Luo Li didn't keep Qin Caixia, nor did she send her, what she was most concerned about now was this cousin who was not her cousin. Luo Li called the boss to settle the bill, saying that Shaoyang's share should also be counted, Guo Shaoyang hurriedly stopped it, and said to the proprietress with a wallet on his waist that he would pay for it himself, but Luo Li had already forcibly stuffed the money into the hands of the proprietress.

"Listen to my sister, you can go back to school now." Luo Li turned around and came to persuade Guo Shaoyang again. This girl is so verbose that she doesn't let people eat, don't think that he has to listen to her if he pays a few dollars for himself.

Guo Shaoyang just lowered his head to eat, turned a deaf ear to her words, and walked out after eating, Luo Li hurriedly chased him out, grabbed his arm and said coldly: "Go, I have to take you to study today." ”

Guo Shaoyang shook Luo Li away, and told her loudly, I am not Gao Yajing, I am Guo Shaoyang, I owe you a thousand yuan in heaven and earth, including the food money just now, and I will pay you back a lot of money.

Luo Li was bluffed, she asked where Shaoyang went, saying that you would go crazy if you let your aunt know like this. Guo Shaoyang ignored her, walked quickly across the road, turned a few streets and returned to the room rented by Wang Hu, and plunged into bed.

There are too many helplessness in life, and sometimes we are not allowed to choose, and we can't choose. We always want to be able to take our destiny into our own hands, but we are often led by the nose by fate. There is no wrong or right, no right or wrong, there is just endless longing, the suspicion and incomprehension of the eyes around us, and the innocence of the once faction has become a slim place now.

Guo Shaoyang was lying on the bed, confused, thinking about it, feeling as if something was missing all of a sudden, and he couldn't tell how long and far this clueless life was.

Guo Shaoyang tossed and turned, not knowing when to sleep, and not knowing when to wake up, whether he should compromise on the helplessness of life.

Being Gao Yajing is not a choice! But how can he give up on himself? If you don't give up, what about it?

Guo Shaoyang has thought more than once, what is his ideal life, a dull life, or should he achieve something? But now he was distraught, not knowing what to think and what not to think.

Guo Shaoyang took the mirror and looked at it carefully, this is a beautiful face. However, what is the use of beauties if they lose their direction as a person. What is the future, he doesn't dare to think about it, because he feels that he can't take care of his current life, can he still hope for the future?

It is said that there should be a goal for being a man, but he doesn't even know who he is.

"Your aunt will go crazy like this, she is the only daughter of you!" Guo Shaoyang suddenly felt nervous about Luo Li's words, but then he thought about it, even if her aunt was really crazy and what did it matter to him, he was the biggest victim in the world.

He quietly thought back to the past, feeling that those good times were just like yesterday, but they were gone in an instant, and they didn't have time to grasp it, and they disappeared like fog.

Sometimes, I really don't have a little confidence in life, I hate my current self very much, I want to disappear like this, but I am unwilling, I still want to do a lot of things, walk a lot of roads, meet a lot of people, and dig a lot of happiness.

So, the mood was not very good, but I wanted to lie to myself and say that I was very happy, but I didn't want to laugh, but I insisted on laughing reluctantly, and after laughing, I found that there were tears in the corners of my eyes, and I secretly wiped them away so that others would not know.

Is it true that fate has arranged everything for us from the beginning, Guo Shaoyang doesn't want to think about it anymore. He wanted to go to sleep like this, doing nothing, thinking about nothing.

For two days and two nights, he lay in bed and did not get up, not knowing whether he was waiting for a miracle to happen or if hope was just gone.

"Knock knock—" He was awakened by a knock on the door.

"Who?" He stuck out his tongue and licked his dry lips, and suddenly felt weak to get out of bed, and even his voice was so weak.

"I-" was Wang Hu's voice.

"You—" He struggled to sit up, and as soon as he slipped out of bed, he felt dizzy, and suddenly it was dark before his eyes, and he didn't know anything.

Maybe it was a moment later, maybe it was a long time, he slowly regained consciousness, felt empty in his abdomen, his heart was beating slowly, and his whole body was weak, as if he had collapsed.

Guo Shaoyang opened his tired eyes hard, and the first thing he saw was a hanging bottle hanging high, the bottle of cold liquid, drop by drop, slid through the infusion tube and then slowly injected into the blood vessels of its right arm, maybe he held this position for too long, maybe the liquid was too cold, causing him to lose sensation in his whole arm.

Guo Shaoyang turned his head to look at it, he was surrounded by a sea of white, the roof was white, the walls were white, the sheets were white, the quilt cover was white, the bedside table was white, and even the stools on the ground were white.

In the corridor outside the door, two nurses wearing white masks and wearing white clothes quietly walked by, with spring-like smiles, like a little white sail, gliding forward quietly and silently on the undulating sea.

