Xia Weixi drove absentmindedly and ran wantonly on the wide asphalt road.

There is no purpose and no direction.

He just followed the feeling in his heart, speeding along the road, and the speed of the wind made his mixed mood a little better.

The streetlights on the side of the road gradually became sparse, and there were fewer and fewer vehicles, and the surrounding landscape gradually became desolate.

Before he knew it, he was already far from the city.

This road is a highway along the river, and there are not too many vehicles in normal times, but now because it is New Year's Eve, it is even more sparsely populated, and he is almost the only one on the whole road who is speeding away.

His speed was a bit dangerous now, and in the night wind, the scenery on both sides quickly receded in both directions, fleeting, and a little blurred in speed.

Xia Weixi looked straight at the hazy night, and thought with a little self-deprecation, if a car came in front of him now, he would definitely not have time to brake at his current speed, and maybe he could say goodbye to this world in advance......

In fact, sometimes, he also wonders, what are people living for? In this life, I have to face countless tribulations and troubles, and I have to go through countless unexpected setbacks, which is really tiring and tiring.

It wouldn't have been a bad thing if you could sleep forever.

Realizing his negative thoughts, Xia Weixi suddenly woke up from his contemplation.

He quickly slowed down and pulled to the side of the road, then he leaned on the steering wheel and let out a long breath as he looked out into the dark night.

How can you think so? He is not alone now, he has the girl he likes, he wants to fight for it, to become stronger and stronger for her, he must not have such dark thoughts.

She is still waiting for him to marry her in the near future!

Xia Weixi opened the car door and walked slowly to the shore in the cold river breeze.

Under the dark night sky, the river is also a dark and dreary color, there are no street lights and no passing vehicles by the river, and there is no light in sight.

It was as if at this moment, the whole world was devoid of light.

Xia Weixi walked to the riverside and sat down, he remembered that more than a year ago, he had also come to the riverside to sit quietly because of his depressed troubles. Although he was sad at that time, he was very happy.

Because at that time, he had a girl he liked by his side silently accompanied him and quietly spent that sad time with him.

But now, he can only sit here alone, alone, looking at this black lake and losing his mind.

He knew that if he called to tell Ikehara Natsu now, she would definitely come to him desperately.

However, he didn't want to tell her about it, he didn't want her to be embarrassed, he didn't want her to have conflicts with her family, and he didn't want her to be unhappy in such a day.

After sitting by the river for a while, he received a call from Natsu Ikehara.

When he was in the car just now, he didn't answer any of the calls made by Ikehara Natsu, because he was afraid that his unstable emotions would affect her, and even more afraid that it would affect the relationship between them, and now he felt that he had almost calmed down, so he picked it up and told her in a casual tone that he was fine.

After hanging up the phone, Xia Weixi sat on the shore for a long time and thought about it for a long time.

He knew that he had to speed up, to force himself quickly to become stronger.