The Night Rose of the Bloodstained Chapter 44

Not again.

The feeling of being in the dark and feeling nothing at all.

I lost my sense of smell, hearing, and sight, and it seemed that even my sense of taste had become ethereal.

Give me...... A little bit of what...... Well, so that I can still grasp the pain or something that can connect me to the world.

It's really uncomfortable, it's always so empty, from the bottom of my heart.

It feels like you're ...... He's dead.

You are dead and you are just in chaos, your soul has nothing to rely on but you can't feel anything, you don't feel pain, you don't feel nauseous but you don't feel warmth, the world doesn't care about you. In the world of the living, no matter how sad and sad your relatives and friends are for you, you can't feel that you have been left behind by the world.

These kinds of feelings are still haunting.

I opened my eyes and lifted the seal on my body. Suddenly, a damp smell of red maple mixed with a strong earthy smell poured into my nostrils, and when I amplified my hearing, I heard the sound of cicadas shedding their shells, the chirping of crickets, the sound of a swarm of small insects rolling through like a swarm of ants devouring elephants, and the sound of a swishing wind blowing into the pipes of the flute, which was the sound of earthworms burrowing into the soil and being filled with air in the pores left behind them.

I'm like I'm in a sea of earth right now, and so on, the place I'm in is like a floating boat on the sea.

In fact, I was in a small coffin, and I couldn't escape.

It is often the case that because of my own ability and fame, everyone usually invests their expectations and dependence on themselves, so when I face difficulties, not only can I not show a trace of worry and hesitation, but I must also calm down and put on a posture that everything is safe and in the middle of the plan.

I am their pillar, their heaven, their faith.

But I ...... You can make mistakes.

Moreover, Project Zero ...... Oh, in fact, the person he calculated the most was me.

Also. Perhaps, even if I want to deceive myself, I may not be able to deceive myself.

I was deceived too deeply, too completely, not only the people around me, but even myself had to be deceived by myself.

It's as if the truth of the matter is really what it is.

But the fellow stabbed through the pitiful illusion with a blow as ruthlessly as a flame and a sword, and at once I had nowhere to hide.

In addition to that incident, this is also my rejection and disgust...... It should be said that it was one of the reasons for the fear of him.

It's ridiculous, it's clear that I'm still that kind of existence, but I can't help but be afraid of him?

Maybe I'm really useless. I'm too tired, so let me sleep for a while.

But, as if there was always something that didn't want me to be clean, it wasn't long before I heard the sound of someone approaching overhead, and just above me, there was the sound of continuous digging.

The light from above gradually came in, but the coffin was still dim. This is inside the barrier I set, and although it's winter outside, it's still the same as late autumn, and the maple leaves are all over the ground. A little corner of the sky can be seen, and it seems to be a clear sky.

The coffin I am in is made of colorful warm orange-yellow colored glass, and the inner coffin is colorless and transparent glass. The glass coffin is enclosed in a glass coffin and pressed on the white crystal Sumeru seat with blood-red silk lines, all carved in one, it seems to be extremely luxurious, but once buried in the soil, it will be the same unsightly.

The clods of soil on the coffin are actually only black from the inside of the coffin, and the whitish sunlight from the outside shines in, and the field of vision is full of black and white light and shadow. My eyes hurt a little, and I was a little uncomfortable and squinted.

The outer coffin was opened, and I saw through the clear glass the blue sky and red leaves, the brown-black earth, and the bare feet as white as ice and snow, the dark blue corners and transparent ribbons gently swaying in the breeze.

I took a deep breath and exhaled it, but finally I couldn't choose to raise my hand and push the glass coffin open and ask her, "Are you all here?"

"Almost. Also, according to the advice of the Angel of Law, it is better for the host to attend this time. There was no ripple in her ice-blue eyes as always.

"Chang? I see. I nodded, "Let's go." ”

Bingliu walked in front of me silently, and with a raise of her slender wrist, a brilliant blue spell appeared, and the area in the middle of the spell gradually darkened like a bottomless pit. Her long, pale blue hair danced wildly in the wind with the air currents generated by the spell, reflecting the blue sky.

The black jade plaque disappeared as the blue thread swept by, and she and I stepped into the dark unknown.