One afternoon after school in early April, Zhao Hui went to find Li Dongmei again, she folded a few little stars for Li Dongmei, including red, yellow, green, and purple, Li Dongmei said happily: "It's so beautiful, thank you so much." Zhao Hui smiled and said, "It's very easy to fold, and I folded it quickly." Li Dongmei let out an "oh".

They sat for a while, and Li Dongmei said to Zhao Hui: "Today we took the sketch test, and Pan Haoming was very angry when he took the sketch test, and as soon as he came in, he rushed to sit in front of me, and I said, 'Why do you sit in front of me?' After a while, he moved away. Zhao Hui smiled and said, "Pan Haoming wouldn't have done it on purpose, right?" Li Dongmei said: "But when I signed up for the day there, people asked me to stand in front of him!" Zhao Hui listened, smiled again, and asked with concern: "Do you sit according to the number in the exam?" Li Dongmei said: "The theory is seated according to the number, and the sketch, sketch, and color are not numbered." Zhao Hui said "um". Li Dongmei said: "That day in the studio, that is, the night you went, we drew sketches, and the models had to rest in between, and I said, 'The models are tired, rest and rest!'" He said, 'Rest a fart.' Zhao Hui smiled, "oh", and didn't say anything. Li Dongmei continued: "I don't just talk nonsense like this, I usually don't talk to people casually, and if I say it, I will consider the pros and cons before I say it." When you associate with someone, no matter what you do to him, you have to make him feel that you are his friend and be able to interact normally. For example, if you are dating a male classmate, don't think about what you do to him, do what you do to make him feel your presence, and no matter what happens, you must maintain a friendship, be sensible, and be able to be friends. Zhao Hui suddenly realized: "What you said is quite profound, this is the truth." In the future, I will have normal interactions with my classmates in our class, handle the relationship between classmates, and make it passable on the surface. Li Dongmei said "um".

Zhao Hui sat for a while, then stood up and said, "I'm going home." Li Dongmei sent Zhao Hui downstairs, the air outside was a little cold, Zhao Hui smiled and said, "You go back!" It's a little cooler. Li Dongmei smiled and said, "It doesn't matter, I'm wearing a thick one." Zhao Hui said "oh", and said: "Teacher Wang, who taught us history, said that there are 21 days left before the college entrance examination, I think he was wrong, there are still three months left!" Li Dongmei smiled and said, "Oh! That's Mr. Wang's wake-up call to you! Zhao Hui said approvingly: "Well! Yes, we should hurry up and review well. Li Dongmei said "um", and Zhao Hui said happily: "I'm leaving, goodbye!" Li Dongmei also smiled and said, "Goodbye!" ”

Time passed day by day, and in a blink of an eye, in the middle of April, some students quietly discussed: "Pan Haoming has not come for so long, is he dropping out?" Zhang Xiuyan asked Zhao Hui in surprise: "Ah! Pan Haoming hasn't been here for so long, has it been a month? Zhao Hui explained: "Our classmates are also taking the art major, they took the exam in Yinchuan at the beginning of April, and now they are going to Beijing for the exam, and they will go for a month and come back next month." Zhang Xiuyan sighed and said, "Oh! He went to Beijing for the exam and hasn't come back yet, and those who don't know think he dropped out! Zhao Hui said loudly with some anger: "How can Pan Haoming drop out of school? He has been the first in Yinchuan City every year in the examination of art majors, and now he is taking the exam in Beijing and will be back at the beginning of next month. Zhang Xiuyan let out an "oh".

At this time, some classmates whispered: "Zhao Hui likes Pan Haoming!" Zhao Hui listened, didn't pay attention to them, and didn't care if they said it or not! However, hearing them say this, she missed Pan Haoming very much in her heart, she thought: Why hasn't Pan Haoming come back yet? He left, but left his shadow, and when his classmates were talking about him, they brought me with them, hey! They are really idle and bored, but I don't know that I seem to have been hurt in a way, I am kind and vulnerable, how can I let people talk about it casually? I want to resist, I also want to be strong, I didn't recruit anyone, I didn't provoke anyone, whoever talks about me, I must also talk about him.

After testing politics that day, some male classmates said, "Pan Haoming didn't participate in the midterm exam, did he really drop out?" Zhao Hui said to them loudly: "Why did you drop out of school?" Pan Haoming didn't catch the midterm exam, he is now going to Beijing for the exam, otherwise he would have come to the school for the exam. When the classmate heard this, he said, "Oh", "How do you know so clearly?" What if he hadn't gone to Beijing? Zhao Hui said: "The art teacher organized them to go to Beijing for the exam, and our classmates also went, why did I lie to you?" The classmate said, "Oh! It's true! Zhao Hui said: "Can this still be fake?" The boy stopped talking.

By the end of July, there were still two months left before the college entrance examination. Zhao Hui looked at the calendar and thought to herself: Time is running out, I really need to calm down. You can't think too much about it now, including feelings. If Pan Haoming comes back, I may not be able to study with peace of mind, and I sometimes desert when he is not there, let alone that he will come back and sit next to me. I'd love to change my seat, and stay away from him when he comes back. Actually, I thought about it, it would be wiser to change seats, but who would switch seats with me? In fact, they are all to be separated anyway, long pain is better than short pain, out of sight, not upset, what can't be separated, your own future is important, put aside those children's love! But I couldn't find anyone to change seats, because no one wanted to sit in the back, so at most they could change seats with their tablemates. Then again, escaping is not an effective solution, and the root cause can only be cured by dedicating oneself to learning. I must be sensible, strong and courageous, neither humble nor arrogant, diligent, go to bed late and get up early, and move towards the goal in my heart. The relationship with classmates should be normal, and they should not form deformed thoughts or interpersonal relationships. How can people live in this complex society, so how can they isolate themselves from the world? Time is really running out, don't procrastinate, don't be lazy, make the most of your time, and study diligently!

