511 First article: Loving her has become an indispensable part of life
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Lu Wenyan laughed at herself and fell deeply into the eyes of Chu Yi, she knew that he was going to give up. Pen, fun, pavilion www. biquge。 infoIt's good to give up, it's good to give up, and it doesn't hurt so much if you give up.
"First year of junior high school, do you want to go? Wen Qing changed her clothes and came out of the bathroom, her graceful figure set off by the slanted shoulder chiffon evening dress.
Chu Yi shook his head, "I don't like to be lively, you can go by yourself." ”
Wen Qing nodded, turned around and walked into the bedroom, and 10 minutes later a charming woman was born, she smiled playfully at Hatsuichi and walked to the door.
When I left, I didn't forget to say, "Don't think too much, just go with the flow." ”
Lu Wenyan had already left and was waiting in the car downstairs.
Wen Qing got into the car with a smile, sat in the back, opened the window, propped her hand on the window, looked at the scenery speeding by, and said to herself: "Hey, why do you have to do this?"
Lu Wenyan was confused and asked, "What are you talking about?"
In fact, he could guess that Lu Wenyan was talking about something between him and the first year of junior high school, but he pretended not to understand.
Wen Qing shook her head, "It's okay, you're safe." ”
I can't interfere in the affairs between them. If you can't meddle, then don't meddle, and you can't meddle in other people's affairs, even if it's the first year of junior high school.
The rain came unexpectedly, drowning the world, Wen Qing's gaze stayed outside and did not retract, letting the rain wet that heart.
Lu Wenyan sent Wen Qing to the hotel, and regardless of everyone's obstruction, he returned to Wen Qing's hut.
When she opened the door and saw Lu Wenyan, she was stunned. looked at the people who went and came back in a daze, and there was an indescribable taste in his heart.
His pure eyes stared at him, and he couldn't say a word for a long time.
Lu Wenyan stared at Chu Yi's eyes, looking carefully, trying to find something different from her eyes, but after observing for a long time, it was still as clear as water.
"Why are you here?" After a long time, the first year of junior high said a sentence, and the sentence was the same as usual.
Lu Wenyan stared at her eyes, "Do you have any unavoidable hardship?" Thinking of what Wen Qing said in the car, he could only come to such a result.
There was no joy or sorrow in his indifferent eyes, and Chu Yi smiled and said, "What will I do?" I just don't want you to hold on any longer. ”
The more she behaved plainly in front of Lu Wenyan, the less he could guess what she was thinking, and naturally he couldn't detect her pain.
Moreover, after so many years, even if it hurts, she still has no waves.
His heart was cold and sobbing, the pain was indescribable, he looked at her and shook his head, "I don't believe it, I don't believe that you don't have any trouble at all." ”
Hearing this, Chu Yi covered his mouth and sneered, and a cold light burst out of his eyes, "How many people and how many things can you guess?"
Lu Wenyan was silent, staring into her eyes.
"A lot of people, a lot of things, are not what they seem on the surface, but not all the desperation is because of hardship, you really think too much. After the first year of junior high school, he closed the door directly.
The moment she closed the door, she leaned against the door, her body gradually sliding down, and the end between them ended.
Her heart hurt, but she felt a feeling of comfort that she had never felt before, and a smile rose on her lips, faintly.
Lu Wenyan was locked out of the door, maintaining that position.
My heart hurts to the point of numbness.
"No matter what you think, I won't give up. The words fell, and the decisive back was far away, but the first year of junior high school could not be seen.
"No matter what you think, I won't give up. The words echoed in Chu Yi's mind, and her aching heart was slowly surrounded by a kind of emotion, she tried her best to cover her mouth, full of emotion rose from her heart, but her face was peaceful.
Lu Wenyan wouldn't know that it was because of this sentence that he changed later.
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The huge display repeated the explosion of a moment of dark destruction, and Billy stroked his chin thoughtfully.
