Chapter 17 I am not reconciled

For the little bastard's non-stop attack, this martial king was depressed and was about to vomit blood, manpower was exhausted, most of the day passed, and the little bastard's crazy energy also passed, and a powerful waste dared to rush straight to the brain, this kind of waste dared to feel a person who had been hungry for a long time, his stomach was empty, and the gastric juice was still eating away in his stomach. As soon as his eyes were black, he felt that the world was spinning, and a thick unwillingness rose in his heart, and he vomited out a mouthful of blood in his throat, and then fainted, which frightened this martial king, and the big shopkeeper told him that he must not hurt him, but when he thought about it, this was the result of his self-harm, and it had nothing to do with me, thinking that it happened under his nose after all, the martial king's face turned black. Don't be verbose to take the pulse of the little bastard, put his hand on the little bastard's little wrist, a stream of aura like a fish into the little bastard's body, with his own spiritual power to the little bastard's body to perceive, so as to judge the little bastard's physical condition, but before he could take the sense, he found that the spiritual power that entered the little bastard's body was like a ghost, disappeared is gone, a strong sting pain like lightning came straight to himself, before he could let go, he felt that the back of his head was stabbed by several red-hot iron needles, and a mouthful of blood spurted out directly, this time he was really depressed and vomited blood, and the injury was not light, his face turned purple, he didn't expect it, The little bastard didn't hurt him when he went crazy, but inexplicably suffered serious internal injuries, and the guards on the side saw the high martial king so embarrassed, although they were very surprised, but they had an urge to laugh wildly, touching the back of their heads, their faces automatically turned blue, and they vomited blood, and the whole person seemed to have been shocked.

"Are you alright, sir?" asked a somewhat dull guard, concerned.

"Roll"

"It's a villain, let's get out" The guards were so frightened that they didn't dare to come out of one, who let the cultivation be higher than themselves!

"Come back", King Wu suddenly shouted again

"If I hear this in the ears of others, I promise that you will not see the sun tomorrow."

The guards naturally knew that this kind of thing was a bit embarrassing, a matter of face, the higher the cultivation, the thinner the skin would be, and this was generally the case.

The little bastard fainted, and was carried in by a group of guards, the sleeping little bastard felt like he was in a dream, and kept thinking back to the days when he and the old beggar were on the isolated island, doing whatever he wanted, never being restrained, and now he came to the outside world, feeling a little out of place, and being controlled everywhere, even if he met the person he liked, he couldn't do it, Tianhai Pavilion actually killed a boatload of people in order to protect the so-called secret, and then came a group of crew members who were the same as before, the minced flesh in the cabin, the blood, and the hideous head, all of this was constantly replayed in his mind like a movie shot, like a nightmare.

People's hearts are flesh and blood, and so is the little bastard in the cultivation realm, who has never been exposed to bloody killings of the same kind, which makes him feel scared, frightened. He wanted to escape. Now even the only person he cares about and likes has been beaten back when he sees him. The little bastard is teetering on the verge of breaking down and going crazy. The drastic changes in the body before made my spirit** and even my soul feel prostration. The fear in his heart was constantly playing a chemical role in his heart. Just ask a child who is only twelve years old, has never seen the world, the first time he sees the world, he feels that the world makes him feel afraid and afraid, and what he wants has not been obtained, he always feels that there are countless ropes binding him and restricting his actions, he is like a doll with a thread, his soul is like sinking into a swamp, he has been struggling hard, and there are two people who support him to live, one is an old beggar who has nurtured him and takes care of him, and the other is Qiu Xue, who is out of control of his emotions and is not afraid of doing anything for her. The wounds on the body can be healed with medicine, but the psychological pain can be healed by what. He was just a simple child who had never seen the world, and he had never experienced emotional storms, although he often fought with sea beasts, he had never killed a sea beast, although he was a little stubborn, but he had never had the heart to harm others, "Why is this!" This is the question he has been asking himself since he saw the minced meat in those cabins, why is this why?.

He could shout these questions vigorously while sleeping, but in reality he didn't dare to shout, because he already knew the answer, but he just didn't want to really admit it. The weak eat the strong, and the fittest survive. This is what the old beggar said to him at the beginning, although the old beggar said it casually, but he didn't know why he was particularly sensitive to this sentence, knowing that after he encountered these things, that sentence came to his mind here, the weak eat the strong, the strong never need any excuse and reason to ravage the weak, and the weak are forever afraid of the stronger than them, afraid that the strong will destroy them, they still have a lot of things to do in their hearts, a lot of love is not over, they haven't tried to be the strong, you don't have to be afraid of others, to let the weak fear them, afraid of them。

When a person encounters a strong man who shows the strength to kill him easily, he will really feel afraid, fear, just this common phenomenon of the weak and the strong, there are more trees, what kind of birds there are, and what kind of people have more people, seeing is believing, maybe the weak at the beginning became the real strong, and they are used to seeing this hypocritical human affection, love and hate, and they completely look down on the humble weak, and the disdain in their eyes may be this reason! , the little bastard can be said to be lucky or unlucky, fortunately, he was born with a vision since childhood, and was rescued from his mother's womb by an old beggar. Unfortunately, he has not had a father since he was a child, and his only capital is his vein, but God made a big joke with him. The only thing to be thankful for is that the old man who saved him is a strong man, and his innocent and unadulterated emotions make this old man feel happy and satisfied, and he will work tirelessly for the little bastard. It also gave the little bastard a good childhood. God is fair.