Outside the window, the summer trees are shady, stretching under the blue sky and white clouds, and suddenly a gust of wind blows, startling two birds perched on the trees. The peaceful life was shattered, but it was only a small episode, and he seemed to be in a state of no return.

I don't know why, when Guo Shaoyang knew that he was lying in the hospital, his mood was instantly much calmer, and no matter how great the misfortune and pain in life was, in this small paradise-like clean and peaceful ward, it was temporarily eliminated like a sedative. The cold liquid slowly dampled his impetuous heart as it fused with his blood, drop by drop.

Outside the window, the red dust is rolling, Guo Shaoyang at this moment is like a sick poet, and it is rare to have a moment of peace and tranquility in his heart. He was in this tranquility, savoring the faint happiness in the light breeze of the clouds, and slowly recalled the long thoughts in the hustle and bustle of the carriage and horses.

"You're awake!" Wang Hu suddenly walked in from the door, carrying a few bags of things in his hand, and behind his happy smile was his care and worry for him as always. Guo Shaoyang knew that he owed him another favor.

"I went to the hospital gate and bought you something to eat, you scared me out just now, I kicked the door in a hurry, and I'll have to go back and get a new lock later." Wang Hu smiled and put the things in his hand on the bedside table one by one, soy milk, buns, and some fruits.

Wang Hu helped Guo Shaoyang sit up slowly, handed him a cup of soy milk, ran to the bathroom to wash his hands, and came out to sit on a stool facing Guo Shaoyang and help him peel apples.

Guo Shaoyang drank some soy milk, his throat moistened, and said coldly: "Buy so many things, do you plan to let me live here for a long time?" ”

"You don't have to worry, the doctor said that you are overworked, fainted from hunger, and you can be discharged from the hospital after resting. You said that you are such a big person, why can't you even take care of yourself! Wang Hu said suddenly while peeling apples, his expression and tone were full of a man's unconcealed care and love for a woman.

"It's all my fault, I haven't come to see you for two days!" Wang Hu looked at Guo Shaoyang very apologetically, for a moment he forgot that he was still peeling apples, and when he realized that he was a little out of shape, he hurriedly lowered his head, and then turned around and peeled the apples in his hand.

Perhaps, Guo Shaoyang should comfort Wang Hu, because he knew that they had to work 24 hours in a row yesterday, but he sneered: "You don't look at my responsibilities and obligations, and I won't accept your affection, you can leave now." ”

Guo Shaoyang deliberately wanted to provoke Wang Hu, and even turned against him, so he would never come to harass him in the future.

Wang Hu's hands trembled, and the freshly peeled apple suddenly rolled under the bed, he hurriedly looked down, and picked up another one again and peeled it as if it was nothing.

Guo Shaoyang said coldly: "Don't bother, I told you that I am Guo Shaoyang, a transformer, you said at the time that you believed it, and I also believed you, but now it seems that you didn't believe it at all." ”

"No, I-" Wang Hu looked embarrassed, he wanted to explain something, but was interrupted by Guo Shaoyang, took his words and said: "I deceived you, in fact, my name is not Guo Yangyang, nor is it Guo Shaoyang's cousin, I am a high school student, my name is Gao Yajing." ”

"This Qin Caixia has already told me, but I know that you have your difficulties, in fact, ......" Wang Hu was still trying his best to be relieved.

Guo Shaoyang interrupted him again and said coldly: "I don't have any difficulties, I'm just tired of studying, so I ran out to play." ”

"Anyway, we still have fate, I can say that it was love at first sight for you!" Wang Hu no longer peeled apples, he looked at Guo Shaoyang very sensationally.

Guo Shaoyang sneered again: "Wang Hu, you say this to every girl you like, but do you know the so-called love at first sight, in fact, it is not love but face." ”

Wang Hu blushed and didn't say anything, thinking about it, where did the love come from when they met for the first time!

Guo Shaoyang has never given Wang Hu a good look, he asked Wang Hu to go first, wanting to be alone for a while, let him remember the money spent on this hospitalization, and he will return it to him in the future.

Wang Hu repeatedly put his hot face on his cold buttocks, and the more Guo Shaoyang calculated the accounts between them, the more tangled and sad he felt in his heart. Guo Shaoyang knew that Wang Hu wanted to please him, but he would inevitably disappoint him, so in order not to make Guo Shaoyang angry, Wang Hu insisted on sending him out of the hospital after he left very interestingly.

After repeated thinking, Guo Shaoyang suddenly figured out that when I was a child, I listened to my parents, I listened to my teachers in school, and I listened to my leaders when I worked. So, what does it matter if you do Gao Yajing now! Anyway, living here in Wang Hu is not a long-term solution.