Tianshan Chapter 28 An Inch of Acacia and an Inch of Gray (II)

Li Muyun has gradually grown up and understands that this is a whirling world, there are good things and regrets, all living beings are struggling in the sea of suffering, and only the truly strong can reach the other side.

And he is sealed with a soul devourer in his body, and he is burdened with the curse of hundreds of millions of living beings, and once he gets out of control, he will inevitably bring countless disasters to all sentient beings. This is his fate, there is no escape, there is no need to escape, only by going forward bravely and fighting to the end can he live up to the expectations of his little uncle.

Qingying hesitated for a long time before he mustered up the courage to tell him his decision: "Mu Yun, in two days, I will succeed to the position of the sect master of the Xuannu Sect, and I will not be able to accompany you in the future." ”

The sudden change was like a lightning bolt struck Li Muyun's heart, shocking him numbly, and he asked in a panic: "Uncle Xiao, can I go to the Xuannu Sect to find you when I miss you in the future?" ”

Qingying turned around, not daring to look at Li Muyun's sad gaze, and tried hard to suppress his emotions: "After I succeed to the position of sect master, I will devote myself to the Tao, retreat and cultivate, and we will never see each other again for the rest of our lives." ”

A sudden parting always catches people off guard. Where do we not meet in life, but some turns are really a lifetime, and from now on we will never see each other.

Li Muyun couldn't breathe in heartache, why did you learn how to love, we have to separate from each other. I said that I would see the flowers together, admire the moon together, and find all the beauty in the world together, but now you want to leave me.

Li Muyun lowered his head gloomily: "Little Uncle, is cultivation really that important?" ”

Qingying really wanted to tell him that cultivation was no longer important, and that you were the meaning of my life. But she couldn't, because the fire of love had spread in her and burned her soul.

Qingying took a deep breath, reluctantly stopped the feelings in his heart, and reluctantly told Li Muyun: "I grew up in the Xuannu Sect, carrying all the expectations of the Xuannu Sect, and it is my only mission to ask the heavens to prove immortality. ”

"Uncle Xiao, then will you miss me?" Li Muyun's heart was like ashes, and he secretly thought: I hate parting, but if parting can make you worry, I am willing to leave.

Qingying pinched his fingers into the flesh, resisting the pain of love to the death, he was a little carried away with excitement, and tears were about to flow from his eyes: "Mu Yun, you are my unchanging concern all my life." I'm not here anymore, you have to take care of yourself, can you promise me"

Qingying's face was pale, as if she would fall down at any time, Li Muyun supported her in a panic: "Little uncle, what's wrong with you?" Are you feeling bad? Don't be angry, I promise you, I'll take good care of myself. ”

Qingying hugged him in his arms again: "Mu Yun, I'm happy, you hold me tight, don't let go." ”

Li Muyun hugged her tightly and buried his head in her arms, he clearly felt that Uncle Xiao's body was trembling, and the moment he raised his head, her face was very pale, like a candle in the wind, which would be extinguished at any time.

Qingying gently wiped the blood from the corners of her mouth, and tried her best to suppress the love fire on her body: I want to be with you day and night, forever.

Although she was about to enter the ice and snow cave to completely seal herself, she did not regret it, as long as Li Muyun could have a good life, everything was worth it. It's just that if he is not there in the future, he must be very lonely.

Qingying drove Li Muyun out of the dream) landscape map, and suppressed the love fire on his body alone. The deeper the love, the more intense the love burns, but she can't suppress it. I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do, so I frowned, but I was in my heart.

Li Muyun lay alone on the cold jade bed, tossing and turning, unable to sleep. Everything changed suddenly, and after Kiyokage succeeded him as the suzerain, he never saw him again. From then on, he was left alone again.

The next morning, as soon as Li Muyun walked out of the Feihua Cave, he found that Qingying was already standing under the Moon Pavilion, preparing breakfast.

He ran over with a smile and wanted to take Uncle Junior's hand, but Qingying wouldn't let him get close.

Qingying was sad in her heart: The day after tomorrow is the succession ceremony of the suzerain, and I want to seize the last time to stay with you, but the love has penetrated deep into the bone marrow and spread to the viscera. I am reluctant to leave you, and I can't help but want to get close to you, but I am afraid of being burned by love.

Qingying's imminent departure made Li Muyun not know how to get along. Whenever he wanted to get closer, Qingying would always slowly move away, keeping a certain distance from him.

The two walked together in the bamboo forest, looked at the flowers in the pavilion together, and toured the front of the Flying Flower Cave. But they can no longer find the tacit understanding they once had with each other, and they are so intimate that they are difficult to leave.

At night, Qingying went to the secret realm in the painting to cultivate, leaving only Li Muyun's lonely figure in front of the Flying Flower Cave, depressed in the cold wind and wind. He didn't understand why Uncle Xiao didn't want to be close to him, wasn't everything okay yesterday? Why your heart changes when it says, like wind, rain and fog, it is incomprehensible.

Although Qingying had no emotions before, would not laugh or be sad, the two were intimate and did not distinguish each other. But now Qingying has comprehended the mystery of love, and has all the joys, sorrows, and sorrows of ordinary people, but the two are no longer intimate, as if there is an invisible barrier between them.

Being within reach, the heart is far away. The oaths of the past, the lies of the present, everything is just perfunctory.

At a very young age, Li Muyun learned not to cry anymore, because he knew that even if he cried all day, no one would pay attention to him. Gradually, he likes to bury his sadness in the bottom of his heart and try to live happily, just wanting to prove that he is really happy.

