After Jing Yi and Duan Yiming entered the inner room, Hao Se temporarily repaired the hall and let everyone rest on their own, thinking about it, so that Xie Qingtian didn't have to kneel all the time, but she refused to get up, she kept kneeling there, and the whole person was in a trance.

No one saw that outside the lobby, Xie Qingtian's mother, sitting in a wheelchair, listened to the trial in the hall.

The wrinkled old face was covered with tears. Today, it was she who quietly came over with the difficulty of turning her hand to help the wheelchair. This wheelchair was designed for her by Duan Yiming, which is very ingenious. On the flat ground, you can move the chair slowly and control the direction by yourself.

In the distance, Flying Thirteen was hidden in the shadows.

Half an hour later, Jing Yi and Duan Yiming walked out.

Xia Feng always felt that his Royal Highness's expression when he glanced at the dog was a little strange.

Jing Yi pushed Hao Se to the side and patted him in shock: "Three days after Xie Qingtian, the vegetable market will be killed." ”

As the prince of the emperor's secret faction, he has the right to directly decide the life and death of the seven-rank officials.

Outside the lobby, Xie Qingtian's mother was shocked, and then fainted. Flying Thirteen in the shadows came out silently and pushed her away.

Inside the lobby.

Hao Se glanced at Jing Yi, his eyes flickered, and he didn't speak.

Xie Qingtian's face turned pale, but he didn't make a sound, he didn't look at Duan Yiming, he kept hanging his head, but he couldn't control the tears flowing down no matter what.

Duan Yiming walked over slowly and hugged her.

Xie Qingtian's whole body trembled, and strings of tears rolled down from the corners of his eyes, blurring his eyes.

In the tears, time flies.

In time, it was all Duan Yiming.

In the academy, the best-looking man in the whole college, the best man in the whole college, the man who always likes to wear a flowing blue cedar, the man who discovered her daughter very early, but didn't say anything until he left the academy.

He protected her and let her stay in the academy for three years, without being embarrassed and inconvenient because of a woman pretending to be a man. He was always, meticulous and quietly distracted from other classmates. Always create opportunities for her to bathe with peace of mind, sleep with peace of mind, and go to the hut with peace of mind.

In those three years, he didn't break it, and she didn't break it, and they had a tacit understanding with each other.

Until, she came to Guanyin County.

Until, he also followed Guanyin County.

That day, in the backyard of Guanyin County, under the apricot blossom tree.

He asked her, "Sunny day, I want to ask you a word: Have you ever loved me?" ”

She remembered that day, his eyes were so deep, so deep that they were terrifying, so deep that she couldn't see through them, so deep that his soul trembled at that moment.

She still remembers that day, she couldn't hold back the word "loved" that almost burst out of her mouth, and responded to him coldly: never.

She understood his emotions, but couldn't respond to him.

Because, a woman disguised as a man and made a county order, has embarked on a road of no return. She and him, in this life, are no longer possible.

She loves Duan Yiming, and she hopes that the person she loves the most can be happy in this life, have a complete life, marry a wife and have children, and have children and grandchildren.

She also hoped that such a cruel and cold refusal would make him disheartened, and he would leave Guanyin County from now on, continue to participate in the imperial examination, and take the path of life that he should have taken.

Such an excellent man, how could she be willing to ruin his future.

She remembered that day, when she heard her cold and ruthless words, a thick pain flashed in his clear and bright eyes, and his eyes dimmed suddenly, like the clear sky, which was suddenly obscured by dark clouds, and never saw the light of day again.

At that moment, her sky was like the end of the world.

Her heart, like a sharp knife, spins, pierces the bone. It is also like soaking in vinegar and soaking coptis chinensis, which is full of bitterness.

It took all her strength to keep her ruthless and cold look at it. But the heart has long since collapsed, a ruin, endless desolation.

She remembered, seemingly indifferent, turning her head and looking at the sky in the distance.

That is, she was trying to hold her head high to keep the tears from rolling down. However, the tears still broke the embankment, and she had no choice but to swallow the water that fell from her eyes back into her stomach.

Before, she only knew that tears were salty, but at that moment, she knew that tears were still sour, bitter, astringent, and helpless.

She kept her back from him, cold and heartless.

Until he finally despaired, turned and left.

She finally turned her head.

Blurred vision.

In the mist, I only saw his departing thin back, lonely and lonely, and his upright posture like a green pine on weekdays was also slightly rickety.

She thought he would leave.

But he didn't.

On the second day, the man who was as gentle as jade, humble as a shepherd, and always looked at her with a smile, changed his face overnight, and set her up with thunderous means.

She thought that he hated her for being ruthless, deliberately angry, or vindictive. She doesn't fight or grab. But later, she became more and more unable to understand him.

She thought, Duan Yiming, has it changed?

To this day, the truth is heard from their mouths.

It dawned on her that the man had always been there and had never left. He just hid his deep love in the bottom of his heart. Do your best, even if you bear her misunderstanding and even hatred for him, you have to protect her.

Xie Qingtian closed his eyes, gently pulled Duan Yiming away, and didn't look at him from beginning to end.

"Sunny day," Duan Yiming hugged her again, "Sunny day, I just want to ask you, have you ever loved me?" ”

Xie Qingtian bit his lip tightly, still didn't look at him, his voice was obscure and hoarse, but the words were clear: "Never." ”

never said two words, it seemed to have consumed all her strength, and she no longer had the ability to break Duan Yiming, tears, but they raged even more violently, and they dripped on Duan Yiming's hand holding her.

In my heart, I was once again spun by a sharp knife, and my heart hurt.

Duan Yiming, do you know, what I want to say is that I have never loved you, from the first time I saw you in the academy, I fell in love with you, and it has never changed.

On that day, the kapok opened, and the city was full of red clouds. At the gate of the academy, you are standing there, dressed in elegant blue cedars, like cultivating bamboo, and your demeanor is outstanding.

You looked at me with a smile, and a warm and nice voice sounded, and you said, "Xie Qingtian, hello, I am Duan Yiming from Class A, you can call me Senior Brother Duan." ”

You stretched out your slender hand, took my salute, and explained gently, "The tradition of the academy is that the old students will lead the way for the new students. ”

I looked around, but I found that you were the only one.

Freshman, you only picked me up.

Looking at your long and jade back, at that moment, I can only think of one sentence: Mo Shang gentleman is like jade, and the son is unparalleled in the world.

One eye for ten thousand years, a smile for eternity.

And after three years of getting along, I fell in love with your soul.

......

Xie Qingtian bit his lip tightly, and his pale lips were faintly bloodshot.

However, Duan Yiming, today, my choice is the same as that day.

Since I have to leave after all.

So, let me leave alone.

Let you, hate me, forget me.

It's also better, let you remember it for a lifetime.

Because only then will you have a chance to start over.

Xie Qingtian squeezed his hand tightly, trying to control the urge to hug Duan Yiming.

Duan Yiming, do you know that the word "never" is my confession to you from beginning to end.

If there is an afterlife, I will definitely find you and let you fall in love with me again.

......