One morning in early December, Zhao Hui was riding fast on the way to school, and she thought to herself: Li Zhenguo must be ahead. When she arrived at the school gate, Zhao Hui really saw that Li Zhenguo had already put away her bicycle, picked up her schoolbag and walked towards the school gate. When Zhao Hui rode past him, two bicycles came one after the other, Zhao Hui rode very fast, almost crashed, she hurriedly came to a sudden brake, the first person almost crashed, cleverly dodged, the second person was startled, Zhao Hui hurriedly braked the brake and got off the car, pushing the bicycle into the carport. When entering the school, Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo's back and hummed the song "I Pray" while walking: "I pray, the love without pain, but it is difficult to stop how many tears flow." I prayed to forget you who had departed, but I sang the songs you taught. I don't blame you, I know ...... in my heart."

When standing in line before the morning exercise, Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo in front of the first class, but her vision was blocked by her classmates. Later, from the gap between her classmates, she could see Li Zhenguo again, and Li Zhenguo was also looking at her. The third class of classmates left, and the fifth class of classmates also left, Zhao Hui clearly saw that Li Zhenguo always had one expression, his face was tense, and his eyes were wide, as if he was immersed in an indescribable feeling. After the second class left, Li Zhenguo led the team over, Zhao Hui looked at him, he also looked at Zhao Hui, he seemed to be walking towards Zhao Hui, Zhao Hui didn't have the courage to look at his face, didn't dare to touch his gaze. Zhao Hui lowered her head slightly, but still wanted to sneak a look at him, only to see him walk over with his head held high. Zhao Hui looked at his back, feeling a little embarrassed, and not feeling a little sad, she thought: I love him so much, I don't know what he is thinking, I look at him intently. I know that he doesn't say it, and sometimes he doesn't have to say it, and sometimes it's better not to say it. I believe in him, I hope he believes in me, he is the only one in my heart, and there will never be a second boy in my life that will make me want to. It's his birthday in a few days, and I'm sure to give him a most precious gift.

It was less than 2:20 at noon, and the second brother took a letter and said to Zhao Hui with a smile: "Help me send this letter." Zhao Hui smiled and said, "Hmm! I'll drop by in a moment. Zhao Hui came out of the house, and when she arrived at the post box in the South Gate Square, she threw the letter in. Zhao Hui looked at the back, but Li Zhenguo was missing, she thought: How good it would be to meet Li Zhenguo! Didn't Li Zhenguo always arrive at school early? Why is he still missing?

Zhao Hui arrived at the school, put the schoolbag in the classroom and came to the balcony, she looked at the students who walked in one after another at the school gate, listening to the beautiful piano music played on the radio, she felt that the scenery of the campus was so beautiful. At this time, Li Zhenguo appeared, Zhao Hui saw him at a glance, he raised his head before he entered the playground, Zhao Hui thought happily: Did he see me? When Li Zhenguo walked west, he didn't look upstairs, but just raised his head and looked straight ahead, his black hair stood on end, showing his stubbornness, and his dashing body was so tall in Zhao Hui's mind. Zhao Hui felt that the piano music in her ears was wilting and poignant, and her eyes were a little sour, but she warned herself in her heart not to shed tears.

At night, Zhao Hui had a dream, as if she was out of school, she pushed the cart and walked a few steps, stopped, looked back, and saw Li Zhenguo and a few people riding over, Zhao Hui looked at him, he also looked at Zhao Hui, he said to a classmate: "You go first!" He got out of the carriage, and a carriage came, and he took a little boy out of the carriage, and then the little boy disappeared, and only the two of them were left. Zhao Hui set up the bicycle and unconsciously shed tears, and Li Zhenguo also shed tears, and they continued to shed tears. Zhao Hui walked over to Li Zhenguo, and she said with tears in her eyes: "Li Zhenguo, I need you so much, I need you so much!" Li Zhenguo said with concern: "Really? I want to help you in my studies, I don't know how to ask my cousin, I also study liberal arts, I want to help you catch up. Zhao Hui cried and said: "No, I don't need you to do this, it will affect your learning, I hope you can help me, it is spiritual help." Li Zhenguo said softly: "Is it true? Zhao Hui nodded and said, "Hmm! Li Zhenguo looked at Zhao Hui with a smile, he slowly sat down on the side of the road, and Zhao Hui also squatted down and snuggled up to him.

