9 Gu Jing was pulled away by me, I drove home directly, he was probably a little confused, when I pulled him into the room, there was no reaction, until my hand began to untie his clothes, he finally took my hand with a shocked face: "What's wrong with you?" ”

I took a deep breath: "I don't like to owe favors to others. ”

The expression on his face gradually converged: "What do you mean?" ”

"If you owe someone a favor, you have to pay it back." I look probably embarrassed now, but my voice is cold: "You like me, I thank you, but I prefer a reciprocal relationship, I thank you for liking me, so I thank you for giving you a thank you." ”

He slowed down for a while, and his face turned pale: "You just give me a thank you gift?" You're just, so bad for me? ”

My heart twitched, and then I went to untie my clothes: "Do you want to?" ”

Gu Jing stood up expressionlessly, then pulled up my clothes, didn't say anything, walked out of my house, and I heard the sound of the door closing.

It felt like going back to back in time, and this time no one hit me.

It's me.

"I'm sorry...... I'm sorry....... "I lay on the edge of the bed, clutching at the sheets.

He's only twenty-two years old, he's so good, how much is his chance in the future? He and I were originally people from two worlds, and he could find someone who was young, someone with the same family background, who was enthusiastic, like him, who could love him well and make him feel sincere feelings.

Instead of looking for someone like me, who is six years older than him, who cowers from feelings, and who has to absorb what he gives, he can fill himself.

I can't be so despicable.

He could have found a better one without me.

And I, I didn't dare to take this step before, and now, I still don't dare.

10

I was sick, I fell asleep there and caught a cold, and then I had a fever, and I went to the hospital to hang the water for two days.

When I went to the company, I learned that Gu Jing had left.

I'll go back to Li Yaya.

Li Yaya folded her hands and begged for apologies: "His eldest young master was originally airborne, I know that this matter is not kind to me, if you feel uncomfortable, I will grant you a few days off, and you will rest for two more days." ”

I looked indifferent: "No, I love work, and work makes me happy." ”

Li Yaya's face was indescribable.

But I'm not lying, I really love work now, too much work can make me quickly return to the previous state, can make me quickly forget this short, but deeper than the past ten years.

I'll go back to the way I used to be, I'm used to being celibate, but I've only tasted a little sweetness, and I can go back.

Then I started working hard, working overtime, and every day when I got home, I didn't give myself time to rest, I almost fell asleep, and the next day it continued, and the cycle repeated.

More than a month later, when I came one morning, I heard other employees complaining: "Is Sister Xiaoxiao out of love?" Fighting so hard lately? I was scared when I saw it. ”

My heart ached, and I didn't know whether to cry or laugh.

It turns out that I am in this state, like a broken love?

I've seen Li Yaya fall out of love many times, none of them are the same as me, I heard that they were planning to leave, but I heard them say again: "Don't talk about Sister Xiaoxiao, tell you about a new melon I just discovered!" It turned out that Gu Jing was actually the chairman's own grandson. ”

My steps stopped.

"What? How do you know? ”

"I heard from the people at the headquarters, he estimated that he came to us to experience life before, and he couldn't stand it after two days, so he didn't go back, I heard that his family arranged an engagement for him."

I was stunned in place, and then smiled bitterly, this should be a normal plot, just like a prince with a princess.

"But guess what? It turns out that Gu Jing doesn't like women! The Gu family is in a mess. ”

Me: "...... Yes? ”

I stood up and faced a group of people who looked at my sudden appearance and unnatural face and asked, "Gu Jing, he doesn't like women, what's the matter?" ”

11

That night, I was standing in front of a bar that looked like that.

I remembered what those people said during the day.

"I just heard that he likes men and let his family find out, the Gu family exploded, and the chairman personally disciplined him, and as a result, he was beaten away, and he doesn't even seem to be returning to the Gu family now."

Impossible, right?

How long has he known me? At most, he slept once, and if I did that before, he should have died to me, how could it be because of me?

However, he said that it was the first time for him, right?

Is it really stimulated? Think women are all bad? So looking for a man?

This is the place where Li Yaya specially inquired, I heard that he has been haunting here recently, after I went in, I watched the demons dancing inside, and I didn't dare to look at all kinds of dazzling pictures, I looked for Gu Jing in the crowd, and then I really found it.

I was stunned to see him sitting at the bar, next to a very bewitching man touched his face with one hand, and put the other hand on his waist, I was stunned for two or three seconds, and the other party stuck it, and Gu Jing didn't dodge it!

I was stunned, and then by the time I reacted, I had already rushed up.

Then he dragged Gu Jing over.

I didn't care about the man opposite, I dragged him out until I came out of it, and on the street, I couldn't help crying 'wow'.

I wiped my tears while crying, squatting and holding myself crying like a child.

Gu Jing's voice sounded a little at a loss: "Don't cry. ”

He reached out to wipe my tears, but the more they wiped them.

I looked at him and didn't know what to think, so I hit him with a claw: "Are you crazy?" You're crazy, aren't you? What are you doing in this kind of place! How old are you! Are you going to ruin yourself? ”

Gu Jing grabbed my hand and pressed it tightly as I struggled.

I buried it in his chest and the tears flowed even more fiercely: "Gu Jing! You give me home! ”

He asked me, "What are you going to do home?" ”

I'm dumb.

"Aren't you trying to make it clear with me? Then what does it have to do with you if I can't go home or not? ”

My eyes widened, tears couldn't stop flowing, I bit my lip and lowered my head: "Doesn't it have anything to do with me?" Isn't it because of me that you're like this? I don't believe you've sworn to pursue me before, and suddenly like the same sex. ”

"If it's because of you, you're going to feel guilty?"

I could barely breathe, I cried.

I didn't cry when I pretended to drive him away, and then I forced myself to work overtime until I collapsed, and I didn't cry, but now I'm crying.

The cry is heartbreaking.

"I can't stand it, Gu Jing, don't say that, I really can't stand it, I was thinking about you, this month, as long as I stop, as long as I don't have a job, I think of you, I will dream of you in my dreams, I'm already like this, you let me go, if you really become like this because of me, I won't forgive myself in my life."

Gu Jing gritted his teeth, and his eyes were red: "Listen to what you are talking about!" Zhang Xiaoxiao, listen to what you're talking about! ”