Now he no longer suppressed himself, and wanted to cry heartily. The boy doesn't flick when he has tears, just because he hasn't reached the sad place.

On the third day, Li Muyun waited in the Moon Pavilion, but he couldn't wait for Qingying's arrival.

Qingying didn't dare to face Li Muyun because she was afraid that she would be emotional again, and her emotions would get out of control and spontaneously combust in front of him. Looking at his lonely figure, Qingying seemed to have lost something, and her heart ached, and she couldn't help but see him again.

Li Muyun ran over with joy, wanting to hug her, but was gently pushed away by Qingying, and he couldn't help but bow his head gloomily: "Uncle Xiao, are you angry with me?" ”

Qingying walked to the edge of the cliff and looked into the distance, the night was like water, and the wind blew her long hair and clothes. She endured the pain on her body and muttered, "Mu Yun, I'm not angry. I won't see you anymore, so I'll play the piano to you now. ”

Qingying took out a guqin, sat on the stone platform, and secretly pondered in his heart: Let me play the piano for you again, please listen to it for me.

The night is hazy, and the sound of the piano is long. The breeze is affectionate, and the bright moon can be seen. The falling flowers are affectionate, and the flowing water can be known. The unraveling edge, the endless lovesickness, and the endless waiting. I don't hate to meet you in this life, I only hate that the sky is too ruthless.

A song ended, Qingying said goodbye with tears, maybe we will not see each other again in this life, but you have long been in the depths of my soul and cannot be separated. May you be well in this life, and the years will be safe, like a strong seed, bravely breaking through the mud and sand, and stretching the tender green shoots out of the ground and pointing to the sky.

"Uncle Junior."

A call instantly melted her, and Qingying endured it and didn't look back, because she knew that if she turned back, she would never be able to go again.

In Li Muyun's expectation, Qingying Imperial Sword walked and gradually drifted away.

A moment later, Kiyokage arrives at the summit of the Flying Flower Cave, where she meets the dragon butterfly. After leaving the Demon Cave, Long Die stayed here, lingering beside Li Muyun, but he didn't see him.

Qingying pleaded sincerely: "I'm leaving, Mu Yun will rely on you in the future." ”

Long Die's red clothes were like fire, independent in the wind, and asked puzzledly: "Why do I want to help you take care of him?" ”

Qing Ying responded calmly: "You've been wandering here for four years, aren't you just looking forward to it?" I don't know exactly what you're waiting for, but it must be important to you. ”

Long Die smiled faintly and retorted mercilessly: "No, you are wrong, Li Muyun is the calamity of my fate, and the person I am determined to kill." And I haven't made a move until now, just because I'm observing the arrangement of the Heavenly Dao, what kind of mystery is hidden in Li Muyun. ”

Sometimes it is easy for people to see others, but it is too difficult to see themselves.

Qingying didn't believe Long Die's answer, she believed everything she saw more, and told her without hesitation: "Actually, what you resist is the arrangement of the Heavenly Dao, but there is no need to resist your heart. ”

"If you really want to kill him, you don't have to wait six years. You only stayed here to repay Li Muyun's kindness, he rescued you from under the chains of Heavenly Dao, didn't you? ”

Long Die turned to look at the sea of clouds, watched the white clouds rolling between heaven and earth, and asked curiously: "You have cultivated the Heavenly Book of Forgetfulness to the realm of sentient beings and regained your emotions, why did you leave him?" ”

Qingying shook his head, sighed heavily, and told Long Die helplessly: "After succeeding to the position of sect master tomorrow, I will enter the ice and snow cave to freeze myself, and I will never be able to see Mu Yun again in the future." ”

"I have lost the moon spirit, and the love fire on my body can no longer be suppressed, and only by entering the ice and snow cave can I have a glimmer of life. These Muyun don't know, please don't tell him. ”

Long Die sneered and mocked the arrangement of fate, "Heaven is always so ruthless, so that lovers in the world love each other but can't see each other." In fact, Li Muyun is stronger than you think, you don't have to worry too much. ”

"Because Li Muyun has been sealed with soul devouring in his body, he has lived a life like captivity since he was a child, with no freedom and no companions. But he is still optimistic and loves life, even if he is eroded by the power of soul devouring day and night, he has not fallen into the devil's path because of this. ”

"Do you know the true content of the Heavenly Dao Contract?"

Qing Ying was puzzled, these ancient contracts were too old, they had long been sealed in history, and there were too few people who could know about them now.

Long Die said slowly: "If he is really the person arranged by the Heavenly Dao, he will inevitably rule all the remnants of the Honghuang Wilderness in the future, and even the Dragon, Phoenix, and Qilin clans will not be able to resist his orders. ”

"From the time he untied the chains of the Heavenly Dao, my whole life was tied to him, and if he was really in danger, I would naturally not stand idly by. So you don't have to worry about his fate, think about yourself. ”

Qingying decided to concentrate on cultivation in the ice and snow cave, and cultivated the Heavenly Book of Forgetfulness to the realm of the unprecedented, when the fire of love will naturally dissipate, and she can be free again to meet Li Muyun.

The vast world, the vast sea of people, seems to be very close to each other, because you can see you and me when you look up. And it seems that they are all far away, because no one will stop for you.

The fate is indescribable, so that each other is very close, and let each other be far away.

A blossom is coming to an end of spring, a sycamore is approaching autumn, life is reborn, and it is difficult to find a bosom friend. Qingying and Long Die have only known each other for six years, and the number of times they have met is only a handful, but they can communicate with each other and be honest with each other.