It's not that you don't die, it's that you can't die. Sincerity is the closest to sadness. Shaoyang would rather be sad for the rest of his life, and he can't give up this sincerity.

Shaoyang wanted to cry, but he didn't know how to cry anymore. Wandering between deep self-blame and despair, the only feeling is hurt! Injure! Injure!

Shaoyang knows that sometimes, love is also a kind of harm. Cruel people who choose to hurt others; Good people choose to hurt themselves. And he and Caixia can only lose both, but there is no choice.

Caixia has been married for two months, and when she closes her eyes, Shaoyang thinks she can forget, but the tears she shed failed to deceive herself. However, many times Shaoyang can only hide his sadness and smile at everyone. He felt a little happy when he missed her, and a little sad when he was happy.

In fact, Shaoyang would rather be like a child all the time, unwilling to see too many things, listen to too many things, the four are empty, there is no dispute with the world, and he is simple for a lifetime. Not in love, not married, and not social.

It's a pity that he just thinks about all this, no matter how reluctant he is in his heart, as soon as he gets off work the next morning, he was dragged by Sister Chen's arm to the Qincheng Hotel.

Sitting in the private room, Wang Hu began to call one by one, asking why they hadn't come yet, but he didn't expect everyone to suddenly have something, and even Manager Ma said that he was going to meet a very important customer and couldn't come, it felt like they had been discussed in advance.

Three people, six eyes, you stare at me, I stare at you, I was a little embarrassed, but I didn't expect Sister Chen to suddenly come up with such a sentence: "Am I also a little redundant here!" This was supposed to be your two-person world......"

Shaoyang was a little unable to sit still, and quickly interrupted Sister Chen's words and said, "Since everyone is not coming, the three of us don't have any meaning, it is better to disperse, it just so happens that I have something to do." ”

"What can you do, Wang Hu's meal was originally meant to invite you. It's really hurtful for you to leave like this. Sister Chen suddenly grabbed Shaoyang (Gao Yajing).

Shaoyang hurriedly said: "Since this is the case, then I can't eat this meal." ”

"Why?" Sister Chen looked at Shaoyang in surprise.

Shaoyin glanced at Wang Hu coldly and said, "There is no reason. ”

Wang Hu's eyes that were originally full of anticipation slowly lowered, and after a few seconds, he suddenly raised his head, sighed as if determined, and said simply and slightly sadly: "I know why, because no matter how hard a person tries, he can't touch a person who doesn't love you." ”

Shaoyang sneered: "Since you know, why bother in vain? ”

Wang Hu said: "I don't want to do this, but I can't convince myself, I can't sleep all night, all I think about is you, I don't know what I did wrong, make you so annoying, I want to ask you to tell me, I can change the ...... for you"

Shaoyang sneered more and more: "The country is easy to change, but the temperament is difficult to change. I don't know how you're going to change it? Isn't it just like what you told me before, if you know your mistakes, you will change them, you will make them again, you will change them again, you will change them again, you will make mistakes again, you will make mistakes again, you will change your mistakes, you will change them, you will change them, you will ”

Wang Hu complained bitterly: "I used to be just joking with you, but now what I say is true." ”

Shaoyang couldn't help but shake his head, snorted, and said coldly: "I'm also serious, if this meal is really for inviting me as Sister Chen said, I don't think it's necessary at all, just like you just said, you can't touch someone who doesn't love you, so please don't be sentimental in the future." ”

After Shaoyang said this, he got up and left despite Sister Chen's dissuasion.

Leaving the Qincheng Hotel, walking on the road alone, I suddenly felt that time passed really fast, and it was early spring in a blink of an eye.

At noon in early spring, the sun is shining warmly, and the willow trees on both sides of the road stretch out their branches of yellow and green leaves, gently swaying in the slightly chilly breeze. In the distance, Shaoyang smelled a pungent aroma, which was the smell of roasted sweet potatoes.

This city lacks everything, lack of money, lack of jobs, lack of houses, lack of feelings, lack of morality, the only thing that is not lacking is baked sweet potatoes, at first Shaoyang didn't like sweet potatoes, because it was too ordinary, and later, when she went shopping with Caixia, she almost always had to buy a piece and give him half of it, so that Shaoyang could eat it while it was hot, and slowly he also liked the sticky and sweet feeling.

Shaoyang couldn't help but walk over, bought a sweet potato, and ate it while walking, always feeling that something was missing, could it be that the taste of love?

Suddenly, Shaoyang saw a lot of people around a building in front of him, presumably everyone was rushing to buy some cheap items, and when he got closer, he saw a person standing on the top of the building, and there were many people he didn't know downstairs who were pointing, looking up, and an old aunt was shouting at the top of the building: "Girl, don't jump......"