Behind him, there were four people standing, all dressed in black, with big sunglasses on their faces, and their hands behind their backs, standing straight.
"This Lu Wenyan's ability is really good, and the darkness has been destroyed in a short period of time. He said leisurely, his eyes fixed on the handsome man on the screen.
"You go and see if you can snatch the new weapon he has been working on. "If that thing can be snatched up and used by their mafia, the world will be in control.
Several men in black bowed their heads, "Yes." ”
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The banquet was dismissed because of the lack of a protagonist, so it didn't last long before it was announced.
Lu Wenyan walked on the road alone, looking at the stars, the bright neon flashing with a halo, looking at the world that does not belong to him, showing their beauty.
The wind and rain are all coming, and in the breeze and drizzle, I see him lonely and lonely.
"Lu Wenyan, hello, we want to come and talk to you. ”
The person opposite was dressed in black, with a typical beard on his face, sunglasses taking up two-thirds of his face, and he spoke fluent English.
Lu Wenyan stopped his movements and looked at him, he was sure he didn't know him.
Seeing Lu Wenyan looking at him with scripping eyes, he explained: "We are mafia people, and I heard that you blew up the darkness with your newly researched weapon before, so we want to come and talk to you, can you sell us this batch of chemical weapons?"
The corners of Lu Wenyan's mouth hooked, shook his head slightly, and replied with two simple words: "Not for sale." ”
Qiao was puzzled by Lu Wenyan's decision, "You just sold us the formula, you didn't lose anything, and you made a lot of money, or did you think that you had less money?"
Lu Wenyan stared at him, watched, and looked at a smile on his face, "Although you and we are not enemies, after all, we belong to two different underground organizations, and the things I make are only for the people of the Killing Alliance, and cannot be sold to you." ”
Lu Wenyan's mocking smile stimulated Qiao, and Qiao straightened his chest and took a step forward, "As long as you sell me something, the price is as you like." ”
Lu Wenyan knew that this was a great benefit, but he was not uncommon, and he was not in the mood to talk about business at the moment.
He looked at him coldly, "Even if the mafia uses high profits, I will not sell you what I have worked so hard to research." With that, he pushed Joe away and continued on his way.
Qiao was unwilling, he knew very well how effective the weapon Lu Wenyan was studying.
I also understand how much it will benefit them to buy something.
So he quickly caught up and stopped Lu Wenyan, who was a little impatient, "Please be sure to sell me something." ”
Lu Wenyan seemed to have heard a big joke, and looked up to the sky for a long time before looking at him.
"Why should I, even if I'm unhappy now, I went to your headquarters and blew it up directly, how can you tolerate me?"
After finishing speaking, Lu Wenyan took a step to the side, bypassing him directly and walking forward.
Lu Wenyan said so, they must not be able to buy weapons from Lu Wenyan, if it is from Gu Anzhi?
Gu Anzhi is a businessman after all, his own interests should be the most important, he should agree, besides, he is the boss of the Killing Alliance, as long as he says Lu Wenyan in many things, he doesn't dare to say no.
In the president's office, Gu An had one hand in his trouser pocket and the pen in his hand in the other, looking very leisurely, and it was Qiao who was sitting opposite him.
Lu Wenyan leaned back in the chair with a smile on the corner of his mouth, "How lethal the weapon is, I think you have all seen it." ”
Joe nodded, "It's because of its great lethality that we want to come and buy it with you." ”
Gu Anzhi chuckled, "But this is not something I can decide, although Lu Wenyan is a subordinate in name, he is actually my brother, I will not force him to do things he doesn't like to do." ”
In the end, he shook his head regretfully, "I can't do anything, I can't help you with this." ”
Gu Anzhi didn't rush people, but his attitude of lowering his head and dealing with things already showed everything.
Naturally, Joe didn't understand what he meant by this move, but he didn't want to return in vain, it was of course the best to be able to get it without spending a single soldier, and he didn't want the mafia to be the enemy of the Killing Alliance.
