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Wu Si knew that he was looking for troubles, hardships, and sins. He didn't go on Sunshine Avenue, he had to go on this single-plank bridge. He thinks: Did the leader deliberately get along with him, and let out cruel words but there was no movement? Wu Si spent all day in torment. His mind and nerves were in a state of high alertness. So nervous and sensitive to everything. He lost his previous enthusiasm for work, his mind was lax, his mind was exhausted, and his body was lazy. In this state of affairs he has only convulsions, spasms, anger, arbitrariness and suspicion. The feeling that life is worse than death has always crossed his heart. He wants to live and work happily, but can Wu Si still work now? Can it still be quiet and pleasant? Wu Si didn't understand why he brought the toy gun to the unit, and in the office, he still held the toy gun in his hand from time to time.

As a child, the neighbor's child had a wooden pistol. When Wu Si got home, he told his father about playing with guns. A few days later, my father begged the craftsmen of the unit to make a "pistol". So, the gun was in Wu Si's hand, and all kinds of actions were compared, no less than a veteran who played with guns. Wu Wu was very envious of the gun in the fourth brother's hand, although Wu Si was reluctant, he still gave the gun to the fifth brother. When he went to work at the police station, he thought of this stubble. So he went to the street and bought a toy gun. It can assist in the practice of various movements, such as aiming, shooting, pulling the trigger, hand-eye contact, etc., and he must be precise in every subject. When the police were dispatched, the auxiliary police did not have a gun, but the bureau allowed Wu Si to have a gun when he went out to the police. In this way, Wu Si, who has been empowered by a tiger, has worked even better. Every time you come back from the police, the first thing you have to do is put your gun in the gun cabinet. The gun cabinet is managed by the cadres and police. At this time, Wu Si glanced up at the gun cabinet. Locks are hung on the two iron doors on the opposite side all the year round, and in some cases, the locks are simply placed in the cabinet, and sometimes the door of the gun cabinet is not tightly closed.

As the saying goes: If you are not afraid of no good things, you are afraid of no good people. Again, it's like a leaky ship in a storm. The more reluctant it is, the more it will happen. Things at work must be determined with the director. So, Wu Si got up and went up to the second floor. The door of the director's office was exposed, Wu Si's heart tightened suddenly, and he stood there instinctively, his heart immediately ran to his throat, and his legs seemed to fall down if he stepped forward. He slowly turned around and held himself down the stairs. When he went to work in the afternoon, Wu Si saw that the director was coming, and immediately followed. In the past, the director asked him to sit down, but he never sat down, and left the director's office after reporting his work. Now he is working face-to-face with the director to study the next "operational" plan. Whenever the director narrated the plan, Wu Si, who actively offered advice, just nodded today, and didn't want to say a word more. Director Yu really wanted to hear Wu Si's opinion, but he just said, "Yes." The two of them made a plan, and Wu Si hurriedly went downstairs. When he was alone with the director, the blood in Wu Si's body was tumbling and boiling. He wanted to pounce on him and grab him by the throat. At this time, Director Yu raised his eyes and looked at Wu Si, "Wu Si, are you still fine?" Wu Si, who seemed to wake up from a coma, glanced at the director and quickly walked out of the office.

Then he sat in the office and got off work with disdain.

The breeze was dancing on the road, and the sunlight between the shadows of the trees swayed in front of Wu Si, and he laughed. I also wondered that as soon as I saw Director Yu and Deputy Director She, he became nervous, and at the same time made him have strange impulses, which were sometimes uncontrollable. Can't really get over this hurdle? He asked himself repeatedly. Although Liu Jia greeted him every day, cared about his work and study, and talked to him every day, he made excuses not to see her. Do you treat your sweetheart like this? When did you get a head? What can we say now that we meet? Her emotions are so unstable now, she feels that something is wrong, and how will she face it in the future. Alas, it's better to wait for the leader to finish talking, and then explain to her in person.