As explained before, Shaoyang has only seen it on TV about jumping off the building, and the scene is generally quite thrilling. If a protagonist in the TV series wants to jump off the building, it will affect the hearts of countless audiences, when a prince charming uses his love, with his sincerity, and with his wisdom, to wake up a princess who is on the verge of death and has completely lost confidence in life, and embraces him, those little girls will be moved to tears, and the boys are envious one by one, saying that they can't touch such a good thing!

However, the scene in front of me is definitely no less than the TV series, because there are TV reporters at the scene to join in the fun, holding the microphone and asking the onlookers, how the girl climbed to the top of the building, who found out first, how everyone feels about it, and so on.

For this kind of thing, Shaoyang is not surprised, thinking that there is something that person can't think of, don't they all live well like me? It's just that he didn't expect that it was no one else standing on the roof of the building, but Caixia.

At first, Shaoyang thought that he was wrong, he hurriedly rubbed his eyes and looked closer, so frightened that his eyeballs almost didn't fall out, Shaoyang exclaimed, threw away half of the sweet potato, and ran downstairs like crazy.

This is a six-story family building, there is no elevator, and when Shaoyang ran to the roof in one go, he was already so tired that his legs were weak and he was out of breath, because he was afraid that he would not be able to save her even a second late.

"Caixia, don't jump." Shaoyang shouted hysterically, and he saw several strange men standing upstairs, they were trying to heroically save Mei, but no one dared to approach her, because the place where she was standing was too dangerous, only enough for one person to stand on his feet, and if he resisted a little when he was rescued, he would fall down together.

"Don't come here, even you come to see my jokes!" Caixia saw Gao Yajing (i.e., Shaoyang) and suddenly made a downward movement.

"Don't, there's something you can't think of!" Shaoyang screamed again, because he didn't know what was going on, so he didn't know how to persuade her, but he was very anxious like a cat scratching in his heart, and he couldn't wait to give birth to a pair of wings, and flew over to carry her safely downstairs at once.

"Does it have anything to do with you?" Caixia looked at Shaoyang expressionlessly, it seemed that she had already been disheartened, and she seemed to be unwilling.

Shaoyang didn't know where to think of a sentence, so he said very mechanically: "No matter what kind of suffering you have experienced, you are only suffering when you are alive, and many people will suffer when you die, think about your relatives, think about your friends, think about your parents......"

"I don't have a dad!" Caixia's emotions suddenly became excited, two angry lights appeared in her eyes, and her face instantly turned red.

A few strangers next to me persuaded Shaoyang not to say anything more, and if she continued to say more, she had to jump if she didn't want to.

Shaoyang understands Caixia, and from her words and her eyes, Shaoyang judged that this matter must be related to her father, maybe it was his old man who forced Caixia to a dead end, and there is also a possibility that Caixia refused to be with the mine boss, the mine boss did not give them money, her mother died, and Caixia atonement for her sin with death.

So, Shaoyang plucked up the courage to shout: "Then do you still have love in your heart, is there anyone who loves you in this world?" You can be freed as soon as you die, but do you know how many people will suffer for you for the rest of your life? ”

Caixia didn't even look at Shaoyang, she said coldly, "Does this have anything to do with you?" You go, you don't cry here cat fake mercy, can't you be with Shaoyang when I die, isn't it just what you want. ”

"You jumped off the building to fulfill us?" Shaoyang said this on purpose, because he really didn't know what to say. People are in a panic, he can only panic.

"I want to fulfill you, but who will fulfill me!" An extremely complicated expression suddenly appeared on Caixia's face, and it was not a kind of indifference, despair, or indignation, or perhaps there was a trace of invisible longing.

"I can fulfill you, really, I don't think you want to jump off the building at all, I can push you from behind." When he said this, not only the people present, Shaoyang even shocked himself into a cold sweat. They all looked at Shaoyang in amazement, he knew how much risk he had taken, but he couldn't pull her back from the death line except to do the opposite.

In Caixia's eyes, Gao Yajing (Shaoyang) has always been a disgusting junior, although it was her father who separated her and Shaoyang at the beginning, but she couldn't blame her parents in this matter, so she transferred all her resentment to the current Guo Shaoyang, but she is a more cultured person and has no general knowledge with Shaoyang.

"I don't understand, why is this happening! Why is this happening? Caixia suddenly shouted and sneered, extremely emotional. She closed her eyes in despair, and then opened them suddenly, as if awakened from a dream.

"What the hell is going on?" Shaoyang asked Caixia eagerly, knowing that she was struggling painfully in her heart. Yes, in essence, no one wants to choose death, the meaning of life is to live, not only to live yourself, but also to let others live better.

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