"Mr. Gu, I hope you can be accommodating, no matter how much money you have, it is not a problem, please sell us this weapon." Joe said sincerely, he didn't want to lose this opportunity.
Gu Anzhi put down the pen in his hand, touched his chin thoughtfully, and then said slowly.
"We have no doubt about Lu Wenyan's ability, things are researched by him, where he likes to use them, then he will use them wherever he wants, and I have no right to make decisions on his behalf. ”
The tone is a kind of bland and detached from the past.
Except for his deceased wife, who was gentle, he looked so cold in front of everyone else, and wrote four obvious words on his face - don't enter the living.
Why couldn't Qiao hear that he was just shirking, but Lu Wenyan had already said it, and the result was obvious, wasn't he helpless?
Qiao looked at Gu Anzhi's unwavering eyes, and his tone was still sincere, "I already told Lu Wenyan last night, but he didn't agree, so I found you." ”
How could Gu Anzhi not know what the consequences would be if the things that Lu Wenyan researched were bought by the mafia?
If the mafia wants to dominate the world, it naturally needs more capable people to join.
Lu Wenyan is one of the best, and any research has a lot of repercussions, but this is their last weapon, and he naturally believes in Lu Wenyan's sincerity and will not betray it casually.
"I can't do this thing, you better go to Lu Wenyan. After speaking, Gu Anzhi pressed the inner line, and the secretary came in immediately.
Gu Anzhi pointed at Qiao, and Secretary Xu immediately understood, "Sir, our president still has an emergency meeting to hold, I'm sorry." ”
The secretary said so, Qiao knew that there was no intention of staying, if it weren't for his boss's advice not to offend the people of the Killing Alliance, with his temper, he would directly kill Gu Anzhi now.
But now he could only endure it, so after saying hello, he turned around and went out.
As soon as he left the office building, Joe immediately called Billy, "Boss, he won't sell." ”
Billy on the other end of the phone had a faint smile on his face, and his tone was not salty or light, "Then gather some more people and steal them." ”
He never thought of himself as a righteous gentleman, no matter what the means, as long as the goal was achieved.
Joe replied respectfully, "Yes." Then he hung up the phone and made a few more calls.
Night and day alternated, but Lu Wenyan didn't know what year and month he came, hugging the pillow and covering himself in the quilt, reminiscing about every day and night with Chu Yi.
Five years, how many days and nights were there, he slowly recalled.
The tide of memories drowned him, and he drifted in the boundless sea, without direction and without direction.
Physically and mentally tired, the warmth of memories still filled his constantly wounded heart, even after doing something like that in the first year of junior high school, he still couldn't give up on her.
Loving her has become an indispensable part of life, even if you love her like this for a lifetime, you will have no regrets.
There were no tears, only the wind whistling, no roaring, only the rain drifting in the world, and the wounds in his heart were gradually healing.
After staying at Wen Qing's house for four days, she felt that it was almost over, and just in a quiet time, she thought of a topic that could be studied, so after thoroughly sorting out her mood, she said goodbye to Wen Qing.
Wen Qing didn't say anything, just told her to live the next days with peace of mind.
Give the feelings to time, no matter what it is, time will dilute everything and prove everything.
Lu Wenyan didn't have a good rest for a day, so he was constantly disturbed by Qiao, and he visited him countless times to ask him to sell him the method of chemical preparations.
Lu Wenyan is not a fool, how could he not understand what the consequences would be if he sold the chemical preparations to him, so in the face of Qiao's deliberate flattery, he faced each other coldly and directly shut people out.
At the beginning, Qiao was still waiting outside the door, but after two times, he couldn't sit still, and went directly into Lu Wenyan's living room through the window.
thought he could read books, take notes or something, but he actually stayed in bed and slept until the fourth day, when Lu Wenyan couldn't stand it anymore and moved.
