I'm waiting for you in the distance (29) The same is the end of the world

In the countryside of the eighties, this kind of thing is highly valued, which comes from a primitive integrity, in the most rural opera repertoire at that time are "The Story of the Wall" and "The Case of Quanmei", the education received since childhood is that we must abide by the moral code of filial piety to the elderly, can not be disliked by the poor and love the rich and abandon the poor wife, which is also related to the self-protection mentality of people at the bottom of the society, Xiao Daqian and Yang Erni's marriage is the order of the parents, the words of the matchmaker, so in the absence of any special changes, The probability that the two will get together is more than 90 percent. In Xiao Daqian's mind, Yang Erni is his fiancΓ©e, so he can hardly tolerate other women, which will make him feel guilty, just like Jin Yunfei tried very hard to get close to him, but it didn't make the boy's heart ripple.

Kang Yunmei looked at the pot, she didn't go to get noodles again, but said: "Boss, the kang over there in your new house is also paved, Aihua goes to sleep there when you are not at home, and sometimes the junior also follows her." You go over there tonight. ”

Xiao Aihua shouted: "I'm going to go with my brother too." Although she is already a junior high school student, she is still a family of five crammed on a kang in the first half of the year, so she doesn't have too many ideas.

Xiao Daqian's chopsticks trembled, he remembered the scene he saw his father and stepmother rolling together that night, his heart was hot, and Xiao Weidong was already annoyed: "No! You're a big girl, pay attention in the future. In a few days, we will set up a room at home for you! ”

Xiao Aihua heard what his father meant, his face turned crimson, but he still had a hard mouth: "Hmph! You're early, I can't sleep on our big kang! Can't I go to sleep in another room in my brother's new house? ”

Kang Yunmei played a round: "It's okay." We have a wire bed at home, which is a tattered piece that your father picked up in Liaocheng, and you can sleep after eating. This kid and girl are all big in the blink of an eye. This exclamation made Xiao Weidong sigh too, but he was secretly happy in his heart, at least this year, the Xiao family was no longer the worst family in the village, and he was very proud.

At night, Xiao Daqian's brothers and sisters all went to sleep in the new house, Xiao contracted to be with his sister, so they slept on the big kang, and Xiao Daqian lay in another room and slept on the wire bed, this thing was soft and hoardy, and Xiao Daqian, who was a little tired, couldn't sleep, he stared at the night sky outside the window.

Life is not lonely, at the beginning of this year, Xiao Daqian was still the ignorant teenager who teased his younger brother and played with his sister, he had his own happiness, but later the appearance of a girl gave him his own thoughts, so the innate simple happiness was no longer there, he was trying to correct himself, make himself excellent and sensible, and slowly adapt to this strange world, and began to think about the direction of the future, so will this new house be his own home, here and Yang Erni parents to do things, Have a bunch of children, or do you have ideals as Jin Yunfei portrays? What is the ideal? Xiao Daqian began to think about whether his ideal was Yang Erni or the university! Or both!

Xiao Daqian shook his head, his aunt said a serious sentence at dinner in the evening, he didn't care about it at the time, but now he thinks about it and it is still very connotative: the second child of the Yang family has a high heart, and he wants to eat national food, and the high-hearted woman has no ability to surrender. In the dead of night, Xiao Daqian suddenly figured out that Yang Erni's heart was high and insisted on repeating, and the purpose of repeating was obvious, she didn't want to marry into this house! The boy suddenly understood something, he sat up, and the wire bed squeaked, but Xiao Daqian didn't care: his heart was high! The word pierced his heart! I have never put myself in the shoes of a girl to think about the problem, if you understand it normally, Yang Erni just regards her Xiao family as a back road, how can she be worthy of others when she is admitted to the secondary school!

The night breeze was cold, the windows of the new house were not equipped with glass for the time being, it was a transparent plastic sheet, and the wind came in through the cracks unscrupulously, Xiao Daqian felt a chill with his bare arms, he understood, it turned out that he and Yang Erni had not seen the kind of love in the novel, and there was not even any mutual affection, and all the girl's efforts were just to get rid of herself. He was so annoyed that he couldn't sleep anymore.

