Lin Guiyi couldn't explain how she knew, so it was hard to say for sure, so he said: "Judging from her performance during this time, it is indeed very similar, but I am not very sure, if I can see her medical records, I can be sure." ”

Fang Yinuo said suddenly: "By the way, she seems to be going out today, I don't know if she is going to the hospital, we can secretly follow her to have a look." ”

The four of them hit it off, and although Lin Guiyi had already decided, he still had to pretend to be verified, and followed Li Sisi with them.

Fan Miaomiao was lying at the door observing the movement of the dormitory next to her, and after a while, she suddenly said, "Hurry up, hurry up, she is out." ”

So the four of them sneakily followed Li Sisi and went out.

All four of them are stalking others for the first time, and they are fine in school, but when they get out of school, it is a little difficult, such as taking the bus, and there is no way to avoid it when the time comes.

Fortunately, Li Sisi didn't seem to be in the mood to wait for the bus, but took a taxi.

The four of them also fought, closely following Li Sisi.

Sure enough, Li Sisi's destination was the hospital.

It's just that when they got out of the car, their car stopped closer to Li Sisi.

As long as Li Sisi turned around, he could see them.

Fan Miaomiao, who was sitting in the back, hurriedly lowered her head and hid behind the chair.

But Lin Guiyi in front of her was unavoidable, but Lin Guiyi was not in a hurry, she quietly raised two fingers and recited a spell: "Cloud and mist shroud, hidden and invisible." ”

Li Sisi looked back, turned back again, and walked towards the hospital without noticing.

When the four of them saw her go away, they got out of the taxi.

The other three were secretly discussing:

"She shouldn't have seen it, right?"

"Probably not, or I would have come here a long time ago."

Only Lin Guiyi looked at his hands in a daze.

Her strength seems to be a lot stronger, when she used the stealth technique before, she hid herself at most, but just now, she clearly felt that the entire taxi was hidden by her.

"Return, what's wrong with you?" Fan Miaomiao's voice interrupted her musings.

Lin Guiyi came back to his senses, shook his head and said, "It's okay, let's hurry up and chase Li Sisi." ”

Only then did the four of them walk in the direction where Li Sisi left.

They followed Li Sisi all the way into the hospital, and saw her hang up the number of the hematology department and enter inside.

The four of them couldn't follow, so they could only find a hidden corner and squat, waiting here silently.

After waiting for a long time, Li Sisi came out of it, holding a piece of paper in his hand, his face was as white as a ghost, and there was no blood at all.

She staggered along, as if all her spirit had been drained of her, as if she were a soulless body.

She crumpled up the paper she was holding, threw it into the trash can next to her, and continued to stagger.

The four of them hurriedly stepped forward and took out the piece of paper from the trash can, there were many words on it, they patiently read it line by line, and finally came to the conclusion that it was acute leukemia.

Although I have been prepared for a long time, it is still a little difficult to accept the facts when I am in front of them.

"Why did you suddenly ......," Fang Yinuo muttered, "really...... Can't be cured? ”

Lin Guiyi shook his head and said, "Looking at this, it seems that there is really no rule of law." ”

Donnie Yen thought of her attitude towards Li Sisi in the past two days, and felt more and more guilty, so that whoever suddenly learned that she had cancer would not be in a good mood, why couldn't she be a little more patient and ask her well?

Thinking of this, she wanted to go to Li Sisi.

Lin Guiyi hurriedly grabbed her and said, "Don't worry about it first, Li Sisi must feel uncomfortable when she suddenly has an accident, we go out rashly like this, let her know that we are following her, and we will definitely instinctively be more protective of us." ”

"So what to do?" Fang Yinuo actually felt even more uncomfortable, when she thought of the abuse and complaints she had made to Li Sisi in the past two days, she couldn't wait to go back to that time and slap herself twice.

Lin Guiyi thought about it and beckoned to a few people, the other three approached her together, and the four of them muttered together for a long time.

Li Sisi returned to school like a wandering spirit, even if she didn't eat since the morning, she didn't have any appetite, so she went back to the dormitory and lay down on the bed.

I don't know how long later, the dormitory door was opened, and a person walked in, Li Sisi didn't fall asleep, but he didn't have the energy to see who it was.

But the man went to her bedside, put something on her table, and said to her, "Get up and eat." ”

It's Fang Yinuo.

Li Sisi was a little puzzled, because she had been working endlessly in the past two days, the people in the dormitory obviously didn't want to take care of her, why did she come to bring her food today?

But she still didn't want to deal with it, so she didn't say a word.

Fang Yinuo saw that she didn't move, so he walked over and patted her, and said, "Hurry up and eat, I know you have no appetite, so I bought you porridge." ”

Li Sisi sat up impatiently and said, "Who asked you to buy it for me?" I don't want to eat, I don't want to talk, you stay away from me. ”

In fact, Li Sisi is more uncomfortable than anyone else when she says these hurtful words, but she can't control her temper, and she doesn't want to accept the kindness of others to her, which will make her even more reluctant to leave this world.

If it was in normal times, after she said this, Fang Yinuo would have brushed her sleeves away, but today, she still insisted on saying: "If you don't want to eat, you have to eat, if you don't eat every day, do you want to cultivate immortals?" In case we starve to death, our dorm is responsible, so don't hurt us. ”

said, don't pick up the bowl of porridge and put it in Li Sisi's hands.

