Chapter 520: Drunk in a Dream
"Big brother, the imperial appointment will arrive in half a month at most, is our action a little slower?"
"Do you still want to be fast? This speed is not slow, no matter how fast, no matter how fast, there must be a reason to be fast, isn't it, do you want to raid those families for no reason? ”
That's exactly what I said, but it would be best if I could be faster, and I'm always a little unsure. ”
"Down-to-earth? Do you think those so-called families are good things? We are just doing the right thing for heaven and making some profits from it. ”
"That's right, it's still the eldest brother who is right!"
"What's wrong with you today, you seem to have lost your soul, don't you want to continue this thing?"
"Third brother, I always feel that my heart is not steady, and it is not unsteady, but I am strange in my heart. ”
"Don't worry, we all do things according to the rules, even if the naivety really collapses, isn't there still a family behind it? ”
In private discussions, even if the barrier was laid, Li Yuchen still heard the words clearly, and after being immersed in the mellow aroma of wine, he found some reasons for him to be impulsive.
I want to kill.
Thinking about killing in my heart, some blood-colored words appeared in my mind, and the demon was almost all in my thoughts.
Great Dark Blood Spirit Sutra!
"You're really impulsive. Shui Juan said softly.
It was like a basin of water poured on his body, Li Yuchen's thoughts suddenly cleared, and he couldn't help but shake his head, still thinking about killing with a wry smile.
"I still want to kill. Li Yuchen said, "They deserve to die." ”
"There are a lot of damn people. Shui Juan shook her head and immediately smiled, "They damn it, but this is the world, and they are part of this world." ”
Li Yuchen does not deny it. Knowing that this world cannot lack such damn people, only these people can make more people good, have a peaceful and righteous heart, and try to ensure that the world will not lack the most important things.
But I saw and heard it. I feel very uncomfortable.
I've already encountered it, and I feel very uncomfortable, so I always want to do something.
"It's not time yet. Shui Juan said again.
"Is it time to take action when tragedy happens?" is the time to promote the so-called justice?" Li Yuchen asked with a smile, "Is that justice?"
"You're obsessed. Shui Juan said.
"I'm obsessed, but I know what to do. ”
"Do you know what you're doing?" Shui Juan smiled, as if mocking, "Are you sure you don't want to kill when you're impulsive? Are you sure you don't want to kill but seek to kill?" Are you sure that you are still your whole self at this moment?"
"Isn't it?"
"If you think so, then you are. ”
Li Yuchen has agreed. Sure he was looking for a justification for impulsiveness, killing for the sake of killing, but he was sure he was still his whole self.
It is precisely because he is his whole self that he thinks about being impulsive, thinking about killing...... What he wants to do is what he has thought about before but has not done, and what he wants to do is just to do things according to his heart now.
He felt angry, and he wanted to vent his anger.
He felt that things were not going well, so he wanted to make things better.
What a simple idea. That's what I thought in my heart!
That's how he said it to himself, over and over again. Rightly or incorrectly, he convinced himself.
Shui Juan's words have some helplessness, but she also has her own thoughts in helplessness, she will not really let Li Yuchen do those things that should not be done yet, and will make this place peaceful and not disturb the people who fall asleep.
"I'm drunk. Really drunk. Li Yuchen sighed.
Yes, it's really drunk, not because of the wine, it's not just the person who gets drunk, but also the heart...... Obviously still standing. His thoughts were clear, but he was drunk and unconscious.
"I've been here, a long time ago. Shui Juan narrowed her eyes, as if she wanted to close them, but she didn't close them, "At that time, I didn't want to sleep, and after staying for a long time, countless distracting thoughts flew into my mind." ”
"Fragmented thoughts, thoughts that don't make up a complete thing, but they drive thoughts toward trouble. ”
"Between being drunk and not being drunk, I always want to do something, do everything I didn't do before, and do everything I wanted to do at that time. ”
"It seems simple, but it's really simple. ”
Li Yuchen didn't understand the last sentence, and looked at Shui Juan, but he saw that she had regained her composure, and it was impossible to get an explanation from words.
So, think.
Simple, really simple.
It seems simple, but it's really simple.
Seems simple? And really simple?
He smiled, still unable to figure it out, but it was the most real and simple.
This is an extremely simple matter, so why bother to explore a seemingly so-called truth?
