Chapter 114: Be Your True Self
In order to avoid an argument with Luo Li, Shaoyang said that he had not found a suitable one yet.
Luo Li looked tired, and after a few words to Shaoyang, she fell asleep on her bed. These days she has been working the night shift, from 8 p.m. to 8 a.m. Looking at her sleeping appearance, Shaoyang thought crankily again, he was insulted by her in heaven and earth, so he looked down on people like her, until she sacrificed herself to save herself and Caixia, and completely changed his opinion of her.
"Guo Shaoyang, don't go, I like you......" Luo Li just fell asleep and started dreaming, and his name was pronounced in his mouth, and an indescribable taste suddenly surged into Shaoyang's heart, there are too many crazy men and women in this world, it seems that she said that she liked herself that night It was true, but in his small heart, except Caixia, he could no longer tolerate other women.
Shaoyang sighed softly, and in a trance, he actually took Luo Li for Caixia, and couldn't help but reach out to stroke the strand of hair on her forehead, and his fingers inadvertently touched her eyes.
"What are you doing?" Luo Li was suddenly awakened by Shaoyang.
"No—" Shaoyang withdrew his hand like an electric shock, and his heart became inexplicably nervous.
Luo Li didn't notice the change in Shaoyang's face, and she didn't mind Shaoyang's ambiguous action towards her just now, and suddenly remembered something and said to Shaoyang: "Oh, by the way, Caixia is getting married, and we will have a banquet at the Qincheng Hotel tomorrow, do you want to go together?" ”
"Ahh Shaoyang was naturally taken aback, and his whole body couldn't help but tremble, like a bomb suddenly exploded above his head, and then he felt a pain in his heart, and he was stunned like a stone.
When Shaoyang slowly came back to his senses and was about to ask something more, Luo Li had already turned around and fell asleep.
"Caixia is getting married! She's going to marry the mine boss, the bad old man who can almost be her father. Is this true? Is it true? Shaoyang asked himself over and over again. No, I must have heard it wrong just now, Luo Li didn't say Caixia - his Caixia, they once swore in front of Guanyin Bodhisattva, how could she marry someone else!
"Yes, I misheard. However, I may have heard it wrong, but how could I have heard it wrong about Caixia's marriage! I just don't dare to face this reality. If you don't believe me, you can ask Lori to get up and ask for clarification. Why don't you dare to call it? ”
Shaoyang thought to himself.
"What are you crying about? The man has tears and doesn't flick, you useless guy, if you have 200,000, how could Caixia be forced to marry that mine boss, now that she is getting married, you should bless her and be happy for her, right?
Actually, you can think about it the other way around, although the mine boss is coppery, he is old enough to be Caixia's father, but today's social age is not a problem for a long time, at least he is richer than you, he can give Caixia a rich material life, and Guo Shaoyang You can't, not to mention that love is nothing in the face of reality.
Guo Shaoyang, you are a wreck! ”
There is a kind of love called letting go, and letting go is a kind of relief and care for oneself. Shaoyang tried to convince himself over and over again, but he couldn't accept such a fact, even if he could accept it, but what about Caixia, would she feel happy? The more he thought about it, the more uncomfortable he felt in his heart, and the sleepiness he felt just now suddenly disappeared.
When his mood calmed down a little, Shaoyang couldn't help but wake up Luo Li. Maybe she was really tired from work, Shaoyang took a lot of effort to shake her awake and asked, "Who did you just say is going to get married, where is it?" ”
Luo Li was a little angry, because Shaoyang disturbed her sleep, so she half-squinted her eyes and said a little impatiently: "Didn't I tell you, it's Caixia who is going to get married, in the Qincheng Hotel." ”
After saying this, Luo Li stretched her waist and turned to fall asleep again.
Shaoyang suddenly felt very lost, and his heart felt like he had suddenly been hollowed out by something, and he couldn't say what it was like. He wanted to know more about Caixia, and he was afraid of disturbing Luo Li's dream, so he just thought about it. Actually, what can I do if I know, it's just to increase my sadness, and Luo Li doesn't necessarily know, because Caixia hasn't come to work for a long time and won't come in the future.
It's just that she should go to her wedding? Go, why don't you go, although Shaoyang and her can't grow old together, Shaoyang at least has to watch her enter the palace of marriage. It is said that the day a girl gets married is the most beautiful and happiest moment in her life, and Shaoyang must see it with his own eyes.
However, will Caixia be unhappy to see Shaoyang, although they have experienced that life and death together in heaven and earth, but in Caixia's eyes, she may still be a junior now, because she can't find a place to vent her emotions, so she sprinkled all her anger on Gao Yajing, that is, Guo Shaoyang after transformation.
Shaoyang thought to himself that he might as well not go! - But why not? So should he go or not?
