On the morning of May 4, when Zhao Hui woke up, the sky was already bright, and the dream just now appeared in front of him again, Li Zhenguo and the two green-clothed girls - Wang Yuna and Yu Ying were riding side by side, and suddenly the dream changed, and it was Li Zhenguo and Han Ting who were riding bicycles, and they were talking while riding. Zhao Hui thought: Why did I have such a dream, it was so desolate, why didn't he answer me? When he came back yesterday, on the road, he kept riding with Zhou Lihua and Wang Yuna, talking and laughing. Why did he ignore me? If Zhou Lihua and Wang Yuna like to talk to him very much, then why is he so happy? And I'm in a sad mood. Wang Lina is right, 'If the boy you love knows your heart, then he will be very good with other girls in front of you.' 'Ahh How is he such a person?

Zhao Hui suddenly remembered that Li Zhenguo's anger yesterday was due to various factors, first, He Fangbo did not arrive, he said that He Fangbo was busy all night the day before, but he was separated halfway. Secondly, when climbing the mountain, the classmates did not listen to him and ran around on the mountain. Third, when he returned, he had a picnic under the tree, and he and Daniel Zhang stained his clothes again when they were making cans. I think I should go see him and go to him in the afternoon! In the afternoon, Zhao Hui took a poem she wrote and rode a bicycle to find Li Zhenguo.

When I arrived at the door of Li Zhenguo, the courtyard door was open, and the dog in the yard saw Zhao Hui barking, Li Zhenguo's father came out and shouted "Don't bark" to the dog, the dog stopped barking, and Zhao Hui barked: "Li Zhenguo!" Zhao Hui walked into the courtyard and said, "Uncle, is Li Zhenguo here?" His father smiled and said, "At home, let's go in!" Zhao Hui entered the house, Li Zhenguo just woke up, and it was his aunt who woke him up, so Zhao Hui smiled and called "Auntie", and Auntie went out. Zhao Hui said to Li Zhenguo again: "You got your clothes dirty yesterday, can you wash them off?" Li Zhenguo whispered: "My mother didn't know, but you knew when you said this." Zhao Hui said "oh", Li Zhenguo walked to the hall, and said with some reproach: "You really care about me!" Zhao Hui was speechless when she heard this, looking at the serious expression on Li Zhenguo's face, she thought to herself: Why is he still the same expression as yesterday, is he angry? The aunt came in and looked at Zhao Hui, and the aunt asked in surprise, "You also went yesterday?" Zhao Hui agreed "um".

The aunt gave Li Zhenguo fifteen yuan and said, "Give you fifteen yuan, you go and buy two bearings." Subsequently, Li Zhenguo's father and mother went to work in the fields.

Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo and said, "Didn't your mother let you buy bearings?" Li Zhenguo said flatly: "Sit down first, and then go later, you drink water." Zhao Hui sat on the chair and drank some water, Li Zhenguo went out and came in again, Zhao Hui asked, "Your father and mother have gone to the field?" Li Zhenguo replied: "Yes! What should I do if I don't go to the fields? Zhao Hui plucked up the courage and said, "I want to tell you something very important. Li Zhenguo asked curiously, "What's the matter?" Zhao Hui said hesitantly: "What do you say? Let's start with a poem I wrote! Zhao Hui said as she stood up, took out the poem, opened it, handed it to Li Zhenguo, and returned to her place to stand. Zhao Hui was a little scared, she remembered that Wang Lifang asked her to look at his eyes and his face. Zhao Hui mustered up the courage to raise his head and look at Li Zhenguo, his expression was extremely serious, and his eyes were wide open. Zhao Hui lowered her head a little timidly.

Li Zhenguo looked at the poem, the title of the poem is "To Love":

The thoughts of the heart,

Enough to destroy me.

The hope of the heart,

It's enough to make my heart wither.

The love in my heart!

It's so beautiful,

So painful,

So obsessed.

The indifference of love,

Enough to turn me into a drifting snowflake,

The harshness of love,

It's enough to turn me into a rain of ice.

For love,

I am willing to take on everything that belongs to me.

I would like to be a spring breeze,

Even if it is short-lived,

Even if it takes all my heart.

