Chen Youyou fell out of love, but she had not yet started a real love affair that was over, and she asked for leave from the Blue Harbor Cafe in the evening, her state was too bad, and going to work was likely to delay things.

"Yang, where are you?" Chen Youyou called Yi Feng with sadness in his tone.

Yi Feng heard that something was wrong with Chen Youyou's voice, "Where are you now, I'll go over immediately." ”

Chen Youyou said: "I want to drink some wine, and they all say that borrowing wine can dispel my sorrows, but I'm afraid that if I get drunk, if there is no reliable person around me, it will be too dangerous." ”

Yi Feng was pleased, because he was the reliable person in Chen Youyou's mouth.

Then Yi Feng came to pick her up from school, bringing a case of beer by the way.

Yi Feng drove to a secluded place, and the two of them sat side by side in the trunk.

Yi Feng opened a can of beer and handed it to Chen Youyou.

Chen Youyou took a sip and said, "It's so unpleasant." ”

Yi Feng said: "Beer is not for taste, you have to drink it violently, and it will enter the stomach in one breath, you can try it." ”

Chen Youyou poured a sip according to what Yi Feng said, but spit it all out, "I don't even have the qualifications to borrow wine to kill my sorrows." ”

Yi Feng said with concern: "Yoyo, have you encountered anything unhappy?" ”

"I'm out of love." Chen Youyou shook his head, "No, it is more accurate to say that it is an attempt to fall in love." ”

She couldn't control her tears, "Yang, do you know how sad I am, at first he came to provoke me, he said he didn't want to fall in love, let me accompany him to play in front of others and pretend to be his girlfriend, although I am a fake, but I am trying to do everything a girlfriend should do, even if he doesn't like me, then at least it should be a friend, but I am like a rag, after losing its use value, he discarded it in the trash can." ”

Yi Feng looked at Chen Youyou distressedly, "Youyou, you are too deep in the play, you regard yourself as his girlfriend, you naturally want him to treat you like a girlfriend, but your identity is not equal, he may just treat you as an object of exchange of interests, without emotion or just out of humanitarian care, but just humanitarian care is enough to make you infinitely magnified in your heart, causing the illusion that he cares about you and cares about you." ”

Chen Youyou picked up the beer and poured it into her mouth again, this time she didn't spit it out, but felt a little relieved.

Yi Feng himself opened a can of beer, "Cheers, for the sake of the people we love." ”

Chen Youyou pointed to the sky and said, "Your Qingqing is watching you from the sky, she must miss you too, but you can't see her." ”

Yi Feng said: "Cheers to him you like, he will definitely regret it in the future, because one day he will know that he missed a rainbow." ”

Chen Youyou doubted himself: "Yang, is it because I'm not good enough, that's why he doesn't like me." ”

Yi Feng said: "Yoyo, it's not your fault that he doesn't like you, and he's not wrong, you just don't fit each other, one day you will meet someone who treats you like a treasure." ”

Chen Youyou smiled: "Definitely, I'm so cute and beautiful." ”

Yi Feng hooked her nose and said, "Fool." "The man was close at hand.

The two of them drank happily, and each forgot the bitterness in the wine and the pain of life.

Chen Youyou was drunk and swayed and leaned on Yi Feng's shoulder.

Yi Feng helped her up: "Go to the car, we should go home." ”

Chen Youyou slowly opened her eyes, Yi Feng's eyes looked at her affectionately, stirring her heart, he was the most perfect man she had ever seen, so perfect that she didn't dare to think about anything wrong, but at this time, under the influence of alcohol, she had long since lost much care.

Chen Youyou asked, "Did you kiss me the first time we met?" "At that time, she passed out, and it was artificial respiration done by Yi Feng for her." It was my first kiss too. ”

"I still remember that your lips are very soft and soft, like..." Before Chen Youyou could finish speaking, Yi Feng kissed it again, and he kissed it very lightly, for fear of hurting her.

"Is that so?" Yi Feng said excitedly.

Chen Youyou said drunkly: "Yes, it's like this, soft as a marshmallow." ”

Chen Youyou hooked Yi Feng's neck, his eyes were confused, "I still want..."

Yi Feng kissed her desperately, and this time he sucked her lips frantically, catching people off guard like a raging storm, and the fragrance slid between the entwined tongues.

After a burst of intimacy, Yi Feng hugged Chen Youyou into the back seat, he called the driver Gao Liang to send them home, on the way her head rested on her shoulder, he stroked her face, reminiscing about the madness of the two of them just now.

After getting out of the car, Yi Feng carried Chen Youyou on his back, and Chen Youyou gradually sobered up a little.

Chen Youyou begged: "Yang, don't let Yang's mother see me like this, she will be worried." ”

Yi Feng had to find an excuse to spend his mother away, and then they went upstairs while his mother was not at home, and after entering the house, Yi Feng directly put Chen Youyou in his bedroom.

Yi Feng helped Chen Youyou make sobering tea and fed her to drink, and in order to wipe her face and hands, she slept very sweetly after drinking.

