One day in late February, during the morning exercise, Li Xuanguo stood in front of the fifth class and formed the team, and he looked at Zhao Hui with a smile on his face. Zhao Hui thought: Are you smiling at me? But I can't laugh. Do you know how bitter I am during the winter vacation, I froze my body before the winter vacation, coughing all day long during the winter vacation, I am lonely and lonely, I want to see you a lot, my heart misses you deeply.

When school was out at noon, Li Zhenguo was riding a bicycle in front, Zhao Hui and Na Yanhua were behind him, Zhao Hui thought: Why is it so coincidental? How is he alone? What about Yue Dong? Ay! Even if Na Yanhua is not by my side, I dare not catch up with you because I always cough and I don't know what to say...... I hope you will think of me, I dare not say it, I do not want to write it again, I will never forget the letter you replied, it was a heart-wrenching letter......

When changing seats, Mr. Wang, the head teacher, smiled and said to the students, "If you change seats today, you can sit in whatever position you want." ”

Zhao Hui didn't know where to sit, she thought: Since I was in high school, I have been very indifferent to people, I don't have a bosom friend, why is it so difficult to make a bosom friend here? My mood has also been unpleasant, and even if I am happy at times, it is quickly taken away by sadness. Why does grief always occupy my heart? The grief caused by low self-esteem has always enveloped my heart.

At this time, Zhao Hui thought: I think of a person, it turns out that I want to get joy from him, make up for my sad heart, and let joy dispel sorrow, but I am more and more worried, worried about my fate, worried about my present, worried about my future, hey! Since when did grief sneak into my heart, and it slowly took over my heart. Knowing the sorrow, knowing the sorrow, I should forge ahead, don't wait for idleness, don't wander, and stick to my own path.

All day long, Zhao Hui still wanted to see Li Xuanguo, and she didn't dare to search for him with her eyes.

After school in the afternoon, a few classmates made an appointment to go to the movies yesterday, but none of them wanted to go to see it today. Wang Lei said with a smile: "The movie "Jianghu Woman" was published in the newspaper at home at 4:40, but the actual time of the movie screening was 4:10. Zhao Hui said helplessly: "The time has passed by mistake, it's too late." Na Yanhua said happily: "It's better not to read it, I want to help a group run a board newspaper." ”

On the way home, Zhao Hui was in a bad mood and walked towards the school gate alone. Out of the school gate, Zhao Hui saw Li Xuanguo, he was with Yue Dong and Wang Peng, they had turned around, Li Zhenguo was pushing the bicycle, Zhao Hui looked at him when he walked past him and shouted: "Li Xuanguo!" Zhao Hui smiled, and Li Weiguo also smiled. They rode in the direction of Xinhua Street. Zhao Hui thought inexplicably: What did they do? Yes! Li Weiguo, I want to ...... No, we don't dare to think about it, and we are afraid to think about it, because we can't fall in love at all. You are not the same as my heart, we are the opposite. Ay! Reason in the world is sometimes good and sometimes bad, otherwise you should tell me directly that you don't like me.

In the evening, Zhao Hui finished her homework and kept a diary thinking: Could this be due to accident? Did I fall in love with someone by chance? Maybe yes, I was in need of help at the time, I needed to put my feelings on someone. This love is friendship between friends of the opposite sex, it is care, it is the exchange of words. I wrote a letter, but I was wrong, all he gave me was friendship, and I felt like I was just an ordinary classmate like him. Now, I hate him, but my heart can't help but love him. Does he not remember the past at all? I am a girl who transferred from Beijing to Yinchuan, and I sat in the seats of several of their male classmates, and now that I am in a class, I have not only friendship with him, but also longing for him. I thought for a long time, why did he reply to me such a letter, is it because he never had loving feelings for me? Whether in junior high school or high school, all he gave me was friendships between classmates. Now, I can only call his name silently in the night, and I always think that he will love me, but when I think of the letter he wrote to me, I deeply understand that there is only friendship between us, and there is no love. I wish I could be cold to him, stop looking at him when, and stop smiling at him when I meet him. Because my heart is tormented by pain, how can I laugh?

During the morning exercise the next day, when Li Weiguo walked past Zhao Hui, Zhao Hui didn't dare to look at him, just looked at his back, and her heart was full of pain.

In the afternoon physical education class, after the teacher taught gymnastics, the students were allowed to move freely, and the female students were all two people running their own things together. Only Zhao Hui stood alone on the playground, like a lonely goose. However, she had no shame in her heart, and she felt that she was quieter alone. At this moment, she is like an alien, and no one talks to her. She thought of Li Xuanguo, is he like them? I don't need their company, but I can't do without Li Weiguo's friendship, even if it's his gaze and his smile.......

After school, Zhao Hui waited for Na Yanhua on the balcony to be on duty. Na Yanhua and Wang Lei kept laughing while doing it, and Zhao Hui was a sincere friendship to them. At this time, a classmate who often goes with Li Yiguo came to the balcony of class six. Li Yiguo was cleaning the cleaning area downstairs, and Zhao Hui thought: How did a classmate here come to the balcony of our class, is he avoiding labor? After school, the classmate was still on the balcony of class six, and when Zhao Hui and Na Yanhua walked to the balcony door, they passed by nonchalantly. Downstairs, Zhao Hui saw Li Weiguo cleaning the cleaning area of their class with a broom. Zhao Hui thought: Hey! What did that friend of his, come to the balcony of our class several times? Why didn't Li come with him?

