No matter how beautiful the flower is, it also has a flowering period, even if it blooms brilliantly at the beginning, it can't withstand the wind and rain.

Yi Feng went out on the weekend, leaving Chen Youyou alone at home, she accidentally caught a glimpse of Yi Feng's wallet left in the living room, and remembered that the last time she went shopping with her roommates, she used the photo printer in the mall to print a few photos with Yi Feng, so she wanted to put the photo in his wallet to surprise him.

When Chen Youyou found the photo, she happily opened Yi Feng's wallet, and what caught her eye was actually a photo of Yi Feng and another woman.

Chen Youyou's smile froze, and he took out the photo and looked at it carefully, the woman in the photo, that woman actually looked nine points similar to herself, is she Lin Qingqing, or his ex-wife, Chen Youyou recalled the original reaction of Yi Feng when he saw him, and Teacher Xiaolin took extra care of himself, obviously the former is more likely.

Chen Youyou's tears flowed out unconsciously, and she made up for it after she wiped it dry, their acquaintance and love were all in his calculations, it turned out that his calculations were not because of love at first sight for her, but that she had a face similar to his first love.

He asked her to listen to "Thoughts Through Time and Space", in which Kagome is the reincarnation of Inuyasha's first love, Kikyo, the two look the same, and the "Love Letter" he sent to himself, Hiroko Watanabe and Fujii Shu's first love girl Fujii Shu also looks the same, she can't help but wonder if the portrait of the library card in it is really painted by herself, maybe it should be Lin Qingqing!

What was she in his heart? Stand-ins? Everything he did for her, he said that he loved her, it turned out that he looked like Lin Qingqing, if she didn't look like Lin Qingqing, did he disdain to know her, she thought she had won love, but she didn't expect that she was enjoying love that didn't belong to her, she couldn't accept this fact.

Chen Youyou put the photo of Yi Feng and Lin Qingqing back, she looked at the photo of herself and Yi Feng and suddenly felt very ironic, she held the photo in her hand, but she was reluctant to tear it up and throw it away, and finally flattened the photo and stuffed it behind Lin Qingqing's photo, and then put the wallet in place.

She lay on the couch and couldn't help crying, crying until she was out of breath, and then ran to the bathroom to retch until she couldn't vomit anymore.

Why is this happening, how should she face him in the future, whether to treat it as if nothing happened or to cut it in two, but now she can't do it either way, she doesn't know what to do, only crying.

Unconsciously, Yi Feng came back from outside, and when he saw Chen Youyou who was broken in the living room, he eagerly ran to her to find out what was going on.

"Yoyo, what's wrong with you?"

Chen Youyou slowly got up from the sofa, her red and swollen eyes exposed the traces of her crying, and she looked at her lover in front of her, who was both familiar and strange, and tears flowed out again.

She hurriedly wiped away her tears, her eyes dodging Yi Feng, "I'm a little uncomfortable." ”

Yi Feng rested her head on his shoulder, picked her up to the bed in the bedroom, and took out a thermometer to take her temperature on her forehead.

"37 degrees 5, some low-grade fever." After Yi Feng helped her cover the quilt, he planned to make a cup of medicine for her to drink.

Chen Youyou grabbed his clothes, "Where are you going?" ”

Yi Feng held his footsteps, "Give you medicine." ”

"Kagome and Kikyo, and Hiroko and Tree, who do you like more?"

Yi Feng was stunned for a moment, he was wondering why she suddenly asked such a question, "I don't like anyone, but if I were Inuyasha, I wouldn't distrust Kikyo, let alone let her die with regret; If I were Fujii Tree, my feelings for the tree would not stop at just a crush. ”

Sure enough, what you can't get and what you have lost is the best, Chen Youyou let go of his clothes, and it was difficult to hide his lonely expression, "You go and make medicine." ”

She loves him, but at this moment she wants to leave him, Lin Qingqing is like a thorn in her heart, even if she doesn't think about it, she will still have a faint pain, but pulling it out rashly will inevitably break her liver and intestines.

After Chen Youyou drank the medicine, Yi Feng hugged Chen Youyou and lay down on the bed with her.

Chen Youyou was a little resistant, "If you stay away from me, I will give you my sickness." ”

Yi Feng hugged her tighter, "I'm not afraid, I just want to be with you all the time." ”

Chen Youyou burst into tears, "I... Love you. She had never loved a man so much, even if she resented him in her heart, she clearly knew how reluctant she was to him.

"I love you too."

Chen Youyou had never doubted that he loved her before, but now, she was shaken, he might love her a little, but he loved Lin Qingqing who looked the same as her and made him unable to love her.

The next day, Chen Youyou skipped class, and after Yi Feng sent her to school, she didn't go to the classroom, but walked aimlessly on the campus, her eyes were empty, she tripped several times, and was regarded as an outlier by passers-by.

