Chapter Thirty-Eight: An Unpleasant Thing

During the fourth history class that morning, Zhao Hui cried, silently crying. She didn't know why she was so fragile and couldn't withstand the slightest twist and turn.

After the third period, Zhao Hui went to the toilet, she thought: The fourth period of the first class is physical education class, if you come back and walk from the west stairs, you may be able to meet Li Zhenguo. After coming out of the north gate of the toilet, Zhao Hui saw Li Zhenguo and a few classmates on the campus west of the rockery, Li Zhenguo looked south, Yue Dong on his left, and a few steps away on the right were Han Ting, Wang Manli and a classmate in the first class laughing. Zhao Hui walked towards the stairs to the east, Li Zhenguo didn't look back, and he didn't notice Zhao Hui, after the rockery, Zhao Hui ran up, she thought to herself: Why is Li Zhenguo like this? And he's been standing there with those classmates, isn't he afraid that I will doubt him? Zhao Hui ran upstairs and saw Teacher Miao standing on the balcony outside the classroom, Zhao Hui didn't enter the classroom, she also stood on the balcony, she was a little shivering with cold, looking at Li Zhenguo downstairs, he was still standing facing south, and then he turned around to the west, was he looking at Han Ting? A few seconds later, he turned east again. Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo downstairs, he was standing facing Han Ting, he didn't look upstairs, Yue Dong on the left looked upstairs. After class, Zhao Hui was still stunned on the balcony, and she didn't walk into the classroom until there were only two people left on the balcony, she and Teacher Miao.

In history class, Zhao Hui couldn't figure it out, Li Zhenguo's figure appeared in front of her eyes, she thought: He was looking west, and then looking east, he couldn't be looking at me, right? But by then I was already upstairs. He later faced Han Ting and Wang Manli, isn't he afraid that I will be sad when I see it? If he knows my heart, why does he still do it? Zhao Hui couldn't help but write on the table: Why does life always play tricks on me? Am I wrong? Could it be that he is such an unstable person? Haven't I gotten to know him yet? Doesn't he know my heart? Writing and writing, Zhao Hui's eyes were blurred, the class was not listened to, and Zhao Hui's tears always poured out of her eyes.

After school in the afternoon, Zhao Hui and their group were on duty, Zhao Hui swept the floor in the classroom, and quickly finished sweeping and went downstairs, she saw Han Ting and they were sweeping the environmental area. Zhao Hui walked out of the school gate and saw Li Zhenguo pushing a bicycle in the carport, he was looking at Zhao Hui, Zhao Hui thought: He is looking at me, is this tacit? Li Zhenguo had already pushed the bicycle, and when Zhao Hui walked to his bicycle to push the bicycle, Li Zhenguo and Yue Dong passed past Zhao Hui. Zhao Hui followed behind them, got on the bicycle, and looked at Li Zhenguo's back, her heart was very sad, but she still liked to look at him. When they arrived at the Nanhuan vegetable market, there were a lot of cars, Li Zhenguo and they slowed down, and Zhao Hui also slowed down. Li Zhenguo and Yue Dong surpassed Zhou Qiang and them, and Zhao Hui also surpassed them. When they turned the corner at the south gate, Li Zhenguo and Yue Dong rode very slowly, and they smiled and talked. Zhao Hui also slowed down, although she didn't take it to heart about the morning, she was still very sad and angry. Li Zhenguo and they walked away from the square, Zhao Hui was still riding a bicycle on the road, she unconsciously sped up the speed, and there was a person next to her who was also riding fast, although there was a No. 2 car in front of her when she turned the corner, she still rode very fast, riding side by side with a person on the side of the road, Zhao Hui slowed down a little, glanced at the square, and saw that they were riding bicycles leisurely. Zhao Hui sped up again, and although there were many cars when she turned south, she still rode over quickly. Zhao Hui raised her head and saw that the red light turned into a green light, she sped up the car, hoping that the green light would become a red light, and the green light would become a red light after the traffic light. Zhao Hui rode faster, humming the bleak song "Wolf" along the way. Zhao Hui's mind flashed with the morning shot, why did Li Zhenguo do this? Why did he stay with Han Ting and them in the morning. How can I not be sad? Why didn't he think about it for me? At this time, Zhao Hui's eyes were sour, her vision was blurred, Zhao Hui wiped her tears with her hands, wiped them dry but poured out, she sobbed a few times, hurriedly controlled her emotions, wiped away her tears, and rode to her alley.

At night, Zhao Hui dreamed of Li Zhenguo, and when she woke up the next morning, she forgot what Li Zhenguo was doing in the dream, and she said vaguely: "Li Zhenguo, in fact, I love you so much." ”

In the second class in the morning, Zhao Hui Zhao Hui went to the toilet and came back to walk downstairs on campus, she looked at the balcony of the first class and did not see Li Zhenguo. went upstairs, the class bell rang, and when Zhao Hui followed her classmates into the classroom, she saw Han Ting and Wang Manli running over from the west on the balcony with a smile, and Han Ting almost bent over with a smile. In the third history class, Zhao Hui thought: Can I still listen to it? My mind is full of Li Zhenguo's shadow. Why is fate so cruel, let Han Ting sit in front of me, seeing her, I can't do anything, my heart is full of tears of sadness.

