I slowly opened my eyes, and at this moment, the sound of a lighter sounded in my ears, and a cake with freshly lit candles appeared in front of me, and a group of people clapped their hands and sang happy birthday songs in their mouths.

What's the situation?

Who's birthday today? I looked around, and everyone had a smile on their faces, some familiar, some familiar but unfamiliar, they all stared at me, and I was even more puzzled.

Wait a minute.

How many numbers are coming today?

"Fan Ling, make a wish. Guxi's voice rang softly in my ears, and it also pulled me back from the shock.

"How do you know it's my birthday?" I whispered to him, forgetting my birthday. Guxi just laughed and didn't say anything, so I had to pout and make a wish to blow out the candles first.

As soon as the candles went out, the lights in the room came on, and I could clearly see that everyone's faces seemed to be from elementary and secondary school.

Looking at the familiar faces, some of the classmates' names really couldn't remember for a while, and they didn't have time to reminisce before they came, and I don't know who clicked "You at the Same Table".

Everyone sang the song together.

Do you know all this about you at the same table, the one I am deeply infatuated with? But that's just the past, those youths, those lost childhoods, in the end can only become good memories.

I remember this song I sang at the graduation ceremony of elementary school, is this a farewell to Guxi? I didn't know at the time, maybe I just took it as a good memory, after all, after middle school, we didn't have much intersection, the farthest distance in the world is not life and death, but I am in front of you, but you can't see my existence.

It's already 11 o'clock in the evening when I came out of KTV.,Everyone doesn't seem to have enough fun.,I don't know who proposed to go to the bar.,It seems,Tonight is destined not to get drunk and don't return.,Rare class reunion,Plus your birthday.,There's no reason to refuse.。 In this money society, everyone is trying to earn money and develop themselves, how much time do we have to drink and chat with people in the past?

"Are you alright?"

"Well, I'm fine, I'm happy today, thank you, Gushi. ”

"So what's the matter? ”

We looked at each other and smiled, looking at the people on the stage, they danced wildly with the strength of wine, and the flashing lights shone on people's faces and bodies, giving people an illusory feeling.

We toasted and played with dice, and everybody had a good time, and glass after glass of wine poured into our stomachs as if it were not wine, but water.

In the days to come, I always think about it, if I had come back a day late, if I hadn't met Gush, if I hadn't had this birthday party, wouldn't everything have ended differently? Unfortunately, there are no ifs in this world, and the future is always unknown to us.

Hmm, it hurts, I reached out and subconsciously pressed my forehead, my head hurt and my heart hurt, my eyes were heavy and I didn't want to open them, I did drink too much last night, I only remember a pair of hands to help me, and then I got into a car, and then I don't remember anything.

I opened my eyes suddenly, looked at the unfamiliar ceiling, the unfamiliar furniture, and sat up in fright, where is this? This room seems to be a man's, isn't it? I was annoyed, what happened last night? Why don't I have any memory at all?

By the way, I lifted the quilt and looked at the clothes on my body that were still neat, and the stone in my heart finally fell, but where is this?

It was already sunny outside, I had to endure the headache and get out of bed, after all, in a stranger's house, I was still very uncomfortable, I didn't dare to sleep if I wanted to, opened the door, there was no one outside, just when I wondered, the door opened from the outside, I stared at the door, until Gu Xi's figure appeared, I was secretly relieved.

"Why don't you sleep more?"

"How could I be at your house?"

"You drank too much last night and sent you home alone and no one took care of you, I didn't worry, so I had to take you back to my house first. ”

Gu Xi replied with a chuckle, I nodded, after breakfast, Gu Xi insisted on sending me home to the company, I was really touched, he was obviously so busy, thank you again, until Gu Xi's car disappeared from sight, I went back to my room, first go to take a shower, change clothes.

I sat on the balcony, quietly looking ahead, the breeze blowing, with a hint of coolness, blowing away the heat on my body.

I remember that in the last semester of middle school, on the way out of school one day, Wang Xiaomin and Tong Yu were chatting about Gu Xi's love, but suddenly turned the topic to me. I looked at Wang Xiaomin's flattering smile and intuitively felt that something bad was going to happen, and the result was just as I expected.

"Fan Ling, you like Gu Xi too, don't you?"

"Needless to say, they were still at the same table in elementary school, and they still sat together in middle school, and I don't know how many people I envy. Nursery rhyme said as she ate a snack.

"Aren't you very sad that Gu Xi is in love?" Wang Xiaomin looked at me with a sympathetic expression, and I rolled my eyes at her.

"I like Guxi, but now that he has a girlfriend, we can only bless him, what's there to be sad about?" I smiled slightly.

Maybe it was because we didn't know what love was at that time, but we just liked someone very much, as long as he lived well, then he would be happy, even if the person who gave him happiness was not himself. It's called liking.

But love is different from liking, I looked down at the peach tree in front of the door, what is love? I have never tried to love someone, and I don't know what it means to love someone, I only know that I only have Guxi in my heart. Has Gucy been in my heart for too long? so long that I'm used to missing him?

I opened the notebook and recorded this sentence: Maybe I used to like it deeply, and then I kept someone in my heart until I got used to the existence of this person, until I had regarded missing as a habit, and I found out that it was love.

Fingers lightly tapped on the keyboard, the sun had unconsciously faded its scorching light, I smiled and looked at the sunset, some people said, don't be too obsessed with the sunset, because the sunset is sad.

Is this the beauty of reunion? I suddenly feel empty in my heart, all this came too fast, so fast that I can't believe that this is true, has God begun to love me? But Gu Xi, I used to guard you because of love, and now I still choose to protect you, this love, I will always protect it, I dare not expect anything, for you, I have never had extravagant hopes.