Wu Si restrained his emotions and showed his good sunny side to his parents. Since working at the police station, Wu Si has brought joy to his parents, and at the same time, he has found the girl he likes. Therefore, the hearts of the parents were filled with good things and happy events for their four sons. Therefore, when Wu Si returned home, the old couple always thought about their son's goodness, and other things were covered up. Wu Si and his family finished eating. The mother said, "Si'er, you are busy with yours." Even though his mother wouldn't let him do anything, he had to clean up the table and go back to the house. In the past, he slept in the same room with his fifth brother, but now that the fifth brother is in college, he is the only one left to sleep in the whole kang. He lay on the kang with his clothes and picked up a book, but his mind was not on the book. He began to fiddle with the toy gun, playing with it, and he got up from the kang and began to rummage through the cabinets to find the gun that his father had made for them. Wu Si put the two guns on the kang, and he crossed his hands together on his stomach, resting on his chin, and looked at the ...... intently. Suddenly, there were two real guns on the kang. So, he held the gun in his hand. No matter what subject he did, the results were all guns to help him. So, the muzzle is still hot after the bullet......

He rolled over, shivered, and finally came back to his senses. It was past nine o'clock when he went to the toilet and went back to sleep. He lay on his back, his eyes fixed on the roof.

The generation of one kind of idea, because of the heavy pressure of the outside world, metamorphoses into another kind of thought, from the original extremely simple people to the extremely simple things...... Suddenly it becomes complicated, suspicious and reckless. Wu Si also thought about the unfavorable factors of danger and stubborn diseases, once this phenomenon is formed, it is very likely to completely destroy a person, or drag him into the abyss. It can be more daring than before, and it can rationalize what it thinks is unrealistic, and it must run and accomplish it according to its laws. Then there will be some kind of strange associations and hallucinations, and these unbearable associations and hallucinations are likely to become an idea, which will firmly grasp the pulse of a person and make him unable to extricate himself, and can change a person, a character that has been formed for more than twenty years. Fascinated or reckless, there is always reality. At first, he also took into account his sweetheart's feelings, always paying attention to her warmth and coldness, taking into account the friendship of his brother and brother, and thinking of his parents' nurturing grace. And now his mind, thoughts, and nerves are full of the hideous faces and barking voices of Director Yu and Deputy Director She, constantly making strange things in his mind, thoughts, and nerves. Whenever Director Yu and Deputy Director She appeared, he trembled all over, making him unable to ...... himself

Wu Si no longer felt sleepy, and his head seemed to explode. For the sake of his parents, for his brother and brother, and for his beloved Liu Jia, he still thought about it and walked on the sunny road.

blamed the strange nervous insanity that shattered his dreams. Otherwise, ...... graduated from college He flipped and couldn't sleep, he struggled, patiently counted, and gradually fell asleep. At this moment, however, the pistol, which was gradually enlarged, stood in front of him from far and near, and he held it tightly in his hand. He knew its power, and as long as his finger moved and hit the muzzle of the gun, people and objects would be shattered. After he figured it out, he quickly went up to the second floor with a pistol in hand. The door to the director's room was open, and he slammed it open, shooting at the director who was stunned at him. Wu Si, who was about to be driven crazy, finally let out a bad breath. At this time, the cries from outside left him with nowhere to hide. When the door was opened, he held himself with a gun and pulled the trigger...... He was awakened by what had just happened. When he woke up, he opened his mouth wide in shock, panting and breaking out in a cold sweat. He rubbed his eyes with trembling hands. He was so frightened that he felt chills in his heart. Facing the dark room, Wu Si just sat still. At the same time, many things that he couldn't solve came back into his mind, and he struggled many times to get rid of it, but he really didn't have the ability to do so. His thoughts began to swell until he had an idea, and he began to relax. After a few days of fatigue and fatigue of the body and the dazed brain, they all recovered at this moment. "Is this a dream?" His mind kept coming to him, "Maybe this is my point of no return?" He suddenly had a terrible thought, "Is there really someone to show the way?" "Or is it a hallucination? Or are you dreaming? Or is it the answer in reality? He didn't dare to think any further. With one question after another, he reluctantly lay down.

When he woke up in the morning, his eyes were dry as if something was holding him, and his head was bursting with pain. He hurriedly poured cold water at his aching head and at his feverish neck. After he washed up and felt better, he got dressed and said hello to his parents and went out of the house. Mom said, "You're not eating?" He just said yes.