One morning in late August, He Fangbo came to Zhao Hui's house to play, and Zhao Hui asked tentatively: "Are you looking for Li Weiguo to play?" He Fangbo said seriously: "Yesterday I went to Li Xuan's country. Zhao Hui smiled and asked, "What is he doing?" He Fangbo said curiously: "He is moving bricks, and I went with two boys in our class." He Fangbo continued: "Yesterday we also went to the temple fair. Zhao Hui asked, "Really?" Then you must have had a good time. Didn't Li Yiguo come to play with you all the time? He Fangbo said disappointedly: "Here, I'm not at home." Zhao Hui was also disappointed and asked, "Is it?" Has Li Yiguo been here? ”

Zhao Hui thought: No wonder Li Weiguo didn't come to play with me? It's really sad, it's really disappointing, but he is so unkind, he promised to come to play with me, even if He Fangbo is not at home, he should come to my house to see. Does his words not count? Isn't he touched by me at all? Is he unwilling to come? I look forward to him every day, he comes, I will be happy to welcome him, he is too disappointing for me not to come. I love him like that, even though sometimes I say "I hate him" to myself, but I love him even more, I love him even more, he is decisive, he doesn't drag his feet, and I love his sincere, kind, brave, and strong personality.

In the afternoon, the sun was raining in the sky. Zhao Hui rode her bicycle to find Li Zhenguo. The raindrops fell on her face and arms, which were cold, and it drenched Zhao Hui, as if it had wet her heart. Zhao Hui's dream woke up, and she thought: Although I love Li Xuanguo, I can't go to him, because he may not want to, and I shouldn't go to him, I can't be so weak.

When he was about to arrive at the mouth of the alley of Li Weiguo's house, Zhao Hui turned the front of the car and went back. Zhao Hui thought: How I wish I could meet Li Xuanguo! Because there's one more thing I want to ask him, and that's the letter. I didn't meet him, I love him so much, why didn't he come to me?

The next day, Zhao Hui decided to go to Li Weiguo. On the way, she hesitated again, she thought: Should I go? Why am I so spineless, why am I this kind of person, I don't know if I should go or not. Shall I go and tell him what happened after the midterm exams? Do you want to see kittens? These are all excuses, but they really want to see him. No, I can't go, I shouldn't go, the aftermath of the midterm exams is over, so why bother mentioning it again? Kitten, although I like it very much, I can't go, I can't let people look down on me, I want to make achievements in my studies so that others can see that I am not weak. I have to study hard and I can't go to him.

Zhao Hui saw that there were no cars on both sides of the road, so she turned a corner and went home. Back at home, Zhao Hui listened to the sad song "Red Bean Song", her tears flowed, she thought: I love Li Yiguo, I miss him so deeply......

On the morning of August 26, 1989, Zhao Hui and Na Yanhua went to the school to report together. On the way, they talked and laughed happily, and soon came to the school gate. Zhao Hui put away the bicycle and walked to the side of the road to wait for Na Yanhua. When he was about to walk into the school, he saw Li Xuanguo coming, he got out of the car a few steps away, Zhao Hui looked at his face and whispered: "Li Xuanguo!" At the same time, Li Weiguo smiled and nodded slightly. They walked into the school gate, Zhao Hui was very happy, why did she meet him so coincidentally, but my personality can only make me call him or smile.

Entering the school gate, Zhao Hui and Na Yanhua read the notice and met Li Ping, Li Ru and several other classmates, they were standing inside the school gate, Li Ping smiled and said: "The original class of liberal arts in our class is still the same as the (sixth) class." At this time, Zhao Hui saw Li Weiguo's bicycle in the carport outside the school gate, and their bicycles were placed together.

After school, when Zhao Hui went to push the bicycle, Li Weiguo's bicycle had already been pushed away, Zhao Hui thought: Li Weiguo and their class are out of school early.

In the afternoon, Zhao Hui and Na Yanhua came to the school at four o'clock to report, and when they signed up, they knew that Zhang Min was in class six, and several classmates in class five were also in class six, including Han Ting. Zhao Hui thought: Is it arranged like this? I have to study hard and I have to beat them, that's a motivation for me.

In the first few days after school started, Zhao Hui didn't understand why, from the first day of school, the feelings in her heart were replaced by an invisible force. Is it because of the passage of time, the pain is too long? Or is it because the new learning environment has a boost to her learning as well as her psyche? Yes, the continuation of time and the renewal of the environment can change a person, from the heart, from the mind. How painful it is to be emotionally distracting, confusing, and even delay learning. She didn't want to continue this dream, she thought that her main thing now was to study hard and not think about anything else. It cannot be denied that she has always had the shadow of Li Weiguo in her heart. When she saw Zhang Min and Han Ling, she remembered Li Xuanguo, but she wanted to end it, because he made her sad so much, it seemed to be an emotional torture.

