In foreign language class that day, Zhao Hui asked Pan Haoming, "Will you come tomorrow morning?" Pan Haoming said: "No, I have something to do tomorrow morning." Zhao Hui thought: "He won't come tomorrow, he always feels like something is missing."

After school, Pan Haoming took out the photos he took out two days ago and said to Wu Min: "I said that day I would show you the photos!" I've got it for you today. Wu Min took the photo, didn't look at it immediately, and put the photo on the table. Pan Haoming picked up Wu Min's geography book and said to Zhao Hui: "Look, you read other people's books, do you want to study well!" Zhao Hui smiled reluctantly, and she said unhappily: "What's so good about a geography book?" Pan Haoming put the geography book on Zhao Hui's desk and said, "Look at it, you read what other people draw in their books, and see how they learn it?" Zhao Hui was a little angry, "Everyone has their own learning method, you see." Zhao Hui put the book on Pan Haoming's desk, and Pan Haoming said: "I mean this kind of spirit of others, the books are all broken." At this time, Wu Min and her table mates were looking at the photos, commenting while watching, as if she knew how to paint, and after reading them, she returned the photos to Pan Haoming.

Zhao Hui lowered her head and continued to copy the teacher's Chinese notes, and after a few minutes, she finished copying. I heard Pan Haoming say to his tablemates: "Look at it, look at Wu Min's geography books like this, or they study well!" ”

Zhao Hui was at the same table, scribbling and scribbling on the notebook. Suddenly, Pan Haoming said to her, "What are you doing?" ”

Zhao Hui smiled helplessly and said, "There's nothing to do, it's boring!" At this time, Zhang Xiuyan, who was at the same table, stood up and said, "Let's go!" Zhao Hui stood up, picked up her schoolbag, said "goodbye" to Pan Haoming and walked out of the classroom. Wu Min shouted loudly: "Zhao Hui, I forgot to bring you your "Number Study Question Book", and I will bring it to you next Wednesday." Zhao Hui said "um" after hearing this, and she was about to cry, so she walked out of the classroom quickly.

When she arrived downstairs, Zhao Hui's mood was much better, and Zhang Xiuyan asked with concern: "I see that you are always unhappy, as if you have something on your mind." Zhao Hui said "oh" and said, "I sometimes feel very annoyed. ”

When Zhao Hui was pushing the bicycle, she saw Pan Haoming and Wu Min also coming out. Zhao Hui pushed up the bicycle and walked slowly, Zhang Xiuyan said: "Did you really see a person being hit yesterday?" Zhao Hui replied, "Yes! Seeing it, scared me out several times. ”

Walking out of the school gate, they got on their bicycles and rode slowly, when they suddenly heard Pan Haoming behind him whistle "Lonely ostriches, always running alone" came up and said to them: "I'll go first!" Zhang Xiuyan said loudly: "Let's go!" Although Zhao Hui wanted to go with him, she still said: "Let's go!" Pan Haoming passed by Wu Min, who was pushing his bicycle and walking, and without saying anything, he passed, and he quickly rode his bicycle away.

At noon, when Zhao Hui was sorting out her notes, she thought: I know that Pan Haoming said that Wu Min studied well and was motivating me, otherwise how could he be so focused and loudly say that Wu Min studied well? I must make the most of my time and study hard. After sorting out the notes, Zhao Hui wrote some apologies and wishes to study hard, and also copied a famous sentence: The three watches are lit and the five watches are chickens, it is when the boy is studying, the black hair does not know how to study early, and the white hair regrets studying late. - Yan Zhenqing

In the afternoon geography class, Pan Haoming took out an atlas and asked Zhao Hui, "Is this your atlas?" Zhao Hui looked at it, she felt that it was hers, and when Pan Haoming flipped it, Zhao Hui looked at it carefully again, and said with a smile: "I don't know if it's mine." Zhao Hui was still smiling, she thought it was quite interesting. Poon said, "I have three of these atlases!" Zhao Hui said "um", and Pan Haoming said: "I remember that there is a place that can be recognized." He apparently found the page and said, "It's yours, it's marked!" Zhao Hui was still laughing, Pan Haoming said: "Don't laugh, the teacher is lecturing!" Zhao Hui stopped smiling, and thought to herself: Don't let the teacher criticize, thanks to him for reminding me.

After geography class, Pan Haoming went out, and after a while, he came in again, handed the atlas to Zhao Hui and said, "I forgot that day and didn't return it to you." Zhao Hui took the atlas and said, "I wondered why I didn't find it yesterday?" I didn't find it in my bag, and I didn't find it when I got home. Pan Haoming pretended to be angry and said: "You will suffer a loss in the future!" Zhao Hui asked rhetorically: "How can I suffer?" Pan Haoming smiled and said, "Lend me your language notes again today." Zhao Hui took out the language notes, handed them to him and said, "Hmm! Use it for you! ”

The next morning, Zhao Hui came to the school and found that the things under Pan Haoming's desk had been left untouched, messy, the notebook was not there, only some papers, and his chair had been moved to the side. Zhao Hui thought: Pan Haoming and they must have come to school to study last night. Did he see what I had written? Ay! Actually, I didn't write anything, so don't bother him. I don't really know how to be good, but I miss him a lot, will he be angry? I'm so worried about myself, sometimes I want to cry, if only I could cry a lot, cry all the sorrow, let all the tears flow.

