Chapter 598: Cruelty
The fourth master wanted to open his mouth to comfort a few words, but he was speechless for a while. What can he say? Say I understand your situation? Understand your feelings?
Empathy is a lot of the time. If you don't have personal experience, where can you empathize? When it didn't happen to you, you never realized what it was like at that moment.
Just like others look at him, his adoptive mother is the queen, and his biological mother is favored, and he has been raised by Kangxi's side for a year, and he can be regarded as a very favored prince. But the depression in his heart has not been relieved for many years. If it weren't for the reliving of a life, if he hadn't met Xiao Fujin, he would probably still be the same as in the previous life, keeping a calm face all day long, hiding all his thoughts.
"Look at me, say these words to sweep the fourth brother's interest." The eighth master suddenly smiled, and there was a bit of bitterness in his words.
"Eighth brother wants to say, brother, I don't mind being a listener." The fourth master said.
"Fourth brother, I don't know where to start." The eighth master looked at the teacup in his hand, and his expression suddenly froze, "It's just some obsession." ”
He may not be clear in his heart, but it is clear and clear, and whether he can do it is another matter. The hardest thing is knowing it, but not being able to change it or having to do it.
"Eighth brother, Huang Ama is not such a ruthless person." The fourth master pondered and said.
The eighth master glanced at the fourth master and said lightly: "I know." But the emperor has too many children, and he can give me too little. ”
The fourth master opened his mouth, but he was dumbfounded again. In Kangxi, the so-called father-son relationship is really far less important than Jiangshan Sheji. Of course, this is what a successful emperor needs to have. But for his sons, this is precisely the source of the injury.
"Fourth brother, every time I think that after doing the things that Huang Ama explained, I can let him look at me more, and I can know that I have worked very hard and painstakingly to do these errands. But now I know that all I have worked so hard in exchange for making him think that I am a good pawn. The eighth master finally couldn't help but speak.
His vision was already blurred, and he quickly lowered his head.
The fourth master pretended not to see his cover-up, and said in a low voice: "Eighth brother, haven't you benefited from it?" If you lose something, you will gain something, and if you can be a chess piece, at least it shows that you still have value at all. Otherwise, how do you get his attention? ”
The eighth master suddenly looked up at the fourth master, these words were really ruthless, and it made people's hearts ache when they heard it, and there was a bloody feeling that the wound had been opened.
"You're a chess piece, and no one else is anymore?" The fourth master asked rhetorically.
The eighth master was stunned and didn't come back to his senses for a long time.
"To achieve a prince who can sit firmly in the country, Huang Ama can be described as well-intentioned. The eighth brother can see himself clearly, why can't he see others clearly? It's just that if you're in the game, you're still inevitably blinded. The fourth master said lightly.
"Fourth brother, you are different after all." Eight Masters said.
"What's the difference?" The fourth master sneered, "We are all adults, and we are out of the palace to build a mansion, do we still expect the concubine to help in the harem?" Are you at the mercy of the harem women when you become the emperor? It's just a little psychological comfort, and in the end, it's not up to us. ”
The eighth master was stunned, he had never discussed these topics with any of his brothers. If it weren't for the suddenness of the incident today, he would not have been depressed in his heart, and probably wouldn't have talked about it with the fourth master.
After a long time, the eighth master muttered: "What the fourth brother said is also true." ”
"Eighth brother, I'm afraid that the eldest brother feels more deeply than you and me." The fourth master said suddenly.
"Big brother?" The eighth master was surprised.
The fourth master nodded, "His favor is no worse than that of the prince." ”
The eighth master thought about it, and nodded and said, "Indeed, the eldest brother is not feeling well. ”
"Do you remember the time when the third brother was drunk and cried?" The fourth master said again.
"Yes." The eighth master nodded. The third master has always been an elegant person, and he cares most about his image. I cried after drinking that time, I'm afraid it was the black history he always wanted to erase.
"The depression of the fifth brother, the efforts of the seventh brother," the fourth master said again: "Eighth brother, it's not that you are the only one who is hurt in your heart. ”
This time it was the eighth master's turn to be silent.
"Even the crown prince, I have always had a pimple in my heart." The fourth master said: "He is the prince when he is young, and although Huang Ama spoils him, he has never lowered his requirements for him." When I was by Huang Ama's side, I realized that it was not easy for him to be favored. But now that Huang Ama wants to sharpen him like this, what does he think in his heart? ”
"Fourth brother, don't say it again." The eighth master suddenly spoke.
If you continue to talk about it, it will only make people's hearts feel colder.
For the eighth master, because he has never gotten it, he will desire it. And for those who have gotten it, it will only be more uncomfortable now.
"The truth is often more brutal." The fourth master said: "Eighth brother, you have forgotten these words today after hearing them." ”
"Fourth brother, you are really cruel sometimes." A smile appeared on the eighth master's mouth.
"You want me to be soft-spoken?" The fourth master gave him a blank look and said, "I don't have this patience for you!" ”
"Fourth brother, thank you!" The eighth master said sincerely. If he is really impatient, how can the fourth master accompany him for so long.
You must know that if these words get out today, it will cause trouble for the fourth master. He can say to him so heartfelt, this is also a kind of trust.
"After a while, I drank wine, went back to sleep, and when I got up, I forgot about it. It's easy to do errands when you have a good spirit! Don't you still want to be crowned the king of the county? The errand of the Internal Affairs Office has been completed, and it is almost time to come to this county king! The fourth master smiled.
"It depends on how the fourth brother's wine is in the house today!" The eighth master also laughed.
"Your fourth sister-in-law doesn't like me to drink the most, and I don't know what I'll send today!" The fourth master said.
"The fourth sister-in-law loves me, there must be good wine!" Eight Masters said.
"Don't be ashamed!" The fourth master said disdainfully.
"Fourth brother, you are touching my light today!" The eighth master said proudly.
"Hey, you're fat and panting!" The fourth master was speechless.
The eighth master shook his head, the two looked at each other, and they both laughed.
On this day, the eighth master was in a very good mood, and he drank a jar of wine alone. The fourth master's amount of alcohol is not too bad, but he was actually drunk by the eighth master.
In the end, if Su Peisheng and Chen Guo hadn't noticed that something was wrong, these two would have been drunk on the table for an afternoon.
Guo Luoluo didn't leave after having lunch in Sifujin, and he was waiting for the eighth master. This will hear that the eighth master is drunk, and his heart is happy. If he is like this, it will definitely be impossible for him to go to Zhuangzi today.
"I'm bothering the fourth sister-in-law today, I'll get our grandfather back." She hurriedly got up.
"It's okay, I guess I met something happy about, otherwise I wouldn't have drunk like this." Sifujin smiled faintly.
Guo Luo Luo said goodbye to Sifujin, and asked Pomegranate and Furong to help the eighth master and return to the house.