Chapter 64: Difficult to Continue

"It's still more like you, and there are places like me! Do you see if her eyebrows are the same as mine? ”

Gu Qing laughed at him, "It's far-fetched." ”

Ma Yuannan and Gu Qing returned to the sofa and sat down. Gu Qing picked out an apple from the fruit bowl and said while peeling it: "I want to remind you that you don't want to tell your parents about Jiajia for the time being, I will explain it later." ”

Ma Yuannan said: "Okay! I won't say it. He took the apple and nibbled on it, "Some things are really amazing to think about." ”

"What's the matter?"

"For example, in a relationship like the one we have now, who knows that we used to be husband and wife?

Who knows that we are husband and wife, and who knows that we are husband and wife in name only, and who knows that we are husband and wife, who knows that we have such a daughter?

Gu Qing laughed, "It's so complicated! You think Jiajia is your daughter?"

"I wouldn't have thought that way if it wasn't for the night we broke up. ”

"What does that mean?"

"Explain that I should do some fatherly duties in the future, including rights, of course. I'll be coming to see Jiajia often. ”

Gu Qing really wanted to tell him something about her and Lawyer Luo, lest he have unrealistic ideas again. As soon as the words came to her lips, she swallowed again. She said: "No need, don't forget that there is also a Tao Xianglan." ”

Ma Yuannan was strange, "Tao Xianglan, do you know her?"

"Isn't there Xu Changlin, when are you going to get married?"

Ma Yuannan finished eating the apple in two bites, pulled a tissue to wipe his mouth and hands. "I haven't seriously thought about getting married

You should think about it, it's not easy to live alone with a child, what are your plans for the future?"

Gu Qing said: "Actually, I have always just wanted to live a simple life, have a job, and have a love for me

It is enough to have a harmonious family. I don't think my requirements for life are very high, right? But--I didn't expect that I would be the way I am now, and there are some things that I can't help myself! I don't blame others, I can only blame myself, and my life is not good. ”

Ma Yuannan said: "Don't think so, Gu Qing, you are still young, and your life will be long in the future! There will be a lot of hope." He hesitated for a moment, then tentatively asked, "Is it possible for us to come together?"

Gu Qing shook his head and said, "It's impossible!"

"Or is it because of that incident when you were a kid?"

"No, as soon as I said that, I forgave you, and it no longer exists. Brother Yuannan, I know that you are good to me and have always cared about me. Sometimes when I think about it, I'm a little sorry for you. There's one thing I feel a little guilty about when I think about it......"

"Oh, what's the matter?"

"Five years ago, when we were together, I had my birthday one day. I didn't go back to dinner with you that day, but went to a western restaurant with Liu Beitong, and he ordered a birthday cake for me. ”

Gu Qing brushed a strand of hair from his ear with his hand, and then said, "I remember that it was very late when I went back that day, and you were still waiting for me to come back at home." I saw a big bouquet of roses on the table, you picked up the flowers, held them in front of me and said, 'Today is your birthday, I don't know what gift to buy, I think about it, you will not refuse to send flowers, I wish you a happy birthday!' I was really excited and worried, I didn't know what to say, I couldn't refuse you. I accepted the flowers, and to be honest, I was very moved. After being moved, I blamed you, why are you doing this! You make me so embarrassed!" Gu Qing said with a look of shame on his face.

Ma Yuannan said: "Actually, I knew you were together that day. ”

"You guess?"

"No, I passed by the western restaurant when I went to buy flowers, and I happened to see the two of you sitting at a table by the window, talking and laughing. I was so disappointed and jealous that I almost threw the flower away. Guess what I was thinking?"

"You wouldn't think of rushing in and fighting him, would you?"

"That's not it, what I'm thinking isβ€”" Ma Yuannan stopped talking, "forget it." ”

Ma Yuannan didn't want to say, and Gu Qing didn't bother to ask.

"But I occasionally reminisce about things five years ago, especially when we both went on our honeymoon at the Blue Lagoon Leisure Farm. How good it was at that time!" Ma Yuannan sighed: "That's what it's like to be in love, and I never felt that way anymore." ”

"yes! Even if we get together again, we won't feel that way. ”

"You just said that we can't be together, is it because- Lawyer Luo?"

Gu Qing simply stopped hiding it, "Yes, I'm talking to him about friends, and we're going to get married." That's how fate was arranged. Brother Yuannan, you should be my brother!"

The mobile phone on the coffee table rang, and Gu Qing picked up the phone to read. It's Lawyer Luo's call, and she thinks about whether she can answer it?

Ma Yuannan asked, "Is it him?"

Gu Qing nodded.

"Take it! I was silent. ”

Gu Qing pressed the answer button. Lawyer Luo said that there was nothing wrong, but he missed her a little at night, can he come over? Gu Qing looked at the clock on the wall, it was almost 11 o'clock. She said she was a little tired and had rested. Lawyer Luo heard what he meant, so he asked her to rest and hung up the phone.

Ma Yuannan knew that it was time to go, he got up to say goodbye, and Gu Qing sent him to the door.

After coming out of Gu Qing's house, Ma Yuannan stood on the grass downstairs for a while. A gust of evening breeze blew, and Ma Yuannan felt the coolness of autumn.

He looked up at the night sky, the moon was like silver, and a few stars twinkled overhead.

Ma Yuannan walked towards the parking lot, and after getting in the car and lighting the fire, he didn't want to go home immediately. He drove onto a wide road and wanted to take it for a ride.

Ma Yuannan was thinking about some things while driving, Gu Qing's attitude was very clear, she already had a new boyfriend, so should he fight for it again? It is not impossible to fight for it, the question is whether Jiajia is his daughter? Why didn't Gu Qing give him an affirmative answer? Is there still a question here?

Ma Yuannan decided: If Jiajia is not his daughter, he can give up Gu Qing, and if Jiajia is his daughter, for the sake of the child, he still needs to find Gu Qing again.

So, what should Tao Xianglan do?