I'm not reconciled or unwilling to let my life depend on me, the little bastard roared out, the sleeping little bastard figured out something, that is, in the face of cruel reality, strength determines everything, although the little bastard is simple, but he is not stupid, in this world where strength is respected, Lin Donghai's thoughts are naturally not hidden from the little bastard, the reason why he makes himself eat and drink is actually optimistic about the old beggar behind him, "Lin Donghai, I want to let you make the bamboo basket empty." The little bastard in the dark suddenly looked into his eyes, and there was no pain in his eyes, only unwillingness and fierceness. There was a trace of immaturity and a trace of indifference on that immature face. Touching the short knife behind him, a person took advantage of the thick night, came to the back mountain, the cold moonlight scattered on the green grass, tall trees, in the night like a dark human shadow, the little bastard struggled to hold the short knife, very hard to wield, you must know that this knife is not light, half a year ago he could not even lift, now he can slowly swing, this progress can be said to be great, crystal sweat from his delicate and smooth little face flowed down, just like the scene when he was carrying water on the island. But it used to be passive, but now it is active, and the little bastard at this time doesn't have too many thoughts in his heart, the only thing he thinks about is to cultivate well, take Qiuxue to find the old beggar, and leave this place he hates forever, and the person he hates.

Early in the morning, the gentle eyes sprinkled on the hillside, and before I knew it, I had been practicing all night. My clothes are soaked and sweating. My whole body felt like it was smoking. He carried a short knife on his back and went down the mountain step by step, and came to the water tan to take a bath. Back in the house, the people had already prepared delicious and delicate food, and the little bastard ate two bites casually. Naturally, the changes of the little bastard can't escape Lin Donghai's eyes, if you want this, this is the Lin family's yard.

"The kid from the head of the family has been like a different person since he came back from Miss Qiuxue, and he ran to the back mountain in the middle of the night to practice swords."

Lin Donghai put his hands behind his back, looked at the beautiful scenery of the lake and mountains, and said disdainfully, "A mere hairy child can't make any waves, as long as it doesn't affect the marriage between Qiu Xue and the prince, let him go, give him whatever he wants, the key is to do what he likes, let him return to our Tianhai Pavilion!"

"My subordinates understand, what about the guards of the other courtyard?"

"Let's withdraw after a while, frustrate his spirit"

"The head of the house is wise!" he bowed and retreated.

Fengming Pavilion, Qiu Xue sat in the lower head of the middle hall, his father and mother sat in the first place, and his brother was still bandaged on his head, supported by two maids.

"Sister, do you know your future identity? The crown princess of Yan Kingdom! I actually messed with a stinky hairy child, if it reaches the ears of the royal family, we can't afford it" At this time, Qiu Xue's brother looked excited, but the corners of his mouth were still twitching with pain.

And his father and mother looked at their daughter with love, reluctance, and anger in their eyes, and in the end they didn't say a word. The atmosphere of silence remained at such a stalemate.

Qiu Xue didn't say a word, just sat on the chair with an expressionless face, but she was thinking about the little bastard in her heart, and she was also thinking about his brother's words, although she knew that the family had come to this day by virtue of her identity as the future princess of the Yan Kingdom, and her every move involved everything in her family, if something went wrong with her emotions, then her father, mother, and her brother, and even herself would not be spared, after all, this was a major event involving the royal family of the Yan Empire and Tianhai Pavilion, and no one could afford to take care of it when something happened, such a thing must not happen。 Even if it's not for himself or for his family, but in his heart he is a thousand and ten thousand unwilling, why don't he even like a simple piece of freedom that ordinary people seem, who is rare in the royal family, but is he really not rare, with this big crown of the royal family, he and his family have enjoyed how many ordinary people can never enjoy the glory and wealth, so that the family can live a happy life, and they also have better resources to cultivate, and one day in the future, their cultivation will reach a certain height, and they can control their own destiny, and even dominate the fate of othersFor a hazy relationship, it is not worth losing everything to yourself and your family.

At this time, Qiu Xue was persuaded by her parents and brother. and all this that she has experienced from an ordinary little girl to this point, as well as the shackles of etiquette, made her really determined, after all, from his point of view, what she did was not wrong, in order to let his family live and let his family live a good life, no one can say that what she did was wrong in his decision. If you want to say wrong, it is wrong that her strength is too low and she does not have too many choices.