It's good to look at it, I'm a passerby.
The thoughts gradually returned to calm, and some thoughts were just temporarily staying in the corners of the minds where countless thoughts were entangled, and it was not yet time to think about them.
Now, and a little earlier.
Drunk, really drunk.
Impulsive, indeed impulsive.
What is anger? What does it bring? Can impulsive killing really bring pleasure?
"It's better to get some sleep. He said.
Close your eyes and try to put yourself to sleep.
However, if I can't do it, I feel like I am ostracized by this place, and I can't sleep here, I can only be awake.
However, he closed his eyes, enjoying the strange process of wanting to sleep but not being able to, and tried to relax his mind.
Still, he thought that he always wanted to do something, just as the thoughts in his head never seemed to stop.
However, it is still ...... But when the time comes, there is really no need to continue.
"It's over. He smiled.
He regained his calm smile, and there was a calm simplicity in his smile.
With a smile on his face, the closed door of the Ancient Dead opened, and there was still a neat line outside the room, but there were also two figures who moved forward because they did not stop the attack in their hands, and when they stopped, they were wrapped in a rich mellow fragrance.
"Commander!"
"Captain!"
The two shouts are basically mixed together, but the words in the shouts can be clearly distinguished. After that, two stunned faces appeared angry.
"Leave!"
"Let's go!"
Two more voices were entangled, and the figure that had just stopped retreated rapidly, but it stopped when it retreated, as if it was imprisoned and could not move, and in a very short time it was planted towards the ground.
Half in the bag.
Like this commander and captain don't want to face drunk and sleepy. It is unstoppable, irreversible, like a cursed lethargy.
If you don't have enough strength, the more you don't want to sleep, the more you want to escape, the more impossible it is.
Come in, then get drunk.
If you're drunk, then go to sleep.
The people of Guqian City know that the ancient restaurant is not simple, and they know that it is extraordinary, and it is the only time to really face it. Only then did I know that there are some things that cannot be fought against.
"Don't move!"
The commotion outside the Ancient was stopped, and a middle-aged man stood in front of the line, staring at the people in the Ancient with relatively calm eyes.
"The ancient is like this, the ancient is painful, the ancient is mourning. Shui Juan said softly.
Mourning is pain, and ancient is mourning.
Li Yuchen looked at Shui Juan, his eyes flashing with doubt.
"Mourning and ancient are two people. Two races, two parts belong to the saddest of this world. Shui Juan's voice could only be heard by Li Yuchen. "The ancient is their will, a kind of protection, more like an escape that they don't want to face. ”
Li Yuchen understood a little, but he had more doubts, and Shui Juan didn't say it anymore. I didn't plan to ask.
"If there is a dream, I am willing to escape, and if it is a dream, I am willing to immerse myself. He said, looking down, then looking up. "It's a pity!"
It's just a sigh, and there are countless thoughts in it, not everyone can sort it out, and even the speaker himself doesn't know what kind of feelings it contains, and it seems that he doesn't even know why he sighs.
However, if there is already a sigh, there is a existence...... The sound of sighs reverberated among the mellow scents of the ancient rites.
There was a sigh in the mellow fragrance, and everyone in the sleep heard it, and there was a slight change between the eyebrows, like a temporary unhappiness in a dream, but it could not stop the happiness that was beyond the real in the dream.
Dreams are still fragrant, and they are the same as wine.
"Some people can escape, and some people are destined not to. Shui Juan shook her head.
"I want to be those people. Li Yuchen smiled, "But it is destined to be only a person with ancient sorrow." ”
Laughing is self-deprecation, laughing at one's own fate, but also laughing at one's own thoughts, and even laughing at oneself.
To laugh at oneself is to add one's own existence and mock everything.
Shui Juan hugged Ye Sheng, gave him the most comfortable posture, looked at the calm smile on his face, and the corners of his mouth were also innocent and moving.
Li Yuchen's head lowered again, and he looked at the sleeping person floating in the air with a slightly lower gaze, and he also smiled softly, the mockery in his smile disappeared without a trace, and the rest was only calm.
"You two, I thought, we can talk. The middle-aged man standing outside the ancient world said.