Anyone who is disturbed will feel uncomfortable, Lu Wenyan doesn't want to entangle with him more, so he leaves directly.
But Joe wasn't a vegetarian either, and he was able to find out quickly and follow him wherever he moved.
In the end, he was helpless, and fled to Pei Hanxuan's residence.
Pei Hanxuan's guy is really a computer wizard, the defense system he makes is completely first-class, once you get close, the computer will send a warning, and the screen will always be on.
"Aren't you going to work with me?" During this time, ARS International was expanding its influence abroad, so for the time being, several brothers were working in foreign branches.
Pei Hanxuan yawned and walked out of the master bedroom, sleepy-eyed and handsome on his face. It was obvious that he hadn't woken up yet, but he had actually slept for ten hours.
"Don't go. The voice in the room was cold and resolute.
It was simply impossible to go to work with him, and he was really not happy to face this large pile of unintelligible documents every day.
Pei Hanxuan nodded and went to work by himself.
Chemical weapons are made by reacting with inorganic substances in microbial chemistry, and what if they were modified to become organic compounds?
In addition, the reaction of organic matter is more extensive, and the required conditions can also change according to the environment.
The thought flashed through his mind in an instant, and he sat up from the bed with a spirit, and then quickly dressed, washed, and went out.
The first year of junior high school didn't stay in her own room for long, and she also thought of a topic that is more interesting to her at the moment, and changed her brain.
A few years ago, she already had a successful example of practice for an artificial heart, and that was Tang Ling.
Now she is exploring new areas.
Nowadays, there are many patients with cerebral palsy, or cerebral hemorrhage, etc., whether it is a chronic disease or a quick one, the final outcome of the patient will not be good.
However, if the dead cells in the brain can be converted into healthy cells, then wouldn't all these patients be cured?
She was a good boy who thought about it and rushed to her research room.
Lu Wenyan was afraid of the mafia Joe, and he didn't dare to clash with him head-on, so he could only avoid him.
Fortunately, after squeezing with Pei Hanxuan, he finally had a peaceful sleep.
In order to avoid Qiao's sight, Lu Wenyan deliberately chose a slightly farther route, hoping to avoid Qiao.
The moment his eyes met hers, his heart beat again.
Chu Yi also saw him for the first time, but she didn't think that there was anything else to say between them, and she didn't want to think about it, so she turned around and quickly ran away.
Lu Wenyan is a man, and he is a very capable man, how could he let her escape easily? So he quickly stepped forward and caught Chu Yi.
Lu Wenyan stared at her desperate steps to escape, and there was an indescribable feeling in his heart, "Why are you dodging." ”
Hatsuichi lowered his breathing and adjusted, then turned around and met his eyes that had healed from his injuries but were in pain, "I don't think there is anything else to say between us." ”
I had already guessed that she was in such a tone, so I couldn't talk about much sadness, and his deep voice still conveyed concern, "Since we have nothing to do with each other, there is no need to hide." How are you doing? Where are you going?"
Magnetic, easily fascinated voice, not only heard in the ears of the first year, but also heard her psychology, which can not be forgotten for a long time.
However, she had to refuse with a ruthless statement: "What does it matter to you whether I am good or not? It's over, and there is no need to be involved, so please don't care about me for any reason, my life is very good." ”
After that, the first day of junior high broke free from Lu Wenyan's confinement and left without looking back.
Lu Wenyan didn't plan to let Chu Yi leave so easily, strode up, grabbed her soft little hand, and led her to the café on the side.
Chu Yi really didn't want to entangle with him more, looked directly into his eyes, and said ruthlessly: "Please don't come to pester me, you will make me think you are very annoying." ”
Lu Wenyan pursed his lips and didn't care, "You said you were going to give up, but have you thought about my feelings?"
Chu Yi was deflated and bowed her head, she did owe him in this regard, but she knew that she would fall into it, and she would completely refuse when she was at Harvard.
