After walking across an earthen and stone canal arch bridge, seeing that Wang Fan was still sullen, Qin Yanzhi said again:

"You've always been sensitive and sensitive. Speaking of this time, just for the two of us, the two of them have put a lot of thought into it, but there is another plot in this, do you know?"

"There's another plot, what's the plot?" he was stunned and slowed down.

"Yes, it's about ginkgo. She hesitated.

"It's related to the ginkgo, what?" his eyes straightened.

"Wang Fan, haven't you been aware of it at all, in fact, over the years, there is another person by your side who has also cared about you and remembered you, and what she has done for you silently may be unimaginable to all of us. ”

She spoke softly, and she couldn't help but stop.

"Are you talking about ginkgo, how is that possible?" he said, taking a step closer.

"It's all in people's hearts, how can you talk like that, and with my observations, my observations—" She looked like she wanted to say nothing.

"What have you observed?" he asked.

"Let's put it this way, according to my feelings," at this time she simply put her hoe on the ground, but turned her head to the other side: "As for Ginkgo, she has always liked you in the past, very deep and heavy." Zhike said that her feelings for you and her love for you are not a little shallower than my Qin Yanzhi, half a point less, you know?"

"Yes, is that so, but even if what you say is true, what does it have to do with us?" he described in a stern and affirmative manner.

"That's what I thought before. She shuddered slightly, avoiding his gaze: "At that time, I felt that the matter of affection was the most sacred and sacred, so I thought about it, and I decided that I and her sister were sisters, and the best sisters; in many cases, we could not have to divide you and me, but I would never allow it, no matter how big or small, let her represent me in its entirety-but, however, the reality is different, completely different, so I want to mention her in front of you." ”

"It's different? I don't see any difference. Yanzhi, look at this most difficult and difficult time, you have survived, why do you have to hesitate like this now. He was a little puzzled, and he also had a little reproach.

"It's not that I'm hesitant. Her expression was still the same, bitter and low: "I don't want to say more about repeating it, and I can't complain about others when I talk about this time, but its impact on me is too big, too big." ”

"Have you ever thought about it, Qin Yanzhi is no longer the Qin Yanzhi of the past, and all the beliefs and yearnings she once reported are no longer in her heart, and they have long been annihilated. Because from that moment on, her 'pillars' were displaced, and she was overturned, and she still seemed to be a person, but her inside had completely collapsed, and she had already transformed into another person, a soft egg with no idea and no backbone, and now all she thought about every day was how to change a bite to eat, how to pass the time in front of her. Such a person, even if you don't dislike it, do you think she still has the courage to stand by your side and talk about some life ideals together?"

"What courage or not, look at what you are saying. He said with some resentment: "You know what." These are all due to some extreme opinions and ideas of your own, and I will not allow you to say such things as such. Yeonzhi, just cheer up, cheer up. As I have said, no matter how difficult it is, we must have a goal to move forward and work hard, and you will definitely be able to overcome these hurdles, and you must believe in yourself. ”

"Look at what you've said in a moment! Don't be so subjective and wishful thinking anymore, okay? It is said that there are some things in life that can never be erased; after this period, it is impossible for me to recover to the past, and you will not feel it, if we come together, will I fall into a great shadow? Will I feel guilty and blame myself for the rest of my life? Do you want to say that my life still has some hope, Wang Fan, I can't say or do those unreasonable things, I can only plead with you now: even if, Even if you really still feel that I am the only one in your heart, you have to think about it second, this is our common way out, isn't it?"

She looked helpless and scared.

Seeing that she was talking like this, Wang Fan couldn't bear to say it for a while. "Let's go, let's go home first, go home and see your mother, and leave the rest for us to discuss slowly." He felt that she might have been thinking too much about it, trying to ease her emotions first.

