(Chapter 178) Hao Se, who woke up, opened his eyes and looked at the curtain in a daze for a long, long time.

Did she just pass out?

I remember that before she passed out, she seemed to be about to tell Jing Yi that she was a woman, but coincidentally, at the critical moment when the words reached her mouth, she fell directly.

Thinking of the events in the dream, Hao Se's face turned slightly pale.

She could see that in the dream, although the little girl looked like her, it was definitely not her. Then it should be the original owner, Hao Se. And that little boy, she is basically sure, is Li Zhi. In the dream, Hao Se, who looked like he was seven or eight years old, was saved by Li Zhi, who looked like a teenager?

But why did she faint at a critical moment, and then had such a dream.

Actually, by now, she probably understood.

Those, not dreams.

That should be the true memory of the original owner, Hao Se.

It's just that this memory seems to be a little different from the background information she heard before. In the past, she thought that Hao Se was because there was no male in the family, and she was afraid that the uncles and uncles in the second and third rooms would force her property, so her mother raised her as a man since she was a child. It turned out to be superstition.

She just now, God Vision, even the little girl's heart was heard. Moreover, she still remembered that in the little girl's heart, it was a master named Boy who prompted a woman to disguise herself as a man.

Juvenile?

Suddenly, I remembered Jing Yi's quacking in the pond, always calling himself the young master. God, it can't have anything to do with that quack.

It's complicated.

Hauser was silent.

In the dream just now, she still seemed to be watching someone else's play as a bystander. This is very different from the dreams she used to have when she couldn't see people's faces clearly, and she had a strong sense of substitution in those dreams, as if she was the protagonist and could empathize with the joys, sorrows, and sorrows in the dreams.

But this dream just now is an outsider, a bystander.

So, what message did the original owner send to her by letting her have these dreams? Or is it that the original owner is not dead, but the soul is dormant.

She thought, most probably, the soul of the original owner might really coexist in this body with her.

Hao Se took a deep breath, his heart was confused.

But what about those dreams she used to have? If today's dream is the memory of the original owner, then the previous dreams with a sense of substitution are her own memories? She had and also lost a memory in Lop Nur.

Hao Se's heart trembled.

Suddenly I thought of Jing Yi, and remembered many times the strange emotional reaction when I was with him.

Hao Se felt as if he was about to grasp the key thing, but his mind was very chaotic, and some thoughts flashed and passed by.

sat up, walked to the table, drank the herbal tea in the pot in one gulp, calmed down, and remembered what Jing Yi said before he fainted.

Last night, did she really "bow to the overlord" of others?

The heart that had just calmed down began to mess up again.

By now, it seemed that she had to face up to a problem. That is, she may really like Jing Yi.

Because of the crossing problem, because of the problem of Hauser's identity as a woman, she seems to deliberately avoid thinking about any emotional problems.

No, to be exact, I never realized what a heart is and what love tastes like.

If you want to say that you like boys, it seems, as if, from childhood to adulthood, it is only a little special for Wanli. But she didn't know if it was a liking.

It is said that when she couldn't walk, she "knew" Wanli. Her wonderful father said that when she was only a few months old, she stretched out her chubby little hand to Wanli to hug her.

It is said that she couldn't speak at all, and two words came out of the sky at that time, but because she was too small, no one understood what she was saying. But her father said that although he didn't understand, he always felt that it sounded familiar.

This made her father drop his glasses, because, before that, she was very tsundere and didn't want anyone to hold her except her parents.

So, her wonderful father took out his first law of making friends, tested IQ, and asked Wanli, who was only three years old, to do an IQ test on the spot.

Since then, her father has liked the child Wanli, and Wanli later became the only "disciple" he accepted.

It is said that Wanli's eyes lit up when he saw her for the first time, and he came to report to the house almost every day to hug his sister and play.

Later, she grew older and had memories.

In my memory, Wanli did come over twice in three days, sticking to her like a pet girl. She has just entered the kindergarten, and she has become the "garden bully" of the kindergarten, no one dares to mess with her, and the children line up to send her snacks every day, just because, Wanli went to the kindergarten, and I don't know what to say to the children.

Later, she went to elementary school, junior high school, high school, and college...... It seems that there are traces of thousands of miles everywhere.

In my memory, Wanli always arrogantly wore a beautiful little chin, and always said to her with a bad look: Little cutie, call brother. Little cutie, kiss my brother.

In my memory, Wanli always said gently and dotingly: Little cutie, grow up quickly.

In those years, she seemed to have no interest in boys. If anyone is special, there are really only 10,000 miles left. She is used to his presence, to his arrogance, his domineering, his spoiling, his dominance, his bad heart, his occasional perversion.

Just get used to it.

Once, she laughed: Brother, don't keep following me, it's time to find a girlfriend.

Wanli dumped her cold face for the first time and ignored her for a week.

Later, there were always senior sisters who secretly came to "spoil" her and asked her who her brother's girlfriend was. She was surprised, as far as she knew, Wanli didn't seem to have a girlfriend. The senior sister told her that it had spread all over their school that Wanli had a girlfriend.

She was very curious, and asked Wanli when she returned on the weekend.

"Brother, I heard you have a girlfriend?"

Wanli: That's right.

She asked: The gossip really spreads fast.

He glanced at her: Do you know who spread the news?

She asked: Who?

He was serious: I spread it myself.

She asked: Why do you think you are Chen, ah, who is your sister-in-law?

He said, "I won't tell you."

……

Hauser unconsciously picked up the teapot again and poured it into his mouth, only to find that there was no water. also suddenly came back to her senses, why did she suddenly remember Wanli, and thought about it so much.

In other words, Wan Li and Jing Yi, except that they are both a little crazy, they really don't seem to have anything in common. But when she saw Jing Yi for the first time, she always felt that there was a vague similarity between him and Wan Li. I can't say exactly where they are similar.

Hao Se sighed and stopped thinking about Wanli.

I started to be stunned again, and the feelings of the past few days came back to my mind over and over again.

Thinking about it carefully, she and Jing Yi get along, even if she has no experience in love, she knows that they don't get along like normal men and women in this era at all. Oh no, normal men get along with men.

Although she was called a dog, she was unscrupulous in front of him. And he seems to have been spoiling him, completely beyond the consciousness of a dog master.

It is also beyond the normal scale of man-to-man.

She may not have realized the trust she had in him, and her dependence. She even indulged in his proximity, consciously or unconsciously, and did not reject his occasional intimacy.

And that time it seemed like a mischievous kiss between the two parties, in fact, that feeling was very wonderful and wonderful. At that moment, as someone had described, the sky was bluer, the clouds were softer, the wind was gentle, and the air was filled with the scent of flowers.

The mood is excited, ready to move.

I also want to be closer to him.

Now that I think about it, that's what the old lady said.

That is, what Dad said to go both ways.

Hao Se sat on the chair for a long, long time, lowered his eyes, and chuckled: "That guy seems to have really been bent by me." ”

Hao Se blinked his eyelashes, and the roots of the eyelashes were slightly moist.

It turned out that she had already liked it without realizing it.

Since you like him, it's time to confess to him.

If she had changed before, she might not have hesitated. But now, seeing the memory of the original owner, he is a little uneasy, faintly afraid, and a little not so bright.

Is she occupying someone else's body and depriving others of their rights?

Just thinking about it, Jing Yi, who had finished talking to Rong Sui about the Ten Peerless Warriors, lifted the curtain and walked in.