She walked into the cinema and wanted to watch a comedy to make herself happy, but when everyone else was laughing, she was the only one crying, and her cry was drowned out in laughter.

After watching the movie, it was raining outside, she walked in the rain, thinking about the bits and pieces with him, the rain covered her tears, but it couldn't hide her sad eyes, and suddenly the rain that hit her disappeared, she raised her head, it was a white umbrella, and the owner of the umbrella was Mr. Kobayashi.

"Mr. Kobayashi." Chen Youyou barely squeezed out a smile, although she couldn't see her expression, but it was certain that it must be more ugly than crying.

Teacher Kobayashi took off his coat and draped it on Chen Youyou's body, dragging her in the direction of her apartment, and she happened to have something to ask him.

Entering the elevator, Mr. Kobayashi helped her fix her hair that was wet by the rain, at this time Zheng Tunan opened the elevator that was about to close, Zheng Tunan glanced at the two of them, with unwillingness in his eyes.

Chen Youyou thought that Zheng Tunan would go out to take the next elevator, but it didn't, so the three of them took the same elevator awkwardly.

Zheng Tunan may have seen Chen Youyou's loneliness, and said to Teacher Xiaolin a moment before getting off the elevator: "Since you got her, don't let her be sad." ”

Chen Youyou was stunned by Zheng Tunan's reaction, she was grateful that he still cared about her, but she was powerless to explain anything to him.

When he arrived at Mr. Xiaolin's house, he took a bath towel and handed it to Chen Youyou, "Quickly dry the rain on your body, if he sees it, he should feel distressed." ”

At the mention of Yi Feng, Chen Youyou lowered his head and his eyes were full of loneliness.

Mr. Kobayashi saw the clue: "You... Quarreled? No, he asked me to take care of you more in the morning, saying that you have a cold. ”

Chen Youyou raised his head and said with tears in his eyes: "Teacher Xiaolin, did you take such good care of me because of Lin Qingqing?" ”

Mr. Kobayashi was stunned for a moment, and then asked, "Do you know anything?" ”

Chen Youyou wiped the tears from his eyes with his hands, "Are you so good to me because I look like her, and he is also like this, right?" ”

Teacher Kobayashi paused and said, "It's true that you look like her, but you are two people after all, do you understand what I mean." ”

"I saw a photo of him and Lin Qingqing in his wallet, I don't blame him for missing his first love, but I can't accept that I'm just a substitute!"

"Oh, alternatives?" Mr. Kobayashi's tone was intriguing: "I have never seen anyone who is better at the substitute than the original. ”

Chen Youyou didn't know what he meant, and looked at him suspiciously.

"The relationship between him and Qingqing has always been Qingqing's initiative, and he loves Qingqing is true, but his love for Qingqing is more regretful. And he has an unprecedented preference for you, maybe it was because of your appearance that he was close to you at the beginning, but his feelings for you were real, and only a lot more than Qingqing. ”

But what Chen Youyou wants is never a little more or less love than anyone, but a unique love.

"Thank you for telling me this, it's just that I'm still very uncomfortable, I don't know what I'm going to do with him next, I can't continue to live with him as if nothing happened."

"I know you'll need time to digest this, but no matter what, I ask you not to hurt him or yourself."

Chen Youyou sat on the tatami mat with his arms and knees crossed, his mind full of reverie, maybe the more he cared about a person, the more he cared.

At this time, the doorbell rang, "Maybe it's a courier." Then Mr. Kobayashi went to open the door.

Later, there were footsteps approaching, Chen Youyou's afterglow caught a glimpse of the man's trousers, it was not Mr. Xiaolin, she looked up along the trouser tube, it was Yi Feng, and at this time, the tears she couldn't hold back flowed out again.

Yi Feng squatted down and took her into his arms, "I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hide it from you." What he was hiding was not only these, but also his real name, for a while he didn't know how to speak, Lin Qingqing's matter alone was enough to make him take care of himself, if he opened his mouth again at this time, I am afraid it would only push her farther and farther.

Mr. Kobayashi went out, and there were only two of them in the room at this time.

Chen Youyou asked, "Is the reason why you are approaching me because of her?" ”

"Yes," Yi Feng didn't want to lie to her, but not all. ”

Hearing that it was a word, Chen Youyou's heart was half cold, she would rather he lie to her, so that she might feel something in her heart.

Yi Feng's voice trembled a little, "You really look like her, the first time I saw you, I thought she was back again, but your eyes tell me that you are two people, even so, I still want to know you, and then I can't help but fall in love with you." ”

Chen Youyou pushed him away, "Your hobby is cruel, reminding me all the time that I'm just a substitute." ”

"You are no substitute for anyone, you are my lover, my wife who will protect me for the rest of my life."

Chen Youyou said: "I think it's best for us to be apart for a while, so that we can really see what we really think in our hearts." ”

Time is a medicine that can forget sorrow and pain, even love.