Li Sisi was stunned for a long time, looked up at Fang Yinuo, and saw that she had been staring at herself, and she had no choice but to bow her head and drink the porridge.

But for some reason, she suddenly felt a little hungry at the moment, she slowly drank the whole bowl of porridge, and felt the warmth in her stomach that she had not felt for a long time.

Fang Yinuo took the porridge bowl and took it to the bathroom to brush it with satisfaction.

In the next few days, Fang Yinuo would bring her food every day, without exception, all of them were light food, and she had to watch her eat before leaving.

The other roommates are like this, she can go to class if she wants to, and if she doesn't want to go to class, someone will help her answer or ask for leave, someone will help her with water, someone will help wash her clothes, and if she has a headache or bleeding, they will be more nervous than her.

For a while, everyone treated her like a delicate flower in a greenhouse, and didn't even care that she spoke ill of them.

"You all know that, right?" Li Sisi finally determined that his illness might not be able to be hidden.

Everyone else in the dormitory stopped and looked at her cautiously, as if they were worried that she would die at any moment.

Li Sisi didn't announce his illness to the public at the beginning, because he didn't want to see them like this, and he didn't want to see their sympathetic eyes.

So she sneered, turned around and ran out.

Several people followed her, shouting her name as they ran.

Li Sisi stopped and turned around and said, "Don't follow me, if you follow me again, I'll jump off the building." ”

When several people heard this, they were so frightened that they hurriedly stopped and watched her run away.

Li Sisi endured the pain in her body, she didn't know how long she had been running, and when she finally couldn't run, she stopped.

She curled up on the ground, clasped her legs in her hands, buried her face in her knees, and began to cry loudly.

Since I knew about my condition, all the emotions that had accumulated in my heart, such as fear, reluctance, anxiety, and despair, were vented in one mind.

After some time, she felt a hand on her back, gently helping her to breathe.

She looked up and saw an unexpected person.

"Lin Guiyi?"

She and Lin Guiyi are actually not very familiar with each other, even if their dormitories are adjacent and they are in the same class, but because neither of them is an enthusiastic character, they can only be regarded as nodding friends.

But she has heard her praise Lin Guiyi in Donnie Yen's mouth many times, saying that she is a very righteous friend and a person who makes people feel particularly secure.

At this time, Li Sisi looked at the person sitting next to her, even if she didn't say a word, Li Sisi felt the same feeling as Donnie Yen.

Lin Guiyi looked at her gaze, without any sympathy or caution, only calm and gentle, which made her originally anxious heart instantly calm.

Lin Guiyi finally spoke, and she asked, "Do you know the 'Pure Heart Mantra'?" ”

Li Sisi was puzzled and shook his head honestly.

Lin Guiyi smiled and said, "Then do you want to hear it?" ”

Li Sisi looked at her smiling eyes and nodded in disgust.

Lin Guiyi suddenly stretched out his hand, held her hand in his hand, closed his eyes, and began to recite the incantation silently: "Heaven and earth are clear, and there is no heart; Han is empty and lonely, and all the simplicity is one. The clutch is suddenly dispersed, and the fate returns; I am like Bodhi, indulgent and empty. To the avenue recitation: quiet and clear, quiet and peaceful, rolling, faint and disgusted......"

The voice was cold and cold, unhurriedly surrounding her ears, and the originally dry spell seemed to turn into a trickle at this moment, flowing into her dry heart and nourishing her heart.

made her unconsciously close her eyes, savoring this long-lost comfortable feeling.

After chanting the incantation, the two opened their eyes at the same time, and Lin Guiyi looked at her gently and said, "How is it?" Feel better? ”

Li Sisi was surprised to feel that not only was his mood calmer a lot, but his physical discomfort also seemed to be alleviated a lot.

So she nodded.

Lin Guiyi was still holding her hand, and the cold hand that gave her was constantly transmitting heat.

She said to Li Sisi: "Don't blame them, I told them about your illness." ”

Li Sisi looked at her strangely: "How do you know?" ”

Lin Guiyi raised a finger, put it to his mouth, blinked his eyes and said, "The secret of heaven must not be revealed." ”

Li Sisi was amused by her expression, and then dissipated again, and she said to Lin Guiyi: "Why are you telling them this?" This makes everyone cautious, as if I am a fragile piece of glass, everyone has their own lives, and there is no need to be cautious about my words and deeds. ”

Lin Guiyi asked rhetorically: "How do you know that they are not willing to do this?" ”

Li Sisi looked at her strangely.

Lin Guiyi: "Your attitude has changed a lot before, maybe you don't want to cause trouble to everyone, and you don't want them to be too careful about you, but if something really happens to you, I believe that this will become a regret for them for a lifetime, and every time you think about it, you will regret why you didn't treat you better at that time."

You don't want to be a burden to them for the rest of their lives, do you? ”

"I don't want to, but I don't want them to be too good to me," Li Sisi said, "I have been too greedy for this world, I don't want to leave, if they are too good to me, I will be even more reluctant to this world."

You say, why me? Why me? ”