Chapter Ninety-Six: That Snowflake Is Falling
"Haha! Sure enough, it's a foodie possession! Isn't that enough? I don't know how Han Xuanyi fell in love with you, every day after school, he locked himself in front of the computer and typed the keyboard whenever he was free! ”
"You want to take care of it? Hurry up and get a late-night snack for you! Don't be cold in front of me, and if I mention it again, I'll be eager to fly to England to find him at once. Woo~"
Suddenly, He Jie suddenly mentioned Han Xuanyi, and Du Ruobing's smile instantly stiffened on his face, and then pretended to be sad and crying.
He Jie couldn't cry or laugh when she saw this, such a sad plot has been staged in this small space, I don't know how many times!
In fact, every time Han Xuanyi was mentioned, Du Ruobing deliberately pretended to be sad, but he felt really uncomfortable.
Whenever He Jie left, Du Ruobing would secretly hide in the room, silently staring at the photos of herself and Han Xuanyi in a daze for a long time.
Helpless, in order to avoid unnecessary embarrassment, He Jie could only choose to leave and give Du Ruobing more space to dilute her sadness.
"Alright! My eldest miss, don't pretend to cry, I can't stand it!
When Han Xuanyi comes back, I will tell him in person how you miss him every day.
Well, by the way, wash your face with tears, and you don't want to eat without tea! Ha ha! ”
"I hate it! Stinky Jie'er! See how I clean you up! ”
"Hey, bye-bye, little baby Ruobing! Remember to wait for me! I'm going to buy you casserole porridge! Ha ha! ”
Du Ruobing looked shy, and was thinking about getting up and chasing He Jie to make a fuss.
Unexpectedly, He Jie had already turned around, ran quickly to the door of the room, made a mischievous grimace, rushed out, and slammed the door shut.
Du Ruobing wanted to cry without tears in an instant, so he had to sit down helplessly and continue the manuscript just now.
However, after sitting for nearly half an hour, I still couldn't think of how to conceive the next plot.
After thinking and meditating for a long time, Du Ruobing was still stuck in his previous position.
had no choice but to turn around and go back to the room, casually picked up the photo of Han Xuanyi and her on the bedside table, and suddenly fell into deep thought.
At this moment, Du Ruobing suddenly remembered that Han Xuanyi had not contacted her for a long time, and he had not even sent an e-mail!
That's half a month! The phone couldn't get through, and a lot of text messages and e-mails were sent, but I didn't see Han Xuanyi reply.
I really don't know what happened to Han Xuanyi recently, Du Ruobing's heart was very nervous, and his nerves were tense and extremely painful.
However, he was with Han Xuanyi, for such a long time, he didn't know where his family lived, how to contact his family, and get news about him!
"Han Xuanyi, what's wrong with you? Why haven't you contacted me for so long?
Did you know that I slept in my thoughts every day? But I always wake up when my eyes are blurred with tears~"
"Suddenly I lost the news about you, and all of a sudden I was missing you, and it felt like the whole world was going gray.
I don't know when, when the sun is gentle, I just hope to raise my eyes to see, your gentleness is still there~"
"Recently I took a job and wrote for a small website. Although I am a little busy and a little hard, I have never diminished my thoughts about you.
I don't know, on the other side of the sea, on the other side of the ocean, do you still love me~"
Du Ruobing muttered silently in his heart, his faint and sad eyes were moist, and he couldn't stop being crystal sour, wantonly snatching out of the corners of his eyes.
Several times of sadness and several degrees of affection, often always so sad. Occasionally, there are thousands of thoughts, and the ocean can not be diluted, and the sorrow of this side ~
It is said that after He Jie left home, she walked silently on the bustling street alone, and her eyes began to dim inexplicably.
Under the dim street lamp, her petite and thin figure was moving little by little, always feeling a little lonely.
Fang was in the house, because of Du Ruobing's presence, He Jie's emotions were almost collapsed, and she couldn't decompose wantonly, and she felt very suffocated.
So she found an excuse to leave the house at random, because she didn't want to vent her bad emotions in that small happy space.
Originally, Du Ruobing was already sick with thoughts about Han Xuanyi, how could he be sad again because of He Jie's matter?
Du Ruobing was naturally sentimental and always had a touch of sadness. Although it can't be said to be depressed, it's still somewhat inexplicably sad.
She is a girl who needs to be cared for with her heart, not to mention, she is just a poor child picked up by the Du family?
She hadn't even seen her own parents!
He Jie is relatively lucky compared to Du Ruobing, although He Jie arrived at Du's house after several turnovers.
But at least, at the age when she was sensible, she had met her biological mother Ge Shujuan, and she had also seen her adoptive parents He Jian'an and Qi Xiaolian.
Passing by the lively civic square aimlessly, He Jieton felt noisy, and his heart was even more messy.
So, she raised her hand, covered her mouth and tried to control her collapsed emotions, so as not to let herself cry, and ran frantically towards the plank road of the Jinhai Sightseeing Bridge at the corner.
At this time, there are very few pedestrians on the plank road, and when you raise your eyes, you can vaguely see several young couples hugging each other affectionately and complaining to each other.
The sadness suddenly became a little stronger, inexplicably inexplicably and fiercely invading He Jie's brain.
