"Shengping, I'm sorry, I love you! However, the best of us may be happier if we still keep the distance between the two planes like this!

Every word you give me, I will treasure it, and when I miss you, I will take it out and read it~

Shengping, you know? I was pregnant, and it was the result of our love. I didn't tell anyone, including Sister Ruobing and Sister Jie'er.

I want to do this, give birth to the child quietly, raise him well, let him replace you, and be by my side~

Don't worry, I've already contacted the midwife, it's safe. She helped deliver all the women in the village when they gave birth.

In terms of life, you don't need to worry either. I still have some savings, enough for us to live here for a long, long time~

When my child grows up, I will tell him that his father loves us more than he loves himself.

Shengping, I know that you love me deeply, and I love you deeply.

But reality does not allow us to be together, and I, Du Zhihua, also accept my fate! I will not resent you, let alone blame your mother.

If there is fate, one day in the future, I firmly believe that I can still face you with a smile.

Even if you have the best by your side~"

With tears in his eyes, Du Zhihua silently typed on the keyboard, and his brain suddenly fell into a mess.

Yes, every word she typed down came from the heart, the most authentic words!

Although, in those words, there is a deep sadness of Du Zhihua.......

I saw Du Zhihua cross his hands, slammed into the dilapidated desk, and cried bitterly.

"Jingle Bell~"

It wasn't until the bell rang outside the door that Du Zhihua slowly regained his composure.

When it was time for the afternoon lessons, it was time for her to put away her grief and go to teach the children.

Du Zhihua slowly raised his head, took a deep breath, raised his hand to wipe the tears from the corners of his eyes, and tried to squeeze out some smiles.

Then, she slowly got up, carefully held her stomach, and slowly opened the door and walked out.

It's just that the pace seems to be lighter than usual~

Four months later

The days were spent in such a cycle of classes and classes, and before I knew it, it was winter, the coldest season in the northern Tibetan mountains.

In the cold winter, the ice and snow cover the sky, and the activities of everyone in the village are extremely inconvenient, not to mention that the children can still come to Gebucuo Primary School to attend classes.

Du Zhihua's belly is also 9 months old, and the due date is in these two days.

Being a mother for the first time, although Du Zhihua didn't know anything, fortunately, in the past, he would occasionally ask Uncle Dirick to help bring back some books about pregnancy care, childbirth precautions and parenting from the town to teach himself.

Otherwise, looking at the snowy sky, Du Zhihua was also worried that he might not be able to wait for the midwife to come over to help, and he would probably hang here.

At this time, it was late at night, and the bitter cold outside the window was biting, and the wind was whirring for thousands of miles.

Not far away, there were occasionally a few dog barks, and even a wolf howl or two.

Du Zhihua has long been accustomed to such nights, and he has never felt scared in the past.

However, tonight doesn't seem to be very peaceful, Du Zhihua's heart feels a little inexplicably panicked, and his stomach is still a little dull~

A bad premonition suddenly hit Du Zhihua's heart, it seems that the little guy in the stomach is going to meet her soon!

Du Zhihua's heart suddenly had mixed feelings, and he didn't know whether to be happy or worried.

Happily, the child will die soon, and she will have more thoughts in her life in the future.

However, even so, Du Zhihua still has some inexplicable worries.

On such a snowy night, how can I notify the midwife in the village to come and help me deliver the baby?

After the child is born, does Du Zhihua continue to stay in this deep mountain and dedicate his life here?

Although the villagers here are extremely good to Du Zhihua, knowing that she is a single mother, they will give her a lot of convenience.

But is this really fair to children? He has the right to know who his father is......

Thinking of this, Du Zhihua's heart was even more flustered, and the pain in his stomach became more and more intense.

"Ouch~My Belly~"

There was a strong feeling of pain, and Du Zhihua couldn't stop crying.

The closed eyes can't hide the special pain at all, it is the pain of happiness, there is love, there is expectation.

I saw Du Zhihua raise his hand, gently cover his stomach, and hug a pillow sideways, with sweat droplets the size of beans on his forehead.

I saw Du Zhihua put down the pillow and reached out in the dark to fumble around, trying to find his mobile phone to make a call.

After a lot of hard tossing, Du Zhihua finally touched the mobile phone that was sitting on the small wooden table next to the bed.

Then, she struggled to endure the excruciating pain, squinted her eyes, and carefully rummaged through the phone number of Dr. Bai at the village clinic.

However, no matter how Du Zhihua dialed, Dr. Bai's phone kept the prompt tone of "Sorry, the phone you dialed is not in the service area"!

You don't have to think about it to know that it is normal for the weather to be bad and the weather is extremely harsh recently.

However, at this very time, the phone call cannot be made, which is really panicking!

You must know that Dr. Bai is the only midwife in the village, if she can't come, Du Zhihua will really die with one corpse!

Besides, if you want to go to the hospital now, it's extremely impossible, don't even think about it!

Not to mention the heavy snow covering the mountains, the bad environment is very bad, and danger is everywhere.

It's late at night, and the ambulance in the hospital can't get through!

What's more, Gebucuo Village is nearly 30 kilometers away from the Central Hospital of Gebucuo Town, and Du Zhihua can't afford it.