The very direct and cruel question is, what should I do? Xiao Daqian felt that changes should be made, men should be self-reliant, he reflected on his current predicament and confusion in high school, and felt that the best way to prove himself was to also be admitted to the position of "eating national food", whether it was a "university" or a "small secondary school", but it was not easy to say! He is a little inferior in nature, especially at this stage in the high school class belongs to the backward students, there is a grapevine that after the midterm exams the class to row seats, with academic performance as an important reference indicator, although he is not tall, but destined to be thrown into the corner of the classroom, that is a kind of harm to him, but what to do in the face of this injury? Do you also retreat to Gouzi Town to re-read the third year of junior high school that you should read?

Tossing and turning all night, Xiao Daqian's head was buzzing, and when the three brothers and sisters went home for breakfast the next day, Kang Yunmei saw that Xiao Daqian's expression didn't seem to be quite right: "Boss, are you okay?" Why is your face so white? ”

Xiao Daqian shook his head: "It's okay!" I didn't fall asleep last night because I changed places! Xiao Weidong didn't care very much: "I didn't fall asleep and slept again, I didn't have anything to do today, and I didn't have any business to do when it was cold." "He and Kang Yunmei exercised for a long time last night, and he was very sleepy.

Xiao Aihua said: "Brother, you go back to school in the afternoon, right?" Why don't you look for Jin Meiren, she looks like she's in a hurry. ”

Xiao Daqian was a little embarrassed, thinking about Jin Yunfei's bitter words at the time, and in the end he still didn't follow her advice, so that she ignored herself later, is it a shame to look for her now, and those little children in junior high school, especially Meng Daming, always joke about himself and Jin Yunfei, which also has to be guarded against: "Where to find her?" These big living people have long legs, and they can't find them with guns! ”

"Poof!" Xiao Aihua laughed and hammered his brother with his hand, "You are so annoying, you call people rabbits!" She's in school every day, in her father's office! Why don't I show you? ”

Xiao Daqian was unwilling: "I'm not free, I'll sleep for a while!" You snoring, it affected me last night! Xiao Aihua was unhappy: "You are talking nonsense, I don't snore, it's the junior who snores!" The brother and sister had a rare quarrel again.

However, Xiao Aihua still went to Gouzi Town Union Middle School, she can ride a bicycle, and she can get to school in less than ten minutes, and it is very direct, she took Jin Yunfei back home, which caught Xiao Daqian a little off guard.

The two haven't seen each other for less than two months, but they seem to have changed a lot, Jin Yunfei's scorching momentum in the past is much weaker, and Xiao Daqian is a little less immature, his hair is very long, and even covers his forehead, which is very sloppy.

"Jin Yunfei!" What is rare is that Xiao Daqian actually took the initiative to say hello, and no longer only said "um, oh, ah" as before. "Third grade is hard, isn't it?"

Jin Yunfei couldn't tell why she came to see Xiao Daqian, maybe she had an inexplicable desire in her heart, and reason told her that she should have the reserve and pride of a girl, but she was worried that if she couldn't see Xiao Daqian this time, the two might be estranged forever in the future, so she gritted her teeth and followed Xiao Aihua, but she didn't expect Xiao Daqian's words to make her feel a little impulsive to cry.

Yes, the third year of junior high school is much more difficult than before, Jin Yunfei has always been full of confidence, and even from some ideas, she despises repeaters, and feels that it is a shame for those people to return to the furnace to rebuild, but when she entered the third year of junior high school and was defended by repeaters, she found that it was still very reasonable to find out that it was possible to make perfect, those people's understanding of the curriculum far exceeded that of fresh graduates like her, even the exam questions from the teacher, those people were also familiar with the road, Jin Yunfei was still the first in the class in addition to the best Chinese and English, and the other subjects were miserable, She also wanted to find someone to talk about learning methods, and Xiao Daqian became the best choice.

"It's bitter! How are you in No. 1 Middle School? Jin Yunfei replied with a wry smile.

Xiao Daqian let out a long "sigh", this is actually already answering the question of the female classmate.