt that every word she said made the man's hand tighten on her neck, her throat was choked and creaked, and a trace of free air was sucked into her lungs with great difficulty, and she was already dizzy in front of her.

She had experienced such a near-death feeling before.

It's just that this time is different from that time, that time she was bent on death, and was pinched by the drunk Nan Dazhuang, motionless, and finally Lu Ye rushed in from the outside and stunned Nan Dazhuang with a stone, and she picked up a life from his men.

That time Nan Dazhuang was drunk, in fact, Nan Tao was able to escape with a slight struggle. After being rescued by Lu Ye, Nan Tao regained her breath, curled up on the ground in pain, and lay in the mud for a long time, motionless, Lu Ye couldn't wake her up, so he lay down with her, he caressed the bruises on her neck with pity, and asked her why she didn't struggle.

Nan Tao just cried blankly.

This time, Nan Tao didn't want to die, and struggled to break every finger of Lu Ye with both hands, but he was so ruthless that he couldn't even break his thumb with the strength of wanting her life.

I don't know if it's tears or blood rolling out of the corners of my eyes.

Nan Tao suddenly punched Lu Ye's injured left leg, the strength of the man's hand suddenly weakened after the pain, Nan Tao covered his neck and broke away from his hand, watching the blood gradually seep out of the gauze, Nan Tao cried, "Lu Ye, I blocked your plan for revenge, you are going to kill me, right?" ”

The man with the empty hand tried his best to regain his senses, and he didn't feel the pain as if he took a few steps forward, "Taotao, I'm sorry, I, what did I do......" Under the intense anger, his memory was in a trance.

The moment he saw the hideous marks on Nan Tao's slender and white neck, he also understood what he had done, and he couldn't accept it and took a few steps forward to get closer, but Nan Tao avoided retreating.

"Lu Ye, admit it, in your heart you have never seriously loved me, in those ten years, I have been attached to you like a parasite to live, you are used to my existence as a parasite, you don't need special care, you don't need to take care of me, because you think I can't do without you, this is not the case, Lu Ye, I don't want to be a parasite, I have my own life, if you love me, the first thing you will do is to respect me, not to erase the real me."

Nan Tao's throat was very painful, and these words were hoarsely roared.

"It's time to face reality, Lu Ye, as you said, we are too possessive of each other, it's time to let go."

Let go.

Lu Ye looked at the strangulation marks on Nan Tao's neck, his eyes full of pain, "Taotao, if I let go, you will be happy, happy, right?" ”

Nan Tao nodded without hesitation, "I will forget the past and start a new life." Lu Ye, our past is too heavy, and I don't want to carry it for a minute. ”

"What about one by one? I let go, one by one? Lu Ye still didn't want to give up, he knew that Nan Tao was a good mother, and he knew that it was immoral to kidnap her with a child, but he had no choice.

There is an experience that he has never had in his life, called the poor skills of the donkey, and at this moment, he realized it.

"Lu Ye, I don't want to miss Yiyi's growth, I hope you can give me time to get along with Yiyi." Nan Tao's words choked, "In front of Yiyi, we can live in peace, but it is only limited to living in peace." ”

Nan Tao said, and the phone rang.

She figured it out and saw that it was Sun Xiaobao's phone, and she knew what he was going to do without answering, and after thinking about it, she cut off the phone, "Lu Ye, it's not early, I'll leave first, if you want to see me, let him call me." ”

Saying that, Nan Tao was afraid that she would not be able to hold back in the face of Lu Ye's vulnerability, so she turned her head and ran away.

After Nan Tao left, the corridor instantly fell silent.

There is only the sound of the wind.

Lu Ye stood for a long time in the icy wind, until his body was almost unbearable and he took a few steps back, and the nurse who was observing on the side hurriedly stepped forward to help him and asked him in English to go back to his room to rest.

Lu Ye didn't refuse, nodded, and walked into the room with his body as if he had lost his strength.

*

Driving back to the villa, Nan Tao asked her aunt to carry the things she bought, she didn't get out of the car, and after locking herself in the car, in this closed, unmanned car, she finally howled and cried.

I don't know how long I cried, Nan Tao seemed to be unable to stop crying, and saw a figure dangling outside the car in the blur of tears.

The small figure that is not big is Sun Xiaobao.

What is he here for?

Nan Tao hurriedly wiped her tears and opened the car door.

Sun Xiaobao sat on a stool next to the car, wearing a thick down jacket, barely able to withstand the country's winter nights.

Nan Tao looked at him and pretended to be fine, "Has Auntie cooked the porridge?" ”

Sun Xiaobao still doesn't play cards according to the routine, "Lu Yiyi is here?" He asked bluntly.