Chapter Twenty-Eight: I Know You Blame Me
This man who has never known him in his life is afraid that I will die.
Bang bang bang –
He knocked on the door of the infirmary.
After a while, the shopkeeper put on a dress and opened the door with sleepy eyes.
"Doctor, save her, she's injured, her wound is inflamed, and she's burning right now." The doctor looked at Xue Li and me carefully, and snorted contemptuously, "Go, go, I can't see it here!" ”
"Why can't you see it? Aren't you a doctor? Xue Li asked.
The doctor glanced at him again, "Do you have any money?" Xue Li, who was still upright just now, suddenly collapsed, and then raised her neck and shouted at the doctor, "As long as you cure her, I can stay in the hospital unconditionally and do hard labor!" "I don't have anything of value on me. Otherwise, I wouldn't have let him make that decision.
The doctor snorted coldly, "Just you?" He looked him up and down, "I'm afraid that before I can call you, you will die of exhaustion!" "Xue Li is already thin, not tall, looks a little thin, plus he hasn't eaten, and he has carried me for so long, he is already out of breath.
"Go, go, go!" With that, the doctor closed the door. No matter how Xue Li knocked, no one answered.
In this way, he knocked on no less than five medical clinics behind my back, and they either disliked us for having no money, or they didn't dare to take it because they saw that I was injured a little strangely.
In desperation, we can only return to the broken temple.
If you can die like this, it will be a hundred. It's a pity that I didn't have a chance to meet my mother.
But I really want to see her, I want to see her appearance, I want to touch her vicissitudes of life, I want to see her eyes full of tears after seeing me, that feeling, I must be very happy. My mother must also be a gentle woman.
So, I can't die!
Su Mu and his unruly wife wanted me to die, but I didn't do what they wanted! I'll live, live well!
It's just a small wound infection, how can I be defeated by such a trivial matter? After so many years of forbearance, why do you want to die and live for such a small injury?
At this time, Xue Li came to me with an excited face, "There is a way, I will go to the mountains to dig herbs to treat you." ”
Grass...... Medicine?
I looked at the fluttering snow, didn't he just freeze his brain?
He probably guessed my thoughts, and couldn't help laughing, "There is a kind of herb called Dongxia, which is similar to snow lotus, which grows on the cliffs in winter and cures all diseases. "I've only heard a little bit about what he's talking about this winter and summer.
"You...... All right? ”
He thumped his chest hard, "Wrap it around me." In the face of his unusual enthusiasm, I was a little overwhelmed, he leaned against the doorless door, looking at the snow, his eyes were confused, "You may not know, I have been an orphan since I was a child, I never knew what it was like to be cared for by my parents, and no one was as close to me as you, and then I found my long-lost mother, but I always felt like I was separated from her, and from beginning to end, I still seemed to be alone." "He and I had such a similar experience.
I will never forget the feeling of being abandoned by the world.
"Ever since I picked you up, I've had a concern." Xue Li turned his face, and there was light in his eyes.
He thinks of me as his concern?
In my heart, there is an inexplicable fettering.
"You wait for me in the temple, I'll try to come back within three days, you have to wait for me!" His eyes were sincere, and I knew that he was not afraid that I would leave, but that I was dead.
So, he told me to take a breath and wait for him to come back.
I nodded, and he ran out of the temple gate and disappeared into the snow.
The night was deep, but I couldn't sleep at all, and when I woke up several times to look at the empty and ruined temple, my heart couldn't help but feel tight and tight.
But I still want to go back to the palace.
After all, the dragon and phoenix bracelet that my mother gave me and Mu Bai's jade pendant are still there, and at a critical moment, the jade pendant can also be pawned for money, and it will not be as depressed as it is now.
With that, I got up again and headed in the direction of the Qiming Palace.
It may be that it is too late at night, and the soldiers who were originally searching the streets have completely withdrawn their troops, so it is better for me to act.
I remember that there was an abandoned side door not far from the Falling Rain Pavilion, but I didn't know if I could get in.
Turning around, I really found the little door, but it was locked with chains. It's impossible to smash it open, after all, I'm afraid of alarming the people in the house. I spun around and moved a few large rocks, stacked on top of each other, barely able to climb over the wall to get in.
Since I came back to pack my things, I didn't plan to come back, so I simply went in in the dark and took the bag I was carrying at the time, which contained a few of my civilian clothes, and the phoenix crown and xia veil I wore when I married Ye Jin, no matter how simple it was, it was also my dowry.
Immediately took the dragon and phoenix bracelet and Mu Bai's jade pendant into his arms, looking at the gold, silver and jade bracelets that Ye Jin had given me in the cabinet, I stretched out my hand, but resolutely took it back and closed the cabinet door.
Not mine, I don't.
I touched the baggage, and everything inside was still there, but what was so panicked? I took it out and saw that it was the flute that Ye Jin gave me.
He can give Lu Shan glory and wealth, as long as she wants, he will try his best to give it to her, and even, he can give her his heart, even if it is a worthless hairpin he sees on the side of the road, he will think of her for the first time. And all I got was this lump of wood.
In his heart, I'm so worthless.
When he said that he was in trouble, he would be the first to come to save me, but I was obviously suffering under his nose, but he turned a blind eye.
Who would believe his nonsense?
I simply threw the flute along the window to the corner of the courtyard, turned around and went out, just closed the door of the Falling Rain Pavilion, and heard the sound of walking outside the courtyard!
It's so late, and the flowing fireflies are all resting in the next room, who will come to the Falling Rain Pavilion?
I hid behind a large water tank next to the courtyard, and a staggering figure broke into the gate of the Falling Rain Pavilion.
Ye Jin?!
What is he doing in the middle of the night?
With a jar of wine in one hand and something in the other, he slammed open the door I had just closed.
Suddenly there was a candle flame in the room.
Curious, I followed and hid under the window.
Ye Jin picked up the wine jar and poured a big sip, and the wine flowed down his neck and into the collar.
With a bang, he put the wine jar on the table, and I, through the flickering candle flame, could also see clearly the dress he was carrying, the one I asked Xue Li to throw into the moat!
The clothes are already dirty.
Ye Jin's slender and pale fingers, gently, like dragonflies dotting water, wanted to touch the blackened blood stain on his chest, but it was as if there were piercing steel needles on it, and his fingers couldn't fall for a long time.
"I know, you blame me." His voice was low and mournful.