It's been about a week, and when Zhao Hui met Li Zhenguo, she couldn't see his smiling face, Zhao Hui thought: I don't know what's wrong with him? What was going on in his mind? Why didn't he smile at me? Ay! It's not good, but the classmates I knew were like this, how could I stand it?

During the morning exercise that day, Li Zhenguo had already arrived at the position of their class on the playground, and when Zhao Hui came to the position of the class, Li Zhenguo looked at Zhao Hui, who had been standing in the team of their class with her head down. When Zhao Hui raised her head, but they were all avoiding each other's gaze, Zhao Hui thought: Whether we love each other or not, we are always uncomfortable. I wanted him to smile at me, and his smile was on his face, unreserved, and enchanted me.

When Zhao Hui and her class finished the physical education class, Zhao Hui said to Na Yanhua: "Maybe the next class is the physical education class of Class 5, right?" Na Yanhua nodded and said, "Hmm! It's like a physical education class for class 5. Before class, Zhao Hui stood on the balcony and looked down, and the students of Class 5 were walking towards the playground.

took a Chinese class, and when class ended, Zhao Hui came to the balcony again, Yue Dong was playing basketball, Li Zhudong was not inside, Zhao Hui thought: What did he do? Why isn't he here? Yes! Li Xuanguo appeared, and he was standing there. After a while, Li Yiguo shouted: "Collect the basketball, it's almost time for class." After he got the basketball, he brought another basketball over and walked towards the sports equipment room. Zhao Hui thought: I don't know if Li Weiguo knows that I'm looking at him? He sometimes looked this way, but I knew that even if she saw me, he wouldn't be excited. Yes! Li Chuguo, I'm calling you, do you hear me? I hate you, you don't love me, you break my heart, I can only bury my feelings in my heart.

This day in mid-March was Friday, and during the morning exercise, Zhao Hui and her classmates walked to the playground, Li Weiguo kept looking at Zhao Hui, and Zhao Hui lowered her head. When Zhao Hui secretly looked at him, he was also lowering his head. Li Weiguo was the sports committee member of their class, he stood in front, and Zhao Hui stood in the team of his class and looked at him, and lowered his head when he met his gaze.

In the afternoon labor class, the fifth class was moving cement slabs. The boys in Class 6 are shoveling rocks, and the girls are loading stones. A boy smashed a bucket placed next to the stone, and finally hit it, and the bucket fell down with a "clang", and Zhao Hui and the others laughed.

After the fifth class finished lifting the cement slab, Li Weiguo led their class to also fill the bucket with stones and filled a bucket. Li Weiguo: They carried the bucket outside and poured it out. When they returned, Lee's right hand was on his companion's shoulder, and they looked united.

During the next cleaning, Zhao Hui and the others were cleaning the glass and saw the fifth class students playing basketball, and Li Weiguo played with them. They played for a long time, and at the end of Zhao Hui's class cleaning, they were still playing baskets. Zhao Hui watched it several times, looked through the glass in the classroom, stood at the door and looked at it for a while, she suspected that she had lovesickness. She thought: I think it was my emotional fault, as if there was no way to restore our relationship. Li Chuguo, I'm calling you, do you hear me? Zhao Hui stood in the classroom and saw Li Weiguo walking towards the teaching building. Zhao Hui thought: I have two movie tickets in my hand now, but my father didn't go to see them, so let me and my classmates go to see them or sell them. I wanted Li Yiguo and Yue Dong to see it, but I didn't dare to give it to them.

Zhao Hui asked Li Jing in the class: "Do you want movie tickets, my dad said let me sell them." Li Jing said: "No, you go to the door of the cinema to sell it, many people want movie tickets!" ”

Zhao Hui rode to the door of the movie theater near the school, and sure enough, there were a lot of people, Zhao Hui took the movie ticket and asked two young people, a man and a woman: "Do you want a movie ticket?" The man said, "Yes, we just didn't have a ticket." Zhao Hui sold the movie tickets to them.

Zhao Hui returned to school and said to Na Yanhua: "I sold the movie ticket. Na Yanhua smiled and said, "Oh! That's good. Na Yanhua was running the board newspaper again, and Zhao Hui waited for her to finish the board report, and they walked out of the classroom together. They went downstairs, and Zhao Hui found that there were two people in the corner of the balcony of Class 4. Na Yanhua stopped and wiped the chalk dust from her pants with her gloves. Zhao Hui raised her head, and she saw Li Weiguo and Yue Dong standing on the balcony of the fourth class. Zhao Hui didn't dare to look at them, but she couldn't help but raise her head, but Li Weiguo lowered her head. When she was about to leave, Zhao Hui raised her head to look, Li Weiguo also raised her head, Zhao Hui stood for two seconds, Na Yanhua had finished shooting the chalk ash on her clothes and straightened up, and they walked towards the school gate.