Yes, she remembered again, that bar for 1 hour in the dark! That 60 minutes that made her fall into an extreme collapse whenever she remembered it~
It was an unbearable past, and then not only was my body badly damaged, but my soul was also unable to rest!
The intense sense of shame lingered in his mind all the time, and the pain of piercing the soul also made He Jie's shadow area in his heart gradually enlarge, and even collapsed to the extreme!
"Woo~Woo~"
He Jie leaned on the railing of the bridge with her hands on her chest, facing the rough sea, sobbing weakly.
The sea breeze blew through her green silk and messed up her thoughts at the same time.
The light is mottled and soft at will, but it still can't soften her stubbornness, and it can't warm that cold heart~
After a long time, the tears dried up, the sea breeze stopped, and the lights seemed to become more dim.
He Jie finally stopped sobbing, no longer confided in the boundless sea, and never wanted to come to this familiar place again, and make a silent accusation about life again!
So, she raised her legs suddenly, tried to jump over the railing, and slept with the sea hugging~
"Oh my God! Someone jumped into the sea over there! Fast! ”
Not far away, a couple who were hugging each other tightly suddenly saw this scene and were both stunned in an instant.
Fortunately, the boy reacted quickly after hearing his girlfriend's exclamations.
said that it was too late, the boy suddenly let go of his girlfriend in his arms, rushed behind He Jie with an arrow step, and pulled her down!
Fortunately, there is no danger!
At that moment, He Jie suddenly collapsed and burst into tears.
Hearing the sound, the surrounding people approached this side to watch, pointing and persuading He Jie.
However, He Jie still didn't say a word, just buried her head and cried!
At that moment, she just wanted to end her miserable life as soon as possible! The heart-wrenching dark experience of life was very scary for He Jie.
I don't know how long I cried silently, until He Jie staggered back, and the people around him dispersed with peace of mind.
At this time, Du Ruobing had already hidden his sadness, sat quietly in front of the computer, and concentrated on turning on the codeword mode.
"I originally thought that I had the ability to reach the sky, and through the dense fog of this lonely city, I could see the dawn behind the shadows when I lifted the clouds and moon.
However, when everything is about to enter the light, you suddenly call a halt in advance.
The shadow that goes against my heart every day is actually just a touch of sadness that paints the ground as a prison, adding a bit of sadness out of thin air~
Shadow said: Actually, you really haven't forgotten. Every sad sentence is only suitable for speaking to the air, and then gradually transforms into a new oblivion.
I don't know when, the ringtone has become quiet, and the name that is not remarked, let the dream become a thing of the past~"
After being sad alone, inspiration always came out of nowhere.
Perhaps, Du Ruobing was born with a sad character, and the words he wrote were more or less sad.
Every time, she always tried her best to restrain her faint sadness.
However, those jumping words will always inadvertently feel lonely and sad.
Sentimental texts often affect sad people silently. Beautiful words can always soothe the sadness of sadness, so that a cold heart can be temporarily warmed.
In the days when Han Xuanyi was not around, how many flowers bloomed and fell deeper and heavy In the middle of the night, Du Ruobing was used to being alone, standing quietly in front of the window with his hands on his chest and counting the stars.
I only hope that in every lonely night, in the starry sky, there is such a him. Perhaps, it feels a little far away, but at least it's still there~
Tapping on the keyboard with both hands, the original plan to change 3,000 words a day has unknowingly changed to 5,000 words.
Busy time is always so fulfilling, so like to be fleeting.
At this time, it was already eleven o'clock in the evening, and it was also dark.
When He Jie tiredly pushed open the door, Du Ruobing was still in front of the computer desk, desperately immersed in the code, as if inspiration was out of control.
didn't care about saying hello to He Jie, and didn't have time to care about whether He Jie brought her her favorite casserole porridge.
It wasn't until He Jie sighed lightly and turned around to go back to the room to rest that Du Ruobing finished cleaning up the last touch of inspiration in his mind, uploading it, and shutting it down.
Suddenly I felt a little hungry, and my eyes swept around, but I couldn't see anything to fill my stomach.
Helpless, Du Ruobing had no choice but to open the refrigerator, take an apple, and take a bite of it, it seemed to be quite sweet, and then there was a look of satisfaction.
When people are busy, they don't feel any hunger. When I was free, I suddenly realized that the feeling of extreme hunger was so uncomfortable, and it was even accompanied by some stomach pain and angina.
An inexplicable sense of pain, Du Ruobing began to complain in her heart, He Jie promised her before going out that she would help her bring casserole porridge when she came back.
However, Du Ruobing had just glanced around the house, and there was no trace of casserole porridge at all, let alone other snacks.
Thinking to himself, it is estimated that He Jie came back in too much hurry, and he should have forgotten to bring him supper.
I wanted to knock on He Jie's door and ask a few words, but I suddenly thought that He Jie was too tired and had fallen asleep.
So, Du Ruobing's raised hand had to be put down slowly. Then he turned around and went back to his room, ready to put water in the shower and rest.
It is said that after He Jie went home, she was physically and mentally exhausted, and she didn't want to move when she fell on the bed.
Thinking back to her collapse tonight, the pain in her heart gradually became rich again.
Remorse, self-blame, and all kinds of contradictions suddenly hit his heart, and He Jie's tears soon burst out of his eyes.
In the blurred vision, it seems that the whole world is beginning to dim, and that unbearable memory is gradually becoming blurred~