At this time, Du Zhihua began to regret that because of his stubbornness, he did not follow the advice of the old principal, Mr. Sanger, and went to the town hospital to give birth first......

To be honest, it wasn't that Du Zhihua didn't want to go to the hospital in advance to give birth, but that she really couldn't rest assured about the children in the village.

Du Zhihua didn't want to delay the children's homework because of his own childbirth, and he didn't want to live alone in a cold hospital, without even a companion!

Since the result is the same, and the women in the village give birth to the babies themselves, what can be the problem?

But who would have predicted that the wind and snow would be raging tonight and the signal would be cut off?

"Sorry, the phone you are dialing is not in the service area, please dial again later~"

The hateful prompt sound made Du Zhihua break out in a cold sweat! The cold wind pierced through the bones, and at this time, the pain seemed even more stinging~

I saw that Du Zhihua was clenching the root of his teeth, supporting the bed with one hand, and trying to get himself up.

Such a difficult action was repeated again and again, and Du Zhihua finally sat up from the bed, but his stomach hurt even more.

Grabbing the thin hemp rope in his hand, he tried to turn on the electric light, but there was no movement.

At this time, Du Zhihua suddenly remembered that since the light was recently installed, she had only used it for a few nights, and then it didn't turn on for unknown reasons.

Later, I asked the people in the village to find out that the wire that was pulled to Gebucuo Village was hung up by a strong wind, and the town had not arranged for anyone to come over to repair it!

Helpless, Du Zhihua endured the pain in his body, got out of bed cautiously, and quickly found the kerosene lamp by the faint flashlight light of his mobile phone and lit it.

"Dudu~"

Suddenly, the prompt of the mobile phone running low sounded, which made Du Zhihua even more nervous, and his heart was even more flustered and painful.

At this moment, Du Zhihua suddenly realized that his amniotic water was broken, and his cotton pants began to get soaked~

Another burst of excruciating pain, irregular time, and more and more painful......

In the middle of the night, the snow was falling, the cold wind was raging, and the silence was terrible.

On the high mountain cliff not far away, several vultures were awakened by some unknown creatures, and occasionally there were a few weird screams, which were even more terrifying!

Du Zhihua struggled to endure the pain, let the tears rage, and despair kept wandering in his mind.

However, there is nothing she can do~

I could only desperately call Dr. Bai's phone and send messages, trying to contact Dr. Bai, so that Dr. Bai could come to help him as soon as possible......

Time passed bit by bit, half an hour...... An hour...... Two hours......

Du Zhihua's stomach was getting more and more painful, she couldn't bear the extreme pain anymore, and she fainted no less than three times.

Fortunately, each fainting time is only three to five minutes, and there are no accidents!

Du Zhihua, who was physically and mentally exhausted, was powerless to struggle at this time.

She lay quietly on the bed, hugged the thin quilt tightly, closed her eyes in despair, and burst into tears~

"Dudu~"

The phone sounds again with a low battery sound, and the battery is less than 10%!

Du Zhihua no longer knew that, and he was even more desperate in his heart, and even began to want to give up on himself and the child in his belly.......

Covering his mouth and sobbing in pain for a long time, Du Zhihua's stomach seemed to have stopped for a while, and it was not as painful as before.

However, she could deeply feel that the child's head had come out a little, and she could breathe the air of this world......

Du Zhihua picked up the phone weakly, smiled helplessly, and suddenly felt a little relieved.

silently turned on the mobile phone, found Du Ruobing's phone number, and dialed.

"Sorry, the phone you are dialing is not in the service area, please dial again later~"

It's this abominable tone again!

Du Zhihua's eyes collapsed in an instant, and the tears of sour despair slipped unscrupulously like a flood beast~

Then, Du Zhihua took a deep breath, the corners of his lips hooked up with a touch of relief, and silently edited a long text message to Du Ruobing.

"Sister Ruobing, I suddenly missed you tonight. Maybe this is the last time I'll talk to you.

In the past year, too many things have happened, and I always choose to escape and bear too many grievances alone.

I don't want to say anything more about it, I just want to ask you one last time......

My child is going to die tonight, and it is the flesh and blood of Shengping.......

If I unfortunately die, please sister, you must help and put the child in the hands of Shengping.

If Shengping doesn't want to recognize this child, then I implore my sister to help me take good care of him!

I Du Zhihua owes my sister you, I will pay it back in the next life! Don't blame Seungpyeong, because I've always loved him deeply, even if I can't be with him......."

Du Zhihua stared at the phone screen with tears in his eyes, silently praying in his heart that this text message could be sent.

At this moment, Du Zhihua only hopes that Du Ruobing can see the message and come to pick her and the child up!

However, until the phone's battery level showed that it was only 2% left, it automatically turned off, and the text message sent to Du Ruobing still showed "sending".......

At that moment, Du Zhihua couldn't help crying out again, raised his hand and stroked his stomach, and then silently closed his eyes.

Tears of despair slipped from the corners of Du Zhihua's eyes unscrupulously, silently freezing her and Liu Shengping's love in this deep mountain ravaged by wind and snow.

She is tired and wants to get a good night's sleep~

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