Chapter 480: I Know But I Can't Do It
But no matter how bad Guo Luo Luo's current situation is, Mama Lei has to be by her side, coaxing and protecting. After all, this is her child from childhood to adulthood. is the only one who really feels sorry for her, and only she is reluctant to see her like this.
"Fujin, let's not think so much, let's rest first. It's late at night, and you're not in good health, and you can't stay up. Mama Lei coaxed.
"Mama, why do you want to get married?" Guo Luo Luo's eyes looked into the distance a little confused, and said, "It would be better if I didn't marry all the time." ”
"Fujin, if you don't get married, can you still live in Prince An's Mansion for the rest of your life?" Mama Lei said.
This is a big truth, and it is also a heart-piercing sentence. But Mama Lei still said it. People who can't recognize reality are more likely to be hurt, and she doesn't want Guo Luoluo to have illusions anymore.
"Fujin, everyone has to look forward. Always thinking about ifs, it's hard to live in the moment. Mama Lei said again.
"Oh, yes! How can I live in Prince An's Mansion for the rest of my life, and it is not my home! Guo Luo Luo smiled bitterly: "Look, how pitiful I am, homeless!" People can go back to their parents' homes to cry if they are wronged! I was wronged, and I didn't even go out. In this life, I can only die in this Belle Mansion. ”
"Fujin, you, don't say that. The old slaves who said it were all sad. Mama Lei was distressed, so she stepped forward and hugged Guo Luoluo in her arms, and said, "Good Gege, you are married, and this Baylor Mansion is your home." Don't be angry with Lord Belle anymore. Promise Mama to live a good life with Lord Belle, and it will get better and better in the future. ”
"Mama, don't comfort me. Me and Lord Belle couldn't get better. Guo Luo Luo said: "I can't live a good life with him anymore." I can't stand him spoiling other women! ”
"Fujin, you have to be a woman to be able to endure. If you marry Lord Belle, you have to accept the women of his yard. You can't get over this hurdle all the time, and you're adding to your own blockage. A royal man, who doesn't have three wives and four concubines? As long as Lord Belle respects you and has all the dignity you deserve, it will be a good day. Mama Lei still tried to persuade.
In fact, just a few words of the car, Guo Luo Luo can memorize it when he hears it. Sometimes she thinks it makes sense, but when her temper comes, she puts it all in her mind.
"Mama, that's what I am. You brought me up and knew I couldn't change it. Guo Luo Luo said: "It's like this now, and I don't want to change it." Whether he loves to come or not, I just treat myself as if I am not married, and live my own. ”
"Fujin, don't think so. What couple doesn't quarrel? The days to come are still long, you can find a chance to give in to Lord Baylor, and you can still get better. Mama Lei said.
"Mama, don't persuade me. I know the truth, but I can't do it. Even if I take it now, I won't be able to bear it after a while. Guo Luo Luo is very clear about his temper. She's not a person to endure.
When she first entered the mansion, she always told herself to endure it, and endure it until the eighth master likes her and spoils her, so she can let go of her temperament and is not afraid of those women in the backyard. But the eighth master has never forgotten Mao, and let Mao get pregnant, and this breath in her heart is becoming more and more unbearable.
It wasn't until her own child was gone that the breath exploded!
She can't watch Mao be so favored anymore! Watching Mao's belly grow bigger day by day, her heart hurt dullly! Why is her child gone, but Mao's child is fine? What she can't get, how can Mao get it?
The eighth master's favor can't be taken back, and Mao's child is resolutely unable to let her be born again!
Sleeping in bed at night, Guo Luoluo was even more determined. She even wondered if she could think of something else to make sure nothing went wrong!
Mao Tongtong also mentioned the matter of the midwife and the nurse to the eighth master.
The eighth master was going to see the candidates. After last night's incident, his impression of Guo Luoluo was even worse. It turned out that he just felt that Guo Luo Luo was jealous, but he didn't think she would really do anything to Mao Tongtong. But now, he also began to suspect that Guo Luo Luo would do something.
But you can't see anything just by looking at people. Therefore, the eighth master still ordered Chen Guo to investigate privately, and decided to re-find a few midwives and nurses, ready to replace them at any time.
Besides, the fourth and tenth masters went out of Beijing to Fujian, and the military quartermasters in Beijing were also urgently prepared to be escorted there. Half a month later, the first good news came from Fujian!
Kangxi was naturally happy, and immediately praised the fourth and tenth masters in the review, and also affirmed the errand of the prince and the eighth master.
The Fujian side was able to control the military situation as soon as possible, and the tense atmosphere that had been tense since the southern tour was relaxed. Kangxi finally stepped into the harem again.
This time, he did not go to the palace of the little concubine he liked in recent years, but went to Yonghe Palace.
This made all the concubines in the harem jealous. Especially the other three concubines who are also the fourth concubine.
Concubine Rong actually didn't feel much. She gave birth to a son of the third elder brother. Since she was snubbed by Kangxi that year, she also thought about helping the third elder brother to say good things about Kangxi. It's just that she has fallen out of favor for many years, and the third elder brother is really not angry, so she gave up later. The son born by himself knows that he has such a little ability, and it is not a good thing to be an idle prince.
Concubine Yi was unhappy. Concubine De has two sons, and she is also two sons. But the fifth elder brother was depressed after breaking his appearance. Brother Nine and Brother Ten have been playing since they were children, and they have always been clever, much stronger than Brother Ten's reckless temperament, but this time Kangxi only sent Brother Ten, but he didn't send Brother Nine! Now that Fujian has won a big victory, Brother Shi's military exploits have been properly obtained! This comparison, Brother Jiu is a little worse! Looking at the two sons of Concubine De, the fourth elder brother is obviously valued now, and the fourteenth elder brother is still young, but he is also liked by Kangxi. It's really more popular than people.
Concubine Hui doesn't need to say it. This time, the eldest brother was left cold and didn't get any errands, and she was already unhappy. Seeing that the fourth master was reused, and Concubine De was proud, she felt even more uncomfortable. Thinking that the eighth elder brother had an errand, she felt even more uncomfortable, so she asked a good concubine to speak.
After chatting a few words, she asked the concubine something, "How many people are there in the backyard of the eighth elder brother now?" ”
Concubine Liang was stunned for a moment and said, "Now in addition to Fujin, there is only one Gege and two concubines." ”
"So little?" Concubine Hui frowned.
"I also think it's a little less. But fortunately, it will be drafted next year. The good concubine said.