"Why did you want me to go back to that place again! What a misfortune!

I silently prayed before the upcoming home break a week after the start of school: "** or something, come soon, so you don't have to go home!"

But what should come will come, and what will not come.

So, I lay lonely on the windowsill of my dormitory, quietly waiting for the terrible sound of the school bell to ring at twelve o'clock in the afternoon. I also played with a Lingzi writing pen in my hand.

"Chief, I said you, you're about to go back to your home after a week's absence, what's the matter? Don't you usually see that you're quite lively? Is there something going on? Can I help?"

Here are the words of my roommate. That's right, that's what my roommate said.

I'm so impressed, I'm really impressed. My roommate is so cute, so cute.

I looked up at my lovely roommate:

Dressed in a capable and fresh student uniform, with clean and neat mushroom hair, white and tender to the point that no matter what I want to pinch on my little face, it seems that the facial features carefully carved by a skilled craftsman are coordinated, a pair of narrow Danfeng eyes that are only described in ancient books, and light willow eyebrows. Is there such a lovely boy in the world? If there is, it must be the one that is strong in my eyes! Thank you.

If it weren't for the boys' dormitory, no one would have thought of the pseudo-girl in front of me as a man. In particular, my roommate, in addition to looking like a girl, even has a proper personality and tone of voice.

In the past week, he has contracted all the activities in our dormitory by himself, and he will always help us organize things in an orderly manner.

As a result, he got a nickname - "The National Virtuous Interior of the No. 21 Boys' Apartment". The scary thing is that he himself doesn't seem to have the slightest rejection of this nickname. But judging from my experience with him over the past week, he shouldn't be gay. He's just a boy with a girl-like personality.

"Gui Yanxi" is the name of mine, super cute roommate.

"Yan Xi, don't you leave again, why don't you leave, your family must still be waiting for you anxiously at home. I think the cute roommate said, standing up and packing up my homecoming salute.

"President Liu, you are, you haven't even packed your luggage until now. I still look weak, don't you want to go home?"

I am the head of the boys' dormitory, and Gui Yanxi always calls me this title.

"Even if you say it, the thought of returning to that home soon, there is an indescribable sense of loss. "While collecting my luggage, I thought about my roommate's emotion.

"Is there any conflict between the president and his family? Tell me and I can help you solve it. ”

It's too naïve, it's all too naïve, my roommate is okay with everything else, it's just so naïve that it's pitiful, and it's so worrying.

"But don't be like this, the president's house still doesn't need you to take care of. You're not leaving, are you here to accompany me to the end, Yan Xi?"

"My mother once told me that when I leave the dormitory, I have to wait until everyone is gone, and the last one to leave. ”

What kind of tutor is this! This is too polite, no, it should be said that it is too polite.

"Actually, I don't really want to go home, it's the same as the president. Gui Yanxi continued, "I don't want to go home much." He began to slow down a little, as if something had tugged at his heartstrings.

"It seems that we are both fallen people at the end of the world, so let's do it, how about we settle a righteous relationship here today, Xiaoxi. ”

Hearing Gui Yanxi's strange tone, I seemed to understand something.

You must have something as unspeakable as me, and you must be a child with a pitiful experience. In that case, I will also try my best to treat you gently, Gui Yanxi.

"Huh?" After all, Xiao Xi was still taken aback, "This, okay, it would be great if you didn't dislike it, Shechang." ”

I agreed directly, what a naïve child.

"Okay, then I'll be your big brother from today onwards, you can't have any good things to yourself, did you hear it, Xiaoxi. "I decided to scare him first and see what his reaction was.

"Yes, big brother, Xiao Xi said obediently. "Okay, it's over, this kid is hopeless.

But I don't want him to be hurt by such a lovely child. Then, the innocent and lovely Gui Yanxi will be guarded by my eldest brother. I will definitely keep you safe, at least for the three years of this high school, I will never let you be hurt in any way.

"Xiaoxi, you're a year younger than us, aren't you?" I suddenly remembered something and asked Gui Yanxi.