After Yi Feng's mother came back, Yi Feng only said that Chen Youyou was sleepy and slept in his room, and Yi Feng's mother didn't think much about it, she just felt that the two people had a good relationship and were reluctant to separate.

Chen Youyou has always been dishonest when she sleeps, in the middle of the night, she fell out of bed with someone and the quilt, she went to the bedside table in a daze, but accidentally knocked down the cabinet, and the contents of the drawer were scattered all over the ground, and she immediately woke up.

Chen Youyou turned on the light, looked at the watch, it was already three o'clock in the morning, she found herself in Yi Feng's room, but Yi Feng was not in the room, she couldn't care so much, and began to sort out the things in the drawer.

There weren't many other things in the drawer, but there were quite a few medicines, these were medicines she had never seen before, and she looked closely at the instructions on the packaging, and it turned out that most of them were sleeping pills and antidepressants, and there were a few empty boxes, apparently having been consumed.

Chen Youyou couldn't help but think of the look he had when he saw Yi Feng on the terrace, and he didn't sleep so late, it turned out that it wasn't that he didn't want to sleep, but that he couldn't sleep, she lived in his room now, so where was he at this time.

Chen Youyou walked to the living room, she naturally walked towards the terrace, the curtains were not drawn, through the window, she saw that Yi Feng was really on the terrace, but she saw him leaning out half of his body at the fence, it was difficult for him to want to commit suicide, there are not a few examples of depressed people committing suicide, and she became more and more worried.

Saying that it was too late, Chen Youyou ran to the terrace and hugged Yi Feng's waist from behind.

Chen Youyou said incoherently excitedly: "Don't do stupid things, if you die, I will go to your cemetery every day to scold you and make you uneasy." ”

Yi Feng didn't know what to say, "I didn't..."

Chen Youyou said: "I have seen all the medicines in your drawer, do you still want to hide it from me?" ”

Yi Feng turned to Chen Youyou and said, "I won't do anything stupid, it's just a little sad, and the nights are a little longer than others." ”

Chen Youyou said: "I can't bear it just because I'm sad for a day, how can you bear it if you're like this day after day." ”

Yi Feng is silent, everyone wants to live a good life, but some things are subjectively uncontrollable.

Chen Youyou asked, "Mother Yang and Father Yang still don't know, right?" ”

Yi Feng shook his head, "That's why I moved out." ”

Chen Youyou said in an commanding tone: "You go to sleep for me immediately now." ”

Then Chen Youyou pulled Yi Feng back to the room and asked him to lie down and sleep.

Chen Youyou pointed to the Shenmen acupoint in his hand and said: "You try to count the sheep, or press the acupuncture points in this place in your hand, it should help you sleep, and I will come over to check the homework in a while." ”

Then Chen Youyou turned off the other lights, leaving only one bedside lamp still on, she was still full of alcohol, so she had to go to the bathroom to take a shower first.

When she came out of the bathroom, she walked to Yi Feng's bed and asked softly, "Are you asleep?" ”

Yi Feng opened his eyes and said, "Not yet." ”

Chen Youyou smiled: "It's okay, the sleep situation can't be improved in a day or two, it may be that the method is not suitable for you, and then it is the trial and error stage, there is always a way to help you." ”

Yi Feng asked, "Yoyo, do you remember what happened last night?" "Last night the two of them kissed passionately.

She vaguely remembered that they kissed, but she didn't dare to poke it, she was afraid that the two of them would be embarrassed, "I was drunk and couldn't remember." ”

Yi Feng was a little lost, and then pointed to the side and said, "Go to bed, good night." ”

Chen Youyou hesitated, she didn't know what to do.

Chen Youyou naturally believes in Yi Feng, with his feelings for his first love, it is impossible to do anything out of the ordinary to her, but she is a girl after all, and it is inevitable to be a little embarrassed to share a bed with a man.

Yi Feng said, "It's just sleeping, I won't force you to do what you don't want to do." ”

Chen Youyou slowly walked to the other end of the bed, slowly lay in, she turned off the bedside lamp and said to Yi Feng, "Yang, good night." ”

When Chen Youyou woke up the next day, it was already past eleven o'clock in the morning, and Yi Feng next to her was still asleep.

At this time, Yi Feng suddenly woke up, and just as the eyes of the two people collided, Chen Youyou blushed in embarrassment.

Chen Youyou said: "Morning"

Yi Feng responded with a smile: "Morning"

Chen Youyou said: "Get up, it's already past eleven o'clock." ”

"Okay."

Chen Youyou said: "I can't sleep so late in the future, my biological clock is out of order, fortunately I don't have class, otherwise it will be bad." ”

The two of them went out of the bedroom one after the other and saw Yi Feng's mother busy in the kitchen.

"Morning, Mom"

"Morning, Mama"

Yi Feng's mother smiled: "It's not early, you guys go wash your face and brush your teeth, and get ready for dinner." ”

Unanimously said: "Good"

Then the two of them started to wash in the bathroom of the bedroom and the bathroom of the living room, and the meal was already on the table after washing.

"Thanks, Mom"

"Thank you, Mama Yang"