When she was in math class, Zhao Hui listened very attentively, she thought that it would be good if it was a male teacher to teach mathematics, how could she be a female teacher? When she realized that she was smuggling, she immediately concentrated on the lecture.

Zhao Hui heard from her classmates that Pan Haoming had taken two days off, and looking at Pan Haoming's empty seat, she thought: Why doesn't Pan Haoming usually go home with his classmates? Why is he always alone? Sometimes he walked with Wu Min, maybe he knew that I was sad because of this, so he was the only one who left. He has taken a leave of absence in the past two days, which makes people feel a little lost......

In the afternoon, before the second class, Wu Min fell on the table, she sang a song that seemed to be very lonely, Zhao Hui listened to it, her eyes were soaked with tears. She put one hand on top of the other, and in pain, she leaned down on the table. Wu Min sang for a while, then stopped singing, the class bell rang, Wu Min was still lying on the table, and Zhao Hui looked at her very sadly.

At night, Zhao Hui studied late, didn't go to bed until 3:30, that morning was Sunday, Zhao Hui couldn't get up, it was already 8:50 after packing, and she didn't go to the library to study.

All day long, Zhao Hui felt very uncomfortable, she doubted Pan Haoming, she also doubted herself, wondered if Pan Haoming was really just using her, doubted whether she was in love with him, love can't be forced, love is love, not love is not love, maybe I am not the only one who loves him, he may be a friendship to the people who love him. However, his every move affects my mood, and I don't know why I am the way I am.

On the morning of the fourth day, Zhao Hui was late, and she was really embarrassed when she entered the classroom, her classmates were all looking at her, and Pan Haoming was also sitting in his seat watching her. Seats change every week, and this week is no exception. After changing seats, the classmates seemed to be separated by a distance, although Pan Haoming still borrowed things from Zhao Hui, but he was obviously unfamiliar. While writing the essay, Zhao Hui found that Pan Haoming was writing with a new fountain pen. She thought that Pan Haoming would not borrow a fountain pen from her again, so he bought a new fountain pen himself.

In the second period, Zhao Hui couldn't help but be very sad after reading the letter from Wang Lifang to her, and in the third geography class, she couldn't help but shed tears. Zhao Hui remembered the scene when Wang Lifang went to the train station to see her off before school started during the winter vacation. They arrived at the train station in a car, and she put her on the train. The train was bound for Beijing, and Wang Lifang had to reverse in Beijing to go to university in Tianjin.

Zhao Hui stood in front of the car window, the snow on the trunk melted, dripping down, Zhao Hui touched the scene, and tears couldn't help but flow out. Wang Lifang asked her not to cry, she said that she would come back during the summer vacation. Zhao Hui thought: Yes! The taste of homesickness is bitter! I can't be so vulnerable. Soon, the train was moving......

Zhao Hui remembered that she only had such a close partner as Wang Lifang and went to Tianjin, remembered yesterday, remembered that she had not made much progress in her studies, and remembered that she had reviewed geography late at night in the past two days, and her tears flowed down her cheeks like beads with broken threads. Zhao Hui thought: Hey! Why is that? The more I don't want to cry, the more tears flow, humiliation, sadness, self-esteem, flawless tears! This is because of the letter, how much can I grieve? How much can I be afflicted? How much can I do? Pan Haoming's tablemate asked, "Why is she crying?" Pan Haoming shook his head and said, "I don't know either." ”

In the fourth class, Pan Haoming sat in front. After school at noon, Zhao Hui hadn't left yet, Pan Haoming mustered up the courage to ask, "Don't leave yet?" Zhao Hui shook her head and said, "I'll leave later." Pan Haoming and Wu Haitao are gone.

A few days have passed, Zhao Hui is still very annoyed in her heart, she thinks why she can't control herself that day and keeps crying, she feels very embarrassed, she should be stronger, not so weak. Zhao Hui and Pan Haoming didn't talk much. One morning, Zhao Hui found a piece of candy in the drawer under the table, so she asked him with a smile, "Did you put this piece of candy?" Pan Haoming said: "No. Zhao Hui asked again: "Who sat here yesterday?" Pan Haoming said: "I don't know." Zhao Hui knew that he was very busy, it was her classmate Li Dongmei who said that she went to Li Dongmei's house to sit for a while the night before, and Li Dongmei said that they were very busy during this time. Zhao Hui thought: They have to paint and study again, they are really busy.