Chapter 50 Impulsive

The process of waiting made Chu Fan feel an unspeakable feeling in his heart, both expectant and afraid, maybe it would be more correct to say that he was afraid, he didn't know what he should say after seeing Sister Mingyue, what he could say, what kind of excuse to make up for the excessive words he said before......

Time passed minute by minute, Chu Fan's mind was in a mess in order to think about how to face Sister Mingyue, he ignored the passage of time, he didn't know how long it was, maybe half an hour, maybe an hour, maybe more, there was a rush of footsteps in the corridor outside the ward, coming straight to Chu Fan.

The door was opened with a snap, and a black shadow rushed towards Chu Fan with lightning speed, Chu Fan hadn't reacted yet, he had been hugged tightly, the times were changing, everything was changing, but this warm embrace had never changed, and it still made him feel at ease as he did six years ago.

"Xiaofan...... Xiao Fan ...... Woowoo...... Sister is stupid......" There was a whimpering cry in her ears, crystal tears slid down that beautiful face, Mingyue hugged Chu Fan like a little girl, and cried loudly.

From the moment she learned that Chu Fan had an accident, Mingyue had been blaming herself, if she could have given Xiao Fan a clear answer at that time, instead of indulging in the sadness of the past, everything might not have happened, it was her fault, Xiao Fan was right, she was stupid, super stupid!

Those red eyes seemed to be an obvious reminder, telling Chu Fan that since the day he had an accident, Mingyue had never closed her eyes properly to rest, and the energetic Sister Mingyue in the past only saw haggard on her face at this moment, which made people feel heart-wrenching.

Chu Fan felt deeply ashamed, ashamed that he wanted to make an excuse not long ago, he didn't need any excuse to explain anything, when Sister Mingyue faced him, she was always so simple and direct, without any concealment.

"No, Sister Mingyue is not wrong, I am a stupid, I am a stupid!!"

Indulged in his hypothetical illusory world, unable to extricate himself, thinking that the whole world owes him, and saying that kind of embarrassing words to Sister Mingyue without brains, it reminds Sister Mingyue of the dusty past that she doesn't want to recall, and he who does such a thing is the real stupid, a hopeless big idiot!

Even if Sister Mingyue really regarded him as her younger brother and transferred her original love for tomorrow to him, was this wrong? Isn't he Sister Mingyue's younger brother?

Sister Mingyue's love for him has never been half false, all fantasies just stem from his jealousy, jealousy that someone has ever been loved by Sister Mingyue, even if that person is Sister Mingyue's own brother!

The strong possessiveness made him take it for granted that Sister Mingyue only belonged to him, and he couldn't accept that Sister Mingyue had another person in his heart who couldn't forget him in his life, but he had no right to ask for anything at all, Sister Mingyue never owed him anything, and he owed Mingyue too much, too much......

I don't know when it began, Chu Fan has realized that his feelings for Sister Mingyue are no longer simple sister and brother feelings, strong jealousy and possessiveness made him dizzy, in order to drive 'that person' out of Sister Mingyue's heart, he said that kind of stupid words, regardless of Mingyue's feelings, everything Chu Fan actually already understood, but he didn't want to admit his ugliness, and he didn't want to think that he had embarked on a road that the world did not accept.

He once tried to turn back, give up the feelings that are not accepted by the world, you can avoid it, stay away, just try again and again, fail again and again, his heart has never been able to make up his mind completely, until this moment, he saw the face of Sister Mingyue's pear blossom with rain, and the feeling of heartache was so strong, he knew that maybe he would not be able to turn back in his life......

Chu Fan turned his face slightly, his eyes were facing death, the distance between him and Mingyue was less than three centimeters, so close, both sides could clearly feel each other's breath, and with every breath, the slightly hot breath slapped on each other's lips.

At this time, Chu Fan's gaze seemed to be unable to leave the moist cherry lips, and the tender red lips were covered with a layer of moving luster, exuding a fatal temptation, Chu Fan felt that his heartbeat rate was rapidly accelerating, and he couldn't calm down at all, his face slowly approached.

Under Chu Fan's initiative, the distance between the two was getting closer and closer, the tip of his nose had been lightly touched once, infinitely close to zero, at this moment Chu Fan only felt that his mouth and tongue were dry, he swallowed his throat and continued to get closer......

Although the cute Mingyue is older than Chu Fan, she is naturally terrible in some aspects, and she feels so dull forever, until this moment, she still didn't realize that something was wrong, her dark and moving eyes blinked, and she looked at Chu Fan puzzled, as if asking Chu Fan why she was so close, she didn't have the slightest defense to avoid it, so how could Chu Fan endure it, he couldn't suppress the urge that welled up in his chest at all......

Finally, the lips overlapped slightly, and the soft touch on the lips made Chu Fan addicted, unable to extricate himself, greedy plundering, once he tried it once, Chu Fan was deeply aware that he was afraid that he would never be able to forget this feeling in his life, this feeling fascinated him and made him crazy!!

"Hmm-??!"

It wasn't until she was kissed by Chu Fan that she finally realized what had happened, Mingyue's eyes widened, her pupils contracted instantly, as if she couldn't believe what was happening in front of her, and the sudden kiss made her stunned.

Mingyue's brain was in a mess, like a crashed computer, stiff and unable to think, oh my God, oh my God!!! God!! Xiao, Xiaofan, Xiaofan, Ju, actually ...... Xiao Fan actually kissed her?!!

Although Mingyue is very natural about this aspect of things, it can definitely be said that she doesn't know anything and has never tried it, but she also knows that kissing should only happen between lovers, sister, brother or something, it is a taboo thing that is absolutely not allowed!

This is his first kiss, and it is also her first kiss, and the ambiguous but weird atmosphere fills the ward~

It wasn't until a few seconds later that Mingyue's brain 'restarted', her originally slightly pale face instantly turned red, red like a monkey's buttocks, Mingyue felt her cheeks so hot for the first time in her life, as if she had been burned by fire, but there was no smoke anymore!

Mingyue's whole person jumped up from the hospital bed in an instant, pushed Chu Fan away, breathing rapidly, it seemed that he would lose his breath if he didn't breathe anymore, and his shy posture made people fascinated.

"Small, small, small, small, small, small, you, you, you, you...... What to do, what to do, what to do?" Mingyue's brain, which had just been restarted, still didn't seem to be able to return to normal work immediately, and even spoke a little incoherently.

"I ......"

"You, you, kiss...... Our brother and sister ...... We are brothers and sisters...... How can a sister and brother do such a thing? No, absolutely not!" Mingyue shook her head and said, escaping from the ward faster than when she came, she seemed to be unable to accept the scene that had just happened, they were obviously sisters and brothers, how could sisters and brothers kiss, this is not okay!

Chu Fan didn't even have a chance to speak, Mingyue had disappeared without a trace, and he found that he seemed to be driven by impulse to do something stupid again.

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