"No, I'm fifteen years old, too, but my fifteenth birthday hasn't been over yet, my birthday is young, it's December. Gui Yanxi replied honestly like a child.

"Then you should call me big brother, I am twelve months older than you. It's my birthday on January 1st, 2100. ”

"Big brother is so powerful, century baby!" Gui Yanxi was really too naïve. It's just that the birthday happens to be that day, so what's all the fuss. No wonder you want me to guard it, it's really a big-grown Gui Yanxi.

"Ding Dong - Ding Dong ――――――" The bell for class clearance finally rang. Xiao Xi and I looked at each other, looking at Xiao Xi's innocent smile, I couldn't help but think of a forgotten corner in my memory, there is also such a similar, no, should I say the same......

"Damn, here we go again. A heart-rending pain came to my brain, "Soul light, why do you want me to think about it, ahh

"Big brother, what's wrong with you, what's the situation!" Gui Yanxi was frightened by my unusual behavior, and he hurriedly came over to me and tried to ask about the situation in a gentle tone.

"It's nothing", I grabbed my head with my left hand, held back the pain and gave Xiao Xi a reluctant smile, "Xiao Xi, let's go quickly, the school security guard who will come to check the room will be coming soon." ”

"But is the eldest brother really okay, I see that you were in a lot of pain just now. ”

"What can I do, I want to protect Xiaoxi's eldest brother. Okay, don't think about it, now I'm a little uncomfortable, help me open the dormitory door. "There's no way, to deal with a child like Xiaoxi, pulling away from the topic is the best solution now.

Xiao Xi was puzzled, and obediently went to open the door. He still looked at me suspiciously before leaving. In the end, under the eyes of me that I could kill, he obediently carried out the order.

"Why, why, why do you want me to think about it, and why do you want me to bear it. ”

"The soul is faint, obviously I have forgotten it, I am obviously determined to completely draw a line with the past, why, why is it still heartbreaking in retrospect!

"What the hell am I, how should I deal with it, how can I forget that kind of thing. ”

"Am I really still too naïve, the past reality still can't be changed, I'll always be that person, the reality that won't be changed, the luck that can't be escaped. Alas!"

For the first time in two months, I was once again in a state of endless sorrow, my brown pupils flashing golden red again.

"Whatever setbacks you have, cheer me up! I hate to see people go down!"

"Liu Xingchen, from today onwards, you will be my deputy squad leader, let's work together to create our own career!"

These two words suddenly echoed in my ears. This is the encouragement and optimism of the beautiful girls of the two sessions! How can I forget!

After thinking of the words of the two girls, my mood gradually calmed down, and the golden red that kept flickering in my eyes slowly extinguished.

How can I not keep my promise? I have already promised others that I want a good life, and how can I let the squad leader disappoint me? Now that I have made up my mind.

"Big brother, have you put things away? It's been so long. Gui Yanxi's anxious voice came from outside the door.

"Alright, alright, let's come" I also packed my mood, picked up my luggage, and walked out the door.

What should come will come, and you can't hide from it. Those who have come have already come, and it is impossible not to admit it. In this case, then don't hide, don't be afraid, keep an open heart, and live passionately and persistently, boy!

"Big brother, can I call you 'big brother' in the future? That is, is it okay to call you that in front of others?" Gui Yanxi asked me weakly, and his tone seemed to be the kind of student who whispered to himself when the teacher criticized the student.

"Of course it's okay, but Xiao Xi can't do it if he doesn't want to," I began to joke at Gui Yanxi like a black belly. (But actually, I'm almost half-black now.) ）

"Well, big brother, Xiao Xi understands, in the future, Xiao Xi will call the president 'big brother' at any time, and as soon as there is a good thing, he will immediately hand it over to the big brother, and he will never monopolize it alone!" Xiao Xi immediately smiled after hearing my affirmation. Even to me, this smile is as sweet as honey in my heart.

However, why do you still remember to give me tribute! How naïve and unreassuring this child is! It seems that I may not be able to do anything to protect him from harm in the past three years!

No way, my roommate is just so cute. And I, to protect this loveliness,