Thinking about it in such pain, Luo Li's mobile phone suddenly rang, she slowly reached out and took out the mobile phone from under the pillow, held it to her ear and yawned and said in a daze, "Who?" Caixia? What are you looking for me? ”
Shaoyang couldn't help but prick up his ears.
"What? You said let me help you find a bridesmaid, preferably a rabbit? - Rabbit, let me think about it, by the way, Gao Yajing is a rabbit, it just so happens that she has nothing to do these days, I will ask her to come over to accompany you early tomorrow morning. What? The evening passed. Okay then, I'll tell her. Hang up, see you tomorrow, bye-bye. ”
Luo Li put down her phone, yawned again, and glanced back at Guo Shaoyang after the transformation, which means that you heard their conversation just now.
Shaoyang looked at Luo Li in surprise, thinking that this thing is too incredible, let him be Caixia's bridesmaid, this is just- what is it? Shaoyang couldn't think of it for a while, so he was only in a daze.
"Why, you didn't hear what I just said? What kind of expression do you have, if you don't want me, call me and ask Caixia to find another one, but don't delay other people's lifelong events. "Lori probably didn't want to be nosy, probably because she was afraid of trouble, so she agreed to it without my consent.
Luo Li saw that Shaoyang didn't react for a long time, so she wanted to call Caixia back, but Shaoyang hurriedly jumped up and snatched the phone from her hand and said, "I'll go, I'll go." ”
Luo Li looked at Shaoyang in amazement and said, "Just go, what are you excited about?" I was taken aback. ”
Shaoyang hurriedly returned the phone to her, and asked apologetically, "Are you going to her house?" ”
Luo Li said: "It's not at her house, in the house she and Guo Shaoyang rent, do you know that place?" ”
"Of course I do!" He had rented this house in the first place, how could he not know.
"How do you know that Caixia took you there?" Luo Li glanced at Shaoyang with some surprise.
"Ahh Fortunately, Luo Li didn't dig deeper, so he didn't need to explain anything.
After Shaoyang waited for Luo Li to fall asleep again, she used her mobile phone to call Sister Chen, telling her that she had a very important thing to do tomorrow, and that she would go to work in the company the day after tomorrow, and asked her to tell Manager Ma.
At seven o'clock in the evening, it was completely dark, Guo Shaoyang walked for more than half an hour to the small house he and Qin Caixia rented, the room was still the same as before, the things he had used before were all placed there, the house was deserted, and there was no atmosphere of getting married at all.
Caixia let the transformed Guo Shaoyang into the house, he was a little inexplicably excited in his heart, he felt like he had returned to his own home, but she was always sullen, looking at a corner or something in the room from time to time in a daze.
"Have you eaten?" Shaoyang asked her with concern, feeling like two familiar strangers.
"I don't want to eat, I don't have an appetite." Caixia smiled brightly at Shaoyang, and didn't ask him if he would eat.
"Why not in your house?" The reason why Shaoyang asked her like this is because according to the custom of Qin Cheng, her daughter has to stay with her family the night before she gets married, otherwise it will be very unlucky.
"Home is a little far away, I will have to go downstairs at seven o'clock tomorrow morning to put on makeup, and I have always had insomnia these days, I am afraid that I will not be able to get up tomorrow morning and delay people's hours, so I called you over in advance." Caixia looked at the young master apologetically, her face had never been so haggard, never.
Shaoyang told Caixia with his eyes that he understood Caixia's mood at the moment, but he didn't understand why Caixia's family didn't come to accompany her. So, he asked her a little angrily, "Won't your family come to accompany you?" ”
"My dad, my mom, and my brother, they'll be here early tomorrow morning." She muttered, her eyes a little dazed, as if she was hiding from something, and as if she was searching for something. Shaoyang asked, and she replied, feeling like she was in an interrogation room.
"Would you like to decorate the room?" Shaoyang looked as excited as he could. In fact, he was already very uncomfortable in his heart, but he didn't want to see her sad look.
"None of this matters!" The muscles at the corners of Caixia's mouth trembled slightly, and she struggled to wring out a far-fetched smile.
"You should be happy, at least you married a rich man, this is something that many girls dream of, and you have fulfilled or even surpassed the dreams of many girls, so you are happy."
When the book is used, there is little hatred, and Shaoyang searched his intestines and scraped his stomach to find such a comforting sentence, and he didn't know if it was right.
Caixia suddenly smiled faintly at Shaoyang, it was an extremely bitter smile, and after laughing, she sighed softly, paused, and said coldly self-deprecatingly: "Happiness does not lie in achieving or transcending, but in being true to yourself." ”
"Be true to yourself!" Shaoyang couldn't help but be stunned, and suddenly felt an inexplicable sourness in his heart. Caixia means that she is unhappy, and she is now at the mercy of others like the walking dead.