"This is," he handed over a small bag in his hand, "These are the two snacks I brought to Qin's mother, a little heart, you can carry it first." ”

She took a look here, and stretched out her hand to take it, but she didn't mean to go back immediately: "Wang Fan, I haven't finished what I just said." ”

"Don't go to the wrong talk, just listen to what I have to say, and then make a decision when you're done, okay?" Wang Fan, everyone grew up together in this continent, and you are completely unaware of her Hong Ginkgo's heart for you, and it seems that it is impossible to say. I've always been grateful to you for your trust and dedication to me, but that's all in the past. As a former friend, I want you to understand now that Hong Ginkgo is indeed the kind of good girl who is one on top, and she is a good girl who even Qin Yanzhi often sighs to herself. ”

"Let's not talk about it again. But she is indeed such a person, the kind of great girl we admired in the past: if you like someone, you only want him (her) to be happy, and you will be willing to do everything for him (her) . Before this, I often thought that the reason why we were able to form a pair of lovers was actually because I had a lot of 'opportunities', and because of our sisterhood, she hid her whole heart in the bottom of her heart, so that I could take the lead, so in the face of her, I often have some feelings of inferiority and guilt for no reason——"

"I don't count how much she likes you and values you, but I believe you have a clear idea, that is, when she came back from school the year before last, she had many opportunities to go out and find a decent job. Although she didn't pass the college entrance examination, she was one of the few high school students on our side, and she was so famous in school. I've heard that last year, when the town wanted to train her to be a broadcaster, she finally didn't go, and finally didn't go. Wang Fan, I think, she is infatuated at the end of her life, and she wants to guard you more often if possible, and guard you until she can't guard you anymore-"

"These are just some of my personal speculations, but I dare to say that these are by no means my own random speculations; if you don't believe that you can go back and ask the consumer, say how much she spent this time, but after the matter is done, there will definitely be some appearance, who can be pinpointed to himself and have no performance, then you will be able to understand that my words are not false at all. Wang Fan, think about us, we have really been blocked too far and too far, too far and too far, I say this in the hope that if possible, I will give Ginkgo a chance. Let's take a step back and say, even if I felt wrong in the past, and she was only using you as an idol in life before, if you give her this opportunity, she will be very happy and cherished, and this is also to try to give herself a chance. She's really a very nice girl. Wang Fan, you just listen to me once, okay?"

"Are you finished, are you finished?" Wang Fan showed a rare heaviness and severity for a while: "It seems that you are determined to follow your pathetic and lamentable, all the way to the dark, and you have arranged all the back roads for me." But Qin Yanzhi, let me tell you, I don't accept these things of yours, and it is impossible to accept them. It's a big deal, let's all consume it, if you have the courage, you can find someone to marry first, and I will spend my whole life waiting. Waiting for you!"

She had never seen him so angry, but she didn't back down: "I've made up my mind, but I can't help it if you want to do it like this." Everyone just said a few more words in the previous relationship, and it was also forced by the situation, you think I am willing, if you really don't want to hear it, when I didn't say it. ”

Wang Fan said: "Who forced you to come? I think you are deliberately embarrassed for me." I would have said that I had allowed you to come this far because we were too young and too paranoid and rational in our attitude towards life, and I apologized for it. How do I feel now, in fact, you are holding on to some of my mistakes, don't you say?"

"Don't talk like that, okay?" she said, "I know you're trying to provoke me." But Wang Fan, I'm just a weak woman who is too ordinary, and this matter has too much pressure on me, so big that I can't bear it anymore, and it's all aspects. I really don't know now if I'll finally be able to get out of the gap of all kinds of pressure, I can't let you just spend it in vain, so, so-"

Seeing that she finally softened again, he also quickly changed his words: "It's all because I'm excited for a while, I can't stand it when I hear you say it's so long and so far." In fact, you can't understand how you feel here. After you came, I didn't come to talk to you for a long time, so I said that I wanted to give you a chance to think calmly. I think I can tell you by now, in fact, your mother's last move was the result of a joint discussion between me and her old man. The result of mutual consultation. Fortunately, you couldn't resist the family affection in the end, which gave everyone some hope. Everyone doesn't want to see that kind of ending, because it's more of a harm. ”

"Originally, we had to admit it, what you said in the past was not the truth, so I have already thought about it, as long as you are willing to work together, I will first consider leaving Xilong Continent at the appropriate time. Let you marry in Xilongzhou, not only will it be too cruel to you, but it will also make people feel that my Wang Fan is inhumane, isn't it? Don't worry, I will definitely hold this key one for you, if I want to marry you, I must first create a small world for you that can make you feel calm, otherwise, everyone should be negotiable, right?"

Sure enough, he is a good boy with a bright heart and a thoughtful heart! Qin Yanzhi hung her head slightly, thinking about how to reply, when she suddenly saw someone coming over on the path in the direction of the village, and she said with a stir in her heart: "Let's go back to the house and talk, see how long we have been standing here?!"

This side will nod his head in obsessiveness.