When standing in line the next morning, after a few classes left, Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo, and Li Zhenguo also looked this way, and then they shifted their gaze. When Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo again, he was also looking at Zhao Hui. Zhao Hui didn't dare to look at him, because she saw that Han Ting on the left was also looking at Li Zhenguo, sometimes on tiptoe, sometimes stretching her neck. When Li Zhenguo led the team over, Zhao Hui looked at him, and when he met his gaze, he immediately turned his head. Her heart was so sad that it wasn't until Li Zhenguo walked over that Zhao Hui turned her head to look at his back. Zhao Hui felt very ridiculous, and thought to herself: Why are we so ridiculous, I only have him in my heart, and the person I especially want to see every day is also him, but is he looking at me every day, or is he looking at Han Ting? I'm so sad, I'm a little suspicious of him again, "love", does he have love for me in his heart? Why didn't he tell me? Why didn't he speak out?

When the third physical education class was about to end in the afternoon, Wang Lei took Zhao Hui's hand and said to her with a smile: "Accompany me to the teaching office." Zhao Hui nodded and said, "Okay, I'll go with you." After that, they went to the teaching office together. After class, they came out of the west door, and there were two people on the balcony of the second (first) class of high school, but there was no Li Zhenguo. Zhao Hui and a few female classmates walked across the campus, Han Ting and her good friend Wang Manli came over, Zhao Hui didn't want to see them, but still said hello and said, "Why are you going?" They laughed and said, "Go for a spin." Zhao Hui and Wang Lei walked forward, and when they stopped in the campus, Zhao Hui looked at the balcony of the first class, and happened to see Li Zhenguo standing on the balcony looking at her, although it was far away, Zhao Hui felt that his gaze was infatuated and scorching. After a while, Zhao Hui and Wang Lei went upstairs. On the balcony, Zhao Hui saw that in the southwest corner of the first class downstairs, Han Ting and Wang Manli were playing. Zhao Hui thought: They are actually playing fake, why should people disguise themselves? Zhao Hui was very sad, her eyes were sour, she didn't say a word, she stood on the balcony with both hands holding on to the railing. In the self-study class, Zhao Hui didn't have the heart to do her homework, so she only did a few questions and fell on the table. Her eyes were drenched with tears, but she suppressed her emotions and didn't let the tears flow. Han Ting sat on the seat of Li Dongmei at the same table, she and Wang Manli and Li Jing taught Jiang Yan to speak Ningxia dialect, they talked and laughed, and Han Ting's voice was the loudest. At this time, Zhao Hui was in a very bad mood, she was in extreme pain, she thought: Why does life treat me like this? She picked up a ballpoint pen and wrote a few lines of poetry on a piece of paper:

People are laughing,

My heart is sorrowful.

The love of children through the ages,

Wind and waves relieve worries.

No wind and no waves,

The wind is more worried.

human complex network,

The love network is the most worrying.

That night two days later, Zhao Hui wanted to write a letter to Li Zhenguo, she thought about it for a while, picked up the pen, and began to write:

Zhenguo: Hello! May I call you that?

I heard that you have taken a few quizzes, did you do well? Resilience is the most important thing in learning, continue to work hard if you do well in the exam, and never be discouraged if you don't do well. Of course, after intense study, you should have a good rest, have fun, combine physical and mental power, regulate your nerves, and hope that you will also pay attention to your body.

I know that you are a very enterprising person and very self-motivated, and I also know that you are a trustworthy, resolute, strong and unyielding person.

Today, our class took a foreign language test, and the first questions were answered almost well, and the back questions were getting worse and worse. I'm going to take the math test tomorrow, and I don't know how I'll do it!

Now, our class is very active, and it is very lively when it comes to self-study classes, perhaps because of the liberal arts study, only mathematics has homework every day.

We talked about Han Ting before, that time you said "she can laugh very much", you are very right, she talked and laughed with her table in front of me all day long, and fought and made trouble, and the classmates we sat behind didn't like to laugh, but she did so, and the atmosphere around her was really lively.

When I go to school every day, I always want to meet you, but there are too few opportunities like this, and I wish I could see you every day. Because in Yinchuan, I really don't have many friends, it can be said that there are only a handful.

Zhenguo, this Saturday at 1:40 p.m. I'm waiting for you in front of the meter factory club, I have something very important to say to you, you must come, otherwise I will be stupid and keep waiting.

I wish you good progress and happiness!

Good friend Zhao Hui

December 7, 1989