Luo Li asked Guo Shaoyang to carry her to a small alley near Qincheng No. 1 Senior High School, went up to the second floor, entered the house, turned on the light, this woman looked very thin, why was her back so heavy, Guo Shaoyang was so tired that he couldn't breathe, he put this girl on the bed and lay down, and sat next to him to rest.

Guo Shaoyang glanced at it, this room is about the same size as the house he and Caixia rented, and it is also on the second floor, but there is an extra bed in the room, because there is a long table in the middle, which makes the space seem relatively narrow, the bedding on the opposite side is neatly stacked, and there is a school uniform hanging at the head of the bed, and I don't know where the owner went.

Guo Shaoyang boldly guessed that if the girl opposite was a student, it must have been the school holiday due to the earthquake in the past two days, and she went home to save her relatives, but how could a student live with a girl?

Guo Shaoyang noticed that there was a photo frame on the table, and there were two innocent smiling faces on the photo, Luo Li on the left, and the girl on the right should be the girl on the bed opposite, he didn't look carefully, and after resting for a while, he was ready to get up and say goodbye.

"Wait a minute, my feet hurt now, I don't have any strength left, can you help me take my shoes off?" Come on! Luo Li suddenly stopped him.

Guo Shaoyang hesitated, looked at her drunken appearance, and walked over to help her take off her shoes without thinking too much.

At the moment when he stretched out his hand, Guo Shaoyang hesitated again, because Luo Li was only wearing a skirt that day, and in front of him was a pair of white and elastic thighs.

For a moment, Guo Shaoyang actually took her for Qin Caixia, and he knew that he had a delusion again.

Guo Shaoyang settled down and carefully helped her take off the pair of pink high heels.

"Alright, you can rest well, I should go." Guo Shaoyang got up again to say goodbye.

"No, don't you go yet, can you pour me another glass of water? My heart is very uncomfortable now, my mind is full of dizziness, I ......" Luo Li retched before she finished speaking, and Guo Shaoyang was inconvenient to leave at this time, so he poured her a glass of water.

"Guo Shaoyang, can you help me up, I'm really weak, otherwise, you close the door first, it's very cold outside." Luo Li struggled to raise her head as she spoke, glanced at Guo Shaoyang, and lay on the bed softly.

Guo Shaoyang couldn't help but be alert, pretended not to understand what she just said, quickly put the cup on the table next to him, said "I'll put the water here for you", and then turned around and left.

Unexpectedly, Luo Li suddenly pounced up from behind, hugged Guo Shaoyang tightly and said, "Don't go, don't go-"

"You're not drunk! Your feet! ......" Guo Shaoyang couldn't help but be taken aback, and seemed to understand something in a trance, but he was confused again all of a sudden.

"Shaoyang, listen to me, I like you, Caixia told me everything between you, she said that you are a good man, I also think you are different from other men, I don't really want to blackmail you for a thousand yuan, I just want to create an opportunity for myself to contact you more......" Luo Li's tears were about to flow out.

"Please respect yourself!" Guo Shaoyang coldly wrenched Luo Li's hand, and then plunged into the vast night, and a woman's sobbing voice faintly came from behind him.

The night was really beautiful that night, but there were some things that made Guo Shaoyang's mood unhappy, he walked alone, stepping into the void step by step, dazed, helpless, staggering, and walking back crookedly.

Lying quietly on the bed, I felt the wind fill the whole room, and the room was unusually quiet. The wound spilled over his whole body and seeped into his atrium. His heart was incomplete.

As the song goes: When love is so fragile in the face of reality, and the more we want it, the more we can't get results.

Guo Shaoyang thought that he and Caixia had broken up like this, and he would spend this long life in deep self-blame.

Guo Shaoyang didn't expect that he had just fallen asleep that night, when Caixia suddenly called him and said nervously: "I'm pregnant!" Didn't dare to tell anyone, what do you think I should do now? ”

Guo Shaoyang sat up from the bed all of a sudden, jumped out of bed and paced back and forth in the room, and said excitedly and nervously: "Great! God has finally opened his eyes. Caixia, you wait, I'll go to your house tomorrow to propose. ”

"No, don't worry, what should I do about my mother's illness! If my dad had known that I was pregnant out of wedlock, he wouldn't have hated you. You know what happened before, even if I was pregnant with your child, my dad wouldn't necessarily let us be together. Qin Caixia said worriedly on the phone.

"This-" Guo Shaoyang couldn't help but be stunned, he was really overjoyed, how could he forget this stubble. God gave him a candy to eat first, and poured a basin of cold water on his head unexpectedly.

Speaking of Qin Caixia's past, it was an unbearable past.

That was before I met Zeng Yongxian, when Qin Caixia was nineteen years old, nineteen-year-old Qin Caixia was like a delicate flower, anyone who saw it wanted to pick it, not to mention that she ran so far away from Shenzhen.

