439 I'm bad
"Sun Yeyun, if I like you and will make you so self-deprecating, I don't think it's necessary at all, you don't need to say anything bad about yourself, I know very well if you are good, if any girl on the street can replace you, I won't like you." Qu Jin said it bluntly and easily.
That's right, he just likes Sun Yeyun, and he can easily say it to anyone, he likes Sun Yeyun.
Sun Yeyun opened his mouth and looked at Qu Jin like this.
He said he liked himself.
He's really stupid.
"You're idle, trying to get yourself in trouble, aren't you? I'm covered in chicken feathers, I'm full of trouble, I look at myself and frown, do you like me? If you are overflowing with compassion, you go to the welfare home and go to the center for the disabled, the people over there need help, you don't need to waste time on me, Qu Jin I have indeed been unlucky, there seem to be few things on my body that can be celebrated by myself, but I really don't need the sympathy of others, I am living a good life myself, and I don't care about other people's eyes and don't care about others. ”
"Since you don't care about anything, why can't you accept me?" Qu Jin was not angered by her words.
"I think it's too extravagant for people like me to talk about feelings and love, it's not easy for me to live, and I don't have the energy to talk about love, you say you like me, but I don't think I have that point in me that can attract you, maybe you just look at me pitiful, sympathetic." Sun Yeyun tilted his face to the side and didn't look at him.
"Sun Yeyun, I'm twenty-eight, I'm not eight years old or eighteen, if I can still mistake sympathy for liking at my age, I feel that I have lived in vain in the past twenty-eight years, I am not a reckless and impulsive kid, I am mature now, I know everything I say, and I also know what kind of responsibility I have to pay when I say it, and I also know my mind clearly." Qu Jin said frankly.
After the initial strange feelings for Sun Yeyun, he also thought deeply about it himself.
He also repeatedly asked himself what kind of emotion this was. First\./Hair\./More\./New'.. Hand. Machine. edition
But in the end, he came to the conclusion that he still wanted to get close to her, and wanted to have more contact with her, even physical contact.
I like someone and always want to touch her more.
Qu Jin is the same.
Sun Yeyun took a deep breath, she never thought that one day she would persuade a man to give up on herself, she never thought about this kind of thing at all.
"Qu Jin, let's think about it calmly, okay? You want to fall in love with me, just for fun, right? You just think that I may be different from others, so you are curious and want to try it with me, and when your novelty fades, you will think that I am actually very bad, not even as good as any ordinary girl. ”
"Sun Yeyun, who do you think of me, I think we've known each other for a while, and I don't seem to have ever revealed to you that I'm a casual person, right? I like you, I want to fall in love with you, I never want to just play with you, it's not new to you, and it's unlikely that there will be a situation where you guess. Qu Jin looked directly at her, his gaze was eager and intense, and Sun Yeyun didn't dare to meet his eyes again from the beginning.
"Even if it's not new, but we're completely fruitless, although I know it's too early for me to say this, but we're all adults, and the adult world can't escape the word reality, of course, I've never thought of falling in love with you, but there are some things that must be said in front. Your parents will not accept me, in fact, everyone is the same, no one would want their son to marry a disabled woman, I am not lame, I can barely stand up, I have no feeling in my legs, I can't walk a step, everything about me is very inconvenient.
You're so good, uncle and aunt are sure you're going to find someone who is also good, instead of bringing me back and making them angry, right? My uncles and aunts are all old, and I definitely hope that my future daughter-in-law can take care of them, instead of letting them take care of me, and Qu Jin I can't have children, how can I have children in my situation? ”
Sun Yeyun smiled softly and bitterly.
She analyzed herself very thoroughly, and opened up the results of those who didn't want to think about it in front of Qu Jin, so that he clearly recognized how big the gap between them was, and also let him know how bad and bad he really was.
Sun Yeyun suppressed the emotions in her heart, her heart was sour, and she wanted to cry, but she couldn't cry now.
"I think I've said it all. (More exciting on the next page!) )
That's a lot, you're not stupid, you should be able to understand, right? Sun Yeyun's voice was soft.
Qu Jin lowered her eyes from the time she had been despying herself, and her face was ugly.
Hearing him raise his face, he looked calm and self-contained again, "Having said so much, I want to ask you, do you like me?" Have you ever been tempted by me? ”
Sun Yeyun found that he couldn't understand how to talk to this person, the words were like this, and he was still struggling with something.
"It doesn't make sense for you to ask this, it doesn't matter at all, okay." Sun Yeyun already has a little temper.
"It's important to me and I want to know the answer."
"No, not at all, never, I've just been grateful to you all the time, I'm grateful that you've been doing me a favor and taking care of me all the time."
Qu Jin laughed under her breath, got up and stood up, and then went to her bedroom.
Sun Yeyun watched him enter his bedroom and was even more confused.
What's the situation!
Damn, there's a balcony in her bedroom, this person can't think about it, right?
Not really, right?
Sun Yeyun was flustered, and was about to push the wheelchair to the bedroom, when he saw Qu Jin walk out.
Holding a tablet of her drawings in her hand.
"What are you doing?"
Qu Jin strode over, grabbed her right hand, and then grabbed her thumb and opened the tablet with her fingerprints.
Then he looked at it to himself.
This behavior simply provoked Sun Yeyun.
She has never been a temperamental person, she said so much to Qu Jin, she just thinks that he is so good, there is no need to waste time on herself, and there is no need to do something stupid for her.
But this doesn't mean that Qu Jin can move her things at will. \./Hand\./Machine\./Edition\./None\./Error\./First\./Hair~~
"Qu Jin, are you sick? If you have a disease to be treated, what kind of nerves do you have, what else do you want me to do when I say it is like this? ”
In the next second, Qu Jin stopped moving, looked at the tablet, slowly smiled a little, and then flipped the tablet to Sun Yeyun.
Every word is clear.
"If you don't like me, why do you draw me on the tablet?".