She took a deep breath and closed her eyes, "I'm sorry, we all forgot about the past, don't think about it, don't remember it completely, it's good for all of us." ”
Lu Wenyan frowned, grasping the question in her words, "Why do you think that if I leave you, I will be happy?"
Hatsuichi stared at the coffee in front of him and was silent.
If she had told him the reason, he would certainly not have left her, and she admitted that she was a very selfish person.
"My mind has never changed over the years, the first year of junior high school, I have to say that you are really too ruthless. The great sadness could not be resisted, and it came out of his eyes, but he smiled a little, and looked straight at her.
Chu Yi raised his head and met his eyes, his thoughts were multiple, changing in his heart.
The happiness she can give him is to let go, she has delayed him for so many years, and now, what she wants most is that he can have happiness and stop being obsessed.
But after she hurt him, he still found her and asked her why, but he was unwilling to give up.
As she adjusted her breathing, she suddenly had a rush to the top.
She quickly raised her head and dyed her flat eyes with a smile, "I already have someone I like, and I don't want him to misunderstand me, so let's end here." ”
Roar, like an atomic bomb hitting his head, he stepped back uncontrollably, and the surprise on his knife-like face could not be concealed.
The pair of dark eyes also lost their brilliance in an instant, and he held on to the table tightly, barely steading his body, and lowered his head so that the first one could see the top of his head.
This move was obvious, and Chu Yi also realized that his heart hurt, and the great heartache must have been churning in his heart.
Seeing him like this, she also hurt, but she couldn't find any other way, and it was not good for both of them to be entangled like this.
"No, I don't believe it. After a long time, Lu Wenyan raised his head, the light in his eyes was gone, and he spoke extremely slowly.
Chu Yi smiled in understanding, and his expression was impeccable, "Yes, I know you won't believe it, but this is the truth." I didn't say this because you didn't get hurt before. ”
Lu Wenyan didn't miss the slightest trace of her emotions, but he still didn't find anything at all, and he lowered his head dejectedly.
She already has someone she likes, he is the one who destroys her happiness, the person who is superfluous, Lu Wenyan give up, don't be obsessed anymore. Lu Wenyan, give up, those who don't belong to you will not belong to you for the rest of your life.
It was silence again, the air was flowing between each other, and the first year was not in a hurry, turning his head outward, watching every move of the prosperous world.
Lu Wenyan lowered his head deeply, his heart fluctuated greatly, he was very confused, but he would not just give up here.
"I'll go first. When he thought that time was standing still, Lu Wenyan said softly.
His mind was in turmoil, and he needed to calm down and think about it.
Chu Yi turned his head and smiled at him, his eyes were sincere, and his tone was extremely sincere: "You must be happy." ”
By the way, with her happiness, she has been happy.
Lu Wenyan turned around and left lonely.
The evening breeze was gentle, and before I knew it, it was already afternoon, and Lu Wenyan was walking on the street alone.
I was confused like I had never felt before.
She said that she already had a boyfriend, but he had been by her side for so many years, when did she find out that a stranger's man had appeared next to her, could it be that she was lying to him, but what good was it to lie to him?
If it was really to deceive him, then how much she wanted to get rid of him would use such a lie.
Hatsuichi stared at his departing back and was silent for a long, long time.
I'm sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you on purpose, but if I didn't hurt you, we would have to entangle. And I don't want to dwell on it anymore.
Chu Yi, who had sorted out his mood, plunged into the laboratory one by one, but it was not so simple on Lu Wenyan's side.
When he met the first year of junior high school, not only did he disrupt all his plans, but his mood was also disrupted, and he was naturally found by Joe, who had been looking for his whereabouts.
"Lu Wenyan, isn't it just a little bit of research, are you so stingy?" Qiao looked at him.
There was a bunch of people around him who surrounded him.
Lu Wenyan spread his hands, "I'm sorry, what you can think of, I can think of too." "He categorically wouldn't do anything bad for the organization.
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