Suddenly, Li Zhenguo came over at a gallop, handed the paper with the poem written to Zhao Hui and said, "To you, I can't accept it, I can't accept it." Zhao Hui was so frightened that she stepped back, leaned on the desk and whispered: "No! No! You can't do this! Li Zhenguo walked up to her and reprimanded: "Then what do you call me?" When I was a freshman in high school, I told you not to develop and let you maintain the friendship between your classmates, but you are like this now. Zhao Hui said sadly: "I am unconscious, is the relationship as you imagined?" Li Zhenguo was silent for a while, turned around and walked a few steps, and said angrily: "You have been too close to me these days, you have embarrassed me too much, if you don't look for me, I will talk to you!" Since you said it first today, let's make it clear to you! You are becoming less and less important to me now, and we only have two paths, either we can maintain the relationship between our classmates, or we can't even maintain the relationship between our classmates. Zhao Huiping looked ahead and said, "You think so?" Li Zhenguo nodded and said, "That's what I think." Zhao Hui asked bitterly, "Aren't you responsible?" Li Zhenguo said with certainty: "I don't think I'm responsible." Zhao Hui whispered with tears in her eyes: "That's so unfair, you put everything on my own." Li Zhenguo thought about it and said, "Maybe I'm such a person!" Zhao Hui was a little skeptical of Li Zhenguo's words, and she said calmly: "Since you are friends, you have to tell the truth." Li Zhenguo said without thinking: "This is what I really mean, you have really embarrassed me these days." Li Zhenguo went out, Zhao Hui burst into tears, looking at the ceiling and couldn't hold back her grief. She thought: What is it that he said 'these days'? How could there be these days? Isn't it just yesterday? Is it also counted today? I had rarely seen him before yesterday, and I barely said a word for half a month.

Zhao Hui saw that Li Zhenguo hadn't come in for a long time, so she called "Li Zhenguo". Zhao Hui wanted him to come in, but he didn't. Zhao Hui thought he was in the hall, and when she went to the hall and saw him in the courtyard, she returned to the east house. Only now did Zhao Hui understand that after the picnic yesterday, Li Zhenguo had been angry with her on the way home.

After a while, Li Zhenguo came in, standing by the east window and looking outside, Zhao Hui thought about what Li Zhenguo said just now, and asked, "Why do you say I embarrassed you?" Li Zhenguo did not speak. They were silent for a while, and Zhao Hui said softly: "I have always kept your photo." Li Zhenguo asked eagerly: "What did you say?" Zhao Hui repeated again: "I have always kept your photos." Li Zhenguo said indifferently: "Photos! At that time, I was small, and my classmates sent photos casually! Zhao Hui explained: "But I don't think so, you know — that was the first time I received — a photo from a male classmate sent me. Li Zhenguo said loudly: "It's because of these relationships that I'm too indifferent to you." You see the relationship between me who I was not a classmate yesterday, and I talked and laughed with Zhou Lihua and Wang Yuna along the way, but you are the only one, you are too cold. Zhao Hui's voice trembled a little and asked, "Who do you mean is cold?" Li Zhenguo glanced at Zhao Hui and said, "It's not that you are cold to me, it's me who is cold to you." Zhao Hui whispered: "Do you know that I was very sad at that time? Li Zhenguo said earnestly: "Of course you are very sad! Zhao Hui thought: Li Zhenguo, you know everything, why do you still treat me like this? She speculated, "Maybe you did it on purpose to show me." Li Zhenguo denied it: "It's not intentional, why aren't you like Zhou Lihua and Wang Yuna?" Zhao Hui whispered: "I don't like to talk, will I be like them?" She paused and then said, "Actually, yesterday - I didn't think you were indifferent, it was natural, nothing. "Zhao Hui wanted to say, 'I'm used to being lonely', but she didn't say it. Li Zhenguo returned to the truth and said kindly: "I warned you in the second half of the first semester of high school and asked you not to develop, but you? You've been so close to me these days, and you've embarrassed me so much. Zhao Hui asked rhetorically: "Do you think you are embarrassed?" Li Zhenguo said softly: "Of course, in front of so many classmates. Zhao Hui was silent, thinking: My love is pure, but he feels embarrassed by him, do his classmates know it? Li Zhenguo said patiently: "I said when I was a freshman in high school that I would let you maintain the relationship between your classmates, but now you don't even want the relationship between your classmates?" Zhao Hui burst into tears, "No! No! Say no more. She shook her head in pain, then looked up at the blue roof in the other direction. Li Zhenguo came over, walked past Zhao Hui's side, took a towel and handed it to Zhao Hui, Zhao Hui didn't answer, he handed the towel to Zhao Hui again, and then said "um" and motioned Zhao Hui to take the towel. Zhao Hui obediently took the towel and wiped her tears. Li Zhenguo stood under the east window again, and said earnestly: "I know that your feelings are very fragile, so I have never dared to tell you." They were silent for a while, and Zhao Hui asked unwillingly, "Have you never thought of me?" Li Zhenguo asked rhetorically: "Do I have to think about all my classmates every day?" Zhao Hui looked ahead indifferently and said slowly sadly: "Maybe, maybe the two of us are just the opposite." Li Zhenguo asked eagerly: "What do you mean by the opposite?" Zhao Hui said a little unconvinced: "I mean the psychology is the opposite." Li Zhenguo said helplessly: "Maybe! Zhao Hui was a little anxious, and said angrily: "What do you mean maybe?" Li Zhenguo whispered, but Zhao Hui didn't hear clearly, Li Zhenguo explained: "It was my junior high school classmates who made me feel emotional, and there was no one in high school." Zhao Hui whispered sadly: "Really? Li Zhenguo said "um". Zhao Hui continued: "When I get to high school, it doesn't seem to be like junior high school. Li Zhenguo sighed and said: "It's a big deal! Zhao Hui also said with emotion: "People will grow up." Zhao Hui looked up at Li Zhenguo, and Li Zhenguo looked at Zhao Hui with soft eyes.