"What do you want to talk about?" Li Yuchen didn't look back, and his voice was very casual, "I don't want to talk now, you'd better hurry up." ”
In the words, there is already tolerance, saying that you can listen to those "nonsense" that you don't want to hear, which is to give middle-aged men a chance to speak, but also an opportunity to deliberately look for "boredom".
"Under Mao Guiying, there was a lot of offense in the previous matter, and please don't remember the villain!"
"Talk about things. ”
The voice is very calm, but it can make people hear the impatience in it, and it gives birth to an irreversible trance.
"I don't know what Your Excellency thinks about the theft of the City Lord's Mansion?" Mao Guiying asked in a harmonious voice, pressing the uncertainty in his heart.
"You want to know?"
"Please let me know!" Mao Guiying said earnestly.
"I really want to know?" Li Yuchen asked, and then chuckled, "If your city lord wants to take advantage of the last time to do something, it should be the matter of 'doing the way for heaven', but it will be the 'way of killing' and the 'way of wealth'." ”
"The two paths, if they don't violate the way of heaven, there is no problem...... I'm afraid that your city lord will inadvertently disobey it. ”
"Dao, really...... It's elusive!"
"Dao, hehe, haha!"
In the end, after the Word, there is laughter, chuckle and transformed laughter, laughter wafting in the air, but laughter is not heard in the ancient world.
"What do you want to say?" Mao Guiying lowered his head and clenched his fists respectfully, "Please also ask your seniors for advice!"
"You know what I want to say, but you have to pretend you don't know. Li Yuchen said.
"I don't know. ”
"It doesn't matter if you know it or not, it doesn't matter if it's real or not. Li Yuchen smiled and shook his head, "I hope you are a smart person." ”
Mao Guiying was silent, he knew what Li Yuchen was talking about, his fists were tightened unconsciously, and the thoughts in his mind were entangled, but he was only helpless and returned to silence.
However, his gaze stayed on Li Yuchen's back, looking at the not tall figure, his eyes flickering slightly.
"A smart person should have the idea of a smart person, and if you pretend to be stupid, then there is no way. Li Yuchen waved his hand, and the figure that fell to the ground flew up, flew out of the ancient world, and the gate closed again...... It's not just the gates of the Ancients that are closing.
"Take Commander Liu and Captain Wu and return!" Mao Guiying ordered in a deep voice.
Many people wanted to speak, but they lost their words after noticing Mao Guiying's heavy face, and with a dull depression, they walked in the streets of Guqian City, which was much less lively.
"How's it going?" asked Li Yuchen.
"If you think it's okay, then it's okay, and if you don't think it's good, it's not good. Shui Juan said, "Everyone's heart can measure, everyone will measure, and so will you." ”
"I want to know your answer. Li Yuchen shook his head slightly.
"There is no answer. ”
"No answer?"
"It's not over yet. ”
Li Yuchen nodded, knowing that he had asked his question earlier, and found that the question itself was useless.
A good-for-nothing problem, a good-for-nothing thing, and a good-for-nothing person.
Lacking, there is too much.
He sighed inwardly, but smiled again.
It is precisely because of the lack that I can improve, I lack a lot, and now it is an opportunity to make up for it, and it is an opportunity to grow and improve...... Great opportunities await, so why not miss them?
"I want to try. He whispered.
Shui Juan nodded, as if she guessed what he wanted to do, but she didn't care what he would do.
No matter what he does, he is still there, everything can be controlled, he can lead the wrong things to the right, and cultivate a qualified successor.
"If I am wrong, do not be soft-hearted. ”
"If you're wrong, even if we don't do anything, someone will do it. Shui Juan chuckled, "I think, he has been waiting for you to do something for a long time, and he should be very happy at this moment." ”
"If my brother thinks so, I'll be happy. Li Yuchen closed his eyes with a relaxed smile on the corner of his mouth.
Since my brother has been waiting for him to do these things for a long time, he must do them well and do these things to the best of his ability...... He was thinking about things in his mind, he still had everything in Gu Qiancheng in his mind, and he had infinite longing for the future in his mind.
It's like a dream, and the things in the dream are not illusory, but they bring a lot of thoughts with real feelings.
Then, I woke up from a dream, and I felt a lot of things and wanted to do something.
When the dream wakes up, it gets dark. (To be continued.) )
PS: Today, it's a little late, but when you see it, you must say "It's okay, I'll continue to watch." "Hey, hey.