After school at noon, Zhao Hui wanted to go to the Xinhua Street Post Office to buy stamps for the Year of the Horse, so as soon as school ended, she went to push the bicycle, in the afterglow of her eyes she saw Yue Dong walking to the school gate, she thought that Li Zhenguo must be with Yue Dong, but she didn't look, she boarded the bicycle and rode in the direction of Xinhua Street. After buying the stamps, on the way home, Zhao Hui thought: Let the unpleasant things pass! I'm not mature yet, I shouldn't think so much, I should hurry up and study hard.

After eating at noon, Zhao Hui thought back to yesterday's events, and thought to herself: Maybe I was wrong, it is difficult to distinguish the friendship and love between male and female classmates in high school now, there are still a few people like me who have special experiences, maybe it is the continuous change of the environment, I fell in love with Li Zhenguo by chance, what about others? Maybe it's friendship for him! I shouldn't have overtaken them on the way home yesterday afternoon, and if he had been an attentive man, he would have known why I was riding so fast, and he would not have thought that I would have cried when I crossed the South Gate Bridge.

On the third day of morning exercises, the second (first) class of high school was the second to pass, and when passing in front of the sixth class, Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo, and Li Zhenguo also looked at Zhao Hui, Zhao Hui thought: Is this tacit? In the dark, Zhao Hui saw Li Zhenguo's resolute and handsome face, those bright and sparkling eyes, she didn't think about anything, just looked at him with some sadness and infatuation. She wanted to call his name as much as she wanted, but she could only whisper it in her heart countless times. Looking at his dashing back, Zhao Hui couldn't help but feel sad, she said to Li Zhenguo in her heart: Li Zhenguo, I love you, I shouldn't doubt you, I shouldn't blame you.

At night, Zhao Hui went to bed very early, and she dreamed again, dreaming of Li Zhenguo in her dream, and also dreaming of her classmates in her hometown. When she woke up in the morning, Zhao Hui's mind was full of Li Zhenguo, and she still had a little migraine.

When going to school in the morning, Zhao Hui was riding a bicycle and thinking that Li Zhenguo might be ahead! She rode very fast, and after passing the south gate, she still didn't see Li Zhenguo's shadow. Zhao Hui slowed down, rode for a while, and when she reached the bend next to the South Ring Market, Zhao Hui got her gloves down, wanted to see what time it was, but she didn't see the watch, she got it again, and when she looked again, she still didn't see clearly, she heard the sound of someone riding a bicycle next to her, and heard a person shouting: "Zhao Hui." Zhao Hui tilted her head and looked, and she called out in surprise: "Li Zhenguo." Li Zhenguo asked softly: "Does your class have a party?" Zhao Hui replied with a smile: "I don't know yet!" No one said anything about the party, is your class open? Li Zhenguo smiled and said, "Our class is open!" Zhao Hui asked curiously: "I heard that your class is going to celebrate its 18th birthday!" Li Zhenguo happily replied: "Hmm! Now we are discussing how to open it? Why is there no one in your class? Teacher Miao doesn't care? While Zhao Hui was talking to Li Zhenguo, Zhao Hui always had a shadow in her heart, that is, the incident on Monday, when she heard Li Zhenguo ask, she said: "Who knows if our class can be opened?" At the same time, when Zhao Hui thought of Han Ting, she had no interest in anything, and wanted to say to him, 'It's annoying that I'm in our class'. But she couldn't bear to say that he would be uneasy when he heard it, and just turned the corner, Zhao Hui didn't answer. Li Zhenguo asked with a smile: "Zhang Hua, aren't they lively?" Zhao Hui smiled embarrassedly and said, "Hmm! Zhang Hua: They sing very well. Li Zhenguo agreed "um". They rode fast, and Zhao Hui guessed, "Your class must be quite lively." Li Zhenguo whispered: "Who knows? At this time, they had arrived at the gate of the school, when the bicycle was put down, Zhao Hui glanced at Li Zhenguo, Li Zhenguo also looked at Zhao Hui, they picked up their schoolbags and walked towards the school gate, physical education teacher Hu was at the school gate, Li Zhenguo and Teacher Hu said hello, and they walked into the school gate together. Li Zhenguo walked very fast, Zhao Hui glanced at him, and he looked at the brisk walking in front of him at this time, giving people a feeling of hurry. Seeing that the lights of the entire building were lit up like a crystal palace, Zhao Hui whispered: "It's quite beautiful to have the lights on in this building now." Li Zhenguo said softly: "It's much more beautiful than our original school!" Zhao Hui said "um". Li Zhenguo said "goodbye" to Zhao Hui, and Zhao Hui also said "goodbye", and Li Zhenguo walked to the stairs on the west side of the teaching building.

Zhao Hui went upstairs from the east stairs, and she thought happily: Ah! Li Zhenguo, I sometimes want to forget you, but I can't, I love you and will always love you.

After school at noon, on the way, Zhao Hui and Na Yanhua were talking happily, and suddenly heard Li Zhenguo talking behind her, when someone passed by her, Zhao Hui turned her head and saw that it was Yue Dong and Li Zhenguo, they laughed and rode over. When they arrived at the South Gate Bridgehead, Li Zhenguo did not turn a corner, and he and Yue Dong kept moving forward. Zhao Hui turned to the alley of his house and looked at his back and thought: He has been walking today, has he been walking on Monday afternoon? Did he see me wipe my tears? Yes! Li Zhenguo, I really love you so much!