Chapter 93: Self-Knowledge
After listening to what Daciano said, Bell nodded silently, "Let's eat......"
The three of them didn't say anything during the meal, and Daciano knew that Bell needed time to digest these theories, and for a teenager, only what he experienced would make him remember it in his heart. At this age, you can have the style of a leader, but the experience of a leader needs to be accumulated.
After the meal, Bell and Anesa left Daciano's room, and it was getting late outside, so they didn't go back to their rooms to rest. Sitting in the inner room of Anneza's suite, Bell finally had time to spend alone with Anneza. In the past few days, although the two have acted together, they have never been able to settle down to communicate.
"Isn't my decision a little crazy, or unrealistic?" Bell put his hands on his chin, not in a very good mood, and found a rare sense of comfort in Ann Esa's room.
"Do you remember when you told me that you were going to join the army and avenge your family?"
"Hmm...... Remember. Bell nodded, and the path of the middle of the night appeared in front of him, the night sky was full of stars, and the soft humming of An'esha echoed in his ears, still so soothing, so melodious, so intoxicating.
"Do you remember what I told you at the time?" Annesha's gentle voice completely stirred Bell's thoughts into the memory.
Bell's eyes were confused, and the gentle humming echoed in his head, "I remember, at that time, you asked me, can you really avenge my family if you join the army." I didn't know, I really didn't know at that time, I just wanted to kill those people and avenge my family. Can...... Among them, I only remember the Silver Armored Samurai, who wanted to avenge my parents with his own hands, and I don't even know whose sword took their lives. ”
"Now? What do you think? Now that we know the truth of the whole thing. Anesa looked at him, and suddenly felt an urge to hold him in her arms.
"I ...... I do not know. I feel like I'm so stupid, I'm just going to be a hunter. I could survive in the wild for a long time, but when I came to the city, I suddenly realized that I was like an idiot. I want revenge, I want to protect, I need a team to help me, but I don't think about what it takes to form a team. Compared to Daciano, I'm a far cry. Bell shook his head and sighed, Daciano's maturity was a big blow to him.
Ann Elsa nodded, she also knew what Bell said. The first time he came to the human world on a mission, the captain threw himself here. The understanding of the human world is only limited to the teaching knowledge of the elders of the race, and that level of education is basically useless.
It can be said that surviving in the human world is also a test for her, and now she has to face these difficulties with Bell. As for Daciano, she was a little too smart, and it would be very difficult to build a deep friendship and endless trust with such a person. After all, she slaughtered her boss with her own hands.
"You know, I'm here for you. I will also remain by your side and protect you. Anesa didn't know what to do next, but she knew that as long as she was alive and Bell was alive, it didn't matter much what she did.
"Ann Elsa ...... After this search, let's go and become mercenaries. Bell said lightly.
"Mercenary, why?" An'esa looked at Bell in surprise, it didn't seem to avenge him.
Bell nodded earnestly, "Well, that's what I thought. If I need revenge, I must have the strength to take revenge, and the enemy I have to face is the ruler of the Orsay Empire, and it can be said that the entire Orsay Empire is my enemy. If you want to have the strength to compete with the entire empire, you need not only huge economic power, but also more friends, and the most important thing is to improve your experience and ability. ”
"I don't know when the real big war will begin, and I don't know if what Daciano said is true. I hope that before that happens, I can at least build up some strength. And the fastest way to accumulate strength is to become a mercenary. You must know that if you are a robber, the money comes quickly, and the money is surrounded and suppressed faster. Otherwise, Uncle Kou Ning has been a robber for so many years, why is there only about a hundred people under his command. Bell continued.
"But being a mercenary is different, under the umbrella of the mercenary union, many things are legal. Not only can we go to bounty quests, but we can also get some news about treasures and the like. If we're lucky, we might be able to accumulate some money quickly. And we can make more friends, can't we?" said Bell.
"There's some truth to what you're saying. But I think robbers would be better, do you remember what happened about the demon Roamon more than two hundred years ago? The book says that it was like the end of the world, the country and the army had fallen apart in a state of chaos, robbers and rebels were everywhere, there were no laws and no rules, there was only a jungle-like order. Don't forget, we still have something in our hands. Annesha followed Bell's train of thought and figured out something.
Bell raised an eyebrow, "I see." Anyway, we'll be looking for the whereabouts of the villagers starting tomorrow, thank you Ann Esha. ”
"I'm just a suggestion...... Oh, by the way, Bell, have you ever thought that if before you can take revenge, the Orsay Empire will fall. What to do?" a hint of hesitation flashed through Annesha's eyes.
Bell frowned, "I'll hunt down those who have everything to do with the attack on the Loire village!"
"And then?" said Ann Esha, her lips pursed, and the inadvertent melancholy on her face flashed away.
"And ......" Bell scratched his head, he had been thinking about the previous things for a long time before he figured it out. As for the future, he really didn't think much about it.
As the woman screamed and the man sighed, Bell ran to the window and looked out, "I can't see here, I don't know what happened." ”
Knock knock, the sound of slamming the door, An'esha's long sword has long been lost in the deep valley, and now she only has a few flying knives left on her body! Vigilantly opened the door of the inner room, and asked who it was through the table and chair in the living room! Daciano's voice came from outside, "It's me!"
Ann Elsa came a few steps to the front and opened the door, and Daciano turned and entered the house, "You're all right, I don't know what's going on outside." Did you see from here? I just went to find Bell, he's not in the house, is it you?"
"Well, he's with me. We also heard screams, but we couldn't see them, we didn't know what was going on. Ann Esa's throwing knife was still in her hand.
Bell heard Daciano's voice and quickly walked out of the inner room, "It seems that someone is dead, I don't know what happened." Shall we go and see it?"