Later, she was ruined.

The one who ruined her was Zhou Ping, a fellow villager who went to work with her.

There are various motives for ruining Caixia, and the reason why Zhou Ping ruined Caixia is that he likes her. It is said that Zhou Ping drank a lot of alcohol that day, and he should have been drunk, and when he was drunk, he did something to her. I don't know if Caixia resisted at that time, in short, she let Zhou Ping pick this flower by improper means.

That's how the bad love began, and the bad thing is that she was actually pregnant with Zhou Ping's child later, but she didn't dare to tell her family about her unmarried pregnancy.

The paper can't contain the fire, let alone holding such a big belly, how can it not be seen! The cousin, who also went to work, secretly told Caixia's parents about this secret.

It is said that my mother was so angry that she fainted on the spot.

Dad called Qin Caixia as soon as possible and asked her to hurry home and beat the child, otherwise he would not recognize her as a daughter.

The cousin knelt down for her uncle with a pop, saying that the child was five months old and could not be beaten, and it would affect Caixia's future fertility.

Compared with the happiness of the child's life, the reputation of the parents seems to be more important than the happiness of the child's life, so the child survives. All the sins were borne by Zhou Ping and his Lao Tzu, because it was the father's fault that the son did not teach.

Qin Caixia's father wanted to sue Zhou Ping, which scared Zhou Ping and his son half to death, the father and son hurriedly came to apologize, knelt on the ground and let them be beaten and scolded, and finally paid 50,000 yuan in compensation before they were allowed to get a "small marriage", that is, they got married in private, but did not go to apply for a marriage certificate.

Zhou Ping's mother may hold a grudge because of this, think about it, at the beginning, for the 50,000 yuan, she was almost forced to hang herself, the pigs for the New Year were sold, the cattle in the ploughland were also sold, and the family was not allowed to live. Although the mother-in-law and daughter-in-law battle was not staged, it did not give Caixia a lot of face.

Zhou Ping is obviously not as good to her as before, everything is towards his mother, which can make Qin Caixia angry enough, and she has been pampered by her parents since she was a child, and she can't see other people's faces, but it's not good for the family to do it, and she knows how to cry if she is a little wronged.

Caixia was crying that day, and she happened to be bumped into by her mother and grandmother who came to visit her, so she was called back to her parents' house and never let her go back, when the children were already more than a year old.

Zhou Ping's mother went to Caixia's house to make trouble in three days, asked her to go back, and threatened to go to the court to sue them.

However, the court did not recognize the so-called husband and wife relationship between them, Qin Caixia can marry someone else at any time, and now the problem is the issue of child support, if Qin Caixia does not raise the child, then she has to pay child support.

When Qin Caixia told Guo Shaoyang about this past, Guo Shaoyang was stunned all of a sudden.

To tell the truth, Guo Shaoyang made a lot of determination to be with Qin Caixia, because after Shaoyang's parents knew about her previous things, they resolutely opposed them being together, saying that a woman who ruthlessly abandoned her husband and children was unreliable.

Qin Caixia was also very inferior at that time, she said that she was a remnant of flowers and willows, and it was someone else who drank the leftover tea, and asked Shaoyang if she would still like her.

Guo Shaoyang's heart at that time was not to mention how uncomfortable it was, he never thought that Qin Caixia was already the mother of a child, and her perfect image in his heart was destroyed all of a sudden.

Guo Shaoyang remembered that Qin Caixia cried and said to him at that time, why didn't they know each other before Zhou Ping!

Guo Shaoyang ignored her for several days, but at that time he was already hopelessly in love with her, they worked together every day, Qin Caixia couldn't bear Guo Shaoyang's sudden indifference, and Guo Shaoyang couldn't bear to see the pain in her heart.

Many people are like this, they can endure being separated by thousands of miles, but they can't bear the separation of a wall. A few days later, Guo Shaoyang suddenly received a text message from Qin Caixia: "Shaoyang, can you still give me a chance?" Still believe me? Do you believe that there is love in this world? Although I am already in a thousand holes, I still long for love and believe in love. I don't feel hopeless or sad for myself, I just can't find my perfect self anymore.

Shaoyang, please believe me, my heart is still pure and untainted by the world. My love for you is sincere, I can't stand your indifference to me, I love you that's why I told you this, you won't look down on me, right......"

Guo Shaoyang thought about it for a day and a night, and wrote back to Qin Caixia: "If I really love someone, I won't mind what happened to her before, what I really care about is whether you will have anything that shouldn't happen to other men after we are together."

A person's loveliness does not lie in whether the body is pure, but whether the soul is noble. Please preserve your dignity, and I ask you to remember that you are a woman, and that you have relatives and friends, no matter who you are. ”

Qin Caixia replied: "Then can we still be friends?" ”

"Of course—"

"So, can you go shopping with me again tomorrow? For the last time. ”