Pain.

It's just a feeling, familiar, habitual, comfortable.

It seems that I haven't felt pain for a long time, but I don't feel much pain anymore.

Numbness.

The numbness that comes from the pain, the numbness that comes from the pain that has been repeated many times, and the numbness that seems to be numbness for the sake of numbness.

"Why is that?" asked Li Yuchen.

He asked himself, why did he feel this way, why did he feel this way, what was the familiarity, the habit, the comfort, and even the numbness?

Why do you feel this way?

He thought about it, but didn't figure it out.

He thought about it for a moment and felt that this was not a question that he could figure out.

But think about it.

However, you still can't figure it out.

"If you don't feel comfortable looking at it, you close your eyes. Ye Sheng said.

"I didn't feel uncomfortable, and I want to keep watching. Li Yuchen smiled, "It's just a little bit different." ”

It's really just a little bit of an anomaly, because there's not much left to feel, just a little more than a little bit...... A little bit of strangeness is almost all there is to feeling, but that's not all.

Still keeping my eyes open, watching the grief of this world that is inconvenient to describe in words, the tears that flow are only tears.

Looking, I don't think about anything.

Look at it and let the tears fall.

Pain, suppressing the body, suppressing the soul.

Endure, first deliberately, and then I didn't feel it.

Accustomed to pain, accustomed to patience, and even more accustomed to numbness.

If you decide that as long as you don't do anything, everything will pass, then there is no need to do anything, there is no need to struggle in pain, and there is no need to pursue the seemingly slim but existing hope.

It's all just a matter of waiting.

"Wait. It should all pass. Li Yuchen said.

"Wait, it's all over. Ye Sheng said, "But there will be more grief to come." "After a pause, he smiled," as if he had died in the past. ”

"Why did you involve me again?" said a helpless voice.

"We were friends and were. Ye Sheng smiled. No more speech.

A smile appeared on Li Yuchen's face, like a smile that was extremely sad instead of crying, and when the smile suddenly appeared, there was an uninhibited laughter, swinging in the spiritual fluid, swinging in this world, and swinging in the whole world.

"Haha!"

"Haha!"

"Haha!"

The laughter rang and went, each time it was about the same, and it seemed to laugh harder. And it doesn't seem to end.

"What are you laughing at?" asked Murphy.

"Isn't it nice to cry?" Li Yuchen still smiled, "Crying, it's not good, then laugh, laugh, let the world hear my laughter." ”

More and more "violent" laughter swayed in the corners of the world, in the corners where the pictures were staged, in the corners where he couldn't help crying. Ringing in the ears of those who do bad things.

People are doing it, and the sky is watching.

Someone else is doing it. He was watching.

He is not heaven, but he is also heaven.

"Who is it?"

"Who is it?"

"Come out!"

"Get out of here!"

"Senpai!"

"I was wrong. ”

"I shouldn't have done that. ”

"Come out, or I'll kill him!"

"Who the hell are you?"

The sound is intermittent, but it is a switch of images, a reaction to laughter gathered in an instant.

In this regard, Li Yuchen still laughed.

"Haha!"

This laugh was short-lived. But with a terrifying power, Li Yuchen deliberately did it.

"Senpai!"

"Senpai!"

"Come out!"

"Who the hell are you?"

"Are you sure you want to mind my business?"

"Get out!"

It's still a variety of responses.,The voice of the unknown has the most sincere thoughts.。

"Help me. ”

"Help......

"Senpai!"

"He's a demon!"

"Senior, do the right thing for heaven!"

There were some more voices, the voices of the "victims". is also various, which makes Li Yuchen feel funny.

Yes, it's really funny, he wanted to laugh, but no.

He stopped laughing, he didn't think it was interesting, he just didn't laugh.

"I am the heavenly alley, the heavenly alley of the providence of the people. He said, after a pause, "People are doing it, and the sky is watching." ”

Having said that, there is no more, there is nothing.

Because when it was over, the image in his eyes was gone, his voice could not be transmitted again, he was just a weak man waiting quietly in the spiritual fluid.

Ye Sheng shook his head, and the liquid overflowing from his eyes appeared pale red, like the color of blood.

"The power is limited. Shui Juan said.

"I was able to do it, but I just didn't want to. Ye Sheng said.

"The matter of the ants is left to the ants to solve, we do the big things, and we don't need to pay attention to the small things. Mourning said.

The world can't be without those sad negativity, so if it's not your own business, you don't need to pay attention to it...... Of course, if you encounter it, you can still do something.

This is a very ruthless word, but it is seen after experiencing countless things, it may be incomprehensible, but many people will choose this way.

When you encounter it, you do it, without deliberately.

"It's always uncomfortable to see. Li Yuchen said.

"You can not look, of course, look at you. Mortal responded.

"Do I have a choice?" Li Yuchen chuckled.

"You can close your eyes. Ye Sheng smiled, "It's just that you don't want to, you always want to see the world, and you always want to be greedy for the many beautiful things in the world." ”

Li Yuchen thought about it, thought about it carefully, and nodded.

"There are many unpleasant places in this world, but there are also beautiful things all the time. Ye Sheng said with a smile.

No matter what you see, there is something good or bad in the world, and it doesn't change much because of you...... This is reality, this is living.

"Why don't you let me see?" asked Li Yuchen.

"What is truly beautiful is in the heart. Ye Sheng said, "What you see, after all, is not your own, and that kind of beauty will be much less beautiful color." Close your eyes, "Don't look." ”

"Yes, don't look at it. Li Yuchen smiled.

If you want to "see" the good, you need to close your eyes, have thoughts in your mind, and yearn for the good, then there will be real beauty, and it will be really beautiful.

However, I didn't want to close my eyes.

"You can try. Ye Sheng said softly.

"Not yet. Li Yuchen shook his head, "There's no need." ”

"Perhaps. Ye Sheng shook his head and said no more.

Li Yuchen's eyes were red, as if there was blood clotting, about to jump out of his eyes, and he encountered a scorching flame, burning the blood that was about to condense, and the slightest crimson was still in his eyes, but it seemed to fall into the air.

In the sky where the spiritual liquid lingered, there seemed to be a trace of bright red fire.

"Why bother?" Li Yuchen asked himself, "Why is this bother?"

Although it was a question, he already had the answer in his heart, and it was an answer that didn't need a reason, and he just wanted to keep going.

Facing the so-called Daojun, rules, and Dao...... He just didn't want to accept it, he didn't want to accept it inexplicably, and he was very unwilling.

He didn't know where this reluctance came from, and he didn't know why he was unwilling.

However, it is necessary to persevere.

"I'm drunk, really drunk. He said.

He said this with a smile on his face, willing to do so no matter how much tribulation there was.

Drunk, then drunk.

It's just a drunken dream and a dream.

(To be continued.) )