Zhou Xiaoyu's life is very simple, she grew up in a family that is not wealthy, and she has a younger sister at home. Since she was a child, she has been the sensible child in her family, and being strong and sensible has always been synonymous with her. She also grew up as her family expected. The transformation of her life was after puberty, when she changed from a delicate girl to a somewhat chubby girl, and when children of her age began to gradually develop aesthetics, she lost the slender figure that she was proud of. became a fat girl in the mouth of her classmates, and the naughty boys called her "pig" more often.

Then in such words similar to jokes, Zhou Xiaoyu spent her junior high school life, she is still the sensible and strong child in the eyes of her parents, and the girl who is very smug in the mouths of her classmates even if she is joking. But in the dead of night, Zhou Xiaoyu always quietly touched the fat on his body and shed tears. The next day, I went to school happily and laughed with my classmates.

In high school, Zhou Xiaoyu didn't care about his figure even in front of outsiders. But in private, she quietly began to learn to dress herself like the beautiful girls in the class. But her efforts did not change her situation in the slightest, and she was still the fat girl who was grinning and unkempt in the eyes of her colleagues. Her first love also rejected her directly when the other party noticed her intentions.

Even because of her weight, she inevitably snores in her sleep. The roommates in the same dormitory were unbearable and insulted her directly. Her low self-esteem has begun to be impossible to hide. She wanted to scold the other party directly several times, but Zhou Xiaoyu didn't have the courage, she still laughed and let this matter pass in a joking way, but she knew that this matter had not passed. This incident left an indelible scar in Zhou Xiaoyu's heart. There is a villain in her heart, and the sunshine and happiness from the beginning are getting lower and lower and gloomy. The little girl who lived inside her was already scarred. But who can say whose fault it is, whether it is the fault of those open-mouthed children, or the fault of the sensitive Zhou Xiaoyu.

In this way, Zhou Xiaoyu studied hard and made himself the good boy who studied well and was strong in the mouth of others. Then she started her college life, which was a very ambiguous stage. At this stage, students have both the simplicity of students and the philistines of adults. Such a gray stage. Zhou Xiaoyu suffered cold violence in the true sense.

In the beginning, the roommates in a dormitory got along very well. But gradually the difference in life caused some small unpleasantness between everyone. Zhou Xiaoyu usually doesn't say anything. She used her cheerfulness to cover up the inadvertent hurt of others, and her resentment became deeper and deeper. Then she took revenge of her own. She quietly destroys her roommate's things, even if she can't cause substantial harm, but she has the pleasure of winning the conspiracy by watching the other party's anxious application.

There is no impermeable wall in the world. Zhou Xiaoyu's behavior still made his roommates find out. Everyone can't understand her behavior, but it's still for the sake of adult decency. What can Zhou Xiaoyu do, who can she be, you never take the initiative to help you buy lunch and take out the garbage, even if you have helped them many times in this matter. Or do you always complain that I sleep and snore, deliberately stand in front of the bed in the middle of the night to wake myself up, and how many times have I been scared and couldn't sleep in the second half of the night? Then you are more and more afraid of the night and can only quietly turn on the night light, but you complain loudly, and you roll over and kick the bed while you are asleep. No, no, no, these Zhou Xiaoyu can't say anything, because she didn't say anything at that time, and she always joked with each other with a smile the next day. So she couldn't say that you still remember such a trivial thing for so long, Zhou Xiaoyu didn't want to hear it again. After all, at the beginning of the new semester, because he was sleeping and snoring too loudly, the fact that his roommates moved out directly to live had already made the classmates feel that Zhou Xiaoyu was intolerable.

Then, Zhou Xiaoyu quietly spent his college years in the rumors scattered by his classmates and the cold violence of his roommates. Zhou Xiaoyu is not a real genius after all, and in college, she lost her aura as a good student and was unpopular with everyone. A good child in the eyes of her parents has lost her halo, and as she grows older, her ordinary work and ordinary appearance make her not have any competitiveness in the marriage market. Then she became an older leftover girl who was not good at socializing and had an autistic personality in the mouth of her parents.

The last straw that crushed Zhou Xiaoyu was his hard work in the workplace, hard work, and hard work to complete the task of leadership. However, when the opportunity for promotion came, the leader chose another person who, in her opinion, was inferior to her except for her appearance. Then, Zhou Xiaoyu ended his life at home one night. Watching her parents cry loudly in front of her corpse made her feel really happy. Looking at the empty expressions of those colleagues who had slandered her, she felt very relieved. She doesn't regret her decision, and even wants to end her life in front of them, which is the biggest revenge for those of them who have hurt her.

Zhou Xiaoyu began to regret that after the leader who did not promote her at that time was inspected by the internal control department of the company's headquarters for a large number of violations of rules and disciplines, as time passed, more and more truths surfaced. The leader accepted bribes, took advantage of his position to collect money many times, and sexually harassed the company's female employees. At that time, Zhou Xiaoyu's promotion itself was that the leadership had already been decided, and that so-called opportunity was just a high-sounding excuse. After all, the opening record of the female colleague and leader was placed in front of Zhou Xiaoyu.

Zhou Xiaoyu became a real pitiful worm in the mouths of his colleagues, a fool who didn't understand anything, and stupidly took his own life. Listening to his colleagues' evaluations of himself and the so-called regrets, Zhou Xiaoyu felt that he was really unfortunate in his life, and his existence had completely become a joke. His so-called revenge is just that his relatives and enemies are happy, his parents blame each other every day for his death, and a family that was originally happy completely fell apart.

Zhou Xiaoyu completely regretted it, if he could do it all over again, he would never be so wronged by himself, he would never be doing stupid things, and he would become the master of his life. Under the trend of such a strong desire, I came to Zhou Xiaoyu's side.