One night, Zhao Hui had a strange dream: it was a place in her hometown in Beijing, and a pigeon car was parked there, and Zhao Hui thought: Whose bicycle is this? Song Yu and her grandmother told Zhao Hui that it was her aunt's, but it looked like a neighbor's bicycle. Zhao Hui walked back, entered a Catholic church, knelt for a while, and before the service began, she wanted to go to the bathroom, so she went out. As she walked back with the others, she saw a group of people talking about something in front of the church. The fourth aunt was also standing there, and they were talking about the car accident, and some people said, 'I was hit by that flying pigeon cart'. Zhao Hui was surprised, wasn't that Li Zhenguo's bicycle? He also has a flying pigeon car, don't be him, Zhao Hui's premonition scared him. She hurriedly rode away with Na Yanhua to find Yue Dong. They came to the door of Yue Dong's classroom, the teacher of their class was inside, Na Yanhua called Yue Dong out, Yue Dong's eyes were bloodshot, Zhao Hui was stunned for a moment, and realized sadly. Na Yanhua was about to say the reason, but Zhao Hui hurriedly said: "We know each other." Na Yanhua asked the number of the car that had happened, and a few classmates said, as if it happened when they were walking together, Wang Manli happened to pass by, and she said that she said as soon as she saw it, "I can't live." Na Yanhua asked, "Have you been sent to the hospital?" Yue Dong said: "I sent it, but it didn't work." Zhao Hui didn't believe her ears, she listened to their words vaguely, and thought they were talking about others. Zhao Hui grabbed Yue Dong's shirt and asked, "Is it Li Zhenguo?" Is Lee Jin Kook dead? Yue Dong looked at Zhao Hui and said, "It's not Li Zhenguo." Zhao Hui said sadly and loudly: "No, you are lying to me, Li Zhenguo is dead." ”

Zhao Hui let go of Yue Dong, leaned against the wall and screamed: "Ahhh——,h Zhao Hui cried, she woke up, with tears in her eyes, she sobbed, recalled the terrible dream, and said to herself with tears: "Li Zhenguo, Li Zhenguo......, nothing will happen to you!" I'm going to see you, I'll see you as soon as the morning dawns, and nothing happens. ”

After a while, Zhao Hui fell asleep again, and when it was dawn, Zhao Hui wondered that he had such a dream, he didn't go to Li Zhenguo, nor did he go to the library's study room to study.

On Monday morning, after Zhao Hui came to school, she asked Zhang Xiuyan, a tablemate: "Do you know what it is like to dream of a car accident?" Zhang Xiuyan asked: "Did you dream of a car accident?" Zhao Hui lowered her head, slowly raised her head and looked straight ahead, her eyes were moist, and she said softly: "I dreamed that one of my former classmates had a car accident. Zhang Xiuyan thought for a while and said, "Oh! Dreams and reality are opposites! If you dream about something bad in your dreams, you will have good luck in reality! Zhao Hui listened and said in surprise: "Oh, is it? Zhang Xiuyan said with certainty: "Yes! Yes. ”

After school, Zhao Hui went to the library and studied for a while in the study room on the second floor. Because Zhao Hui's library card expired, he went downstairs to find a library card for Xiao Dai, but he didn't find Xiao Dai, and suddenly saw Li Zhenguo who was walking in, Zhao Hui walked to Li Zhenguo's side and asked with concern: "How are you doing?" Li Zhenguo replied with a smile: "I'm fine!" What's wrong? Zhao Hui shook her head and said, "It's nothing, did you have class today?" Li Zhenguo replied: "After class, go upstairs!" Zhao Hui said "um" and went upstairs with Li Zhenguo.

During the verification, Zhao Hui went out and stood outside the door for a while. On the stairs, he whispered the song "You Are My Only Love": "I want to call you again, I want to look at you again, is it too late for my fiery love." I want to hug you again, I want to hear your voice, why does love without a chance make me lonely. Li Zhenguo, I still love you. Zhao Hui muttered to herself, and continued to sing: "I want to hug you again, I really want to listen to ......" Zhao Hui saw a person walking down, hurriedly stopped, and saw that it was Li Zhenguo, Zhao Hui "oh" and asked: "Li Zhenguo, why are you going?" Li Zhenguo smiled and said, "I'll go for a turn." Li Zhenguo walked downstairs, Zhao Hui said "um", stopped for a few seconds, and walked forward again. Li Zhenguo asked, "Hey——, do you have a library card?" Zhao Hui said: "No! Is it done now? Li Zhenguo said: "The investigation is over." Zhao Hui asked, "Do you have a library card?" Li Zhenguo replied: "I have." They walked out of the library door, stood outside for a while, and then entered the library again.

Zhao Hui studied late in the study room on the second floor, and when she went home, she heard two classmates talking on the stairs, and a male classmate said, "Why didn't Li Zhenguo call her?" Another boy said, "Maybe Li Zhenguo is afraid of disturbing her, right?" When Zhao Hui went to push the bicycle, Li Zhenguo's bicycle was no longer there. She thought: I'm so glad I still have this feeling, I still love him, as long as I know that I love him, he must love me too; I love him, he must know that I love him, in fact, I have been silently loving him, sometimes I don't realize it......