One day after school at noon, Zhao Hui was waiting for Na Yanhua on the side of the road, and Li Yiguo stood in front of her right, looking back and smiling, as if waiting for someone. Zhao Hui was a little shy, as if she didn't see it. When she went to school in the afternoon, Zhao Hui came to school a little late, she had just put away her bicycle, and before she got to the road, Li Zhuguo also arrived, Zhao Hui was standing on the side of the road waiting for Li Ping in their class, Zhao Hui said loudly: "Li Ping, hurry up." Li Ping agreed with an "um". At this time, Li Weiguo looked at Zhao Hui and entered the school. The first self-study class was changed to geography class, Zhao Hui was always distracted, she always had the shadow of Li Weiguo in her heart, and when she realized it, she listened to the teacher's lecture. In the third class, Zhao Hui thought of Li Weiguo again, her eyes were soaked with tears, is it over? She didn't know, she suddenly felt that she loved Li Weiguo very much, but she knew that going on like this would affect her studies.

One afternoon in early September, the first period was physical education class, when standing in line on the playground, Zhao Hui and Han Ting stood in a row, Han Ting was on Zhao Hui's left, Zhao Hui felt very uncomfortable, as soon as she saw her, Zhao Hui remembered the sad past at the sports meeting, which was the most painful time in her life. At that sports meeting, Han Ting was very happy, and Li Weiguo won the first place in the discus. Since then, Zhao Hui has paid attention to Han Ting. Once in the morning exercise, she didn't stand up well, and Li Weiguo said a word to her, and she seemed to be very unconvinced.

When the classmates lined up and walked to the playground, Zhao Hui said to Na Yanhua: "Na Yanhua, I'll stand in front of you, and I'll be in front of you when I go to exercise." Na Yanhua smiled and said, "No, you are in front of me during the exercise, and I am in front of you in the physical education class." After the quality exercise was completed, when the teacher checked the gymnastics of each group, Han Ting suddenly turned around and asked Zhao Hui: "What is the fourth session?" Zhao Hui thought for a while and smiled and said, "It seems to be a leg exercise, right?" It seems like no, I forgot. Although she said this, Zhao Hui felt that she and Han Ting seemed to be closer, yes, now that they are classmates, they shouldn't have any worries.

These days, Zhao Hui always wants to end her feelings for Li Weiguo, and she can't continue, because she has been suffering for too long, and she doesn't want to do anything when she is in pain, which will affect her learning. There is also the difference between liberal arts and science, which makes Zhao Hui feel that there should be no further development between them.

However, after school that morning, because Zhao Hui was walking from the south gate, she encountered a traffic jam, she got out of the car and found Li Xuanguo and Yue Dong behind her, they rode past her, and Zhao Hui also caught up with Na Yanhua in front. Zhao Hui thought: I should ask Li Weiguo's younger brother what grade he is in, and he wants to borrow geography and history books from the first year of junior high school. Zhao Hui said to Na Yanhua: "I'll ask Li Weiguo about borrowing books." She went to chase Li Zhenguo, and when she was about to catch up, Li Huiguo found Zhao Hui, so she slowed down, and Zhao Hui shouted: "Li Zhenguo-" She rode to Li Zhenguo's side and asked, "What grade is your brother in?" Li Weiguo looked at Zhao Hui and replied: "In the second year of junior high school." Zhao Hui hurriedly said: "Borrow his geography and history book for the first year of junior high school." Li Weiguo said in surprise: "Oh! You borrowed it late, my cousin in our family is also in high school, and he took it all last year. Zhao Hui said disappointedly: "Oh! Is it? Li Weiguo asked with concern: "Why don't I borrow it for you?" Zhao Hui shook her head and said, "Forget it, is your second volume of Chinese geography still there?" Li Yiguo glanced at Zhao Hui again and said, "I'll give you a look at home, have you borrowed other books?" Want Chinese geography? Zhao Hui replied, "Yes! Geography of China, Volume II. Zhao Hui paused and asked, "Hey! Are you in class 1 now? Li Weiguo replied: "The fifth class has been changed to one class!" Now classes 5 and 6 are liberal arts classes, right? Zhao Hui smiled and said, "Hmm! I'm in Class 6 now. At this time, Na Yanhua also followed, and she asked, "Who is your class teacher?" Although Zhao Hui was a little unhappy, she still enthusiastically helped Li Weiguo answer: "It's still the original teacher!" When he was about to turn the corner, Li Weiguo slowed down, Zhao Hui rode over, and heard Li Weiguo say loudly: "I'll give you a look at the geography book when you go home, or I will borrow it for you." Zhao Hui hurriedly said: "Well! Just take a look. Li Yiguo smiled and said, "Goodbye!" Zhao Hui also smiled and said, "Goodbye!" ”

Zhao Hui was very happy in her heart, she thought: How can I terminate my relationship, life is like this, today's encounter is so accidental, is this the arrangement of fate?

When Zhao Hui went to the carport to push the bicycle after school on Saturday afternoon, Yu Ying, who was in the fourth class, saw Zhao Hui and said with a smile: "Zhao Hui, borrow your knife and use it." Zhao Hui let out a "hey", took out a knife and gave it to Yu Ying and said, "Here you are, what is it for?" Yu Ying walked over to her bicycle and said, "Get the bicycle saddle cover." ”

Li Yiguo stood not far from the opposite side and waited for Yue Dong, as if he didn't see Zhao Hui, he passed in front of Zhao Hui's eyes.

Zhao Hui hurriedly lowered her head, her heart was so sad, as if she felt that she had lost a lot, she didn't know what she thought of her in Li Weiguo's heart, she felt that they were so far away.