Li Zhenguo turned around and walked a few steps, stood still, looked at Zhao Hui and said, "In the next year or so, you can no longer think nonsense, I hope you can be admitted to university." Zhao Hui asked rhetorically: "You think I'm thinking nonsense?" Li Zhenguo replied affirmatively: "Yes! I think so. Zhao Hui was silent for a while and said, "I won't think about anyone in the future, no one will think about it." "She wanted to say 'except for you,' but she didn't. Li Zhenguo said excitedly: "At least now I can't think about it, when I graduate next year, no one will reject you, and the society will accept you." Zhao Hui thought for a while and said, "I know that your thinking is very complicated. Li Zhenguo looked at Zhao Hui and said, "You're right, my thinking is indeed very complicated, and I have my difficulties. Zhao Hui guessed and said, "Maybe there are a lot of difficulties, right?" Li Zhenguo looked at the girl in front of him who was ignorant of the world and said: "We have several relatives in our family, all of whom are in school. Zhao Hui guessed: "They are all watching!" Li Zhenguo nodded and said, "Yes! Among them is Mr. Zhao. I'm the eldest in our family, so I always have to think more about my parents and don't want them to worry about it. Zhao Hui said "um". Li Zhenguo continued: "Let's talk about this today! Zhao Hui listened and said softly: "Let's still maintain the relationship between classmates, do you think I should do this today?" Li Zhenguo shook his head and replied, "I don't know." Zhao Hui asked uneasily: "Do you say that I did this right or wrong today?" Li Zhenguo replied with a smile: "It's the right thing!" And it's also very sensible. Zhao Hui hurriedly said: "Don't say it's wise, anyway, that's what I think, I think friends should increase each other's courage, I hope this matter doesn't affect you." Li Zhenguo said with concern: "I'm nothing, I'm just afraid that it will affect you." Zhao Hui said: "Now that I have heard you say so much, I have figured it out, and now it's okay." Li Zhenguo smiled and said, "That's good." Zhao Hui looked at Li Zhenguo and said, "I hope you can be admitted to university or technical secondary school." Li Zhenguo said "um". Zhao Hui said again: "Actually, as long as you do your best, even if you can't pass the exam, you will feel more comfortable, and the ending will be good." Li Zhenguo shook his head and said, "No! Zhao Hui asked curiously, "What is your ideal?" Li Zhenguo shook his head and said, "I haven't thought about it yet, I can only take the university entrance examination at present." Zhao Hui said helplessly: "My dad said that I should take the teacher exam, but I don't think it's good to be a teacher." Li Zhenguo enlightened Zhao Hui and said: "It's good to be a teacher! You see that the teacher only has a few classes a day, and there is nothing else, but the distribution and treatment are a little bad, but I think it will be solved in the future. Zhao Hui said "um", I usually don't like to listen to my father, but it sounds really good to hear Li Zhenguo. Zhao Hui said approvingly: "After all, the school is a better place, much better than the society. Li Zhenguo also said "um".

When they talked about their junior high school classmates Wang Lifang and Na Yanhua, Zhao Hui said kindly: "When Wang Lifang and Na Yanhua usually play with me, they always speak Ningxia dialect, they say let me learn to speak Ningxia dialect, I can't learn it even if I learn it, in fact, I speak differently now, a bit like Yinchuan dialect, isn't it?" Li Zhenguo said softly "um". Zhao Hui said happily: "This may be the impact of the environment. ”

Later, Zhao Hui said: "Aren't you going to buy bearings?" Let's go now! Li Zhenguo said "um" and said, "You go out first, I'll change my clothes." "Zhao Hui went out.

Zhao Hui was waiting for Li Zhenguo in the yard, and after a while, Li Zhenguo pushed the bicycle out of the house, locked the door, and Zhao Hui asked, "Is your bicycle OK?" Li Zhenguo said: "Okay! ”

On the way, Zhao Hui wanted to speak when she saw the beautiful rural scenery, but none of them said anything. Passing by a small forest, Zhao Hui said, "I can't see anything when I live in the city, and I don't even know if the tree has sprouted." Li Zhenguo nodded and said, "That's it." Zhao Hui asked curiously: "Where are you going to buy bearings?" Li Zhenguo replied: "Go to He Fangbo's house first." When she arrived at the vegetable market, Zhao Hui said, "There are many people in the market, so you ride in front." Li Zhenguo rode very slowly, Zhao Hui also slowed down, and when he turned to the road of He Fangbo's house and Zhao Hui's house, Zhao Hui said, "Go to my house and sit for a while?" Li Zhenguo said: "No, I won't go." Zhao Hui said: "Then I won't go to He Fangbo's house, goodbye!" Li Zhenguo also said "goodbye", and they went their separate ways.